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Shen Jiayao made an appointment with her little sisters to go out for a tea party. Shen Baizhan drove her off. When they arrived at the teahouse, Shen Jiayao insisted on dragging Shen Baizhan into the private room. Shen Baizhan never thought that Shen Jiayao could be strong so big.

"I won't go." Shen Baizhan said awkwardly, why did he go?What can a group of middle-aged women of similar age have to talk to him?It is nothing more than where to work, what is the salary, how much money do you make a month, do you have a girlfriend?

"Auntie knows a friend. Her daughter hasn't fallen in love yet. How about Auntie introduce you to each other?"

It is his own business for Shen Baizhan to show off his power and make a face outside, but it is another matter for the elders.He couldn't sit still in the middle of the sitting, so he found an excuse and ran out in disgrace, stood by the road and texted Shen Jiayao, asking him to come pick her up again when the party was over.

Shen Baizhan thought it would not be easy to come back, so he went directly to his place and brought back some clothes.

Called Chen Jiangkai out for dinner at noon, Chen Jiangkai picked a western restaurant with a happy face and said that he had a salary increase this month, so he could treat Shen Baizhan to a good meal.When he arrived at the appointed place, Chen Jiangkai was startled when he saw Shen Baizhan, "Why did you become like this?"

Shen Baizhan: "What kind?"

Chen Jiangkai boldly concluded: "Not round."

Shen Baizhan didn't deal with him, and Chen Jiangkai asked again: "A few days ago, police officer Xiao Song said that if I saw you, he wanted me to ask you what happened for the first time. Do you want to let it go? I didn't say, what is the first time?" It's so mysterious."

Song Zige was embarrassed to ask Shen Baizhan directly, which is why he asked Chen Jiangkai to spread the word. Now that Chen Jiangkai wants to have a dinner date with Shen Baizhan, both sides must be on the right time.Song Zige didn't have much time requirement, so he asked Chen Jiangkai to ask if he had time to see someone.

"Not now." Shen Baizhan said.

It is inevitable to talk about the New Year in winter. Chen Jiangkai planned to take his family to the beach to celebrate the New Year. He asked Shen Baizhan where he was going, and Shen Baizhan said he would stay at home.

"I'm not here, if there is anything you can help me take care of my parents." Shen Baizhan said goodbye to Chen Jiangkai.

"No problem." Chen Jiangkai patted Shen Baizhan's arm pretending to be mature, "Teacher Shen must take good care of himself."

Shen Baizhan slapped him, Chen Jiangkai jumped back, Shen Baizhan finally smiled and cursed: "Go to work."

Thinking about it now, his biggest mistake was not participating in Ning Yiwei's case, but going to Anbei.If you don't go to Anbei, it seems that everything that follows will not be as difficult to end as it is now.No matter how aggrieved you are in Dongjiang, you only come into contact with those people in the entertainment circle who are entertaining to death.

Entertain until death, entertain until death, and when they die, they will be replaced by a group of people who will continue to know day and night.

He sometimes wonders if the people who appear in his news, if he doesn't continue to report, will their lives be better?

But another voice in his heart told himself, if he doesn't persist, then what's the point of the existence of facts?

The fact called the truth is crying, and the black curtain that hides the truth is laughing.

He picked Shen Jiayao home, and Shen Jiayao stood at the intersection waiting for him to call someone, and it took him a while before hanging up.The voice was a young girl, and Shen Jiayao even told her to go home for dinner in the afternoon.

"Who?" Shen Baizhan feared that Shen Jiayao quickly found him a blind date, who knew that Shen Jiayao gave him a glance and said your uncle's girlfriend, the one she mentioned to you on the phone last time.

Shen Baizhan was taken aback, "It's done?"

"Your uncle is quite satisfied, the two decided to date within a few days." Shen Jiayao said, "Don't make a bad face when you get home later, maybe we will be a family in the future."

Shen Baizhan didn't speak all the way, the car drove into the community, Shen Jiayao quickly stepped forward before reaching the gate of the building, there was a girl in a white woolen coat standing at the stairs, with long and black curly hair, holding her arms in her arms. with a bouquet of bellflowers.

Shen Jiayao took Nan Shu's arm and said with a smile: "I thought you came back with Xiaoyao, whether it's cold or not, come home with me to keep warm."

"Son, quickly meet your uncle's girlfriend." Shen Jiayao shouted.

Shen Baizhan got out of the car and was wrapped tightly in a scarf by the cold wind. He put his hand to his mouth and breathed out. Nan Shu rolled his eyes and introduced himself: "My name is Nan Shu. I've been hearing about you from my aunt. It's the first time we met."

The girl stretched out her hand to him, Shen Baizhan put her hand in his pocket and looked at Nan Shu silently, the atmosphere froze, Shen Jiayao hurriedly pulled Nan Shu up.

Shen Baizhan took a few steps back, turned around and walked back, Shen Jiayao's voice calling him came from behind him, he didn't look back and walked faster and faster, at the end he ran wildly on the street, panting and lungs almost exploded due to lack of oxygen, he Only then slowed down and walked while covering his eyes and gasping for breath.He could feel his face getting hot, he could feel the biting cold wind through the cracks between his fingertips, his tinnitus was accompanied by the wind, and when he looked up, he found himself standing in the place where he went to school when he was a child.

Shang Yao took him to school in elementary school, and let him sit on the back seat of his bicycle in junior high school so that he could squint for a while on the road in the morning.

He went to a nearby store to buy a pack of cigarettes, not the kind he used to smoke, and the smoke was so choking that he only took one puff before snuffing it out and throwing it into the trash can.The beggars on the side of the road saw him throwing the freshly lit cigarettes into the trash can, and ran to the trash can quickly, Shen Baizhan shook his head and said: "I won't smoke, here you are."

He gave both the cigarette and the lighter to the beggar, and the beggar grabbed the cigarette and grinned at Shen Baizhan.

The gate of the primary school was not closed, and Shen Baizhan entered the school gate directly.The current elementary school is more and more beautifully built, and the facilities are replaced year by year.Single table for one person, computer projector for class, and even blackboard with touch screen.The campus is paved with green plastic grass, which is softer to step on than concrete.

Shen Baizhan Elementary School is often knocked down by seniors when walking on the playground, especially in summer, and there are new bruises on his knees every week.The children in the first and second grades are like this, they are thin and small, and the older children are playing crazy on the playground, so they can't see whether there are lower grade students at their feet.

He wanted to cry a little bit, but he couldn't help looking at the dark sky and thinking that he had to move forward.

He has been passively being pushed away by others. It used to be Fei Sili and now it is Xie Jiangyu.

He no longer needs Shang Yao, which doesn't mean he can let go of all his memories.Rather than saying that he was irresponsible for leaving Shang Yao, it would be better to be politically correct, and Shang Yao couldn't keep spending time with him.He can't really feel how difficult this road is now, but the merchant can't have two men fall into it.

He should be happy for Shang Yao, that girl named Nan Shu looks very gentle.

He suddenly remembered that Xie Jiangyu said at night that we are the same kind of people, and the same kind of people should be together, have the same personality and hurt each other.

love each other.

When he was in love, he thought that he and Shang Yao would love each other.

There is a family area in the school, and there are residents on the playground with their pets out. Shen Baizhan is sitting on a stool by the playground, following the people on the playground aimlessly.

There was a person in front of him, he sat aside a little, and the person moved another step to block him.

Shen Baizhan moved his lips.

Shang Yao said: "Sister-in-law said you ran out, I think you might be here."

Shen Baizhan didn't need to use his brain, Shen Jiayao must have pointed out the direction for Shang Yao to leave, and the nearest place along this direction was the elementary school.

He smiled helplessly: "You can always find me."

Shang Yao: "Go back quickly, everyone is waiting for you."

Everyone?

"Father and mother, who else is there?" Shen Baizhan forced a smile, "Nan Shu or you?"

The moment he saw Nan Shu, Shen Baizhan actually felt that he was jealous of this girl. He was jealous that someone would accept Shang Yao's warmth after he left Shang Yao. Shang Yao's arms no longer belonged to him alone. He grew up with him. , Familiar with all his hobbies, he even thinks that no one in the world can understand Shang Yao better than him.

But now Shang Yao is willing to let another strange girl understand him, and just let go of him and his ten years so easily.

He was the one who left Shang Yao first, and he was the least qualified.

"How is Nanshu treating you?" Shen Baizhan asked his ex-lover with difficulty and curiosity like all ex-boyfriends who broke up with their boyfriends.

"My sister-in-law and my elder brother both like her very much, and my grandma also thinks she is very suitable for me."

"I mean are you nice to her?"

Shen Baizhan turned his head to look at the sparrow that fell on the tree, "Just like you did to me, feed her, and when she ran around the house barefoot, follow her with slippers She puts on her feet. Put a cup of warm honey water next to the bed at night, fearing that the honey water will be bad for the stomach, so I pour it into a thermos, and I won’t feel uncomfortable when I drink it the next morning.”

"Bai Zhan, let's go home."

Shen Baizhan continued on his own, "Does she like to eat the food you cook? Did you call her to coax her to rest when you were on duty at night?"

"Bai Zhan, you...don't talk about it."

"Shang Yao." Shen Baizhan couldn't hold back any longer, bent over covering his heart, and cried slowly with his forehead resting on his knees, "Did you watch a movie with her, go to the aquarium together, and help her buy New shirt with short sleeves."

"Shang Yao, you must treat her better than me."

Shang Yao stretched out his hand to pull Shen Baizhan, but Shen Baizhan didn't give him a chance at all, and said things that made him feel distressed and heartbroken.He got up and squatted beside Shen Baizhan, and took Shen Baizhan into his arms. After touching the familiar warmth, Shen Baizhan burst into tears.

"I'm sorry, Shang Yao, I'm really sorry."

"It's okay." Shang Yao lightly patted Shen Baizhan on the back, just like when Shen Baizhan was beaten by the teacher in class when he was a child, and he was wronged and cried in his arms when he came back.

He and he can't go back, and they don't know when they will go against each other and go further and further.Shen Baizhan had a chance to choose, but he didn't choose to look back.

Moving forward fearlessly is more cruel than nostalgia for the past.

"If you want to go home, I'll be waiting for you." Shang Yao said softly, "Bai Zhan, this is my promise to you."

"..."

As soon as Shang Yao finished speaking, Shen Baizhan immediately pushed Shang Yao away and stood up. He lowered his head and wiped the moisture on his face little by little with a paper towel.

"do not wait for me."

Shen Baizhan smiled with tears in his eyes, "You will always be my uncle, relatives will always come home."

"I'm sorry for you, you deserve my sorry."

"You may not know why I can always be on the front line than other reporters, and you don't know where I got the money and confidence."

Shen Baizhan said in a voice that he could barely hear.

"Because I'm someone else's lover."

Because Shen Baizhan may be Xie Jiangyu's Shen Baizhan, because Shen Baizhan may be Fei Sili's Shen Baizhan, because Shen Baizhan may be someone else's Shen Baizhan.

But Shen Baizhan who was not Shang Yao was the only one.