Hidden Words

When he actually walked to Gu Kai's side and saw him falling asleep and weak, as if he would shatter if he touched it, Xu Wenxiu felt that his heart seemed to be stagnant along with Gu Kai who was lying here motionless.

The frequency of breathing, the beating of the heart, and the flow of blood seemed to be no longer under his control.

Icy, off target.

Pain, death.

That thought popped into his head again.

If only he was the one lying here.

It was strange that he was very sad, but there were no tears in his eyes.

Seeing Gu Kai's tightly closed eyes, he wanted to touch them, but was afraid of disturbing him.

This feeling of being invisible.

So fucked up!

Qiu Qi's pale face suddenly appeared in his mind, and the pain swept over him again, his whole body was stiff and motionless, it seemed that only in this way could he resist the pain that could tear people apart from the inside.

"What's your relationship with him?" Gu Ze asked Xu Wenxiu.

"What?" When he realized it, Xu Wenxiu didn't know whether he hadn't heard Gu Ze's words or had forgotten, so he asked again.

"It's nothing. It seems that you have a good relationship. Last time you went to save him, this time he saved you again." Gu Ze said.

With a snort in his mouth, Xu Wenxiu roared in his heart, what the hell is it?

They have a good relationship, does it have to be reflected in the hospital for each other?Is it not good to play two games together and eat a meal of instant noodles?

"I have to check with the doctor about his condition. Please see him for a while, and call the doctor if you have any problems." Gu Ze said, and after Xu Wenxiu nodded in agreement, he glanced at Gu Kai and left.

"If you want to be alone with you for a while, you have to toss for a while, and the price is not small."

Hearing Gu Kai's weak words, Xu Wenxiu realized that Gu Kai had woken up, smiled subconsciously, and went to hold his hand.

"Let me tell you, you can either kiss me now, or let me punch you to get rid of your hatred. Choose one." Gu Kai opened his eyes to look at Xu Wenxiu, and the warmth that belonged to Xu Wenxiu from his fingertips made him feel extremely at ease.

"Then hit me." Xu Wenxiu said.

"You just deserve a beating, and I'll pay you back ten times when I get better! You dare to hide!" Gu Kai said threateningly, but his soft tone was really not lethal.

"Never hide." Xu Wenxiu smiled, and leaned down to kiss Gu Kai.

At night, Xu Wenxiu went out for a while, and when he came back, he saw Gu Kai suddenly trembling all over and his pupils dilated, so he rushed forward to take a closer look.

This is Gu Kai's withdrawal reaction broke out again.

Gu Kai's whole body was trembling and sweating, and he kept shouting cold.I don't know if it's because of him, Gu Kai has been gritting his teeth and enduring other physical discomforts, without crying out for pain or discomfort, but every tear that flowed uncontrollably from the corners of Gu Kai's eyes made him feel extremely heartbroken.

Gu Kai had already told the doctor that he didn't want to use any drugs to intervene, and this attack was in a specific period of time when breaking away from drugs would cause severe withdrawal reactions, so it would definitely be extremely difficult for Gu Kai.

Turning the temperature of the air conditioner to the highest level, Xu Wenxiu helped Gu Kaiduo get a quilt to cover, but it didn't help at all. Gu Kai's discomfort and pain were not relieved at all because of these.

Seeing that Gu Kai was sweating unceasingly, shivering and chilling, Xu Wenxiu simply took off his coat and lay down on the bed to warm Gu Kai with his own body temperature, and hugged him tightly to comfort him and prevent him from moving around. hurt yourself.

The moment he hugged Gu Kai tightly, he truly felt the pain Gu Kai was going through.Gu Kai's whole body was trembling uncontrollably, and this kind of trembling couldn't be endured by perseverance at all.

Gu Kai was cold all over, even his teeth were chattering.He didn't know what else he could do, he could only hug Gu Kai tightly and press his body against him to keep him from moving.

Gu Kai's hands had already been loosened by him when he was sober earlier, this attack happened so suddenly that he didn't even have time to call for someone, and of course he didn't control Gu Kai's hands anymore.There were bursts of pain in his back, it was Gu Kai who was holding him tightly, the fingers of both hands sank into his skin, the force was so great that even the joints were almost deformed.

Suddenly, there was a pain in his shoulder, and there was a muffled groan in his ear, it was Gu Kai who bit him.Burying his face in the quilt, Xu Wenxiu also opened his mouth and bit the quilt in order to use his strength to endure the severe pain in his shoulder, without groaning.

He bit Gu Kai, and he felt that that bite had exhausted all his strength.After that day, there was a purple and bloody tooth mark on Gu Kai's shoulder, which took more than a week to disappear. When Gu Kai used it to beg him for mercy, he hadn't given Gu Kai a good face.

At that time, Gu Kai was also enduring the pain he was enduring now, and he didn't groan.

It turned out that being bitten desperately is so painful and hard to bear.

How did Gu Kai endure it back then?

He suddenly wanted to know the answer to this question.

The exchange of body temperature at this moment, with the skin and flesh pressed against each other through two layers of thin cloth, neither of them felt very comfortable.

Nervous emotions filled Xu Wenxiu's brain, and now he just wanted to protect every part of Gu Kai's body, and use his own temperature to warm him up.And Gu Kai is also using his remaining rationality to fight against the monster hiding in his body, tearing and fighting with that thing, even though he is already bruised all over.

Taking Gu Kai's hand out of the bed and sticking it to his chest, Xu Wenxiu opened his arms and tightly wrapped his shoulders and arms.I don't know how long after hugging like this, the trembling of Gu Kai's whole body finally eased, and the strength on his shoulders gradually disappeared.

Seeing that Gu Kai finally calmed down and fell asleep next to his face, Xu Wenxiu let go of him, and lay down next to Gu Kai on his side, helped him wipe off the remaining sweat on his face, and hugged him quietly until His body temperature returned to normal.

When Xu Wenxiu sat up from the bed, he realized that Gu Kai had bitten two blood marks on his shoulders, and the bleeding had even stained his white shirt red.Putting on his clothes and getting off the bed, he saw Gu Ze's wandering figure at the door.

Putting on his coat, Xu Wenxiu pushed open the door of Gu Kai's ward to look. Gu Ze was indeed outside. He stepped forward and said to Gu Ze, "He had another attack just now. I didn't have time to call someone, but he's fine now."

"The wound on your body, go and bandage it first." Gu Ze said, looking at Xu Wenxiu's less-strength right shoulder.

Nodding silently, Xu Wenxiu followed Gu Kai to bandage the wound, and when they returned to Gu Kai's ward, Gu Kai was still awake.

"You guys are not just friends, are you?" Gu Ze asked in a low voice at the door of the ward.

Not daring to look at Gu Ze's expression, Xu Wenxiu nodded.Gu Ze should have seen the picture of him hugging Gu Kai just now.

"I remember I told you that he is the only son of our Gu family." Gu Ze said.

"I know." Xu Wenxiu replied.

This sentence has always been a big stone in his heart.Now it seems that this big rock may be about to hit the ground, but sadly, he is under this big rock.

"His father's health has not been very good these years, and so has his mother. Since he left, his mother's bad eyes have been deteriorating, and his father's health is getting worse day by day. Don't look at him now He looks very tough and solemn, but he hasn't stopped taking the medicine all these years." Gu Ze continued.

"He came to me before and asked me very seriously what his father wanted from him. In fact, after all these years, although his father was more stubborn than him, he still made concessions after seeing his achievements. It's just that Years ago he suddenly announced his withdrawal from the Nine Domains, it was so sudden, his father was very angry when he found out, and asked me to go find him and bring him back."

"We didn't talk about it that time in the gymnasium, but I didn't tell his dad that I had found him. Later, his dad said that they only had one condition. No matter what he does outside, the family must be stable first. It means to let him get married. I told him about it, and he told me that he knew."

"His parents knew that Gu Kai had an affair with that Qiu Mu in Jiuyu before, and they thought it was his girlfriend. After some investigation, they were satisfied with her. Moreover, this time, for Gu Kai, his father moved for the first time. There are many old comrades in arms. But his father did these things based on the fact that Gu Kai would listen to them and get married."

"I see." Xu Wenxiu lowered his head, his eyelids drooped feebly, blocking his entire vision.

"Gu Kai is not young anymore. His parents have been waiting for him for ten years. No matter how much he doesn't like his father and how much he wants to fight, he can't continue to be so self-willed and ignore the family. He has a lot of time that he can afford. , but his parents can’t afford it.” Gu Ze said.

Closing his eyes and opening them again, Xu Wenxiu suddenly felt that the world had changed before his eyes.

"I have to go now."

"I'll send you off." Gu Ze shouted as he watched Xu Wenxiu leave slowly.

"no need."

Back in the dormitory, Xu Wenxiu threw his head back onto the bed.After lying down for a while, he stretched out his hand to close the curtains, wrapped himself in the quilt, and was so stuffy that he could hardly breathe.

After being bored in the dormitory for a few days, he suddenly heard a knock on the door. He didn't open it, but subconsciously shrank back under the quilt.

"Brother Xu, uncle Gu called you." Yang Yiang shouted outside the door.

His phone number was searched by those people before, and Gu Ze, Han Hao and Yang Yiang all called to look for him, but he never answered it once.

This time, it will be no different.

Nearly a week passed, and when the few people in the Internet cafe saw Xu Wenxiu pushing the door in, their hearts jumped with joy.

"Brother Xu?" Yang Yiang rushed up first.

"Wenxiu? Are you okay?" Han Hao also walked over and asked.

Xu Wenxiu nodded, then waved to a few people to indicate that he was fine, and then sat in a seat.

This week's challenge is held normally, today is Saturday, and tomorrow is the first match day of the fifth round.

Because of the absence of Xu Wenxiu and Gu Kai, these days it was Han Hao who went on top to help everyone train.Zhao Yuchen, who had already prepared to focus their work on the guild, also returned to the daily routine of the competition, ready to deal with the lack of players in the competition at any time.

The author has something to say:

I just took a look, because I made a mistake in setting the time in the morning, you may see Chapter 63 first, because I set the time of 63 to 62:[-] this morning, and [-] is [-]:[-] in the morning, which affected everyone Really sorry to read the experience sorry! (whispering for forgiveness)

I hope everyone can look back at 62 as much as possible, because there are too many things in these chapters, and skipping them will greatly affect the reading experience!

I've been really busy these past few days, and the time is always wrong. I promise that I will never make such a mistake again in the future! (Crying and chirping) Otherwise, I will be fined three chapters a day!

Starting from Chapter [-], I have entered a climax of the book. I am very grateful to everyone for your company until now.

Where there is joy, there will be pain. In the story of Xu Wenxiu and Gu Kai, from liking each other to truly loving each other, the turning point probably starts here in Chapter [-].

I have written the outline concisely before Chapter 1, and I have already told you at the beginning that compared with many other works, this book will be slower to take off.But the slow heat has now begun to explode.

Thank you for your company!Thank you very much!

(At the end I begged for forgiveness in a low voice 〒_〒)