My green plums are very sour

I sent Ning Ran out of the gate of the community, and when I came back, I was blocked by Tao Songnian downstairs.She went back and changed her clothes, wrapped in a large down jacket, and leaned on the sofa in the lobby like a skinny bear, which I couldn't ignore even if I wanted to.

"Tsk, you sent her away so quickly? I thought you were going to keep her for dinner." Seeing me entering the lobby, Tao Songnian lazily stood up, followed me to the elevator, and pressed the button.

"How did you come here?"

"Let's have dinner. Anyway, Ning Ran is gone, so I won't disturb you if I come over for a meal." She was quite "conscious", and came to the door with more than half an hour before the meal time.

"Hey, you're really welcome. Who told you I was going to cook?"

Tao Songnian tilted his head like a good boy, pursed his lips and kept laughing, "I guess. You didn't bring anything when you sent Ning Ran down, not even a scarf, so you must be back soon. And at this time It's about [-]:[-] and it's time to start preparing dinner, isn't it a good time for me to come over to eat? I can also help you, lest you say that I eat free food."

"Don't tell me you just peeked at the window." I tilted my head slightly and gave her a clear look, a little amused in my heart.Ordinarily, Tao Songnian couldn't have just stepped on the right time to catch me. When Ning Ran and I went downstairs, there was no one here.

Tao Songnian raised his eyebrows and laughed playfully. He spread his five fingers and raised his hands in a gesture of surrender, "I didn't do it on purpose. I just stood by the window and took a casual look. Hey, it turned out that you just went out from the unit door. "

I pursed my lips and glanced at her, then let out a long breath, intending to settle the score with her, "I just want to know why you are in my room."

Tao Songnian hissed in displeasure, and pointed at me with his eyes wide open, raising his hand, sounding filled with righteous indignation, "Didn't you say that you asked me to find someone to check the air conditioner for you? How do you say it seems that I deliberately broke into a private house?" Like? I said, crossing a river and demolishing a bridge is not your way of demolishing it!"

I turned my eyeballs upwards and turned my head to find out that this really happened, but I was a little caught off guard and didn't remember it for a while, "Okay, let's not talk about it. You just secretly poked at her What are you doing? You enjoyed watching the show?"

Even I feel that Tao Songnian's actions are deliberate. Ning Ran is so smart, he must have seen that Tao Songnian deliberately put on the attitude of the master, which is not good enough for our current state. Know good and bad.

I still have some confidence in Tao Songnian.She wasn't really hostile to Ning Ran, it was purely due to her nature, and she had a playful attitude.After all, our relationship has been maintained on the track of good friends all these years, and those unclear thoughts have long since disappeared, and she has no reason to play such a trick to scare Ning Ran.

However, I can understand it, but it doesn't mean that Ning Ran can also understand it.

The elevator finally reached the first floor slowly, and we walked in step by step.

"Hey, I just want to see Ning Ran's reaction, so I don't worry about you!" Tao Songnian leaned against the elevator button as usual, and after choosing a floor, he explained for himself in a tone of shame.

"I still have to thank you, right? That's fine, tell me, you can see what's going on." I chuckled softly and couldn't help but shook my head.I really believed her evil.

Tao Songnian tilted his head and stared at me jokingly, his smiling expression sent a chill down my back.

"What are you laughing at?"

"I'm happy~" Tao Songnian ignored my intentionally feigned ferocious expression, and gently poked me twice with his elbow, "I see what is not important, what you feel is the most important."

I couldn't help squinting at her, the itching on my face was heating up.

"Tell me, why do you suddenly want to live together? Who mentioned it? You?"

Look at the question, no matter how worthless I am, I can't do this.

"It was suggested by my mother. It will make trouble for me all day long." I frowned and muttered angrily.

"Isn't it? I think you're quite happy?" Tao Songnian covered his mouth and nose, thinking that I wouldn't be able to see that she was snickering.

I bared my teeth and walked out of the elevator first.

"Hey! Why are you hitting me!" Tao Songnian touched his back and followed him.

"You owe a beating."

After taking two steps, I stopped again, looked at the window at the end of the corridor, and sighed in a low voice with some hesitation: "I think I seem a little too easily shaken."

"It stands to reason that I'm not young anymore. I should have become more mature and stable. I shouldn't let Ning Ran approach my life so easily. At least it shouldn't be like this right now."

"but……"

Tao Songnian came over and patted me on the shoulder, "It's normal. If you change someone, you may not be able to completely guarantee that you will not have any fluctuations. As long as you still care about her, you will be attracted uncontrollably, and emotions will always be affected."

"Resisting can only increase your troubles. You are just obeying your own will. Do you think that suppressing your true will is a manifestation of maturity? No. It is only when you can find the problem and solve it thoroughly that you have grown up and matured. "

"This applies not only to you, but also to Ning Ran. There are problems between you, and there are more than one. But everything can be resolved. I think you have already realized it, and then you just need to deal with it That's all right."

"Are you more happy when Ning Ran came back, or are you more complaining and dissatisfied?"

"..."

"Then it's over? Although it hurts, you are also happy at the same time." My silence is already the clearest answer.Tao Song smiled young, walked past me, and waved to me with his back, "Hurry up and open the door."

I don't really want to hear what she said, because I know very well that Tao Songnian's fallacies actually have a special soothing effect. I just want to get a confirmation from others-my current mood is normal.

In this way, I can calmly immerse myself in the tension of living under the same roof with Ning Ran, without having to criticize myself too much for this, and feel embarrassed for my unsteady attitude.

I know it looks like I'm too weak, as if as soon as she beckons me, I'll go up to her, regardless of what happened in the past, and I don't think about whether it's fair to myself.

But what can I do?Of course I can pretend to be indifferent and ignore her, and carry this cold war to the end.But while punishing her, I didn't let myself go.

Tao Songnian's question hits the nail on the head. Of course, Ning Ran's return will make me uneasy, but coexisting with this emotion, there is also a growing sense of joy.This is something I cannot deny.The more times I met Ning Ran, the stronger it became.

We made an appointment on Tuesday night after get off work and I would help her with her luggage.Monday is usually busy, and she also needs to tidy up, so it is scheduled for Tuesday.

But the location is not in the hotel.When she returned to the provincial capital, she brought a lot of things, but except for commonly used ones, everything else was left at the classmate's home.After get off work, she will wait for me downstairs in the company, and then go to pick up the luggage together.

I thought I hid my emotions well and didn't show them too much to others, but when I was having afternoon tea, the manager suddenly came over and asked me if I had a date tonight, saying that I couldn't sit still all day, It feels like my mind has already flown away.

After I shook my head violently and denied it, the manager winked at me with a meaningful expression, as if complaining that the explanation was just a cover-up.

At the end, I also left a matcha biscuit for me, so that I can slip away early after get off work, so as not to miss the time.It made me laugh out loud.

I admit that I was a little absent-minded, just because of insomnia the first night, I unblocked Ning Ran's circle of friends, clicked in and browsed, and then found something that made me feel a little throbbing.Her circle of friends does not update much, so the timing of a few of them is very conspicuous. In the past few years, she has posted news on the same day. It looks like a random photo of life, but the timing of the release is a bit interesting , both at midnight on my birthday.

This kind of boring operation is actually quite in line with Ning Ran's style, but the moves are too old-fashioned.But the terrible thing is that I still eat this set. I already had insomnia, and after reading it, I tossed and turned in bed in the middle of the night and couldn’t calm down.

Even when I saw Ning Ran downstairs in the company after get off work, I couldn't walk.I was afraid that when I walked in front of her, I would lose my expression, and the corners of my mouth would uncontrollably rise.

Fortunately, Ning Ran was not particularly energetic, nor did he notice my expression, and was very quiet along the way.

The place where her classmate lives is also near the company.The large companies in the provincial capital are basically concentrated in this area, so everyone works not far from each other.For the convenience of going to work, the rented house is naturally nearby.

Ning Ran knocked on the door, and a lazy and long-tailed question came from the room: "Who is it?"

"Open the door." Ning Ran's tone was always concise.

After more than ten seconds, the anti-theft door of the house was opened, and there was a slender girl standing inside, with pure black mid-length hair draped over her shoulders, with sharp features and keen eyes, but His expression was a little lazy.

She blocked the door and looked me up and down with interest, but didn't speak, which made me panic.

Ning Ran gently tugged at me, turned slightly to block the other party's gaze, and introduced very plainly: "This is Yu Fengchi, my roommate from college."

After speaking, he turned to introduce me to Yu Fengchi: "Well, Shu Yu, you know."

Yu Fengchi, who was originally lazily slung over his shoulders, squinted his eyes and looked at me, put his hands on his cheeks, and suddenly smiled and said, "I've seen this younger sister before."

I was puzzled in my heart, Ning Ran stepped up sideways and put her body between me and Yu Fengchi, completely blocking the other party's sight, and then said two words very coldly: "Talk too much."