To die

On the day of Lin Yan's accident, Lu Hanqian went out early in the morning.

He told Lin Yan before that he wanted to give him a surprise, not just for fun, but because Lin Yan had been silent for more than a month, he really wanted to give him something to make him happy.

It just so happened that Gu Zhao was going out to pick up a golden retriever for his cousin, so Lu Hanqian simply went with him.

Originally, it was fine to ask others to do this kind of trivial matter, but choosing something for Lin Yan was like making a cage for the beloved little bird at home, Lu Hanqian was willing to go there by himself.

It's beautiful in my heart.

He and Gu Zhao talked about Lin Yan's recent situation along the way. When they arrived at the place, Gu Zhao picked out a golden retriever, and Lu Hanqian took a fancy to a husky.

That husky has a very good appearance, with a light gray back and white chest. He is only half a year old, and his eyes are still light blue, which will gradually turn light brown as he grows older.

When not moving, it looks majestic and majestic, and looks like a little wolf from a distance——

...but there is no dignity when moving. For such a big man, his front legs can almost reach the waist when he stands up, and he has no clear understanding of his own body shape. He always likes to stand up stupidly. Legs wagging tail begging for kisses.

Gu Zhao felt it was incredible that Lu Hanqian would like this silly dog, but after thinking about it for a while, he also figured it out:

Birds of a feather flock together, and people are divided into groups. It seems that Lu Hanqian has some accurate intuition about what he is in essence.

Lu Hanqian led the wolf-like silly dog ​​into the car, and after teasing for a while, he couldn't help but take a photo and send Lin Yan a WeChat message first, asking him as if asking for credit: Do you like it?Pretty.This is exactly what it looks like.

But Lin Yan didn't answer him, Lu Hanqian snorted, a little unhappy, and threw the phone in the back seat.

After more than half an hour, I finally couldn't hold back and called Lin Yan to ask him to check WeChat.

But on a rare occasion, Lin Yan didn't answer the phone, and the phone beeped twice, indicating that it was turned off.

It was three o'clock in the afternoon at that time, and it was far from the time to get off work. According to common sense, Lin Yan would not be able to turn off the phone no matter what. He was afraid of missing the client's contact.

Lu Hanqian was a little confused, and tried to dial two more calls, but they also couldn't get through.

At the same time, the Provincial People's Hospital thousands of miles away.

Lin Yan's eyes were tightly closed, his face was pale, and he lay unconscious on the hospital bed cart.Several nurses surrounded him, hurriedly pushed towards the operating room in panic, and hurriedly shouted to the patients in the passage:

"Quickly give way, give way! Rescue the patient!!"

A man followed him, and he explained to everyone he wanted to cry without tears: "I didn't hit him! He passed out by himself, and I stopped. It has nothing to do with me!"

Holding Lin Yan's mobile phone, he tried to call his nearest contact and ask him to pay for the medical bills.

As a result, Lin Yan's mobile phone was equipped with a strict device lock to protect the case file information. When he entered the wrong password for the second time, the mobile phone automatically shut down instantly and could no longer be turned on.

"Comrade police, it really has nothing to do with me, I haven't even touched him!"

The man held on tightly to the traffic/policeman, and was so flustered that he was about to cry: "I have seniors and juniors, even if he dies in the hospital today, he can't depend on me!!"

The police/policeman shook off the man while making records, and waved his hand annoyedly: "Okay, okay, it's time to adjust the surveillance. Why are you crying when you're not dead?"

"But, who will pay for the medical expenses," the man cried, "I have already paid five hundred, so is it possible that I have to pay?"

"He's a lawyer," the policeman gave him a contemptuous look. "Whoever has a lawyer's certificate will extort money from you? Besides, whoever is a lawyer doesn't speak out for the people? Do you want to let him Yuanqian lying in the operating room waiting to die?"

"He has never filed a lawsuit against me as a lawyer!"

The man was confident, and clapped his hands to the surrounding patients, saying: "That son-of-a-bitch boss deducted my wages for no reason, and gave him an official position through the back door, who ever spoke justice for me! Is life easy for me? Bad luck today, give him A Porcelain looking for a dead ghost to pay 500 yuan!"

These words are deeply rooted in the hearts of the people, and they are true feelings, which resonate with the masses, and they can't help but nod their heads one after another.

Among the indifferent onlookers, after a while, only the little nurse who got the news rushed over from the surgery.She climbed eight floors in high heels, and when she saw the police/policeman, she burst into tears: "Where is Lawyer Lin, is Lawyer Lin okay?"

The book says that those who hold salaries for everyone should not be frozen to death in the wind and snow; those who open the way for freedom should not be trapped in thorns.

...but in the end it's just what the book says.

Lin Yan woke up at four o'clock in the afternoon.

The little nurse sat beside his bed, her eyes were already swollen from crying. Seeing that he was awake, she called out "Lawyer Lin" in a hoarse voice, and then cried again.

But before she had time to speak to Lin Yan, the doctor came in. He signaled the little nurse to go out, then looked at Lin Yan, and asked, "Did the family say when to come?"

Lin Yan sank into the snow-white pillow of the hospital bed, and said in a hoarse voice, "I have no family."

"Not a single immediate family member?"

"Ah."

"..."

The doctor was silent, and looked at Lin Yan with some kind of compassion: "How old is it?"

"Twenty-five in July."

After a while, the doctor sighed softly: "Okay, then I'll talk to you directly."

"—You have to be mentally prepared. In your situation, there is no point in doing surgery."

***

Lin Yan disappeared for seven days.

Lu Hanqian went back that night with the "little surprise" he had prepared for Lin Yan, and kept silently waiting for Lin Yan to come back.In order to make the silly dog ​​look more beautiful, he even tied a ribbon around the idiot's neck.

It turned out that Lin Yan finally called him at eight|nine o'clock in the evening.

"On business trip?"

Lu Hanqian raised his eyebrows, momentarily displeased: "Why didn't you mention it before?"

"Rather suddenly."

On the phone, Lin Yan's voice couldn't detect any emotion, as if there was no difference from before, he said indifferently: "I haven't brought anything with me, and I'm all at home. If you're worried, I can call you every night."

Holding the phone in hand, Lu Hanqian went to the study, checked it, and saw that Lin Yan really didn't even bring Gu Li's case file, he felt a little certain.

But he said hypocritically on the surface: "It's okay, I will definitely believe you."

"...Go on a business trip, I have brought back the little surprise for you. Come on, stupid thing," Lu Hanqian kicked the silly dog, and said with a smile, "Listen to the sound."

The little wolf-like puppy was instantly kicked by him and gave an indignant "wow", which sounded especially aggrieved on the phone.

Lu Hanqian was in a happy mood, expecting Lin Yan to smile too, but Lin Yan didn't.His voice sounded a little tired:

"It's nothing, I'll hang up."

"Row."

Lu Hanqian smiled and said, "But why don't you give the dog a name first?"

There was no trace of joy in Lin Yan's voice, and he said calmly, "You decide."

Lu Hanqian answered and hung up the phone, then threw the phone aside, hugged the puppy and rubbed it hard for a few times.

"What can I call you?"

Lu Hanqian looked at this silly dog, and said seriously: "How about 'Yanyan'?"

The stupid dog didn't respond, and still stuck out its tongue "hoo hoo" at Lu Hanqian, begging for kisses, hugs, and holding it high.The eyes of a young wolf are full of bubbling foolishness.

"never mind."

Lu Hanqian patted it on the head and said with a smile, "Call it 'Humbert'."

On the other side, in the hospital.

Lin Yan was still infused with fluid in his left hand. After hanging up the phone silently, he quietly looked at the white ceiling of the hospital.

That kind of look is lonely, indifferent, with a slight lifelessness in the gloomy.

After an unknown amount of time, Lin Yan's throat was itchy and he coughed softly. The nurse on duty also walked in:

"Bed 35, come and check the electrocardiogram."

He slowly turned his gaze away.

Seven days later, Lin Yan was discharged from the hospital.

The doctor didn't tell him too much. After talking about it that day, everything was already explained in silence.

"Take a good rest and pay attention to your body."

The doctor prescribed basic medicines for him, and said: "You need to have a good mentality. I have seen patients with the longest survival period, even reaching a year and a half."

Lin Yan nodded: "Understood."

At four or five o'clock in the evening, before Lu Hanqian got off work, Humbert asked Li Nan to take him for a walk.

Lin Yan went back to tidy up his things, fed his goldfish, and got some sunlight.

At six or seven o'clock, Lu Hanqian finally came back.

As soon as he entered, seeing Lin Yan at home, he couldn't help laughing immediately: "Yo, are you back?"

Lin Yan was sitting cross-legged on the sofa, holding a bowl of porridge and drinking slowly, while a nursing video of panda cubs rolling around in the Chengdu Breeding Base was playing on his mobile phone.

He said "um" lightly, before the words landed, Lu Hanqian came over and pecked him on the cheek, turned Lin Yan's face to the left, then looked again:

"Tsk, why do you look thinner?"

"......No."

"That silly dog ​​is called Humbert," Lu Hanqian said with a smile, "Li Nan took him for a walk, and I'll show you later."

Lin Yan also responded.

"Huh? What's with those clothes?"

Lu Hanqian's eyes fell on the edge of the sofa, and he saw several boxes of packed clothes neatly stacked together, all of which Lin Yan usually wears.

"Some old clothes."

Lin Yan glanced at it, and said softly, "I guess I won't be able to wear it in the future. I'll tidy it up and send it to the Hope Center in a few days for those in need."

"But isn't that what you wore a few days ago?"

Lu Hanqian looked at one of them, and asked suspiciously: "How long will it be warm? You won't wear it next year?"

Lin Yan said, "I can't put it on anymore."

"..."

Lu Hanqian didn't understand the deep meaning in it, staring at Lin Yan's appearance, he felt that he was much more handsome, but his brows and eyes were still poetic, as clear as the aftertaste of a chime bell in Chu.

"Okay, just next year I will buy you a new one."

Lu Hanqian looked at Lin Yan for a while, then smiled and said, "...Why do I feel that you are much better today than before when you came back from a business trip?"

"Is it?"

Lin Yan raised his eyes and said lightly.

"You walked like this for six or seven days, and you didn't say anything in advance."

Lu Hanqian said casually, "Are you ready for Gu Li's case?"

"... Soon." Lin Yan said, "What I'm more worried about now is what will happen to her."

"What can happen to her?"

Lu Hanqian was inexplicable: "Didn't you prepare everything for her?"

"She's desperate."

Lin Yan didn't answer, but rather inexplicably, said very lightly, "She's... very desperate right now."