To die

Less than an hour after Lin Yan left the hospital, he came back.

It's just that it was Lu Hanqian who entered the operating room this time.

When the car ran straight towards them, Lin Yan grabbed the steering wheel and didn't let Lu Hanqian turn the brakes to avoid the risk of the two of them falling into the river together.

At the last moment, Lu Hanqian simply turned the steering wheel backwards, so that Lin Yan's position avoided the direction of the confrontation, and he himself took the impact for him.

— This is quite difficult.

Because the vast majority of people have the instinct to avoid danger, when a car accident occurs, the driver will often subconsciously avoid the impact and protect himself.This is why sitting directly behind the driver is the safest position when riding in a car.

And in those few seconds, every movement Lu Hanqian made was from Lin Yan's point of view, almost overcoming his instinct.

Or maybe in his instinct, Lin Yan was originally placed in a position higher than himself, and he loved Lin Yan more than life.

After the huge impact noise, Lin Yan opened his eyes with a huge sense of dizziness, and his ears rang continuously.

The airbag in the car has been fully deployed, and the front window glass is covered with cracks.

In order to make Lin Yan sit more comfortably today, Lu Hanqian drove a medium-sized car, but even so, the front of the car on his side was completely deformed by the collision.

Compared to Lin Yan who was able to wake up, Lu Hanqian was much more seriously injured.

He is equivalent to the main receiving direction of the impact, and there is blood dripping down slowly on his forehead, which is warm and bright red.

Lu Hanqian's eyes were tightly closed, but when Lin Yan struggled to reach out to reach the phone and call 120, Lu Hanqian seemed to be startled.

He struggled to open his eyes, his eyelashes stained with blood were trembling, and he wanted to turn his head to look at Lin Yan.

Then when he felt that Lin Yan was taking out his cell phone from his pocket, Lu Hanqian smiled very faintly, as if confirming that Lin Yan was safe, his head that was raised with all his strength fell down powerlessly for a moment.

Completely fell into a coma with peace of mind.

......

Lu Hanqian never thought that one day he would wake up from the coma while Lin Yan was waiting for him.

What he saw first was the pure white ceiling, then he smelled the smell of disinfectant, and then he blinked heavily with heavy eyelids, and when he rolled his eyes a little, he saw Lin Yan who was sitting next to him painting a picture album.

Lin Yan didn't seem to notice that he was awake, still lowered his head, coloring in "Secret Garden" quietly and silently.

Lu Hanqian smiled. Looking from the back, Lin Yan's hair was black and there was no bandage, so he didn't seem to have suffered any injuries.

"Who bought you "Secret Garden"..."

Lu Hanqian spoke in a low voice, and he realized that his voice was very hoarse as soon as he spoke.

Lin Yan paused for a moment, then put down the colored pencils after a moment of silence, and turned around.

At this moment, Lu Hanqian didn't feel anything wrong, he looked at Lin Yan, checked him from beginning to end to see if he was injured.

After the result satisfied him, Lu Hanqian smiled and said, "Come here, let me touch my forehead."

"..."

However, Lin Yan remained silent and did not move.

This was a very common way of getting along with them during this period of time. Lin Yan had to pay attention to whether he had any rejection after the operation.

Lu Hanqian often called him over to check his forehead for fever.

But this time Lin Yan didn't speak for a long time, just looked at him very silently.

That kind of silence is not the same as the silence when he just came out of the isolation room and ignored people. If you want to compare it...it's the time when they first met, Lin Yan insisted on being in the same room with him Lu Hanqian is more similar when he looks at each other silently.

Lu Hanqian looked at him, and gradually felt something from this look and quietness, and finally recalled that before the car accident, Lin Yan suddenly grabbed his hand, and his expression slowly changed.

"...do you remember?"

Lin Yan didn't hide it, and gave a soft "um".

Lu Hanqian immediately felt a strange feeling.

His hand was still out of the quilt, and it was Lin Yan who asked Lin Yan to come over to touch his forehead just now.

Now Lu Hanqian feels his hand is a little cold, and wants to retract it.

This feeling of embarrassment, shame, and embarrassment seemed to make Lu Hanqian even want to close his eyes, because he really didn't want to directly face the bewildering situation in front of him.

After holding back for a while, he stiffly choked out a sentence: "...Oh, that's good."

He looked at Lin Yan, and Lin Yan looked at him.

"you......"

"I......"

Then a few seconds later, the two spoke at the same time, Lu Hanqian paused, then fell silent, motioning for Lin Yan to speak first.

However, Lin Yan shook his head and said, "I'll call the doctor over to take a look."

He pushed away the chair, stood up and walked out the door.

Lu Hanqian looked at him, and for some reason suddenly felt a bit blocked, the person who curled up in his arms every night and let him hold up his mobile phone to watch the penguins sleepily would never come back again.

He didn't know if Lin Yanji remembered what happened during this time.

Like couples reunited long after a breakup.

He hoped that he would remember, because that was the time when they were together; he also hoped that he would not remember, so that the nasty things he did back then would not make Lu Hanqian want to find a crack in the ground when facing Lin Yan now. .

The doctor came in and began to examine Lu Hanqian.

Lin Yan stood aside, didn't speak, just watched quietly.

After filling out the form, the doctor asked Lin Yan, "Are you his relative? Come here and sign later."

However, Lin Yan paused and said, "No. He and I..."

Lin Yan was stumped, he didn't know how to describe the relationship between him and Lu Hanqian.

Logically speaking, they broke up a few months ago. If there were no accidents, Lin Yan and Lu Hanqian would never see each other in this lifetime.

Not to mention that Lin Yan's "accident" was caused by Lu Hanqian's biological father.

So Lin Yan paused, choked up slightly, and said, "He and I are strangers."

"stranger?"

The doctor thought he had misheard, so he looked up suspiciously and asked, "You and him are strangers, why did you enter the hospital with him?"

——Why did he choose you so desperately before the life-and-death decision?

"......"

But Lin Yan pursed his lips, and then repeated very firmly: "We are strangers. I don't know him."

The doctor raised his eyebrows and looked at Lu Hanqian questioningly.

Lu Hanqian was startled, his eyes turned hot, he clenched the quilt tightly, and didn't say a word.

He tried his best not to show timidity, to remain calm, not to be like a wounded child who would show it in his eyes as soon as he felt pain.

After a while he nodded, choked up a bit, and said, "Yes, we are strangers."

——The kind of stranger who hugged and watched little penguins together in the middle of the night, hugged and blew through his hair, and kissed on the forehead before going to bed, but in the end no one knew anyone.

"Then how do you sign it?"

The doctor frowned: "You have a mild concussion caused by a car accident. You may need to stay in the hospital for observation for a few days. During this period, someone will take care of you."

"...It's okay, I'll call my assistant."

Lu Hanqian awkwardly reached for the clothes at the end of the bed, wanting to touch the phone in his pocket.

He seemed unresponsive, probably because he had just woken up.But in fact, Lu Hanqian was almost embarrassed to the extreme.

He felt that he was so humiliated, weak and useless now that he was so injured, and he was still in front of Lin Yan.

He didn't want Lin Yan to look at him like this again, as if he was neither claimed nor wanted, so pitiful.

"...I can accompany—"

"Need not!"

Lin Yan really couldn't see it, so he helped pass the clothes to Lu Hanqian.At the same time, he hesitated to speak, but Lu Hanqian immediately rejected him.

"..."

Holding the phone, Lu Hanqian breathed a sigh of relief.

After a while, he lowered his tone and said, "No need. Thank you for your kindness, but we have already broken up."

Lin Yan looked at him without saying a word.

At this time, the door was pushed open suddenly, and a man in a white coat, about fifty years old, went straight to Lu Hanqian's hospital bed, and asked with great concern:

"Mr. Lu! What's the matter with you? Oh, no matter how you live in this ordinary ward, you don't let anyone notify me to arrange a suite for you!"

The doctor on duty froze in place, looking at the man: "...Dean?"

The dean glared at him: "What are you doing here, change a suite for President Lu!"

"...No," the doctor said blankly, "This patient has no relatives, and there are still a few forms to sign..."

"Mr. Lu is so busy, how can he have the time to sign for you!"

The dean said: "If there is anything difficult to sign, I will make arrangements for Mr. Lu!"

The doctor said "Oh" in a daze, and went back to the office to get the order.

Lin Yan was still in the ward, Lu Hanqian looked at him, and said: "... As you can see, I really don't need someone to take care of me. Li Nan will come later."

Lin Yan didn't speak, Lu Hanqian had already suffered to the extreme.He tightened his fingers slightly, and in one go, said directly:

"You go."

"We're long gone."

Lu Hanqian said: "Before you were not sober, I took care of you for a period of time to repay your debts for our family. Of course, this is definitely not enough to pay off... But don't think that I still like you, I have no feelings for you anymore No, no, no need for you to pity me."

"..."

Lin Yan nodded, and walked to the bedside table: "Okay, then I'm leaving."

Lu Hanqian kept his head stuck, trying not to let himself look sideways at Lin Yan packing his things.

"......Where are you going?"

But when Lin Yan was about to go out, Lu Hanqian couldn't help but ask him, "Are you going to find those people in Beijing?"

Lin Yan didn't answer, and turned around to look at Lu Hanqian.

"...You don't want to go yet."

Lu Hanqian said: "I don't want to stop you from suing our family, but it's very dangerous outside now."

The dean had already withdrew just now when he saw that the situation was not right, and Lu Hanqian spoke without any scruples.

"You just had an operation, and the rejection period hasn't completely passed yet, so it's best to rest and observe at home."

Lu Hanqian paused, and said: "...Moreover, that old beast in our family is also staring at you. If he knows that you have recovered, you..."

"I see."

Lu Hanqian looked at him, and smiled lowly after a while, a little embarrassingly:

"Of course, this is all my idea. It's up to you to decide what you want to do... After all, it doesn't matter to us now."

Lin Yan didn't know what to say, so he kept silent.

"...But I still hope that you will spare your life."

Lu Hanqian said softly: "Your heart can only be changed once. I can't follow you anymore. If something happens, you have to take care of yourself."

Lin Yan said, "Understood."

Lu Hanqian nodded and stopped talking.

He watched him go out and close the door, the sound of his footsteps getting farther and farther away.

But Lin Yan actually just went to a ward upstairs, and was not hospitalized on the same floor as Lu Hanqian.

Although he woke up earlier than Lu Hanqian and was injured less seriously than Lu Hanqian, he was also the one who suffered a car accident just after the operation and was discharged from the hospital.

Lin Yan took off his shoes and lay down on the hospital bed exhaustedly.

Two black and white red pandas rubbed against his ankle, which made Lin Yan feel a little itchy.

He reached out to touch it, and pulled it off.

Lin Yan lowered his head and looked at it for a moment, but he didn't throw it away.He patiently folded them and put them on the bedside together with other pairs of different colors.

After a moment of silence, Lin Yan couldn't help but took out his phone and searched: "Is a mild concussion serious..."

At the same time, Lu Hanqian was downstairs listening to Li Nan calling him.

He originally thought he was reporting the investigation results of the car accident, and what was the background of the other party, but Li Nan said:

"Boss, I found some... surprising information about the female star you asked me to investigate."