To die

"Is it convenient for you to speak now?"

Li Nan looked around, hesitantly said: "...This matter may have something to do with Lawyer Lin."

"...Lin Yan?"

Lu Hanqian paused. The aftereffects of the car accident gave him a slight headache. Coupled with Lin Yan's sudden sobriety and departure just now, the successive shocks made him still not recover.

"Where are you now."

Lu Hanqian said decisively: "I'm in the Provincial People's Hospital, come and tell me. Don't say a word about Lin Yan to the outside world."

Li Nan replied good, before hanging up, he asked Lu Hanqian very hesitantly:

"Boss, I think this matter may be...unacceptable to you. Are you sure you want to know now?"

"..."

As expected, Lu Hanqian was slightly silent.He thought, he could accept Lin Yan leaving him, what else could he not accept?

"...about what."

After a long while, Lu Hanqian asked slowly: "Is Lin Yan physically ill? Did he get sick again and hide it from me..."

Li Nan smiled bitterly: "Boss, you still care about Lawyer Lin, but do you know that maybe he has been lying to you from the beginning to the end."

"I don't want to talk about the mail anymore—"

"no."

However, Li Nan said: "That lady, the actress you asked me to check, her surname is Gu, studied music in Paris from 1989 to 1993, and had a child."

"so what?"

Lu Hanqian asked back, "You don't think Lin Yan's date of birth matches her, and there is a word Gu in his name, so you think they have something to do with each other?"

Lu Hanqian seems to be particularly sensitive to this issue.

Li Nan only started to talk, and he immediately objected as if he had been pricked by a needle.It seems that before Li Nan said it, Lu Hanqian already had a certain psychological intuition, but he was too weak, and he didn't have the courage to touch this dream that was knotted on his softest heart.

Li Nan opened his mouth, wanting to say something, Lu Hanqian continued:

"Take this coincidence as evidence, Li Nan, is this your ability to work? If you don't want to do it, tell me as soon as possible, and I'll replace you."

"I have evidence."

However, Li Nan said.

He summoned up his courage and said in a very steady voice: "Lawyer Lin is not from Hubei at all. There are no records of his birth in any urban area in Hubei. He moved there later...His family, name, information , all are fake, only the surname is true, and the husband of that actress is surnamed Lin!"

It was very quiet in the earpiece.

Lu Hanqian didn't speak, only the sound of his breathing in the receiver.

Lu Hanqian's heart beat like a drum, and after a while, he said, "...Li Nan."

"I'll come over and show you the details."

Li Nan whispered: "Boss, don't be too sad."

"Lin Yan has already broken up with me, I don't want to know about this anymore—"

"You should call him Lin Jianyu."

However, Li Nan said, "Lin Guyan changed it after his mother passed away. Before he was four years old, Lawyer Lin's name was Lin Jianyu."

"..."

"He has been a conspiracy ever since he appeared in front of you. Lawyer Lin...has a really deep heart. He prepared all these things just to take advantage of you, and these things, he has been doing them since 20 years ago Foreshadowing has begun!"

In Lu Hanqian's dead silence, Li Nan suddenly couldn't bear to speak any more.

"...It turns out his name is Lin Jianyu."

However, after a long time, Lu Hanqian said lightly.

He smiled: "It's not as nice as Lin Guyan's name."

"boss......"

"Come here."

Lu Hanqian sighed, "I want to know more about him. Is his birthday right... I gave him a birthday present last year."

When a person is under a huge mental blow, he will not feel too much surprise for a while.The brain will automatically turn on a self-protection mode, making people's reactions dull and stagnant.

What's more, Lu Hanqian had already received too many shocks and surprises from Lin Yan, and now he seemed to be able to accept whatever happened.

While waiting for Li Nan, Lu Hanqian called up a very old photo from his phone.

That was when he and Lin Yan first met, taking advantage of Lin Yan's inattention.

They traveled to Northern Europe together and lived in a holiday villa facing the sea.

The floor-to-ceiling windows of the room on the second floor are facing a very beautiful sea view.

Waking up in the morning, Lu Hanqian went to brush his teeth, while Lin Yan was still catching up on sleep.

When he brought the breakfast, Lin Yan just woke up, put on a crumpled shirt and sat on the bed, facing the blue sea, with his back to Lu Hanqian, his thin and thin back seemed to have something indescribable Preoccupied.

There was also a blue hickey on his neck, which was bitten too hard by Lu Hanqian, it looked like some kind of scar left after being captured.

At that time, Lu Hanqian looked at such a scene and thought it was beautiful but also a little lonely. It seemed that Lin Yan was staying in a world completely different from his own.

He couldn't get in, and Lin Yan couldn't get out.

By accident, he quietly took a picture of Lin Yan's back.

It is stored in the most hidden folder, and I have seen it many times when I am alone.However, he still couldn't imagine Lin Yan's state of mind at that time.

Thinking about it now, Lu Hanqian suddenly felt that he might never have been considered by Lin Yan to accept him into his world.

During the period when Lin Yan lost his memory, the only tenderness between the two of them may have been the last egg given to him by God's mercy before the end of this story.



On the fourth floor, directly above Lu Hanqian's ward.

Lin Yan used Google to search for mild concussion and possible sequelae, and the more he looked, the more irritable he became.

Blind inquiries without specific cases and test results can always scare people to death.

What disturbance of consciousness, retrograde amnesia, delayed hematoma, it sounds like Lu Hanqian probably has lost his life.Probably in the next moment, he will have to inhale oxygen for surgery, have a headache until he goes into a coma, or become a fool who can't take care of himself.

It's hard for him to tell whether this feeling is guilt or worry, he just feels that fate is really disgusting, he has finally separated from Lu Hanqian, why should he let him owe him a favor.

Although he can tell himself that this is all the sins of his family, and the father's debt is paid by the son, what Lu Hanqian is doing now is far from being paid off.

But Lin Yan just couldn't get over this hurdle in his heart.

Because a person, no matter how poor and vicious he is, his kindness to you is a goodness, you can choose not to accept it, but once you benefit from it, let Lin Yan do something that turns his head away, he can't do it come out.

After thinking about it, Lin Yan became more and more irritable, so he put on his shoes and prepared to go downstairs to speak clearly with Lu Hanqian.

However, when he walked to the door, he suddenly stopped——

He heard his name from inside the room.

A person was talking to Lu Hanqian, and the subject they were talking about was himself.

"What do you owe him?"

Li Nan said: "Whether you show up or not, he will find Mr. Shang Lu—as an ordinary person, boss, if it weren't for you, he would have died in the isolation room by now!"

Lu Hanqian didn't speak, Li Nan continued talking.

He was already overwhelmed by Jin Ye's crisis to the extreme, but Lu Hanqian seemed indifferent, and seemed to be going to Lin Yan's side.

"Even if you are responsible for the heart disease, you have paid him back now!"

Li Nan snapped her fingers and said, "Boss, you have already evened with Lawyer Lin for heart failure, plus the life in the isolation room at the back, and half life in the car accident, now Lin Lu owes you! Why should he engage in promotion?" Ye, why do you want to hand over the Lu family to him!"

Lu Hanqian's mind was buzzing continuously. After a concussion, most people need to rest, but he was still here receiving blows one after another.

He understood what Li Nan said and understood every word, but he just found it unbelievable and unbelievable.

Did Lin Yan approach him with a purpose?

From that day when he appeared in Yundu, attracted his attention, pretended to be tricked to go to the hotel, struggled desperately and painfully in front of him, and everything after that, was it Lin Yan's plan?

Just to use him to investigate his mother's death, make their family risk their lives, and go to jail?

Even jumping down from the second floor and walking back step by step enduring the severe pain of liver and spleen rupture was also a step in his plan?

Then how far would he have to endure it!

Lu Hanqian had an intuition that Lin Yan was not such a person, but he also had an intuition that Lin Yan would not deceive him by saying that he liked him, but the facts proved him wrong.

"Boss, think about it."

Li Nan's face was complicated, and he tried to persuade him one last time: "It was originally your private matter, and I was not qualified to intervene. But now it has endangered Jinye. As a subordinate, I really can't just watch our company end like this."

"...What's more, it's your parents and the entire Lu family who are standing on Jinye's side. Boss, it's not good for you to turn your elbows out to help someone like this. Is it worth it to thank your outsider?"

not worth it.

Lu Hanqian said in his heart.

But if you like this kind of thing, once you fall into it, you can’t figure it out, you can’t figure out whether it’s worth it or not, then it’s not liking.

"I'm waiting for your call."

Li Nan slightly nodded at Lu Hanqian, said nothing, and backed out.

However, the moment he opened the door, he happened to meet Lin Yan who was standing outside the door.

"..."

Li Nan was extremely embarrassed. Most of what he said just now was heard by Lin Yan, and he didn't know whether he should greet Lin Yan again.

However, Lin Yan seemed to be very calm, he even calmly turned sideways to make way for Li Nan so that he could go out.

"...I'm sorry Lin Lu."

Li Nanji said in a low voice.

Lin Yan nodded, with no disturbance on his face: "It's okay, you're right."

Lu Hanqian noticed the strangeness at the door, he raised his head, looked over there, and asked, "Lin Yan...?"

But soon, he smiled, as if mocking, and changed his words: "Or... should I call you, Lin Jianyu?"

"It will be all right."

Lin Yan walked in very calmly, and there was no trace of panic on his face, as if this day had already been expected.

"It's still 'Lin Yan'."

He said: "I can't realize that it is me by the name you call me now. It was given by my parents to commemorate their meeting, but it turned out that it was a tragedy and not worth commemorating."

Lu Hanqian looked at him, Lin Yan smiled lightly, and said, "I think you already know that it is your father and mother who caused this tragedy."

"—That's why I prefer the word 'words'. Weak romanticism is useless. It means that 'words' that Ningming dies and lives without silence can lead to a more wanton and valuable life."

Lu Hanqian didn't say a word, just stared at Lin Yan, but at this moment, he seemed to have suddenly touched Lin Yan's most essential core.

——His loneliness and preoccupation, his obsession with justice to the point of inexplicable loneliness, and every time he is touched by Lu Hanqian, that kind of abnormal depression and self-loathing.

To Lu Hanqian, it was a whisper between lovers, but to Lin Yan, it was the shame and despair of committing himself to a blood feud.

Lu Hanqian suddenly didn't have the courage to ask too many questions, he just said softly:

"Lin Yan, have you ever liked me?"

"—For so long, no matter whether you approached me on purpose or not. Only in our relationship, is there a moment, a minute...a thought is fine, do you like me a little bit?"

Lin Yan was slightly silent, his pupils were very dark, like two pieces of black mercury falling into white mercury.

He looked at Lu Hanqian motionlessly, and after a while, said:

"No."

"Not a single thought."

"...Then how do you feel when I treat you with all my heart and soul?"

Lu Hanqian asked: "When I was turning the steering wheel, did you grab my hand? You don't want me to die for you—"

"That's why I don't want to owe you."

However, Lin Yan interrupted him and said bluntly: "I don't want to be entangled with you at all. For me, the best ending is that life and death have nothing to do with you."

Lu Hanqian's Adam's apple rolled slightly, looking at him motionless.

Lin Yan was silent for a while, as if wanting to prove his point of view, he continued:

"Lu Hanqian, in this world, if you hurt someone, it's not about reforming yourself. Making amends to him will make him like you."

"If this is the case, the court will not punish the defendant with compensation and imprisonment, but let him apologize in place and marry the victim."

Lu Hanqian bit his lip and smiled silently.

"As for your kindness to me."

Lin Yan paused, and looked away from Lu Hanqian. After a long silence, he spoke again, and said in a very low hoarse voice: "I didn't ask you to be nice to me."

He seemed to have something to say, but he was suppressed. After Lin Yan exhaled very lightly, he pressed his lips tightly.

Lu Hanqian nodded, lowered his eyes, and didn't look at Lin Yan again.He couldn't see any emotion, he just said softly:

"...Oh, that's right."

"I'm going to find those people from Beijing."

Lin Yan said: "...Thank you for reminding me. But if there is any danger, please don't worry about me. You should stand with your father... I am an unfamiliar white-eyed Wolf."

Lin Yan choked for a moment, he finally looked at Lu Hanqian, smiled, and said in a low voice:

"From the moment I walk out of this door today, we are strangers."