Hidden Words

In fact, when Gu Kai told him about his own plan, Xu Wenxiu also thought about his future with Gu Kai.After all, this kind of thing, they can't escape after all.

What is love and how to love someone, to be honest, he still doesn't have a complete answer in his heart.Gu Kai and the others may not be able to explain this question clearly.

Although they have thought about the various risks that may arise in the future, they have no idea what will happen when they actually encounter them.

Because he didn't have a legal identity by Gu Kai's side, he wasn't even qualified to sign for Gu Kai's hospitalization.In such a position next to Gu Kai, neither far nor near, neither high nor low, worrying can be said to be unavoidable.Gu Kai should have the same worry, and it is no less than him.

After losing Chisu, he thought that the pain would follow him for the rest of his life, but in fact, as time passed, the deepest wound he thought he had cut had actually healed little by little without knowing it.

If he had chosen to break up at that time, there would have been only one more regret in his life, one more wound that would hurt a little when he thought about it from time to time.But he understands that those things will eventually flow away with time.

Sorry about this stuff, sad, but mostly not fatal.

Compared with a person's life, a lifetime of regrets is more important than a person's life. He can't weigh it clearly. He only knows that he doesn't want to lose Gu Kai just like that, and he can't just let go.

He knew that Gu Kai didn't really want to break up with him last time.To put it bluntly, it is an instinctive stress response, avoiding because of fear of pain.He actually thought about this choice.But in the end he didn't let go, and luckily pulled Gu Kai back.

He can handle big things with Gu Kai, but in fact, for the future, they can only take one step at a time.

Because Gu Kai said that if there is something in his family that needs him, he will let him know.Therefore, when he received a call from Gu Kai's mother without any warning, he was actually very surprised.

Even though it was the last away friendly match against Hanhai, he still asked for leave.Gu Kai has been on a business trip for several days because of the company's business. Gu Kai's mother should be prepared to come to him at this time.

Gu Kai's mother in front of him looked much thinner than when he saw her for the first time, but her eyes were still bright with framed glasses, and she behaved properly and properly. Obviously, she was also like the Gu family.

"Auntie, just speak up if you have anything to say." Xu Wenxiu spoke first to break the slightly heavy atmosphere between the two of them.

Although he has not dealt with the Gu family members much except for Gu Kai, he knows that straight to the point is always the best way for their family members to adopt.It was the same for him.

"Are you... are you Xu Wenxiu?" Gu Kai's mother finally raised her eyes to look at him and asked.

"Yes." Xu Wenxiu nodded.

After Gu Kai's mother heard his answer, the serious expression on her face suddenly changed, "Qiu Yan told me something about you. You have no parents, your sister passed away, and she was also in the same team that Gu Kai was in before. But because of some things, he left suddenly... Later, he came back suddenly..."

"Yes." Xu Wenxiu still nodded respectfully.

He actually knew that what Gu Kai's mother wanted to say later was not those words, even though he tended to get straight to the point, he didn't have the idea to say those things now.

"You and Gu Kai...how did you know each other?"

"We met in the game about nine years ago. Later, we received invitations together and joined the Nine Realms team." He tried his best to make his words sound pleasant to his ears.Not just words, but tone of voice.

"Then you...have been..." Gu Kai's mother's expression suddenly became very tangled again, and she stopped before she finished speaking.

Gu Kai's mother's words immediately made Xu Wenxiu a little tangled, and he carefully considered the words for a moment before answering, "No. We... really started dating years ago."

He really couldn't hide this matter from Gu Kai's mother, but he still had to worry about it.There are so many things between him and Gu Kai before, which may be reinterpreted by Gu Kai's mother. As for how it will be interpreted, he has no idea.

Sure enough, after hearing his answer, there were some wrinkles between the brows that Gu Kai's mother had tried her best to control, and the unconcealable loss in those eyes made him a little suffocated.

"You...should know that it is impossible for a man to live his whole life on...feelings alone. Family members, offspring, you can't escape this. You can live like this now. What about ten years later? What about 20 years later? You... Have you really considered it seriously?" Gu Kai's mother spoke again, with a little more alienation in her tone.As a result of choosing every word carefully, I couldn't even say the word love.

Hearing the worry and disapproval in Gu Kai's mother's words, he took a deep breath, Xu Wenxiu clenched his right hand, feeling the subtle touch of the ring on his finger, he suddenly gained courage.

"Auntie, I have actually thought about what you said, and I have thought about it very carefully. I believe Gu Kai has also assured you that he will definitely take care of the family. As for being with me, that is his Choose, if he doesn't want to continue in ten or twenty years, I will definitely not pester him, and we will naturally separate at that time."

Letting go of his right hand, Xu Wenxiu was relieved a lot, "I will cooperate with Gu Kai in whatever he wants to do."

Because of his words, the already oppressive and heavy atmosphere between the two people became even more chilly.No one spoke for a long time until his cell phone rang.I took a look, it was Gu Kai calling, but he didn't answer.

Gu Kai's mother just took a look at his actions and vaguely guessed something, but she didn't express anything.Finally, he spoke again, with a sense of guilt in his serious tone.

"Gu Kai, he knew what he wanted since he was a child. But maybe sometimes we really intervene too much. We always help him choose the best one instead of the one that suits him best. He didn't know it before. How many times have we been angry with us because of these things. But we didn't realize the importance of these things until he ran away from home... But our guilt towards Gu Kai is one thing, you, it's another. "

Frowning and then loosening, Xu Wenxiu raised his eyes to look at Gu Kai's mother, and said calmly, "Auntie, I know what you mean. I believe you can see how guilty Gu Kai is to you and how sorry he is. After so many things, Gu Kai has actually changed a lot. No matter what, I believe he will no longer worry you because of his own affairs. As for our affairs, I think you still have to listen Listen to what he says, after all, he is the child you really can't let go of even after going through so many things."

Although Gu Kai's mother came to him this time, although she didn't explicitly reject him, it didn't mean she could accept him.In this matter, it should be better to listen to Gu Kai than to listen to him.

After all, they are a family after all, and a family has a family's way of talking and solving problems, and Gu Kai has also clearly told him before that he will let him know.To put it more bluntly, no matter what position Gu Kai puts him in, he is just an outsider to his family, and he can't say much after all.

"Auntie, I know that you all must have had a difficult time, but I would like to ask you to give Gu Kai some time. He is actually very stable, but this time the blow was too great, and he needs time to walk away. Come out, I believe you must understand this point. I ask you to trust him and give him space and time to deal with these matters. No matter what his final decision is, I will accept it. "

Gu Kai's mother listened to his words, although the expression on her face did not loosen a bit, there was a trace of emotion in her eyes that could barely be called moving.

"...It's getting late, I'll go back first."

"I'll take you."

"No, you can go back too."

Seeing that Gu Kai's mother refused, Xu Wenxiu didn't follow in the end, and walked out together after seeing Gu Kai's mother getting into the car, and then left.Now that the competition had started, he simply didn't go to the arena anymore.

I called Gu Kai back at night, and the person on the other end was obviously a little anxious.

"I didn't expect my mother to find you."

"Don't worry, it's fine. Although Auntie still doesn't approve of me, she didn't do anything to me." To be honest, Gu Kai's mother's appearance really made him a little admired.What kind of strength should she be, what kind of obsession with Gu Kaiji can she suppress her anger and pain to come to him at this time, and still speak so calmly.

"Okay." Gu Kai over there also breathed out.

He just arrived at the hotel, didn't eat or take a shower, and was still standing in the bathroom getting ready to brush his teeth, when he heard the phone ring he specially set for Xu Wenxiu, he quickly rolled over.

To be honest, he never thought that his mother would go to find Xu Wenxiu.His mother called him today and said that he wanted to go out for a while. He thought his mother was finally willing to go out to relax, and then asked their driver carefully to find out that his mother had gone to S city.

It's true that their company is in City S, and Qiu Yan also bought a house in City S, but at the moment he is still on a business trip, and Qiu Yan even flew a hemisphere to the United States, damn it at this time In the past, apart from looking for Xu Wenxiu, he really couldn't think of a more reasonable explanation.

"Did you travel a lot during this time?" After a pause, Xu Wenxiu asked.

"It's a little bit. This friendly match is coming to an end soon, and the eighth season is also coming to an end. There are quite a lot of things going on in the league. Not only the league, but also the company has a lot of things to do in order to expand customers during this period. I am meeting clients in Tokyo now, and these Japanese people are very difficult to deal with. Qiu Yan is probably also pestering people in the United States at the moment. In fact, during this time, the two of us don’t go home much, and sometimes it’s too late Afraid of disturbing my mother, I just lived outside." Gu Kai groaned a few times on the bed.

"Pay more attention to your health, don't always think about work, remember to spend more time with your mother after you come back from this trip, it should be quite unpleasant for her to be alone at home all day."

"Well, I know." Gu Kai nodded, "You also remember to smoke less."

Suddenly smiled, Xu Wenxiu felt that such a conversation was somewhat silly.

"What's the matter? What did I say so funny?" Gu Kai on the other end was a little puzzled when he heard him laugh.

"Remember to bring a thermos with you and fill it with hot water, and soak some red dates and goji berries in it to keep healthy."

"What kind of life do you want? I'm young and strong!" Gu Kai pouted dissatisfiedly, "However, if the two of us can really live until the time when the goji berries are soaked in the thermos, it will be complete."

Because of Gu Kai's words, Xu Wenxiu's heart suddenly softened, "Rest early, I'll be home soon. Remember to call your mother later and ask your mother nicely and warmly. I can't guarantee that nothing I say today will cause trouble. Your mother is angry."

"OK, good night."

Smiling, the man who was crooked on the bed scratched his hair and got up from the bed and went into the bathroom again, feeling a rare joy.

The author has something to say:

Today...cold, fever and pharyngitis... I took some kind of medicine that I don't know. As a result, I hiccupped and my mouth smelled like that all day long, and I was nauseated and vomited... I'm really... oh~ I'm so sad and crying

The first volume has been shipped, I don’t know when it will arrive~

As for the second volume, there may be more changes in the future, because many places were too sloppy to update in time~ After the revision, I will put the refined ones up~

Thank you for your support!bow!

It's almost over~ This is hehehe