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Just like before, he worked in the lounge after work while waiting for Shang Yao to leave work. Whether the two of them went out to eat or made it at home, Shang Yao would follow his taste.

Shen Baizhan waited in the lounge until he fell asleep, and the person Xie Jiangyu sent to protect him repeatedly opened the door of the lounge several times to confirm that Shen Baizhan was still there.He couldn't sleep well outside, as long as someone approached him, he would wake up immediately. Before he opened his eyes, Shang Yao said, "Why don't you cover yourself with a quilt?"

Shen Baizhan rubbed his eyes lightly, Shang Yao stood in front of him and said, "Let me see your wrist."

The wound didn't heal so quickly, and a thick layer of blood scab formed. Shang Yao turned on the lamp on the table and looked carefully for a while before saying: "Don't eat spicy things, eat more vegetables to supplement nutrition."

Shen Baizhan withdrew his wrist, "Have you eaten breakfast?"

"What about you?"

"I haven't." Shen Baizhan said, "I'm in a hurry to see you."

Shang Yao looked towards the door, Shen Baizhan smiled slightly: "You can dismiss them."

Xie Jiangyu gave Shen Baizhan enough space to move freely. Shen Baizhan could hardly feel anyone following him, and he couldn't see a few people even when he turned around. The people who brought him in the morning seemed to have disappeared.

What exactly does the Xie family do, what else does Xie Jiangyu not know about, Shen Baizhan is very interested in these.The Xie family seems to be slightly weaker than the Fei family, but Fei Sili is so powerful, and Xie Jiangyu is not far behind.

In fact, a long time ago, Shen Baizhan thought that Xie Jiangyu was not Feisley's opponent at all, but now he was directly blinded by love, and felt that Xie Jiangyu was a little better than Shang Yao in all aspects.

Sure enough, a man who falls in love will become IQ-regressive and unreasonable, without the ability to see reality clearly.

Shen Baizhan moved his wrist, and Shang Yao immediately asked, "Are you uncomfortable?"

He was not used to Shang Yao's greetings like this. Although he knew that Shang Yao was such a person, it was difficult for him to associate the gentle man in front of him with the man in the dungeon who stood in the dark and looked at him.Staying in the dark, people's nature can be seen at a glance, but Shen Baizhan still feels that Shang Yao has always been the one who took him to play by the country stream when he was young, and fanned himself with a cattail fan when he was tired.

"Do you remember that time when I fought with my classmates in junior high?" Shen Baizhan asked suddenly.

Shang Yao smiled slightly: "Because he stole your homework."

Shen Baizhan said: "It's not just because I stole my homework, there are other things in the homework."

When Shen Baizhan was a child, he was not as troublesome as he is now. He was basically a silent top student in the class, and he didn't blame his temper. He often borrowed his homework for his classmates to copy.Of course, Shen Baizhan also hopes that the top ten in the class will borrow his homework, so that he can sit more securely on the No.1 throne.

The teacher assigned a lot of homework on Friday, and Shen Baizhan finished it at the last moment after school. He returned to the classroom after going to the toilet to hand in his homework, but the homework he just finished disappeared from the desktop.He was stunned for a moment, and then his emotions exploded instantly. He stood still and shouted: "Who took my homework!"

Just finished the homework that I didn't have time to hand in, and the teenager's thoughts that I couldn't sleep at night and huddled under the quilt to write down were exposed to the blue sky and broad daylight.

The boy sitting not far from him raised his hand to signal: "Here! You wait until I finish copying and hand it in together."

The homework was not completed, and the parents of the two students called the school to deal with the bad incident.

Shen Baizhan hit his classmate who borrowed his homework first, but he didn't hit him, and the other party took control of the whole situation with just one punch.Shen Baizhan was beaten with a bruised nose and a swollen face, and sat weakly in the school infirmary to receive the diagnosis and treatment from the school doctor, while the classmate was left in the office unscathed to receive education.

The parent who came to pick him up was Shang Yao, Shen Baizhan's parents had something to do that day, Shen Baizhan didn't dare to tell his parents about the fight.

The treatment of good students and bad students is that good students deserve forgiveness for everything they do. Shen Baizhan can go home after being scolded a little bit. When he left side by side with Shang Yao, that classmate was still in the office with his head down Tears, how lively his father and teacher's mixed doubles are.

"At that time, I didn't tell you why I fought." Shen Baizhan said, "There is a love letter I wrote to you in the homework."

Every week, he would write a love letter to Shang Yao that could not be sent out. Shang Yao never knew that Xie Jiangyu was the first to unravel those thoughts.

Last night, Xie Jiangyu wanted Shen Baizhan to write him a letter before going to bed. Shen Baizhan felt bored. Xie Jiangyu raised his arms from the bed, put his chin by his hand and said, "Then I will write you a letter every week from now on."

Shen Baizhan turned his head to look at Xie Jiangyu, "What is this?"

"Your junior high school included me." Xie Jiangyu said.

It's really unnecessary, Shen Baizhan thought, if he knew Xie Jiangyu in junior high...how much he would feel sorry for him.

The night was very quiet, Shen Baizhan's voice fell lightly.

"Junior high school is so hard, don't go back."

Xie Jiangyu was silent for a while, he seemed to be pretending to be relaxed, "Yes."

Shen Baizhan held Xie Jiangyu's hand, "Good night."

……

There is actually no place to eat near the hospital. After walking around with Shang Yao, Shen Baizhan and Shang Yao decided to drive to a farther place. Shang Yao asked Shen Baizhan if it was okay to drive.

Shen Baizhan said: "It doesn't matter."

But after he put on his seat belt, he sent a message to Xie Jiangyu, and Xie Jiangyu quickly replied to pay attention to safety.

The car drove into the city center, then slowly moved away, and gradually sped away to the suburbs.Shen Baizhan recognized where this was going to. He used to run and exercise with Shang Yao in the mountains in the suburbs in the morning.The mountain is not high, the infrastructure is complete, and it is most suitable for morning exercises.Early morning is the busiest time here, and it is slightly less at noon, and young people who run at night can welcome them in the evening.

The car drove up the mountain and stopped at the open space on the top of the mountain. Shen Baizhan took his bag out of the car.

Shang Yao walked ahead, and Shen Baizhan followed him two meters away, keeping a distance from him at all times.When Shang Yao came, he drove around several alleys very quickly, and because of the traffic lights and traffic jams in the urban area, Xie Jiangyu's people got lost in the city and didn't follow at all.

Shang Yao walked to the gazebo and sat down. Shen Baizhan stood under the steps of the gazebo. He put the bag in his hand on the steps.

"For you."

"Don't think too much, it's not a breakup fee, I'm not so rich." He added with a smile, "This is your thing."

"We've never been together seriously, I don't think we need to break up." Shen Baizhan rolled his eyes, "Do you feel that way?"

Shang Yao said: "No."

"I was sorry for you before, maybe I should have told you earlier."

Shen Baizhan said frankly: "I have known Fei Sili since I was an intern, but I assure you, I have nothing to do with Fei Sili."

"But you have something to do with Xie Jiangyu." Shang Yao didn't go down the steps, but bent down to lift Shen Baizhan's bag.

He opened the bag and took out a letter randomly, Shen Baizhan sighed inaudibly, "I think I'd better return these to you, to prove..."

"I used to really like you."

"What's the difference between me and Xie Jiangyu?" Shang Yao just glanced at it and put away the letter.

"You know, I don't like an ordinary life."

No, not an ordinary life, but an unchanging life.He and Shang Yao never quarreled. Even if there was a disagreement, Shang Yao would correct his opinion immediately and discuss with himself how to make both of them satisfied.Is this kind of life good?It is very good, living in the comfort zone without worries, is the peaceful life that many people expect.

"After being with you, I gradually felt that something was wrong with us." Shen Baizhan took out a cigarette from his pocket, lit one and took a long puff slowly. The smoke swirled around in his mouth. It entered the lungs and spit it out.

"Your personality and my personality cannot be at odds with each other. This is not complementary, it is just the same without conflict."

Xie Jiangyu is different, he and Xie Jiangyu are together, he can have a wonderful life every day, even if he does nothing, Xie Jiangyu can easily find the point where Shen Baizhan exploded, the two quarreled over small things, and fought over big things, so Shen Baizhan's life made Shen Baizhan feel that it was worthwhile to walk around the world.

It's not that Shang Yao is not good enough, but that they are not suitable.

Shen Baizhan in front of Shang Yao had a good life, but Shen Baizhan who was with Xie Jiangyu was more lively, he could cry and laugh, and he would remember the heartbeat and pain every time he was with Xie Jiangyu.

It's not that Shang Yao is not good enough, but that he is so good that Shen Baizhan can't bear it.

A gust of wind blew by, and Shen Baizhan shivered from the cold. The smoke burned quickly, and he burned to the end quickly before he took a few puffs.He can only confirm that the cigarette has been completely extinguished, and throw the remaining cigarette butts into the trash can and quickly light a new one.

He said to Shang Yao that I haven't seen the night sky here yet, and Shang Yao said that then wait until night, and I will send you back after watching.

The two big men were really bored waiting in the car until night fell. They stood side by side on the mountain looking at the starry sky. Shen Baizhan raised his head and said, "It's so beautiful."

Shang Yao took off his clothes and wanted to put them on for Shen Baizhan, but Shen Baizhan refused, "Do you know what night represents?"

The integrity that represents everything is hidden in the corners, and all fairness and justice, including the so-called system that is limited to ordinary people, will be completely hidden in the dark.

In the silence, Shang Yao's cell phone rang suddenly, especially sharp in the completely frozen air and atmosphere.

Shang Yao took out his mobile phone, and the caller ID showed three words - Shen Baizhan.

He was about to ask Shen Baizhan, but he saw Shen Baizhan holding the phone he was dialing to his cheek, the cold light from the phone illuminated Shen Baizhan's smiling but sad expression.

Shen Baizhan took a step back, stretched out his hand and said in a crying voice, "I'm sorry."

He pushed with all his strength, and when Shang Yao didn't react, he fell down the cliff, as if in slow motion in a TV series, Shen Baizhan's expression rolled in his mind frame by frame.

Shen Baizhan fell to his knees on the ground with his feet limp, the phone fell out of his hand, and fell with Shang Yao.

His voice was not too loud, but he exhausted all his strength in every sound, and he burst into tears, "I'm sorry."

He couldn't see Shang Yao's expression, but he could still feel his shock, disappointment, and maybe even anger.Shen Baizhan was sweating all over, his hands were trembling, and he wanted to stand up, but he couldn't stand up anyway. When Shang Yao just fell, he could still hear the friction and collision between Shang Yao and the tree, but when the sound was completely Disappeared, the guilt in his heart multiplied.He was happy only at the moment when he pushed it down. No matter how Shang Yao tortured him, he was finally able to return all of it.

He didn't even hear the sound Shang Yao made when he fell, Shang Yao was silent the whole time, and Shen Baizhan's heart throbbed in pain, as if he was being hammered continuously with a hammer, which made it difficult for him to suffocate.He experienced a short hyperpnea, he panted rapidly, but no trace of oxygen entered his lungs, his blood was deprived of oxygen, and he curled up on the ground in pain.

Until the man hugged him, Xie Jiangyu said softly, "You did an amazing job."

As if catching the last straw, Shen Baizhan grabbed Xie Jiangyu's clothes and cried: "You save him, I... I pushed him down, you save him!"

Shen Baizhan was in a mess emotionally, he regretted, he hated himself, he completely became a murderer he hated.

Before Shen Baizhan came back at night, Xie Jiangyu felt that something was wrong. Shen Baizhan was not quite right all day. He asked his subordinates to send the coordinates, and he drove over by himself. Unexpectedly, when he arrived, he saw Shen Baizhan The scene where Shang Yao was pushed down.

Xie Jiangyu turned on the flashlight on his mobile phone and briefly took a picture of the surrounding situation. This mountain has a large area of ​​green plants, and Shang Yao has a great chance of surviving if he falls.He carried Shen Baizhan to the car, and when he was about to get out of the car to make a call and call for help, Shen Baizhan held on to Xie Jiangyu, and Xie Jiangyu couldn't tear it off, so he kissed Shen Baizhan's forehead in desperation.

"Baby, do you know that you got into trouble?"

"I'm going to clean up the mess for you now, and your business can't be left behind."

It is impossible for Shen Baizhan to have a child, Shang Yao has to survive.

He called all the hands of the Xie family in this city to rescue Shang Yao before dawn.Shen Baizhan's mobile phone also fell down, just in time to check the location of the mobile phone.The Xie family alone is not enough, the police station also needs to find some people together, the police station always finds people faster than other people, he found a friend in the political circle who has a good relationship with him, this friend is the third generation of red, Quite powerful in the army.

The friend was lying drunk in the beauty town, and he was surprised to receive a call from Xie Jiangyu: "You call me in the middle of the night? I'm so lonely in the middle of the night and want my brother to make fun for you?"

Xie Jiangyu laughed and scolded: "Get lost!"

"what's up?"

"My baby got into some trouble, and I want to borrow some people from your family."

The friend became interested, "What are you talking about, so I can give it to you."

"Push people down."

"It's not a big deal." The friend said with a smile, just pushing someone.

"Stop talking nonsense, give me someone, if you push that one to death, your brother and I will lose our love."

Everyone knew about Xie Jiangyu's concern, and that friend was also unambiguous, and dialed more than 30 people within half an hour.It didn't take long to find Shang Yao, who fell unconscious and was sent directly to the hospital for emergency treatment.

Shen Baizhan was still shaking, and Xie Jiangyu couldn't coax him no matter what, he touched Shen Baizhan's face and comforted him: "It's not a big deal, it's just pushing someone. Didn't the doctor say he was out of danger?"

He hugged Shen Baizhan in his arms, Shen Baizhan buried his head on Xie Jiangyu's chest, tears soon wet Xie Jiangyu's shirt, Xie Jiangyu wanted to laugh but didn't dare.

"It's really made of water."

This is his own crime, Shen Baizhan thought.

Even if one retaliates, this is his own crime.

He will always live in guilt, and he will always be sorry for Shang Yao.