Just hug me

"Lin Guancheng, where is your steel hammer, hahahaha..."

When he turned around earlier, Fang Yan had keenly caught the "click" of an object falling into the water, although it was slight, it penetrated into his ears clearly enough.

After Fang Yan held back for half an hour, he still couldn't hold back and deliberately questioned Lin Guancheng's coins several times.

Fang Yan looked at Lin Guancheng with a teasing smile on his face, as if he had grasped something that could last a lifetime.

"Are you thinking of something shameful and unspeakable, and don't tell me?"

Fang Yan approached suddenly and lowered his voice, "Tell me, I'll see if I can help you realize it in advance."

The corners of Lin Guancheng's eyes twitched slightly, ignoring his nonsense.

"Okay, okay, I won't say anything, hahahaha..." Fang Yan hurriedly followed Lin Guancheng who was striding past, "Don't be angry, I really won't mention it..."

Good times always fly by so fast.

After three o'clock in the afternoon, the spring outing was coming to an end, and the large troops returned to school along the road down the mountain on the other side.More than a dozen white carts were waiting on the wide flat ground, waiting to carry the future pillars of the country away from this remote place.

On the other side of the mountain is the last scenic spot arranged by the school.

An orphanage built on the back of the mountain is said to have a history of more than 20 years.

There is a village less than two kilometers away from the orphanage, with about 200 families living in it. In the past, this was a real backwater, a place that relied solely on mountains and water.

In the era of backward conditions, coupled with the torment of various thoughts of patriarchal patriarchy and dislike of the old and the family, this remote orphanage gathered all kinds of people, children who were born with sickness and could not afford to support them, a series of girl movies, and many more. There are six 70-year-old old men and old ladies who are full of decay.

The entire orphanage is operating with various subsidies from the state finance, and the door is always open for these people.

In the past few years, with the help of newly built tourist attractions, the village has started a variety of livelihoods in farmhouses and homestays, which has led to the economic development of this area.

This orphanage is ingeniously located on the only way to the exit of the Guanling Mountain scenic spot, and those petty wealthy households who go out to relax often donate a lot of kindness.

Whether it's ulterior motives or unintentional, the situation of this informal orphanage is indeed much better than before.

The orphanage was refurbished at the beginning of the year, with the words "Sunflower Welfare Institute" written in red on the main entrance, and a new layer of paint was applied to the rusty spots, and there was still a pungent paint smell in the air.

There are three small two-story buildings inside, which are Datong shops for children and the elderly. In the yard, the elderly sit out to bask in the sun.

A dozen children in the courtyard were playing with donated old toys. After hearing the commotion from the crowd, they squeezed forward one by one and stared.

When going down the mountain, Lin Guancheng became silent, his eyes were fixed on the road under his feet, and the lines on his face were tense.

The moment he saw the eye-catching red letters on the brick wall, Lin Guancheng's body froze completely, a long-standing chill surged up his throat from the bottom of his heart, and the blood all over his body flowed back backwards.

The scalp exploded suddenly, everything in front of him became blurred, and in a trance, countless intertwined nightmare fragments emerged towards the top of his head at this moment.

Under the scorching sun, he wrapped Lin Guancheng's whole body strand by strand, and devoured him alive.

The little boy who had just shaved his head was sitting on the stone platform with blank eyes.

Due to poor technique, there are several pitted bald spots on the head, and the clothes on the body are clean but washed out, and the original color cannot be seen.

A well-dressed woman bent down and smiled kindly, "Little friend, what is your name? How old are you this year?" She is nearly half a century old, but she is well maintained. It is difficult to see the slightest trace of time on her face. trace.

The boy raised his head against the glare of the sun, and squinted at the couple in front of him, his eyes still unfocused.

"Ah... this child has been seldom talk since he was a child. He looks very clever but he doesn't like to talk. He was sent here a few months after he was born. He is almost ten years old this year. The name...you can look at it..."

The teacher on the side smiled and continued to introduce the situation of other children in the courtyard.

The couple looked at the boy and chatted softly aside, and the woman cast a few loving eyes from time to time.

The boy turned a blind eye and picked at his own fingers that had been rubbed clean.

Last month, the dean was found out and went to prison. This orphanage has been completely changed, and the conditions are much better than before.There are often foreigners who come here to see them.

The boy's clear eyes were quietly looking at the iron fence. There were a few shiny cars parked outside, and a few timid children were hiding behind the wall and looking around.

He remembered that after a few such rich people came last time, they took away his only playmate.

Who will it be this time?

Lin Guancheng bit his tongue hard, the intense pain brought him back to his senses, his body still trembled uncontrollably.

After a few short steps, he walked out of the long journey to the execution ground, and when he stepped into the gate, the back of his clothes was already soaked in cold sweat.

Lin Guancheng clenched his teeth, his expression stiffened, his five fingers gradually embedded in the tender palm.

Nothing, really nothing.Didn't she just encounter a little pervert and was beaten up by herself.

In the next second, the tightly clenched knuckles were broken apart and tightened tightly.

"I didn't even mention it, why are you still so angry?" Fang Yan looked at Lin Guancheng pretending to be aggrieved, "I was wrong, it's my fault, it's my fault, whatever posture you go back is up to you ?”

Lin Guancheng: "..."

If it weren't for the person I like, a boy who is a few feet in size would frown and pouted, it would be really fatal.Besides, it still looks like this...a domineering face.

The new dean enthusiastically led the teachers and students to visit the orphanage. There were a few immature and innocent paintings of children pasted in the most respectable glass display column, and to the right were some group photos of adoptive families. Take pictures of extravagant patrons.

These students are just taking a trip during the spring outing. All of them are flower bones living in the greenhouse. The only thing they need to worry about every day is not the score or the score.

Except for the occasional chicken soup-style headlines in their circle of friends, they feel polarized, and they never think that the life they take for granted will be something that these half-grown dolls will not be able to have for half their lives.

This is also the first time that I truly feel the gap in life, just right in front of me.

Some girls with fragile nerves and sensibility had red eyes when they saw it, and some even spoke out, threatening not to have children in the future and go directly to the orphanage for adoption.

"They are so pitiful... What could be wrong with a child, and they are so reckless and abandoned, how can they be willing."

"...I really don't know how those people are parents. They are not worthy of being parents at all. They just care about giving birth and don't care about raising them."

"It would be great if they were all adopted by kind people sooner..."

Lin Guancheng stood at the end of the crowd, his face was so pale that there was no trace of blood, the time was stretched out every second, his mind was buzzing, and he could no longer hear what he was saying.

"Hey, the boy in this picture seems a little..."

A burst of laughter suddenly broke in and interrupted the concentration in front of the cabinet. Fang Yan was holding his schoolbag instead, surrounded by a group of children.

"Hey, listen to my brother, there are sweets to eat."

Fang Yan took out the open bag and spread out all the food, while the younger ones chirped and shared the snacks.

Fang Yan smiled at the corner of his mouth, squatted down and rubbed the head of the boy in front of him, and coaxed: "Little boy, I am quite envious of you. You can live in such a beautiful place since you were young. But you have to work harder and eat well every day. I have to be happy, I can go to farther places earlier and go to better-looking places when I grow up soon."

Before he could utter a few good words, he raised his chin and pointed the boy to Lin Guancheng who was standing in the distance, "Hey, isn't this brother very good-looking?" Fang Yan blinked playfully, "I, desperately You worked hard to meet him, little boy, when you grow up, you will definitely meet such a good-looking brother."

Fang Yan pulled a few ignorant children who didn't understand why, and praised Lin Guancheng for all the good words he could think of.

"I'm not too shy, I can show off anywhere."

A few classmates who were surprised at whether Fang Yan had changed his sex just now squinted and murmured.

After dismissing the group of lively children, Fang Yan stretched and walked towards Lin Guancheng.

Lin Guancheng was sitting on a stone bench by the wall, which was out of the sunlight, and the slanted shadow covered his face. It was hard to tell from his appearance what he was thinking about.

Fang Yan paced and swayed over, the dust brought up by lifting his feet danced and danced in several rays of light, and gradually fell silent again.

"This handsome brother, what are you thinking of sitting here alone?" Fang Yan sat down next to him, "Do you feel sorry for not having any sugar to eat, or are you shocked by my caring big brother's appearance?" Speechless? Hurry up and praise me, and I will reward you with sweets when I go back."

"You saw it, didn't you?"

After more than ten seconds of silence, Fang Yan said coyly: "I see, these cubs are so cute." After a pause, he added, "However, they are definitely not as cute as you were when you were young."

Lin Guancheng raised his face to look at Fang Yan, his slack gaze finally focused on Fang Yan's face, and after a long while he managed to say: "I want to go home..."

"Well... It's up to you, it's a bit noisy in here, you go out and wait, I still have something to do."

Lin Guancheng stood up stiffly, and it took him ten years to walk out of the courtyard gate.

It should be ten years of innocence and carefree.

He took a deep breath and tried his best to stabilize his breathing, rubbing the center of his brows to cover up the darkness under his eyes.

The greenery in the distance is thick enough to swallow the low buildings on the mountainside. The edge of the flat land is a steep cliff, and a thick tree that has lived for an unknown number of years stretches out its teeth and claws. Occasionally, a few birds drill into it. out, the whimpering echoed endlessly.

Lin Guancheng may never know what he doesn't like to his parents in his life, and he was abandoned at the gate of this orphanage since he was born, without leaving a word.

Now he doesn't want to know, and he has long since ceased to be curious, but he didn't expect to come back here one day.

But what really made him afraid to face it was not the years he spent here.

With the sound of footsteps, Fang Yan stepped forward, pulled Lin Guancheng and walked out naturally.

Not far away, Uncle Zhang was snoring and dozing off in the driver's seat.

"I saw that you were not feeling well on the way, so I called him when I had free time." Fang Yan explained casually, "Get in the car directly, I have already agreed with Lao Kang, let's leave here first, it's okay of."

The road is long, and the journey back is still far away.Lin Guancheng leaned on the car seat with his eyelids tightly closed.With tense nerves, deep and sometimes shallow breathing, brows and eyes furrowed into hills, and a tired face under the slightly trembling eyelashes.

He just felt very tired, and just sitting down exhausted the remaining energy. When he closed his eyes, he saw abysses one after another, without end.

Fang Yan sighed softly, pressed Lin Guancheng's head with two fingers and turned to let him lean on his shoulder.