To die

It was not the first time Lin Yan got involved in the game.

When he first entered the industry, he was too stubborn and suffered a lot here.

The most egregious time was that I was forced to stay for almost 35 hours, but I didn't get any water, rice or documents.It was the female colleague who tried to bail him out.

——In a sense, Lin Yan is the kind of person who is extremely clear about his grievances and enemies.

The female colleague treated him well once, so he was willing to stand up when everyone was silent and dare not speak up, and went to settle accounts with the contractor for her without avoiding fire;

But in the same way, Lin Yan also clearly remembered every sin that Lu Hanqian had done to him, and he only waited for the day when he would pay it back with interest.

Under the white chandelier, the policeman held a notepad and asked in a businesslike tone, "Name."

"Lin Guyan."

"age."

"24."

The policeman looked up, glanced at him, changed his sitting position slightly, and asked, "What happened in the suburbs this afternoon?"

At the same time, Lu Hanqian was actually standing outside the ward, listening to the conversation inside without saying a word.

He seemed to be suffering from some unknown disease, and originally wanted to take Lin Yan away immediately after coming to the hospital, but when he stood here and heard Lin Yan's voice, he couldn't move his legs again.

Back then when he was a student, Gu Zhao chased their department flowers, met them by chance all day long, lying on the desk in class and secretly looked at them with a smirk.

Lu Hanqian slapped him on the head, impatiently wiped the drool on his clothes, and asked:

"You dislocated your fucking jaw? I'm drooling."

Gu Zhao was embarrassed, and was so angry that he cursed: "You are a fool who will never get love if you live with money and die with money!"

It wasn't until now that he met Lin Yan that Lu Hanqian vaguely understood why Gu Zhao always looked at the flowers but couldn't get enough of them.

When a man captures your heart, he takes over your world, steals your eyes, and turns you into a greedy thief, a terminally ill drug addict.

He is your antidote, a new and fascinating world that you have never seen before.You want to get to know him, to explore him, to know everything about him.

Rationality wanted to resist, but eyes followed him honestly.

Lu Hanqian felt that he must have acted like an idiot, and that he had fallen into Lin Yan's hands, but he thought again, so what if he fell.

Anyway, Lin Yan likes him too.

In the ward, Lin Yan had just finished explaining what happened in the afternoon.

"But how do you prove that the other party attacked you first, and you had no choice but to defend yourself; instead of fighting with the other party in order to get your phone back?"

The police recorded the statement and asked.

"According to the UK's reasonable force self-defense case 'RVDeana', its judgement said, 'The law has never provided that a person can only defend himself when he is attacked by another person.'"

Lin Yan looked calm, and said slowly:

"'—He has the right to pre-emptively strike and act to protect his own personal safety if necessary. (*Note 1)'At that time, the other party drew out a dagger and stabbed me, whether it was my first move or not, I It's all self-defense."

"But that's British law, not Chinese law."

The policeman smiled slightly, with a certain unspoken meaning.

Lin Yan lowered his head, pursed his lips and curled his fingers.

He had just had his wound stitched up, and the cut on his forehead was bandaged.

Lin Yan's extraordinarily thin body made Lin Yan look a little weak, only his eyes were still cold and calm.

Like the cold water of a lake under the setting sun in the autumn forest.

"Then, according to Article No. 20 of the Criminal Law, in order to protect the state, the public interest, the person, property and other rights of oneself or others from the ongoing illegal infringement, the act of stopping the illegal infringement will cause harm to the illegal infringer. Damages are also legitimate self-defense and shall not be held criminally responsible.”

Lin Yandao: "Even if the defense obviously exceeds the necessary limit, causing serious damage and requiring criminal responsibility, the punishment should be reduced or exempted—"

In the middle of his speech, he suddenly frowned, bent his body and curled up with his heart pressed, and muffled with some discomfort:

"...Excuse me, can you take the medicine in the backpack over there..."

Lin Yan paused slightly, as if suddenly thinking of something, he stopped talking.

The policeman looked at him inexplicably: "What?"

There was some cold sweat on Lin Yan's forehead. He tried his best not to tremble so badly, and said calmly, "Can I have a cigarette, please? The wound hurts a little."

"..."

The police officer was a little hesitant, but considering that this might be Mr. Lu's friend and he couldn't afford to offend him, he still took out a cigarette from his pocket.

Lin Yan's lighting posture was not very proficient. In fact, his fingers trembled so much that the flame brushed past the cigarette several times.

The police officer looked at his face that suddenly became pale, and finally realized something was wrong: "What's wrong with you? What's wrong with you, hello—"

He supported Lin Yan in a panic, and was about to turn his head to call for a doctor, but Lu Hanqian suddenly pushed the door open, pulled out the cigarette from Lin Yan's fingers, and stamped it on the ground:

"What an inferior product, you won't be afraid of being poisoned if you smoke it!"

"Where is the doctor!"

Lu Hanqian hugged the trembling Lin Yan into his arms, and yelled at the policeman, "Are you an idiot? What's the use of smoking if he hurts you, let the doctor come over and give you an injection to relieve the pain!"

"......oh oh--"

The policeman hurriedly nodded, and at the same time looked at Lu Hanqian's clothes, and quickly judged that he was the young master Lu who would call "You" politely, and hurriedly backed out.

Lu Hanqian was also a little frightened by Lin Yan's appearance. In his memory, he had never seen Lin Yan trembling—not counting the bed, he couldn't imagine what kind of pain would make Lin Yan tremble like this.

The doctor rushed in quickly, saw Lu Hanqian hugging Lin Yan, immediately frowned, and said sharply:

"Relax! The patient injured his shoulder, and you touched his wound!"

"..."

Lu Hanqian was startled, subconsciously turned his head to look at Lin Yan, and sure enough, he saw that he was covered with bandages from his collarbone to his shoulders. After the tossing just now, a faint bright red came out of the snow-white bandages.

Three minutes ago Lu Hanqian just scolded others as idiots, but he never thought that he was the stupidest one.

Lin Yan was so uncomfortable that he broke out in a cold sweat. There were spots on his forehead and on his slender neck.

He hung his head again, and the sweat flowed down his fragile neck and stopped in the small socket above the collarbone.The pale and delicate skin seemed extra warm and soft under the white woven lamp...it looked extremely attractive.

If in the past, Lu Hanqian saw this scene, apart from feeling that it was so fucking exciting, worthy of being a man of Lao Tzu, and so beautiful, probably he would not have any other deep-seated thoughts.

But at this moment, looking at Lin Yan's frowning eyebrows and the cold sweat dripping down, he felt a little sore and numb in his heart.

Even a little regretful, why did I hug him without seeing clearly just now, how could he do such a stupid thing?

"...get out, please. Leave me alone."

Lin Yan took a breath, pushed the doctor away, and said in a hoarse voice, "I don't inject sedation."

"Whether to inject or not is a small matter."

The doctor observed Lin Yan's face, and said, "But you have to explain clearly what you feel uncomfortable, and do a checkup in time, so you can't delay."

However, Lin Yan shook his head, turned his back without saying a word, and stopped talking in a gesture of utter refusal to communicate.

The doctor had no choice but to tell the police and Lu Hanqian to ring the call bell in time if he felt uncomfortable.

Lu Hanqian watched Lin Yan recite the video for a moment, and wanted to force him to turn him over and let the doctor do a good examination.But looking at his back, so thin, with only a slight ups and downs under the quilt, I couldn't bear it.

Ten days later, Lin Yan had the stitches removed and was discharged from the hospital.

But he didn't go back to the apartment, but asked Lu Hanqian if he could move to live with him.

The incident in the suburbs not long ago left a deep impression on Lin Yan, and now he is almost sure that he is looking in the right direction.

That young man is not from Zhao Yu.Now that the trial is about to start, Zhao Yu will not do such a stupid thing to buy the lawyer who murdered Gu Li.

This is simply asking for trouble for yourself.

Unless it was because he touched the incident 20 years ago, which was done by the Lu family.

Can't go back to the apartment.

Lin Yan thought, he must not die before sending those criminals to court, the apartment is no longer safe.

But Lu Hanqian didn't know the twists and turns in Lin Yan's heart, he just thought that he had cleaned up that little bastard for Lin Yan, and released Lin Yan on bail. He did a very good job, and Lin Yan finally made love to him.

Immediately, he was so elated that it could fill a garden, and said to Lin Yan with a smile, "Okay, I happen to have a large flat on Chunguan Road, which is quite close to your office, so let's go there."

After thinking about it, he was still happy, so he couldn't help but put his arms around Lin Yan and kissed him, whispering in his ear, "How did you finally figure out Lawyer Lin? Your small broken apartment is cold in winter and hot in summer, not to mention the constant temperature system, what the hell? There is no floor heating, and I am so aggrieved."

Lin Yan wanted to push Lu Hanqian away, but when he took it, Lu Hanqian grabbed his fingers and kissed him again.

"You don't want to give you the ring before, I don't blame you."

Lu Hanqian took Lin Yan's hand, always feeling that there was something missing in these slender and beautiful fingers: "I'll ask Li Nan to go to Europe to order a pair later, don't be awkward, keep it well."

"How can I be worthy of wearing a pair of rings with you? Master Lu."

Lin Yan said calmly, "Didn't you tell me over and over again that I'm just a slut you can fuck whenever you want?"

"Why do you hold a grudge so much?"

Lu Hanqian smiled, the taste of this kind of words now is completely different from that of the past.

He felt that Lin Yan seemed to be acting like a spoiled child to him, looking at his snow-white neck exposed under the tip of his hair, he felt more and more pitiful and cute, and felt extremely sweet.

"Before your accident this time, it was my fault. I didn't realize that I already liked you very much."

Lu Hanqian smiled lazily. He held Lin Yan's hand, looked into Lin Yan's lingering and cold eyes, and said to Lin Yan with the dandyism that is unique to the rich and powerful children:

"I can let you be my boyfriend. From today on, we are the object."

"..."

Lin Yan looked at Lu Hanqian motionlessly.

Lu Hanqian thought he was too happy to speak, but in fact Lin Yan's heart was unbelievably calm, and he even wanted to laugh a little bit.

How arrogant does a person have to be, to say "I can let you be my boyfriend" in such a condescending way when he hurts others so much that they have no desire to live?

Lin Yan was almost speechless by him.

"Don't you believe it?"

Lu Hanqian looked into Lin Yan's dark eyes, saw that he didn't answer, and said again: "...I played with a few starlets before, but they were brought up by people in the circle. Are you bored?"

"I now... really like you."

Lu Hanqian thought of what Lu Beizheng said to him not long ago, those curses that seemed to hurt his heart, he couldn't help but reached out and hugged Lin Yan, put his chin on the top of his hair, and said very slowly:

"I won't be like that old bastard in our family who messes around outside. From now on, I really want to have a good time with you. "

"..."

Lin Yan was stunned, for some reason, he actually thought, luckily the doctor told him that he only had a year or so to live.

"...from now on?"

Lin Yan asked hoarsely, "How long was that?"

"Ten years, decades."

Lu Hanqian hesitated slightly, and after a long time, he still said: "Maybe for a lifetime."

Emotions are such a strange thing.Lu Hanqian has been immersed in the entertainment industry for so long, and has so much experience that he has seen countless beauties.

But when he faced Lin Yan, he was like a kid who had never seen the world.

Some people say that the amazingness at the beginning was just because of little knowledge.

But when you really meet that amazing person, you will feel that the days before you met him were wasted.After meeting him, I tasted the taste of the world.

"......it is good."

Lin Yan looked at Lu Hanqian, saw his own reflection reflected in his pupils, and felt an unspeakable absurdity, even the most ironic stories dared not describe it like this.

After a while, he said, "Thank you."

"..."

Lu Hanqian choked for a moment, but he was not in the mood to worry about this at all, all he was satisfied with was thinking about the joy and joy after getting Lin Yan.

He once wanted to pick a white rose, but was pierced by the rose so that his hands were dripping with blood, and his heart ached.

But fortunately, he didn't let go of his hand, and now these roses finally belonged to him completely, and stayed by his side willingly from body to heart.

Lu Hanqian stretched out his hand, directly pinched Lin Yan's chin, leaned in front of Lin Yan, smiled a little naughtily, and said in a low voice:

"Okay, now your boyfriend is going to kiss you, close your eyes."

Lin Yan's eyes are clear and bright. When viewed from a close distance, the black eyelashes are like small fans. Every time they shake, they scratch Lu Hanqian's eyes.

Lu Hanqian pressed the back of Lin Yan's head, pushed his teeth away, and gently sucked Lin Yan's tongue.

Lin Yan's heart was not good, his breathing gradually became short of breath, and he wanted to push Lu Hanqian away suffocatingly.

However, Lu Hanqian grabbed his wrist and pushed Lin Yan under him to hold him down. The kiss became deeper and deeper, almost erotic.

With no time to swallow the saliva, Lin Yan groaned, feeling that it was embarrassing to overflow the corner of his lips, so he swallowed with all his strength, but he didn't want Lu Hanqian to be almost sucked hard by him.

He let go of Lin Yan almost at the bottom line, and propped himself up from Lin Yan.

But looking at Lin Yan's red eyes, confused and out-of-focus eyes, and shiny lips, he still couldn't help but bowed his head and kissed again:

"Lawyer Lin, you are so fucking annoying."

Lin Yan closed his eyes, his breath was still a little unsteady, and he was still panting heavily.

......Is it?

Lin Yan's thoughts were wandering, thinking aimlessly, as if trying to figure out the truth of this sentence.

You like me too.

Lin Yan thought, this way, when you see me die in front of your own eyes, maybe you will be more or less sad.

Feel how desperate the pain you inflicted on me was.