Shen Langgui

As a child, Xun He was shy and introverted, but not afraid of life.But the first time he saw his stepfather, he shrank behind his mother.

That's the most childlike intuition.

Later, the mother often sighed: "Thanks to your stepfather, otherwise, how could the mother and son find a place to live so easily."

Xiao Xunhe pursed his lips and remained silent.

No matter what, Xiao Xunhe would never have imagined that one day, the place his mother spoke of would be his own burial place.

That time, after his stepfather withdrew, Xiao Xunhe didn't change his posture, lying stiff for a whole day.Before the mother came back in the evening, the stepfather entered the room and gave a warning: If you talk too much, the mother and son who are to be punished will be handed over to the government.

Xun He is still young, he doesn't know punishment, life and death are useless.

But he knew that his mother had to live.

So that night, when my mother came home, what she saw was Xiao Xun He who came out limping to meet her.

"What happened to your feet?"

If it is said that she fell or was injured, the mother must take off her pants to check, then everything will be discovered.

So Xun He jumped up and down immediately, smiling innocently: "Hee hee! Mother was deceived by me, I was just pretending!"

Unexpectedly, patience connives sin instead.Seeing that Xun He was so well-behaved, the old beast intensified. Afterwards, whenever Qiu's mother went out, the stepfather would catch and ravage the little Xun He.

Until Qiu's mother died.

It was the next year.

Without the obstacle of Qiu Mu, Xiao Xunhe rose up to resist.First he ran away, but later he was caught by the old animal's men; Xiao Xunhe decided to kill him, and held a knife in the middle of the night, but was restrained by his awakened stepfather.After a severe beating, this nightmare was completely cleared from Xiao Xun He's memory.

Xun He remembers running away throughout his childhood, remembering the two years of living under the fence for two years, and even more remembering the remains of his mother when he passed away.

Only forget this year-long purgatory.

Qiu's mother passed away, and the word "stealing fishy" only remained "fishy". The old butcher suddenly lost interest in this young bastard, and at the same time, he was worried about seeking revenge and revenge, so he grabbed the child and sold it into Pengmen .

The memories of Xun He are intermittent, and when Shen Yue puts together a complete picture of the fragmented past, half a year has passed by.

"Because you lost your memory, you never took revenge on that old beast?"

Xun He nodded.

Shen Yue gritted his teeth and said angrily: "I don't know if the old beast is dead or alive now!"

"Should be alive."

"?!how do you know?"

"I've seen him."

Xun He's nasal bone was pressed tightly against Shen Yue's chest, and where his eyelashes brushed, there was a fresh flesh scar, which was caused by stabbing him with a sharp object when Xun He lost control during the hypnosis.

Fortunately, the sharp object did not hurt the heart and lungs, and Shen Yue recovered after lying in bed for a few days.But Xun He has not let go of it until now, but whenever he touches this scar, he feels guilty: "Master, I'm sorry."

Shen Yue understood, stroked Xun He's back, and comforted softly: "It's okay, it's over."

Xun He let out a long sigh, and returned to the topic: "Master Shen accompanied me to South Vietnam. That morning, I bid farewell to Young Master and went out on the street. Do you still remember that we met a butcher who was pushing a cart? , in the car was a dead pig lying in half, passing us by.”

After thinking for a moment, Shen Yue said: "Remember."

"He is my stepfather."

"!!!" Shen Yue suddenly remembered that time, when Xun He suddenly roared and screamed, then fell unconscious, and fell into a madness that was not recognized by his relatives after waking up, and he saw improvement after a period of months...

It turned out to be the case.

One day two months later, Xun He learned from Cheng Yin that the old butcher died without a complete body, let alone a place to bury him.

"Did you mean it?" Seeing Shen Yue, Xun He asked.

"En." Then, Shen Yue added, "If we had known earlier, this old beast would never have lived so long."

Shen Yue found that since then, he never heard Xun He despise him for being dirty, and his habit of loving cleanliness to the point of eccentricity has eased a lot.

In the blink of an eye, the eighth year of Qinghe, May [-]th.

In early summer, the plums are golden and the apricots are fat.Before night fell, Shen Yue quickly ran back to Jiangning.

Today is Xun He's birthday.

Five years ago, Shen Yue celebrated Xun He as usual, and Xun He rarely got drunk.

If it is said that Shen Yue has seen turbulent waves in this life, the drunk mantra of Xun He is one of them.

After getting back together, Shen Yue held some ceremonies for Xun He to show his cherishment.But Xun He always refuses, and even kills every sign of Shen Yue wanting to surprise him.Shen Yue only thought that seeking a source was because of his low-key temper.

It wasn't until that day, after hearing Xun He's words, that it was not.

Xun He said that he was born as a burden, and his twin brother sacrificed for him.And the rest of my life is just to experience how difficult life is, and God seems to intend to punish me for stealing my life.

Shen Yue suddenly remembered that if Zi Chong hadn't told him that he had been together for ten years, what he didn't know was the birthday that Xun He lied about.

I have never been willing to celebrate my birthday, and it seems that the death of flags and drums on this day can cover up the fact that this life that should not have been born was born 30 to [-] years ago.

So the next year, on Xun He's birthday, Shen Yue had explained earlier that Shen Chao had prepared a family banquet, and made a lively scene with relatives and friends, and let Xun He perceive with a straightforward ceremony that his 'birth' was a joy for relatives and friends of.

rather than cumbersome.

Exactly that year, under the arrangement of Shen Yue, Xun He appeared in front of relatives and friends for the first time in the guise of Huadan.

In the past, Shen Yue was strange, and Xunhe kept thanking Shen's residence, but since reunion, he has never seen him take the initiative to set foot in the gate of Shen's residence.But after this incident, Xun He actually visited Shen's residence from time to time.

After thinking about it, Shen Yue finally understood the whole story.Xun He has always come from a humble background, even now that he has achieved great success and fame, he still feels that he cannot compete with the Shen family.It wasn't until Xun He received unexpected tolerance and support after the taboo's secret was exposed, that he realized that Shen Chao's long-term concern was not polite, but sincere intimacy.

Xun He always said that the sweet and sour fish in Shen's residence was delicious.

For Shen Yue, who has been cooking for many years, this dish is a piece of cake.But Shen Yue never served Xunhe at Xianmiandu.

Because Shen Yue knew that this was just a cover, this was a cover for Xunhe to go home and return to Shen's mansion.

Three days ago, Shen Yue planned to turn down the matter and spend a day with Xun He, but Xun He just stopped him.Xun He said that he had a new play performance in the morning, and after the performance, he rushed to the birthday luncheon hosted by Sha Ou in Tianxiang Pavilion; in the afternoon, he rushed back to Shen Mansion, where Shen Chao invited Zi Chong to celebrate Xun He together.

I am no longer the only need for Xun He, and it would be a lie to say that I am not jealous.

However, rather than imprisoning Xun He in the well and only allowing him to watch a small area of ​​blue sky, Shen Yue would rather let him fly freely between the sky and the earth.

I have known the greatness of the universe, and I especially pity the green grass and trees.

In the past few decades of Xun He, from the self-doubt at the beginning of his birth, he was ashamed of being "alive", to now in his thirties, his relatives and friends are full of stars, and he sincerely celebrates his birthday.

Only by surviving and fighting hard can the day of comeback come.

Running to the front of Shen's mansion, Shen Yue reined in his horse, and the silver lion roared loudly.

Yan Ru happened to come out, and when they met, he yelled, "Master Shen, you are late!"

"how?"

"Young master went back first."

Shen Yue was surprised: "You went back before waiting for me?"

Yinzhang was pregnant with Liujia, and walked out slowly: "That's right, the young master said he had something to do, so he left."

Seeing that Shen Chao had come out, Shen Yue asked, "What happened when Ah Li was leaving?"

"Before I left, I happened to meet the gardener changing the flowers. Ah Li looked at it for a while, and took a pot back." While speaking, Shen Chao handed the package he was carrying to Shen Yue, and instructed, "Ah Li is a little absent-minded today. I didn’t eat much. I asked the chef to make another portion of this sweet and sour fish, so you can take it home and give him a snack.”

Shen Yue picked it up, and asked again: "Did he move new flowers or replaced flowers?"

Shen Chao thought for a while: "The old one, and it's the worst one." Just as he was wondering why his brother would ask this, Shen Yue nodded and left.

Back at Xianmian Ferry, Shen Yue went straight up the back mountain.The bellflowers on both sides of the mountain road have reached knee height, the purple flowers blend with the night, and the pavilions are in the wind.

Going around to the backyard, I saw a figure squatting in the corner of the bamboo pavilion, Shen Yue approached, Guo Xunhe was busy digging the soil and planting, beside the potted stump he carried back, the half-wilted flowers on the branches had all been wiped out Cut it to a matching height and neatly insert it into a celadon vase.

"Li'er." Shen Yue called out very lightly and softly, which still made Xun He shudder in shock.

"Master!" Xun He was about to stand up, but unexpectedly, after squatting for too long, his legs became weak and he fell backwards.Shen Yue took advantage of the situation, put Xun He in the circle of his legs, and sat on the ground together.

Xun He was still stunned: "I just came back, how come you are so fast?"

"As soon as I heard what Shen Chao said about your behavior before leaving, I guessed that you would be here." Shen Yue pouted towards the flower pot, "You are better than me in planting flowers? Do it before I come back, hehe!" As he said, Shen Yue picked up the flower shovel, filled it back with all the soil in two or three strokes, and pressed it firmly.

Xun He bowed his head and remained silent.

Shen Yue tidied up the flower soil, hugged the porcelain vase again, picked up the flowers in it, and carefully trimmed the bottom of the flower branch one by one: "This is the bottom of the flower branch, which should be cut obliquely. The larger the water absorption area, the longer the flower will last." .”

Xun He leaned against Shen Yue and asked in a low voice: "Master, do you still remember this flower?"

"Remember, when you were in the Shen residence during the Mid-Autumn Festival last year, you once praised her for being the most beautiful woman."

Xun He was shocked: "I said it casually, but you actually remember!?"

"I have a good memory, and I remember everything about you."

Seeking gullies suddenly.

The most exciting part of falling in love lies in the pursuit of ambiguity and the intensity of love, but after the passion recedes, you can still cherish each other as before.

Coincidentally, Xun He met all sentient beings.

At that time, Shen Yue had already arranged the flower branches, inserted them into the vase, and put them in a beautiful shape, before saying: "If this rose flower knows that it was still cherished by others before it withers, it should be lamented that this life is not in vain, and you can have no regrets." the earth withered."

Xun He didn't say anything, but Shen Yue understood everything!

Xun He couldn't bear it anymore, Shen Yue wept bitterly in his arms.After calming down for a while, Xun He choked and said, "Master, I really love you."

Shen Yue couldn't help laughing, and kissed Xun He sweetly for a while, then joked: "Li'er, don't pretend that I don't know, people outside are not worth it for you, gossiping and saying that you married a man with gray temples old man."

Over the years, Xunhe has continued to harvest, engaged in a career that he loves physically and mentally and is proud of, has a happy and loving home, and the fullness nourished by life is reflected on his face, just like the appearance of the female role in the Xunhe drama, bright and moving .Therefore, in the past, a matchmaker came to the Qiu Mansion to propose a marriage, and later, there were young men and women who secretly sent glances.

Shen Yue was distressed.

Xun He looked serious, and said solemnly: "Master, no one can compare with you, not only because you helped me achieve everything today, but also because, only you, allow me to suffer."

Today's Xunhe is successful and famous, and the crown is full of Jinghua.Xun He occasionally reveals his fragility in front of people, but people are always surprised: even a powerful person has troubles? !

Only Shen Yue never asked the reason, even three years ago, Shen Yue had uprooted 'Chaos' from Xun He's body.But as long as Xun He is sad, Shen Yue will always open his comforting embrace regardless of the reason.

"Master, don't you think it's shameful for me to be so cowardly?"

"It's actually you who are most unwilling to be sick and become like this."

Only Shen Yue allows Xun He to suffer, and only Shen Yue tolerates and bears Xun He's pain.

"Although 'Chaos' is eliminated, you have lost the ability to control emotions for too long, and it will take a long time to recover. Just like patients who have been bedridden for a long time, one day they are cured, and it is impossible for them to walk immediately It happens overnight, and the bones and muscles need to get used to it."

Xun He only noticed the time limit given by Shen Yue, and asked, "How long will 'long time' take?"

"I don't know. But don't be afraid, as long as I'm alive, I'll be with you for as long as 'long time'."

Xun He nodded: "To tell you the truth, when I was born, I almost..."

"I know, I know." Shen Yue didn't even want to recall that nightmare.

Xun He sighed: "So, after this, every day I survived is a gift from Lord Shen."

But Shen Yue smiled: "You really thought you were lucky enough to meet me before you were redeemed? No, you are actually the one who redeemed you. You have been trying your best to break free and make progress within your own ability, even if you didn't meet me Shen Yue Yue, there will also be Zhang Yue, Li Yue, and Zhao Yue who admire you, love you, and support you wholeheartedly, because Ah Li, you are a person who makes people feel worthy."

"Grandpa, you always say pleasant things."

"Hee hee, look at how capable my carp is. If I tell the truth, it will be regarded as a compliment." Shen Yue imitated the vase into Xun He's arms, and hugged Xun He in his arms, "Let's go, see what I gave this year. What gift have you prepared?"

"But, the best gift is Master Shen. You have to prepare something that will please me more than this," Xun He shook his index finger, smiled slyly and tenderly, "It's difficult!"