After My Ex-Boyfriend's White Moonlight Proposed to Me

After Xie Ning got home, he first went to Mr. Xie's study.

He skipped the experience of being alone with Zhuang Yan in the afternoon, and only talked about Ms. Qiao's welcome and enthusiasm for him.

Mr. Xie breathed a sigh of relief after hearing this: "The Zhuang family has a good family style, and they are worthy of close friendship. It's a pity that Ah Zun, Ah Jing and Zhuang Hongyuan couldn't play together, and gradually lost contact with each other."

Afterwards, Mr. Xie asked a few more questions about Zhuang Yan's situation.

"Zhuang Yan..." Xie Ning tried his best to speak seriously: "He... is a nice person."

Mr. Xie said with relief: "I think he is also a good boy." After a pause, he added, "If you get along well, you can hang out more."

Xie Ning blushed and nodded.

Thinking of Zhuang Yan, his consciousness could not help drifting away.

Zhuang Yan actually said... that he likes him.

Also confessed.

As soon as Xie Ning recalled what happened in the afternoon, his heart began to beat faster.

He seems to have said that he likes Zhuang Yan.

Can Zhuang Yan understand what he means?

Would you mind... his reaction this afternoon?

He was hiding something in his heart, so he was slow to answer. It took several times for Mr. Xie to call him before he realized it.

"Ningning? Why are you in a daze again?"

Xie Ning came back to his senses, pursed his lips, and said embarrassedly, "I...I was thinking about something."

Seeing his tired face, Mr. Xie only thought that he was tired in the afternoon, so he waved his hand and told him to take a good rest.

Back in the room, Xie Ning was stunned all night.

He was sitting by the bed, holding his mobile phone, his fingers trembling slightly.

The two rabbit dolls by the bed looked at him with dark eyes, like a kind of silent companionship.

Xie Ning clutched his phone tightly, and did a half-day mental construction for himself.

After a while, he took two deep breaths, slowly stretched out his fingers, flipped to Yan Xi's chat box, and typed messages to him letter by letter.

Xie Ning: The doctor you told me about before, do you still have his contact information?

After hesitating for about ten seconds, he gritted his teeth and clicked send.

Yan Xi, who always came back in seconds, didn't move this time.

It wasn't until the light on the phone screen dimmed that Xie Ning came back to his senses.

After waiting for more than ten minutes, Yan Xi still didn't reply.

He just remembered something and looked at the current time.

He sat all night, unaware of the passage of time, and did not realize that it was already 1 o'clock in the morning.

Yan Xi should be asleep.

Xie Ning didn't know whether to be disappointed or to breathe a sigh of relief.

He put the phone aside, ready to go to bed after washing up.

Probably God sincerely made him unable to sleep tonight. Just as he was lying on the bed and was about to turn off the lights, the phone vibrated twice.

Yan Xi: ... what doctor?you are sick?

Xie Ning lowered his eyes, and slowly replied: It seems that his surname is Ji. You mentioned it to me and said that he is of a very high level.

Yan Xi: Doctor Ji?

A few seconds later, Yan Xi sent a long series of exclamation points.

Yan Xi:! ! !Are you finally willing to see a psychiatrist? !

Xie Ning: I want to...try first.

Yan Xi immediately returned: You wait!I'll look for his contact information and send it to you right away.

Not long after, Yan Xi sent a series of numbers.

Yan Xi: Many people have recommended Dr. Ji to me. This is his mobile phone number, and his WeChat number is also the same.I don't know if he is free these two days during Chinese New Year, you can make an appointment first.

Xie Ning slowly saved the phone number: Yes.

Later, Yan Xi sent a bunch of messages, but Xie Ning didn't read it.

He stared at the string of numbers, especially the seven words "Psychiatrist: Ji Wenbin" in the note for a long while.

Psychotherapy requires the cooperation of the client. If the client resists, no doctor can do anything about it.

Xie Ning... Xie Ning didn't know how far he could go.

He thought that he would never like anyone in his life, and he would never give affection to anyone.

For so many years, he has come here like this, deserted and alone.

But he met Zhuang Yan.

Zhuang Yan said...will wait until he responds.

Xie Nin didn't want him to wait too long.

He clenched his hands too tightly, and his palms were dripping with sweat.

He bit his lip and pressed the numbers one by one.

As he pressed the last few numbers, his hands began to tremble.

After all the numbers were pressed, his heart beat rapidly and his face was as white as a piece of paper.

There seemed to be hallucinations flashing in front of his eyes, and those unpleasant experiences in the past ran and roared in his mind like wild beasts out of the cage.

He panted heavily, his brows were subconsciously frowned, and his heart became more anxious and hesitant.

His eyes froze on the dial key for several minutes.

In the end, Xie Nin didn't have the courage to press it down.

He threw the phone aside, buried his head in the bed, and couldn't help crying again.

He kind of hates himself like this.

……

The holidays always fly by.

On the last night of the Spring Festival holiday, Zhuang Yan was called out to drink by Wei Lang.

The venue was still Lanzhai, and his friends all knew that he was picky, and he would definitely be picky in ordinary private clubs.

There are not many of the same grade as Lanzhai, Wei Lang didn't bother to look for it, so he just invited someone here.

But this time there were not many people, only the few he and Qi Rui made friends with.

Zhuang Yan sat on the soft sofa with a sleepy expression. He didn't bother to start a conversation when others were chatting beside him. He lowered his head and held the phone, poking it with his fingers from time to time.

Qi Rui couldn't stand it anymore, and asked curiously: "Who are you chatting with? They don't even bother us."

Zhuang Yan looked up at him in a rare way to save face: "I didn't chat with anyone, I was playing games."

Qi Rui was even more surprised: "What game is so fun that it took away your soul?"

He turned his head to look, and in the middle of the phone screen, a little white rabbit was bouncing around in the luxurious rabbit nest.

"???"

Qi Rui: "What is this?"

Zhuang Yan ignored him and clicked and interacted very skillfully.

feeding.

The most expensive rations in the mall are Timothy Grass and Alfalfa Grass, which can only be bought with carrots.

The gold coins sold low-grade rabbit food, Zhuang Yan didn't even look at it, and just bought enough alfalfa for this month.

As soon as you click on feed, the little white rabbit on the screen is hugging the alfalfa grass, and the three-petal mouth squirms twice, and the alfalfa grass shortens at a speed visible to the naked eye, and finally disappears.

The favorability at the top increased a lot, Zhuang Yan nodded in satisfaction.

Qi Rui, who watched the whole process: ...

"No." He was puzzled, "Didn't you always sneer at opponent games? When did you start playing such childish and boring games?"

Zhuang Yan raised his eyebrows, and said word by word: "Childish? Boring?"

Qi Rui brought over two glasses and poured some wine into Zhuang Yan's glass: "Okay, I was wrong, I was childish, I was bored."

He watched Zhuang Yan's operation again, it was nothing more than petting and hugging the little white rabbit.

The little white rabbit looks cute, and he can understand girls playing this kind of game. His cousin who is in her 20s still plays Nuan Nuan every day, and she doesn't know how much money she has spent all year round.

But Zhuang Yan played this...?

How to see how to violate.

While watching, a WeChat message popped up on Zhuang Yan's phone.

It was sent by the exclusive customer service of "A Cute Rabbit at Home".

Jiayou Mengtu's exclusive customer service-Xiaoshi: Your suggestion and planning department said it can be adopted, but during the Spring Festival, programmers are on holiday, and new functions may not be launched until after the holiday~

Zhuang Yan typed a word indifferently: Yes.

Qi Rui: "This broken game also has exclusive customer service?"

Qi Rui knows about the exclusive customer service. He used to play some mobile games. At that time, he lost millions. His exclusive customer service treated him like an ancestor.

Most of the customer service is handled by cute girls. If you are not a cute girl, you can also pretend to be a cute girl. No matter how the player molests you, you can take it without changing your face and reply with a me.

Qi Rui took a sip of his wine: "So you're trying to save the country with curves, molesting customer service in the name of playing games?"

Zhuang Yan frowned: "What nonsense are you talking about?"

Seeing his displeasure, Qi Rui lay back on the sofa: "What's your game called? Is there... Tutu? Why can't I find it?"

Zhuang Yan didn't answer. Qi Rui usually likes to play large-scale online mobile games, such as PlayerUnknown's Battlegrounds for Glory of Kings. He estimated that he would delete this kind of small business game after 10 minutes of playing it.

Qi Rui asked again: "How much money have you paid, and there is an exclusive customer service."

Zhuang Yan thought about it: "Not much, hundreds of thousands."

Qi Rui couldn't believe it: "...you can spend hundreds of thousands for this little game?!"

Business games generally rely on spending time to slowly accumulate favorability. Zhuang Yan thought it was troublesome, so he just ransacked the mall and bought what was the most expensive.

Some high-level interactions need to spend carrots to carry out, and the favorability will increase more than other interactions, such as smoothing the little white rabbit's fur, rubbing the little white rabbit in his arms, etc.

Zhuang Yan can interact dozens of times in a few minutes.

Now the little white rabbit Ningning's nest is enviably luxurious, and her favorability has skyrocketed.

Zhuang Yan was a little bit embarrassed, if Xie Ning's favorability could rise so fast in reality, he would be happy to spend any money.

"Family with Cute Rabbit" is a low-krypton mobile game, and most of the income depends on the advertising fees of in-game advertisements. Most players can play without krypton gold.

Someone like Zhuang Yan who has made so much krypton in just a few days was immediately focused on by the game operator.

When this exclusive customer service added him, Zhuang Yan didn't intend to respond, but she said that she could submit any comments to her, and she would feed back to the planning department internally, ensuring that the speed was much faster than sending an email to the official mailbox.

Zhuang Yan thought about it and submitted his first opinion.

Zhuang Yan: In the scene animation, the action of the little white rabbit jumping up and kissing the player can be designed as an interaction?It doesn't matter how many carrots an interaction costs, as long as the option is there.

The exclusive customer service quickly conveyed it to him, and told him today that his opinion has been adopted.

So it seems that the planning of this game is quite human.

Zhuang Yan was in a good mood for a while, so he entered 648 again.

Qi Rui became even more curious. He scratched his head and wanted to know how this game is so fun, that it can fascinate Zhuang Yan like this.

Zhuang Yan was annoyed by him, put away his phone, took a sip of his wine, and changed the subject: "You love gossip so much, why don't you tell me about Xie Ning and Xu Qing, what else do you know?"

He came here today for the purpose of asking about Xie Ning and Xu Qing's past, and talking on the phone would be better than talking face-to-face.

Qi Rui was taken aback: "Didn't I gossip with you last time?"

Zhuang Yan kicked him: "Last time you only talked about their breakup, what else?"

"What else?" Qi Rui rubbed his chin and asked back, "Speaking of which, what's the situation with you and Xie Ning? It's all at the security guard, so I don't have it."

Zhuang Yan glanced at him: "That's what you think."

"No way..." Qi Rui opened his mouth wide in surprise, and after a while he said awkwardly, "Are you really chasing Xie Ning? Are you kidding me?"

Zhuang Yan sneered and said, "Why am I playing tricks on you?"

Qi Rui looked shocked: "This is too sudden. You have only been back to China for more than a month, why did you fall in love with Xie Ning? I remember when you first mentioned him, you still mocked him for his poor aesthetics." coming."

Zhuang Yan frowned: "Did I say that? Impossible."

"Come on, don't pretend to lose your memory." Qi Rui said.

Zhuang Yan was expressionless: "I really don't remember."

Qi Rui sighed: "Okay, I won't talk to you, but I really didn't expect you and Xie Ning to be together."

He is very clear about Zhuang Yan's temperament. The reason why he was single until now is that he has high vision and is critical.

Having said that, Xie Ning's appearance is indeed good, even he was amazed by a photo at the beginning.

Qi Rui couldn't help but said: "This news is too explosive, can I gossip with others? No, even if you disagree, I'm afraid I can't hold back my desire to share with others."

Zhuang Yan raised his eyebrows and gave him a cool look: "Okay, you can share it with anyone as you like."

Qi Rui wondered: "Why are you so generous this time?"

He usually annoys others to gossip about him the most.

Zhuang Yan raised his chin: "You'd better let everyone know about Xie Ning and me, and let them understand that Xie Ning is someone I protect."

He paused for a moment, and said in a dangerous tone, "I won't have people with short-sighted eyes gossiping about Xie Ning behind my back."

Qi Rui, who used to gossip about Xie Ning enthusiastically, smiled embarrassingly.

Zhuang Yan didn't want to ask the teacher to blame, and tapped his finger on the wine glass twice: "You haven't told me yet, what happened to Xie Ning and Xu Qing back then?"

Qi Rui thought about it for a while: "You ask more specifically, want to know when it happened?"

Zhuang Yan frowned: "Let's talk about how they got together first."

Qi Rui took a sip of his wine and cleared his throat: "Speaking of which, when Xie Ning came to X University, you happened to go abroad, and he was also a figure at the level of a male god in the school. It is said that there are school beauties from other schools who came all the way to come to the school. Just to have a few words with him."

"Back then, I remember that Xu Qing first fell in love with Xie Ning."

Zhuang Yan was not very surprised.

Qi Rui went on to say: "When Xu Qing confessed his love at the beginning, Xie Ning rejected him."

Zhuang Yan raised his eyebrows, his expression improved slightly.

"There are many people who have been rejected by Xie Ning, but Xu Qing is probably the one with the most perseverance. He has been chasing Xie Ning for two full years." Qi Rui sneered as he spoke, "You have also experienced Xu Qing's methods of chasing people. But, it's sticky like brown sugar, and you can't get rid of it no matter how you shake it off."

With mixed feelings in Zhuang Yan's heart, he asked, "And then?"

Qi Rui: "Probably when Xie Ning graduated from university, someone suddenly gossiped with me that Xu Qing had finally succeeded in chasing him. At that time, Xu Qing's true nature had not been exposed. Some people said that Xie Ning was being pestered, and some people It is said that Xu Qing's sincerity is as good as gold and stone. In short, they are together like this."

Zhuang Yan lowered his eyes in thought.

After chasing for two years...

His heart was suddenly blocked.

He smiled self-deprecatingly: "Now I suddenly regret going abroad."

"What?" Qi Rui looked at him in confusion.

Zhuang Yan tilted his head and glanced at him: "If I hadn't gone abroad, maybe I would have known Xie Ning earlier."

He would not be allowed to be entangled by Xu Qing for so long.

Qi Rui recalled his appearance in college, and said: "With your high-sighted personality at that time, you may not be able to see Xie Ning, right?"

Zhuang Yan shook his head and said firmly, "No, I will definitely be interested in him."

Sometimes, the fate between people only needs a meeting.

It was as if he was impressed with Xie Ning the first time he saw him in front of the crane machine.

It's just that their red line was not tied firmly enough back then, so they went around and missed it for so many years.

Zhuang Yan thought, this time he won't miss it again.

Big deal, he also chased Xie Ning for two years.

Zhuang Yan asked Qi Rui some more questions.

Although Qi Rui loves to gossip, he doesn't know everything clearly. He can finish talking about what he heard from friends in the past, and he is also very confused about other things.

Zhuang Yan was still not satisfied: "Why do you ask three questions and don't know anything?"

Qi Rui was speechless: "If it wasn't for Xu Qing being too weird, I wouldn't even want to gossip. Xie Ning was always low-key, so I might not know as much as you do."

Zhuang Yan: "Forget it, pretend I didn't ask."

Qi Rui: "If you really want to know, I'll find someone to look it up."

Zhuang Yan hesitated, and touched the wall of the cup with his fingers.

Qi Rui knew what he was hesitating about: "Don't worry, they are all legal means. Xie Ning is the one that Mr. Xie puts in his heart, and the Xu family is not small. I don't want to be targeted by both families at the same time."

Only then did Zhuang Yan nod: "I always feel that Xie Ning's mood is not right, maybe something... happened in the past."

Qi Rui stroked his chin and guessed: "Could it be that he was hurt by Xu Qing before, so he has a shadow in his heart?"

Upon hearing this, Zhuang Yan stared at him coldly.

"I'm talking nonsense." Qi Rui quickly raised his hands and made a gesture of surrender, "How can Xu Qing hurt Xie Ning."

When he said this, he really remembered something: "There is one thing, I heard it from a friend of Xu Qing, but that person often runs the train with his mouth full, and he doesn't know the truth of what he said, everyone has heard it , no one believed it."

Zhuang Yan raised his eyelids and glanced at him: "What's the matter?"

Qi Rui said mysteriously: "He said that once he had an appointment with Xu Qing to go out for a drink, Xu Qing got drunk, uttered the truth after drinking, and complained about Xie Ning to them."

Zhuang Yan frowned subconsciously, his face turned cold: "What is he complaining about?"

"He said that Xie Ning is a very noble person, and usually treats him indifferently, and won't allow him to be touched. His boyfriend is only a name, and he is really aggrieved, so he went out to find flowers and asked Liu if he was wrong! "

Zhuang Yan was taken aback.

"He also said, but he just likes Xie Ning's aloofness, the look in his eyes and Zhuang Yan's is almost imprinted, it just looks like he doesn't take you seriously."

Zhuang Yan couldn't believe it, and it took him a long time to spit out a sentence: "Does Xu Qing...have a problem with his brain?"

Is he shaking M?

Qi Rui shrugged: "Who knows."

Zhuang Yan was silent in thought.

Qi Rui observed Zhuang Yan's expression, and said: "I heard that at the time, but I thought that person was talking nonsense again, and I didn't take it to heart. Now that I think about it, with Xie Ning's lofty and arrogant personality...it's probably true."

Zhuang Yan was still surprised: "Although Xie Ning is a bit quiet, but where is his temperament so lofty and aloof?"

Qi Rui was also confused: "Is he not arrogant enough?! Then tell me, what kind of temperament is he usually?"

Zhuang Yan replied without hesitation: "Shy and introverted, shy and cute, it's very fun to tease."

Qi Rui was expressionless: "I think you and I know two Xie Nings."

Zhuang Yan: "What the hell?"

Qi Rui then said quietly: "Could it be the same name and surname?"

"..."

"Forget it, let's not talk about this for now." Zhuang Yan rubbed the space between his brows.

Qi Rui also looked like he had seen a ghost, and he said after a while: "Actually, nothing happened to Xie Ning and Xu Qing, you should be happy."

Zhuang Yan didn't speak, just took a sip of his wine.

Qi Rui went on to say: "Your temperament belongs to the kind that you can't make up for at all. If you are not satisfied, you can turn your back on it. When we talked about you, we were very curious about what kind of person you would like in the future. Everyone agrees that according to your standard, you will definitely ask the other party to have no relationship experience like you."

Zhuang Yan sneered.

"I don't mind Xie Ning's past. Did he like other people, did he have a relationship with someone... I feel blocked when I think about it, but it's not unacceptable." He said, "It's just the past."

Qi Rui asked: "Then why do you still insist on the matter between him and Xu Qing?"

Zhuang Yan said coldly: "But it can't be Xu Qing."

Qi Rui was stunned for a moment: "Why do you still treat Xu Qing differently?"

"People like Xu Qing..." Zhuang Yan gritted his teeth, of course he had to treat him differently.

He didn't mind Xie Ning's past, he even hoped that if Xie Ning really liked or was with someone else, it must be someone worthy of his liking.

He hoped that before Xie Ning met him, he hadn't been treated badly or treated indifferently.

Instead, it is valued, loved, and treasured in the hearts of others.

Even if he would be jealous, jealous, and silently go crazy in his heart.

But at least Xie Ning in the past was happy and happy.

He couldn't bear to let Xie Ning suffer a little bit.

So Xie Ning could have been with anyone, except Xu Qing.

People like Xu Qing...

Zhuang Yan sneered: "He deserves it too?"

The author has something to say: Ning Ning in the eyes of others: lofty and aloof.

Ningning in Zhuangzhuang's eyes: shy and cute.

Zhuang Zhuang in the eyes of others: picky and mean.

Zhuangzhuang in Ningning's eyes: safe and reliable.

The image of the rabbit and the blue whale is a little fun between them alone~

It was too late, I didn't expect this chapter to be written so long, and I haven't had time to revise it after writing it.

Zhuangzhuang really... the more I write, the more I like him.

What Zhuangzhuang said in this chapter is also what I want to express. What happened to Xie Ning and Xu Qing is what I set up from the beginning, and it has not been changed because of anyone's words and ideas.

It's not because of any uncleanness, but because Xu Qing is unworthy.