Hidden Words

"No, I haven't had this kind of wine for a long time. I tasted it again today suddenly, and it feels pretty good." Putting down the glass, Han Hao ordered another glass of the same wine.

"You know, I like to sit at the bar because I like to watch people and listen to other people's stories. But sometimes I like to sit in an obscure corner by myself, in the dark. It feels like I'm quite contradictory." Lu Qing said with a smile, and drank another half cup in one gulp.

"I'm a little different from you. As long as I'm next to someone I like, I'll feel comfortable no matter where I sit." Han Hao took another sip of his wine and said.

"Then how do you feel now?" Lu Qing asked, turning his head to look at Han Hao.

"Believe it or not, I really feel very good right now. Because the lady next to me with fluttering hair and eyes that bend when she smiles is so pleasing to the eye." Han Hao said with a smile, his eyes wandering on purpose Don't look at Lu Qing.

"Ah, so, then who do you think looks better, me or her?" Lu Qing cooperated and turned his head away from Han Hao.

"I think you are more pleasing to the eye than her." Han Hao said with a smile, turning his head to look at Lu Qing.

After drinking the last half glass of wine with his head raised, Lu Qing pursed his lower lip and turned his head to meet Han Hao's gaze.I don't know how long I watched it, my eyes suddenly itched, and tears gushed out one drop after another.Some hit her clothes directly, and some slid across her cheeks, making her feel even more itchy.

"Why order this wine? Just because I like it?" Han Hao looked at Lu Qing and asked.

"No, because I like it too. It's difficult for everyone to agree. It's hard to find a wine that two people like. What else can you ask for if you don't want this kind of wine. You can't drink it very much. If it's poured here, what should I do?" Lu Qing wiped away the tears pooled under his nose, with a bit of grievance in his tone.

"That's right. It's hard to find something that matches each other. If you don't choose that one, what else can you choose?" Han Hao smiled, but his eyes were already sore, "Do you have a girlfriend?"

"No." Lu Qing smiled.

"Where's your boyfriend?" Han Hao asked again.

"No."

"Anyone who could be an ATM, babysitter, assistant, emotional support for you?"

"nor."

"Then, can you let me be your cash machine, nanny, assistant, the person who puts your affection on?"

"The other half?" Lu Qing raised his eyebrows.

"I don't mind if you say that." Han Hao smiled.

"Playing word games in front of me, are you serious?" Lu Qing smiled and frowned.

"I'm serious." Han Hao said.

"I remember I told you that I might like women."

"So now I can only pin my hopes on the fact that you haven't completely bent over." Han Hao said.

After thinking for a while, Lu Qing shifted his gaze to the wine glass in front of him, stroked it lightly with his fingers, and the corners of his mouth moved slightly, but he didn't speak.

"Now I should analyze it with my professionalism. In the first case, which is the worst for me, you are completely bent, and I have no chance at all. In the second case, whether you are The bend is straight, and the most important thing is that you still can't forget me. In fact, you want to get back together with me in your heart. This is also the best situation for me. As for me, I am willing to put all my bets on In the second case. If I make a mistake, everything I have will be yours. If you are willing to pick me up and raise me like those kittens and puppies, I have no problem."

"What is this?" Lu Qing supported his head with his hands in distress.

"So, am I right?" Han Hao smiled.

"Han Hao. I always thought that no one can live without him. No matter how difficult it is, people can always find a reason to survive." Lu Qing touched his forehead with his fingers and rubbed it back and forth slightly, "But then I I suddenly discovered that there is actually a difference between being alive and being alive.”

"Everything you want is by your side, the person you love is right in front of you, and what you want to do is right now. This kind of life is hot and bright. Other than that, there are more or less so many things in life. Some shortcomings make people scratch their hearts and scratch their lungs to get what they want, and unknowingly become a puppet of life."

Moving his fingertips to his temples, Lu Qing asked himself to look at Han Hao again, "Han Hao, I'm stubborn. I jumped upstairs once, cut my wrist once, took medicine once, and drank until my stomach bleed twice. I always I think, if I have a bad stomach and drink alcohol, and if my lungs are bad and smoke, a person like me may get sick soon and be able to prepare for his own funeral. Why do you worry about me like this?"

"Maybe I'm too stubborn. I just like you and miss you. There's nothing I can do." Han Hao said with a smile.

"I don't want to be restrained, and I don't want to be controlled by the world. If you are willing to be the person who can help sign the critical illness notice when I have a serious illness, I think we can skip the step of getting back together and try to get married directly." Lu Qing also laugh.

Dazed for a moment, Han Hao grabbed the wine glass and took another sip, feeling a little dazed.Turning his head to see what Lu Qing wanted to say, he found that he couldn't open his mouth at all.

"You know that's not what I mean." Lu Qing frowned slightly and shook his head, "A partner or something is not what I need every moment."

"I, I, I know!" The ecstasy exploded in Han Hao's head instantly, "When you need me, I can show up immediately, and when you don't need me, I can just be with Datou or something! I will never disturb you!"

"Then tomorrow morning, I'll wait for you to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau." Lu Qing raised his eyebrows.

"Okay, okay!" Han Hao nodded madly.

"But do you really understand what I mean?" Lu Qing questioned.

"I don't talk nonsense about our relationship with anyone, and I won't ask you to accompany me to visit relatives in the name of my wife during the New Year and holidays. I won't force you to do anything you don't want I will give you space for things you don’t want to do, and I will never make decisions for you without your consent or disturb you.” Han Hao finished speaking in one breath, gasping for breath, “Except when the other party is needed legally, Everything else remains a slightly closer friend. Taking care of you takes care of your dog."

"Hmm... I even thought of the big head. What I said is perfect, I don't have anything to add." Lu Qing nodded with a smile.

"I have, I want to add!"

"Huh?" Lu Qing was puzzled for a moment, and motioned for Han Hao to continue.

"I am willing to be your cash machine, nanny, assistant, and all the roles you need. When you need it, please let me help you." Han Hao's heart was beating violently, and he held his breath waiting for a reply.

"Okay." Lu Qing nodded with a smile, "I suddenly remembered that I still have something to say."

"What, no, what?" Han Hao's expression was a little frightened for a moment.

"Your parents, if you need me, I can help you act. At your age, you should have been urged to marry many times, right?"

"If you say it, won't it cause trouble to you?" Han Hao was a little worried.

"It should be, but it will be more fair to you." Lu Qing said.

"Okay." Han Hao nodded, suddenly feeling a little hot at the tips of his ears.

Does Lu Qing want to go back with him to meet his parents?No, the point is not this!Although it was not a marriage in the true sense, Lu Qing was willing to become a legal partner with him so soon?Is this a fake marriage?

However, fuck the fake marriage is not a fake marriage!He really wants to get a license from Lu Qing!The favorite name is printed on the little red book, no matter what it means!

"When did you realize that I still can't forget you?" Lu Qing asked.

"Actually, I have always felt this way. I just confirmed it not long ago." Han Hao replied with an uncontrollable smile on his lips.

"Oh? Not long ago? When was that?" Lu Qing frowned and asked.

"I picked you up at the airport, when you were talking to me." Han Hao said.

"Then can you tell me specifically, what exactly did I say that made you confirm this idea?" Lu Qing continued to ask.

"You don't like to talk very much, and you don't like to talk to others about where you went and what you did, because you always feel that although these things are unnecessary, it is a waste of time to say them. But just now you told me a lot It's about you, and it doesn't change the subject at all." Han Hao said.

"That's all..." Lu Qing couldn't believe it.

"Yeah." Han Hao nodded, a little confused, "That's all."

"..." Lu Qing's expression froze for two seconds, and he said, "Then my 'can't forget' was too obvious just now?"

"For me, yes." Han Hao nodded.

Burying his head into his arms, Lu Qing was distressed for a moment, then raised his head and said, "Isn't it too embarrassing for me?"

"Everything about me is already yours. If you want, you can turn my face out of your heart and ravage it to relieve your anger." Han Hao said seriously, with a righteous look.

"Haha! You are so stupid!" Lu Qing couldn't help laughing.Seeing Han Hao laughing along with him, he suddenly felt that a hole in his heart had been filled.

Four years ago, when she came out of the hospital with piles of medicines and examination reports, she thought she was going to die.The exhaustion all day has almost exhausted the passion of her life, and all kinds of interpersonal relationships that need to put on a smiling face to cater to her have pushed her to the edge of the cliff time and time again.

Only in front of Han Hao, she can laugh unscrupulously, expressing those small emotions of sadness, joy, anger or emotion.Maybe it was because she was too sensitive, and she was afraid that Han Hao would be troubled by her getting worse, so she said to break up.Also used "I might like women." Such a slightly lame reason.

Her poor speech and dislike of communication are normal in the eyes of others, because she is a writer who is not only sensitive, but also somewhat neurotic.But only she herself knows how many times she has suffered life-and-death struggles that almost collapsed during those inexplicably spent nights in tears, moments surrounded by inexplicable fear and helplessness.

She really didn't want Han Hao to see her like this, huddled in a corner, unwilling to make progress and give up struggling.

So, she escaped.

run away.

But fortunately, the best me so far met Han Hao who was willing to stand still and wait for her.

It was a great honor to meet him again and to be willing to wait for her.

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The story of Han Hao and Lu Qing continues from here!

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I just found out that there are not many manuscripts saved. I am a bit busy these days and I have a little scribbles, so I have to work harder!