My green plums are very sour

Being cautious behind the temptation never means that she can accept the current status quo calmly, and once she finds an opportunity, she will want to go further.

I pursed my lips and lowered my head, squatted on the edge of the bed with my knees in my arms, sighed heavily in my heart, then rested my chin on my knees, and looked at her with a slightly distracted gaze.

Ning Ran's face was a little pale, his forehead was covered with fine beads of sweat even in winter, his brows and eyes were lazy, and he looked listless.

She smiled feebly, stared at me for a moment, her always clear eyes were shrouded in mist, "Look, you were much happier when you were with Tao Songnian just now, you don't have such an expression at all. "

I grinned, and the front teeth rubbed hard on the lower lip, biting painfully, "Then what do you think I should look like now? Hmm?"

Ning Ran opened his mouth slightly, then paused, his eyes dimmed, he just looked at me and didn't speak.

"Back then, I left without saying a word, and there was no news for so long. Now I feel that I have had enough time and come back suddenly. What do you want?"

"You gave up so many reasons at that time, wasn't it just to push me away? Then why come back and re-intervene in my life now?" The posture of squatting on the knees has changed to curling up and leaning, extremely embarrassing.

Ning Ran knew she was in the wrong and was powerless to argue. Her eyelashes trembled slightly, and she murmured, "Is it because I was absent for too long and came back too late?"

I put my arms on my knees and smiled like a gangster who just got beaten up, with a stubborn mouth, "What do you think?"

Maybe my tone sounded too harsh, Ning Ran couldn't help but smiled wryly, the eye sockets turned red, making her face even paler.

"I'm sorry." Her voice was so soft that it was almost inaudible, as if she only moved her upper and lower lips, as weak as a mosquito's wings were vibrating.

"I guess you don't really want to hear my explanation now. It's meaningless to go back to the past, and there's no way to go back in time."

"It's me who was too stubborn and cowardly. I did something wrong and made you sad for so many years. You are right to be angry."

"But Shu Yu, do you really want to leave it like this? If you think there is no need for us to have any more ties, then I respect your decision."

I stared at her absent-mindedly, unable to calm down for a while, unable to give an answer immediately.I couldn't open my mouth to say "yes".

The room fell into a dead silence, my eyes were out of focus, and Ning Ran also lowered her eyebrows and waited for me to make a decision.

I don't know how long it took, but my tailbone hurt so badly when it hit the floor, that's when I came back to my senses.I didn't answer her question directly, I stood up on the ground with difficulty, then turned around to avoid her gaze and walked towards the door of the bedroom.

The moment I turned around, Ning Ran suddenly grabbed my wrist and squeezed it hard, making me stop.I looked back at her subconsciously, and when I lowered my head, I found that her upturned face was filled with uneasiness, and my heart stopped, and I softened my tone and said in a low voice: "I'm going out to cook a bowl of noodles, you eat first."

But she refused to let go, still staring at me, as if she was afraid that I would lie to her, and would run away as soon as she let go.

I was extremely uncomfortable being looked at by her, I frowned to avoid her gaze, and patiently advised her: "Didn't you still complain about stomach pain just now? After eating the noodles, quickly find some medicine and take it. If you don't let go, I won't care about it." .”

Ning Ran's eyes flickered twice, and a trace of shyness flashed quickly, then he pursed his mouth and lowered his head, and honestly let go of his hands.

When I was cooking noodles in the kitchen, I couldn't concentrate, my breathing was unconsciously short, and I was still immersed in the previous atmosphere.

Fortunately, Ning Ran's mood hasn't recovered yet, so she stayed in the bedroom by herself and didn't come to the kitchen to keep an eye on her, otherwise I was really worried that when I put the seasoning, I would shake my hands and pour out the vinegar as soy sauce.

Some things are really life.While stirring the seasoning in the bowl, I sighed secretly in my heart.After going around for so many years, there is still no way to really be ruthless.This time I couldn't refuse straight away, and it would be even more impossible in the future.

After the noodles were ready and brought out, Ning Ran sat obediently on the dining table with her hands on her knees, like a child in a kindergarten waiting for the teacher to feed her.

I didn't even think about avoiding it, so I simply put the bowl in front of and behind her, pulled away the chair next to her and sat down, leaning on the back of the chair to watch TV.I don't know what is being broadcast, it's purely used as background sound, lest the room is too quiet and the atmosphere is too awkward.

After taking two bites, Ning Ran quietly raised her head and glanced at me. Seeing that I was concentrating on watching the TV, she didn't make a sound, and ate the noodles by herself.

She has never liked to eat breakfast, and her stomach is naturally not very good. She has often worked overtime in the past few nights, and her diet is irregular. It would be really strange if there is nothing wrong with her body.

This is probably one of the few places where she would worry me.

I could clearly feel that because I didn't directly reject Ning Ran that night, she seemed to have found a way, she started talking a little more, and her mood seemed to improve a lot.Every night when I go back, I deliberately find a lot of topics. No matter whether I answer or not, she can quickly come up with the next sentence. One topic is dead and another is waiting.

Although I'm happy to see this, I don't want her to get complacent so easily. It would seem that I'm too easy to pass up, and I don't know how I will be entrapped by her again in the days to come.If I make the same mistakes again, I will really have no way to live this day.

However, because of the positive trend of this matter, I do seem to be a little more relaxed, and the working hours are not as difficult as in the past.

The training materials prepared by my manager in the past two weeks came in handy very quickly. The company has recently recruited a group of new employees and needs to give them induction training.According to the daily division of labor, I usually have to help the manager with this kind of work, and help out during the training.

I was not a talkative person at first, and I didn't like to show off in front of others, but after doing this job, I got exercise and gradually let go, and now I can talk in front of many people, and I rarely have stage fright .

But I didn't expect to meet an unexpected person in this training.

When Yu Feng came into the conference room late, I just sorted out the materials and handed them over to the manager. When I looked up, I saw her sitting in the second row with dull eyes and a peaceful expression. Her clear facial features made people recognize her at a glance.

I froze for a moment, then took out the sign-in sheet on the podium, and searched quickly, but I really didn't recognize the wrong person.

This was the first time I met an "acquaintance" in the company, and she was Ning Ran's friend, so I couldn't help but pay attention.

The manager flipped through the documents, and when he saw me checking the sign-in form, he glanced at me and asked, "What's wrong? Is there a problem?"

"No." I replied casually, and put the sign-in sheet back to its original place, "I saw someone I know."

Yu Fengchi seemed to recognize me too, and when I looked up again, she lifted her chin slightly in leisure, and smiled at me with the corners of her lips curled up.

Originally, I didn't intend to say hello to her, but now that everyone has taken the initiative to say hello, I can't pretend to be blind and just ignore it, so I just smiled politely and nodded slightly as a response.

Training new employees is a relatively long process. To let them have a general understanding of the company's situation, they need to answer various questions in the middle, and a morning of delay will be gone.

I took advantage of the break and went downstairs to pick up takeaway. As soon as the manager released me, I hid in the tea room and dealt with it casually.Anyway, it’s just filling the stomach, as long as you can eat enough.Within 2 minutes of sitting down, the chair opposite was suddenly pulled away.I wiped my mouth, looked up, and saw Yu Fengchi standing there with a box of bento sold in the convenience store downstairs, with a mysterious look on his face, and asked, "Excuse me, is there anyone sitting here?"

"No, you can do whatever you want." I raised my eyebrows and reacted immediately after a second pause.

There is a large shopping mall next to our company, and there are many restaurants in it. Colleagues like to eat there at noon, so the company pantry is very empty.The tables to my left and right were empty.I don't believe Yu Fengchi won't see it.She is afraid that she is going to have dinner at my table.

I spread my finger and pointed to the empty seat opposite, indicating that she could sit down, and then I removed the paper box on the table to make a place for her to put bento.

"Thank you."

Yu Fengchi pulled away the chair very consciously, opened the lunch box and fed a mouthful of white rice into his mouth.

I was still thinking in my mind whether to just have a peaceful meal like this, or greet her kindly when she comes to the company. I'm still not used to it. After all, she is Ning Ran's friend, so she has some connection with me.

However, Yu Fengchi started talking first.She slowed down after taking two mouthfuls of food, and said suddenly: "I didn't expect you to look so quiet, and you can still hold the lectures and training. You really don't look like you."

My current manager also said this, and it was thanks to her that she threw me out and let me fend for myself.

I smiled politely, "It's okay, everyone cooperated well. If you listen carefully, it will be easier for me to speak."

Yu Fengchi didn't seem to want to concentrate on eating at all. He put down the chopsticks in his hand, rested his elbows on the table and rested his chin on the palm of his hand, and looked at me back and forth.

I naturally felt her gaze, but since I don't know what her purpose is, it's hard to show my resistance.

This person is really a bit strange.I instinctively thought.

The last time I accompanied Ning Ran to pick up her luggage, I came and went in a hurry, and I didn't have much contact with her. Based on this little impression, it is difficult for me to make an accurate judgment on Yu Fengchi, so I can only roughly put a label on it first. .

Yu Fengchi waited until I was about to finish eating before continuing to speak lazily, with a sly smile on his face.

"I think I might need to introduce myself to you again, Ning Ran was too perfunctory last time."

I couldn't help but sat up straight, and clasped my hands together on the table.

"My name is Yu Fengchi, and I'm Ning Ran's college roommate. My hometown is on the coast, and I'm from there."

"This time it is also the provincial capital that I followed Ning Ran."

When Yu Fengchi said this, he seemed to pause on purpose. Seeing my eyelids twitch, he inadvertently bent the corners of his mouth, full of mischief, as if everything was expected by her.

I stared at her, biting my back molars so as not to move the muscles in my face, so as not to make a joke with an overly tense expression.

So what does she mean?It doesn't look like a demonstration, does it?Several rows of bright red question marks appeared in my heart.