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As the May [-]st Golden Week approached, everyone in the office was talking about holiday activities with great interest. Some wanted to go on a trip, and some expressed that they just wanted to stay at home and cook a salted fish.

When Yang Yi came back from the court session, he found Qu Lulu looking at him hesitantly.

Yang Yi touched his face, there should be nothing strange about it.

After sitting down, Qu Lulu finally made up her mind and turned around, "What are you going to do during the May Day holiday?"

Yang Yi: "I didn't make any arrangements, so I should just stay at home."

"Then do you want to participate?" Qu Lulu quickly took out a leaflet and handed it to Yang Yi.

Yang Yi took it over and took a look. It was a training flyer for the postgraduate entrance examination of a training institution, closed training during the May Day holiday, guided by famous teachers, and online teaching assistants all the way... There are also promotional photos of the teachers intensively on it.

"There is a discount for two people signing up together." Qu Lulu explained.

Yang Yi suddenly realized that it was no wonder that Qu Lulu would find him. Although there were other clerks in the court who planned to take the postgraduate entrance examination, Qu Lulu didn't have a good relationship with everyone, so he had no conflicts with him.

The flyer said it was hype, but Yang Yi didn't plan to sign up either. He changed the flyer back: "Sorry, I don't plan to sign up for classes this year."

"Why?" Qu Lulu was puzzled, "This is a big class, the price is very cheap, and the atmosphere of physical teaching is much better than online class."

"I've reported it before." Yang Yi said.

Yang Yi went to a training class when he was a senior, and now two years have passed, the person who made the question and the training class have been updated and updated, how much can the things learned two years ago be useful.

Qu Lulu had a face of disapproval, but she still didn't say much, took back the leaflet and continued to read her book.

Qu Lulu applied for the exam with a fierce posture. Not only was she racing against time during work, she seized all the time to read books. It is said that she studied at twelve o'clock in the evening every day, and got up at six or seven o'clock in the morning to continue studying.

Yang Yi frowned, compared to her, he was just playing tricks.

Going home in the evening, You Xuan asked Yang Yi how he was today as usual, and Yang Yi simply said that he had a colleague who was also preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination, and he was very energetic, and Yang Yi sighed.

You Xuan smiled: "Then what should I do, why don't you stop sleeping from today on and read all night."

Yang Yi: "I think so too, but I have to trouble you."

"how?"

"Help me collect the corpse in three days." Yang Yi said seriously.

You Xuan laughed together.

Yang Yi was also moved by the infection to laugh, but he didn't laugh too much, and he didn't make a sound, just the corners of his mouth slightly raised.

You Xuan stopped suddenly, stretched out his hand to pinch Yang Yi's face, the smile in his eyes had faded, and there was still some unspeakable emotion.

Yang Yi didn't struggle, and let You Xuan pinch his face.

The two looked at each other for a long time, and You Xuan said: "When you were in high school, you didn't smile or talk, and you shrank gloomyly behind the crowd every day. At that time, I thought you wouldn't be able to last a day without me." Come down, but you have been here for so many years, and now you can laugh and talk..."

After a long pause, You Xuan continued, "After so many years, I don't know if I still have the need to approach you again."

Yang Yi listened quietly to what he said. The smile just now had disappeared. He thought about it seriously, but he couldn't say anything.

The two were in a stalemate, You Xuan smiled wryly, let go of Yang Yi, and withdrew his hand resentfully, "It's hard for you to accept it for a while, I can understand."

The tone is full of grievances and cautiousness.

Yang Yi felt that his mind went blank for a moment, and when he realized it, he had already put his arms around You Xuan.

You Xuan immediately hugged Yang Yi back, with such strength that Yang Yi could not refuse.

Yang Yi moved unnaturally, but You Xuan hugged him so tightly that he couldn't move at all.

"Let me hug you." You Xuan whispered, with a lingering tone.

Yang Yiming knew that You Xuan was bewitching him, but he couldn't resist.

"Why did you come back to me?" Yang Yi asked after a long time.

"I like you," You Xuan answered very quickly, without any hesitation, as if rehearsing countless times, "I've been thinking about you all these years."

"En." Yang Yi responded, sighing inwardly.The answer he expected to hear was nothing more than this, since You Xuan said so, there was no need to explore any more.

While soberly counting his despicable darkness, he sinks uncontrollably.If you walk in the dark for too long, you can't help but lean towards the light when you see it, even if this ray of light is just an illusion of passing by.

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On weekends, according to the usual practice, Yang Yi still has to clean up.

It took him half a day to clean up the house, and by the way he washed the sheets and quilts, and after drying them, he stared blankly on the balcony.

The balcony is attached to You Xuan’s room. When Xiao Xiaochen lived in the past, Yang Yi would only go to the balcony to dry things when others were around. Now You Xuan readily expressed that he could come in casually at the beginning, so that Yang Yi didn’t have to worry about it. But every time Yang Yi asks You Xuan's consent before going to the balcony.

Looking out from the balcony, you can see a group of children chasing and playing not far away. They are at the heartless age and look very happy.

Yang Yi has never been crazy since he was very young, even if he went out to play with the children in the community, he would definitely be beaten and scolded by his mother when he returned home.

At that time, he also refused to be obedient and obedient, always thinking of sneaking out while adults were not paying attention, even if it was just to play for a few minutes.So one day after Yang Yi finished his homework, he took advantage of the time when the adults in the family went out to touch it, played with it in fear for a while, and then went home quietly, washing his hands thoroughly, so as not to be seen by his mother.

But it was a pity that he was picked up by the naughty neighbor downstairs, and Yang Yi's mother couldn't help but beat Yang Yi up, and tore up all his textbooks and homework.

Yang Yi was so scared that he didn't even dare to cry, so he could only cry silently.

After tearing up the book, Wang Zeli slapped Yang Yi a few times, crying and asking Yang Yi if she didn't want to study?Don't you think about how hard your mother is?

One sound after another, without giving Yang Yi a chance to answer at all.Yang Yi doesn't remember too many details now, but in the end Wang Zeli also said that Yang Yi is just like his father, and that Yang Yi was born to take revenge on her.

I don't know whether it was Wang Zeli who cried too much or Yang Yi who was beaten too hard. Since then, Yang Yi has never played wildly with children of the same age, whether in the community or at school.

……

His thoughts drifted a little far away, these things that were too old came up for some reason, Yang Yi sometimes thought he had forgotten them, but in fact he still remembered them one by one.

"What are you thinking about?" You Xuan walked up to Yang Yi and asked when he came out at some point.

Yang Yi pointed to the children in the distance.

Before Yang Yi could speak, You Xuan immediately asked in surprise, "You want a child?"

Yang Yi: "...No."

You Xuan didn't listen at all, and continued on his own: "It's a pity that you can't give birth either, or I'll buy you a few Barbie dolls, and you can just practice and practice."

Yang Yi: "Thanks, no need."

The weather was bright and there was a slight draft passing by. Standing side by side, the two of them had the illusion that time stood still.

Yang Yi has lived until now, and he has only devoted his obsession and affection to his "pen pal". He has never been tempted by others, and he has never thought about getting married and having children. Forming a normal family terrifies him. He can't imagine how to do it. Face your own child.

He has nothing to worry about by himself, and he can do whatever he wants. Old age is too far away for him, and it is difficult to worry about it.

In the opinion of Yang Yi, who is in his twenties, it is not impossible to die alone.

Yang Yi can do this, but what about You Xuan.

Their situations are different, You Xuan probably just fell in love for a while, and there is a high probability that he will return to normal society instead of being moldy in the corner with himself.

"What about you, do you want a child?" Yang Yi asked.

"No," You Xuan replied decisively, "I hate children."

Yang Yi looked sideways at You Xuan, the disgust in You Xuan's words was almost overflowing, and there was even a little uncontrollable irritability on his face.

You Xuan noticed Yang Yi's gaze, adjusted the expression on his face, and put on a casual smile, "But if you give birth to me, I will be happy."

"..." Yang Yi had nothing to say.

You Xuan clasped Yang Yi's hand, "Isn't it good for us to do this? I only need you."

They used to share many secrets through notes in high school, showing each other's darkest and most embarrassing side truthfully, but now they carefully avoid these topics, even holding hands has no sense of reality.

Too dazed, Yang Yi thought.

"What do you want to do during the May Day holiday, go out and play?" You Xuan changed the subject, with a friendly and natural tone.

"Where are you going?" Yang Yi also suppressed the disharmony in his heart just now, and continued along the topic.

"Climb the mountain, let's go to see the sunrise, how about?"

The author has something to say: Thanks to Ethan for throwing mine~

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