born to you

He Jing didn't ask about Zhang Ju'an's background, he probably already had a conclusion in his mind.

This person could still come to Li Qi's house late at night, and he opened the door with a key, and when he came back, he still had the hangover medicine in his hand--probably it was the scene that Li Qi went to tonight.

But if I remember correctly, Li Qi seldom tells his current address to his friends. On the night of his classmate reunion a long time ago, which was actually a birthday party, Li Qi was also drunk. Even so, He Jing went to After picking him up, he didn't send someone back.

It seems that the relationship is very close.

He Jing didn't know if he should say hello for a while, Li Qi on his body was still falling to the ground.

He Jing: "..."

"Sit whatever you want, I'll deal with him." In the end, He Jing nodded to Zhang Ju'an.After all, this was the first time he met friends around Li Qi, so he had to leave a good impression.

After all, He Jing carried Li Qi to the bathroom, but he was really at a loss for entertaining Zhang Juan, so he simply ignored him.

He Jing peeled off Li Qi's wine-smelling clothes layer by layer, threw him into the bathtub and filled it with water to soak, fished him out after soaking for a while, dried him and put on his clothes one by one.

This man is really troublesome.

He Jing already wanted to go back to school to do the quizzes.

Zhang Ju'an could tell at a glance that this person might be the one Li Qi mentioned repeatedly in the afternoon. He had to say that He Jing's appearance and temperament were beyond his imagination.

It has to be said that He Jing's appearance is absolutely outstanding, and it is the kind of appearance that will never be buried in the crowd. Even the self who has been praised since childhood is quite inferior.

Putting aside these nonsense, he thought that Li Qi would like someone like himself, at least he could take good care of him.

But now, Zhang Juan sat on the sofa and poured himself a glass of water, listening to the unpleasant movement in the bathroom.

At first glance, he is a young master who doesn't touch the sun with his fingers, and he doesn't seem to be a good-tempered person. How could Li Qi bear it?

Regardless of public or private, he doesn't think that He Jing can go far with Li Qi, but it's just a youth pastime, acting on every occasion, how much sincerity can Li Qi have?

Thinking of this, Zhang Juan adjusted a more comfortable sitting posture, and decided to give He Jing a blow later.

Not everyone is something he can touch.

He Jing finally took what Li Qi packed up and put it on the bed, carefully covered the quilt, tidied up his clothes and brain, and walked out of the bedroom.

There is someone outside who doesn't know who it is, and it is not the way to treat guests by letting them sit by themselves.

He Jing returned to the living room and sat on the sofa in a well-behaved manner, in contrast to Zhang Juan's casual sitting posture.

Does this person regard this place as his home?

He Jing complained secretly in her heart.

But maybe it's because I have a better relationship with Li Qi that I'm so casual. Before, I was slumped on the sofa.

Zhang Juan looked He Jing up and down several times, and put his hand gently on the armrest of the sofa. Although he was smiling, he tried to calmly suppress him with his momentum: "You are?"

He Jing was very uncomfortable being looked at by his malicious eyes. For a moment, he didn't know whether Li Qi would like to come out to his friend, so he replied flatly: "Li Qi's senior."

Zhang Ju'an continued to push forward: "What kind of senior comes to visit him in the middle of the night? I know you are his boyfriend, what's wrong with admitting it?"

"Oh, that's good," He Jing followed suit, "I'm his boyfriend, so I'm here, what about you?"

Zhang Juan was pushed back by his nonchalant attitude, and was slightly surprised.He Jing is not as reckless as she thought?

"I am his friend."

"What kind of friend can visit him in the middle of the night?"

Zhang Juan didn't notice, but He Jing blocked him back with his own words, and the smile on his face couldn't hold back.

He Jing got up and turned off the kettle, skillfully took out the scented teapot from the cupboard, made a pot of honey grapefruit tea, took it back to the living room and poured a cup for Zhang Juan.

Zhang Juan took the cup, and He Jing continued, "Did you send him back today?"

Zhang Juan smiled and said: "Yes. I came back from abroad suddenly today and asked them to go out for a gathering. I was happy and he had a few more drinks. Don't mind."

He Jing didn't speak, just sat on the side and added another spoonful of honey to Li Qi's usual cup to wash him with water.

"He kept saying in the afternoon that he wanted to go back to find you early, but we made him like this so he didn't go." Zhang Ju'an continued, "I heard that you are a senior in high school this year? Shouldn't you be making up lessons? Why aren't you in school?"

He Jing glanced at him, and then took a small spoon to stir in the cup to make the honey melt faster: "I came out when I couldn't get through on the phone. It's not a serious school, and the management is not strict."

Zhang Ju'an: "..." Do you call the famous high school in the province a serious school?

"I was so anxious that I thought someone had taken out my kidney," He Jing took a sip of his tea, "It turned out that he was just drunk."

Seeing that He Jing was unmoved at all, Zhang Juan was a little lost.

Why is this person not angry?

He Jing asked, "Where do you live at night?"

Zhang Juan said: "I'll stay here for the time being, Li Qi won't let me go out to find a hotel. Don't you mind?"

"It's normal for a friend to live at home. What do I mind?" He Jing said, "Then trouble you to take care of him at night. After he drinks too much, he has to drink honey water in the middle of the night. He doesn't take hangover medicine."

Then he got up and walked out: "See you later."

Zhang Juan asked: "Where are you going so late?"

"Go back to school." He Jing said goodbye to him politely, "Please take care of him."

Zhang Juan watched him go out, but did not expose his lie.

Even if he could climb over the wall and return to the first level at this time, the curfew would have passed long ago, and he would not be able to go back at all.

But who cares?It's really hard to say if you stay here.

He Jing went downstairs and called Wang Yao. Wang Yao was watching a variety show at home. After hearing the ringtone, he quickly connected: "Brother? What's the matter?"

"I'm downstairs in our house right now. Go to my room and get my ID card." He Jing leaned against the wall, his whole body escaping into the darkness, unable to see his expression and complexion clearly.

"What about you?" Wang Yao was shocked, "All right, all right, I'll go now."

Wang Yao tiptoed to take what He Jing asked for, and sneaked downstairs to hand it to He Jing.

"Brother..." Wang Yao fell silent when she saw He Jing.

He Jing just happened to walk under a street lamp, half of her face was illuminated by light, and the other half was cast in shadow. She saw He Jing's face was ugly and terrifying in the intersecting light and darkness.

Although He Jing tried her best to hide the emotion that she was about to be ignited when she met her sister, Wang Yao swore that she had never seen He Jing have such emotions.

Obviously angry to the extreme, but I don't know why I have to try my best to bear it, looking extremely aggrieved.

"Okay, don't ask," He Jing sighed, "Don't tell your parents when you go back, you know?"

Wang Yao is absolutely reliable in this kind of thing: "You can't go back to school now, can you? Go find a hotel?"

"Yeah." He Jing rubbed her head, "Go back to bed early, I'll go back to school tomorrow, don't worry." Saying that, she wanted to go out.

"Brother..." Wang Yao tugged at the hem of his clothes, "If you are in a bad mood, please take leave and rest at home."

"No." He Jing tried to force a smile, "Don't think about it, go back to sleep."

After all this tossing, it was already after twelve o'clock for He Jing to lie down on the bed again.

He turned on all the lights in the room, trying to dispel a little discord in his heart.

He thought for a long time about the uncomfortable feeling that Zhang Juan gave him. This feeling is a kind of mutual exclusion of the same kind. He didn't realize it until he saw himself in the mirror before washing up.

Zhang Juan is like him.

No, or for Li Qi, is he like Zhang Juan?

He didn't know what kind of past Li Qi and Zhang Juan had, but he still remembered how Li Qi was obedient to him when they didn't know each other at the beginning.

Coupled with the sarcasm and flaunting of Zhang Juan's words just now, there is a lot of room for imagination.

If it was before yesterday, Li Qi had never failed to reply to his messages or even pick up his phone calls for twelve hours because of a certain friend, He Jing might have grabbed his collar and asked viciously what happened What was the relationship between him and Zhang Juan before?

But now he actually flinched.

He was afraid of hearing a bad answer, which would prove that he was indeed not the number one in that person's heart.

It's better to play dumb and act like nothing happened.

Li Qi woke up in the middle of the night, Zhang Juan didn't know whether he hadn't slept or calculated the time, and handed him the glass of honey water the moment Li Qi stretched out his hand.

Li Qi drank it all in one gulp, and reflexively said, "Thank you baby."

"It's not good for you to call me that." Zhang Ju'an's voice came.

Li Qi was shocked and turned on the bedside lamp. For a moment, he thought it was He Jing who was guarding him.For some reason, he always felt that the hands cleaning him were extremely familiar, and the scent of ink lingering on that person was no different from He Jing's.

"I was a little confused just now, I thought it was my boyfriend..." Li Qi explained, "Why is Brother Ju An here?"

Zhang Ju'an said helplessly: "You're so drunk that Zhao Feng's family urged him to go back, why don't I just take care of you."

Li Qi looked at himself: "Did you help me change my clothes?"

"I even took a bath for you." Zhang Juan said.

"..." Li Qi was so embarrassed that he didn't know what to say.

"By the way, I couldn't find him today, so I have to send him a message to explain..." Li Qi looked around for his phone, "It's already past Qixi Festival..."

Zhang Juan was a little angry: "You've been thinking about your boyfriend, but he doesn't necessarily miss you that much!"

Li Qi was taken aback, not knowing why he said that.

"According to what you said, you didn't go to him. Most people are already in a hurry, right? But I didn't hear your phone ring when we were drinking." Zhang Juan was indignant for Li Qi, "It's also because you kept thinking about him , he doesn't worry about you at all."

Li Qi glanced at the call records and the message records on WeChat. The most recent call record was the call he made to He Jing the day before yesterday, and the most recent message record was the "I'm leaving" he sent to He Jing yesterday morning.

"He's busy with his studies, so it's normal that he doesn't have time to reply." Li Qi insisted on sending a message to He Jing, saying that he couldn't find him because he drank too much with his friends.

"It's not that I don't have time, it's that I don't care?" Zhang Ju'an added indifferently.

Li Qi didn't speak anymore, leaning against the bed and staring at the phone.

This time is not too late for He Jing. He Jing is a typical person who does not study during the day and works hard at night, especially after entering the third year of high school. point.For this reason, Li Qi told him many times, but He Jing put it back.

If I remember correctly, he should be writing a comprehensive essay now.

He is waiting for He Jing to reply.

He Jing never returned.

When the reminder sounded, he turned on the phone almost instantly, but he never had the courage to reply a message.

Before Li Qi sent him this message, he had sent him a bunch of messages indiscriminately asking him about his situation, but they all fell silent without any reply.

He sat on the bed in the hotel for a long time, playing a lot of things in his mind like a revolving lantern, some before he knew Li Qi, more of the bits and pieces between him and Li Qi.

He couldn't help thinking that Li Qi had confused his habits a few times at the beginning, and now it seemed that those habits might belong to another person.

For He Jing, Li Qi is the only light he sees.

From the moment he was born, he was doomed not to bring happiness to his parents. He was not a product of his parents' love.There was a time when he was indifferent to He Zhen, and to Lan Liangqing, it was a mistake he made when he was young. He was not welcomed and welcomed by others since he was born.

No one ever saw him as the only one.

When he was young, he was asked by He Jinmin to memorize those obscure ancient books, to practice calligraphy and painting since he was a child, and to have a literati's steel frame in every walk and stand... In fact, that is not what he likes at all, he and all the bear children I also like running around in the fields, and I like to go out and play crazy all day and get covered in mud all day.

He Jinmin provided him with enough favorable living conditions but rarely showed kindness. Since he was a child, he could only watch others act coquettishly begging for new toys. Min seems to be good enough to repay his nurturing grace.

When he was led to Linliang at the age of ten, he felt even more embarrassed to be dependent on others.

Just like Lin Daiyu, he depends on this family for food, clothing, housing and transportation, so he has to reduce the troubles he brings to them, be careful in every step, and maintain the character of a foster person.

He used to have brilliant fantasies, but he was suppressed by the constant abandonment and became what he is now.

His words are duplicity, his mouth is hard and his heart is cold.

No one will like it.

Later he met Li Qi.

Li Qi regards him as a treasure, and uses his unique warmth to melt He Jing's heart little by little.

He originally felt that he and him should not be the same kind of people, and he always felt that he was not good enough to climb up to him, and he was always sensitive and worried about gains and losses in this relationship.

It wasn't until today that he met Zhang Ju'an and saw his pride and poise when he mentioned Li Qi, that he realized that no matter how much time passed, he would not change his destiny.

It wasn't supposed to be liked.

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Probably this is going to... start to abuse~~~~~~~

Ah, I got stuck for two days and cried.