Spend well

【Pheromones】

When we talk about the concept of "human pheromone", the corresponding term should be "human pheromone secretion".In common sense, pheromones are pheromones, and organisms receive signal molecules through the vomeronasal organ, thereby generating sexual desire and entering estrus.Different from pheromone in a broad sense, human pheromone secretion is both an exogenous hormone and an endogenous hormone, and the part of it that acts on the inside is called the pheromone stock solution (referred to as the stock solution).

"Gland" is a broad concept. The gland we often refer to refers to the pheromone-secreting glands at the back of the human neck.Similar to the pancreas, the pheromone-secreting glands are divided into exocrine glands and endocrine glands: exocrine glands contain ducts and acini, acini store pheromone stock solution, and ducts are directly connected to sweat glands to transport secretions; endocrine glands contain secretory cells , Secreting cells to synthesize pheromone stock solution, a part of the stock solution is stored in the acinus, and the other part enters the blood vessels and lymphatic vessels, and is sent to the whole body by blood and lymph.

Pheromones are divided into two parts: "signaling hormones" and "recognition hormones".

Poetically, signaling hormones are a language as well as a command.It controls libido, loyalty, intimidation, cohesion, and even inner fear.Most people know about the relationship between pheromones and libido, but they don't know that its actual power goes beyond simple cognition.Through experiments, we can separate the three active components of signal hormones, which are A molecule, B molecule, and O molecule. In fact, each person's pheromone contains three kinds of molecules, but the ratio is different.The ratio of the three molecular components in the pheromone stock solution is much greater than that of the externally secreted components. However, within 12 hours after the body dies, these effective molecules will be rapidly decomposed.

Experiments have proved that: injecting different pheromone molecules into different mice will change the behavior of the mice.The mice injected with A molecular solution showed violent tendencies, restless and impulsive.The mice injected with the B molecule solution were extremely stable, but the response was slightly sluggish.The mice injected with the O molecule solution showed high libido.Pheromones not only control sexual desire, but also affect people's perception and behavior.Through pheromones, the fertility department can more completely regulate the personality traits of young children, so that they grow into preset personalities.

As for identifying hormones, that's like a "molecular ID card."Everyone's recognition hormone is different, which is the basis of pheromone hunting.Some human beings are designed as "natural hunters" by the fertility department. They have a strong heart, a natural ability to detect crimes, a sense of justice, and loyalty.When they grow up, most of them will choose to become policemen, because only becoming policemen can make them happy.Someone once thought that this deprived them of the opportunity to obtain family happiness, but "happiness" is a subjective concept, and it cannot be said that they will not be happy if they do not have a happy family. These "natural hunters" are destined to find happiness in chasing criminals. Enjoys the chase and hates the family.We don't need freedom, we just need happiness.

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Seeing this, Hua Changle was inexplicably uneasy.Maybe he's the "born chaser" destined to spend the rest of his life as a police officer?Maybe his desire to be a righteous person is not because of his uncle's influence, but because of his genes?In this ridiculous world, what is impossible?His thumb rests on the next sentence, in which his unease dissolves.

——According to the regulations, the pheromone hunter must be an alpha, and only an alpha needs to bear this social responsibility.

He is not an alpha, he is a beta, destined to be a beta, destined to bear the mediocrity and inferiority of being a beta.He choked up, breathed a sigh of relief, and felt unwilling. Both alpha and omega have received social attention, alpha is so dazzling, while omega has received much attention, only beta... is always willing to be mediocre, like discarded gears that have been heated and melted due to overuse, consuming their lives in the great social machinery.

this is the truth.He is not reconciled, why are people divided into grades, why are people controlled, and why do controllers like "glands" appear?Since man is designed, he himself is also designed to be a "good man".A designed life makes people happy.But he can't understand, if his personality and thinking are designed and he has no freedom, is he still a good person?

Hua Changle didn't know the answer, so he could only continue reading——

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【Controller】

All these years I have been trying to find an answer, the truth of the gland, the principle of the gland.The existence of the gland is the regulation of the lunar eclipse plan, and we put "safety shackles" on everyone.And the reason I was looking for the principle of the gland is to improve this organ, an artificial organ that has unlimited potential, it can be a sensory controller, or even a mind controller.

My lover Miss No. [-] and No. [-] came out to look for me after she retired.Her presence gave me the opportunity to meet my child, my guinea pig, Mark.

My wealthy family, my omega wife, are nothing before the grand experiment.I left home and contacted Miss Yijiu who took my son through Ms. L, the director of the fertility department.

In fact, we found them in a slum, huddled in a corner of a waste-filled recycling bin, covered in dirty, torn quilts.Miss Yijiu was expelled from the fertility department and injected with a "secret solution", which made her a mentally handicapped person, that is, dementia.At this time, Mark was still a 12-year-old child.

Mark and Miss Yijiu have been homeless for two years, and a low-level alpha bachelor took them in.Because the alpha didn't know Mark's "gender", and seeing the child was born like a girl, he thought that Mark would "differentiate" into an omega and become his child bride.Although Mark never talked to me about the experience, I have reason to believe he was molested and abused to the point that he would later resist skin-to-skin contact.

After taking Mark and Miss Yijiu home, we formed a happy family of four.I bought a detached house in an out-of-the-way neighborhood and converted the basement into a laboratory.I conducted a series of experiments on my child in an attempt to create a "new gland" - a biological controller - in him.

At first, I studied the physical structure of the glands and bought some cadavers for dissection.According to the inside information I have learned, the gland is an artificial organ, which is induced to differentiate and assemble from embryonic stem cells.By cultivating ducts, acini, and secretory cells, I can make a gland, but this gland cannot secrete pheromones on its own.The fertility department will directly inject the developmental cells of the artificial gland into the nape of the fetus through an inoculator. This vaccine is called "differentiation-inhibiting vaccine".In fact, they are the "seeds" of the glands. After special design by the studio, those cells will attach to the nape of the fetus, connect with the nerves and blood vessels of the fetus, and develop into new organs.

It's a pity that Mark, as a control experiment, has passed the period of inoculation (this is also the basis for my research on new glands).Because the glands of ordinary people are related to life, during the operation, if you are not careful, it will cause the glands to rupture or fail, but Mark will not. Mark's life is not connected with this "chain of life".

I paid a lot of money to buy the right to use the body of a cancer patient, and I wanted to do an organ transplant.It's a pity that the rejection reaction after the transplant operation was so severe that it almost killed the child.I ended up having to have another surgery to remove the gland.

After this incident, I had to change my mind.I don't have the technology and resources of the fertility department, and I can't assemble the exact same gland with differentiated cells. I can only restore the gland through the knowledge of the gland structure.The gland I made cannot synthesize pheromones, but it can store other people's pheromones.

I still transplanted imperfect glands to the child, and regulated his development by injecting solutions.I injected Mark with a molecular solution to make him look like an alpha. During the experiment, I found that his personality and cognition also changed.He became aggressive, irritable, and very aggressive. The O molecular solution can regulate the impulsivity caused by the A molecular solution.Injecting the B molecule solution allowed him to learn a lot of knowledge calmly and steadily.Under the control of the ABO molecular solution, he can develop into the appearance I expect.I want him to be a perfect human being, teach him biochemical knowledge, let him read a lot of literature, and invite tutors to teach him etiquette and fighting.Under the control of the ABO molecular solution, he is very obedient, completely controlled by me, and enjoys the prescribed life without showing any rebellious emotions.Under the control of the concoction solution, he can steadily overcome fear and show no mercy when fighting.But there was one thing that made me curious: he had a sexual drive, but he hated it.

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Seeing this, Hua Changle felt very uncomfortable, there was a bad breath in his chest, and he couldn't get out of it.He remembered that when he first met Yue Wuyuan, Yue Wuyuan avoided his touch... No wonder, no wonder Yue Wuyuan has always hated contact with people and the pity of strangers.

He took the book and walked to the window, looking at the garden below, it was night now, only the floor lamp was on outside, and the soft light was lingering.He had an urge to go out, like a bird trapped in a cage, not knowing what to do.It was useless for him to think too much, so he relaxed and continued to read.

At this moment, an old piece of yellowed paper fell out from the next page. It was the torn diary.Hua Changle flipped through it, and there are still many diaries behind...

【Torn diary】

- June 6, Xxxx:

My injury is still not healed today. My father said that I can remove the bandage after a while, so that I can see my brother next door. Last time he invited me to eat cake, my parents didn’t know.I also want to go to school like him, he said that there are many friends in school.I have no friends, I only have wounds, friends are like my wounds, they will never leave me.

- June 7, Xxxx:

Today my brother gave me a puppy doll. He said he was going to school outside and couldn't play with me.He said the puppy would stay with me.I am very depressed.

- June 7, Xxxx:

Today I took the puppy to find my brother, he was at home, but there was another man in the room, he inserted his reproductive organs into that man's body, the whole room was full of strange smells, mixed smells, I was very uncomfortable.I said to the puppy, I am very uncomfortable, I feel aggrieved, but there is a reaction below me.I hate this.

- June 7, Xxxx:

Today, my father told me about the composition and efficacy of omega pheromones, and I understand why I felt uncomfortable that day.The thing that turns me on, that makes me miserable, is this thing.I don't know how to sum it up, probably because... omega is a disgusting word. Omega made my father leave my second and third mother, Omega made my dirty uncle do painful things to me, Omega took my brother away.But I have puppies, I only have puppies, I lied to my dad that it was a gift from the store opening promotion, and it felt good to see him being lied to.

——This is the real Yue Wuyuan, the Yue Wuyuan who pretends to be well-behaved and carefully conceals his dark side.

Hua Changle knew that Hua Changle could feel the Yue Wuyuan in these diaries, that young man who suffered misery and some insidiousness seemed to be right in front of his eyes.He is a normal beta who came out of a normal family, and he is too far away from the real Yue Wuyuan.But he loves him.Hua Changle couldn't sleep, his mind was full of Yue Wuyuan's shadow, he longed to grab the child's shadow, but he couldn't reach it no matter what.

He could only lie on Yue Wuyuan's bed, holding Yue Wuyuan's beloved pillow toy, and touch Yue Wuyuan's dark past from the written records of a scum researcher.

[abnormal record]

My new glands are working fine on Mark, but Mark's personality is getting worse.I tried to change the potion halfway, but it didn't work.I don't know if it's because of the rebellious period or something else, his blood test parameters are all normal, but he just likes to fight against me (not against me, but against his mother, the second and third misses).Both Mark and I need someone to take care of us. Miss Yijiu doesn't know anything and needs to be taken care of.Due to the confidentiality of the experiment, we could not hire housekeeping staff, and the second and third misses had to undertake the work of taking care of us.It stands to reason that Mark should be grateful for the hard work of the second and third lady, but he didn't, he somewhat disliked that woman.

That day, the second and third miss had a quarrel with Mark, and the child was so angry that he punched his mother.The second and third misses are in great pain and can only escape reality with a lot of COFFEE.She died the next day from an overdose.

After the second and third lady died, I dissected her body, and discovered a new secret—her glands were in a state of exhaustion.From this, I understand that COFFEE is also a part of social control, it is impure.

I wanted to use COFFEE to relieve the pressure of the experiment, but I had to stop.Now there are only three of us in our family.But I didn't expect the sisters of the second and third misses to go so fast.On the third day after the death of the second and third miss, Mark was emotionally unstable. He needed the O molecular solution or the B molecular solution, but I had no stock.The drugs I brought from the Fertility Department lab were limited and not available on the black market.

I wanted to take him to find a street lady to spend the rut, but he couldn't stand the touch of a stranger, so he slipped away through the window.He can't control it. When he is in heat, he has to use sex to relieve his desire. We don't have inhibitors.And when I got home, that indescribable tragedy had already happened.

【Torn diary】

- June 1, Xxxx:

I don't understand why my mother would go into my room and look through my diary.Yes, I was in a relationship with a school girl, but I didn't do anything, I just liked her, I didn't even have time to hook her up.I don't know why she is angry, do I want to find an omega?I hate omega.Why do adults have the right to fall in love and we don't? That girl is split, she's a beta.Why can’t a person’s sexual impulses be resolved with sex, and what kind of bullshit rules must be followed (hee hee, I’m swearing).I just don't understand, but I don't want to hurt her, I just subconsciously want to use my fists to solve problems, the kids in the neighborhood say alpha should use fists to solve problems, we are born brave.But I look weak, it's all because of my dad's experiment, I can't be a strong alpha like them, I can't go to school to make friends, even if I fight better than them, even if I know things better than them more...

In fact, I feel good when I hit her, and I feel great when I resist her. When I can't show my rebellious plot to my parents, I can only get what I want by pretending to be a good child.But I really love her, I repent, I did something wrong, I'm just obsessed with hurting someone else's feelings.

It must be the fault of those experiments.

- June 1, Xxxx:

Ersan's mother left, I was the one who pissed her off.I'm a scum, I've become a scum.But the puppy loves me, I bought a lot of plush toys with my pocket money, I have a lot of friends, and they will never leave me.

- June 1, Xxxx:

I can never forgive myself that I raped my mother.I clearly know that my mother hates this. In the past at Dirty Uncle's house, those men always bullied her like this: beat her up and down, and raped her.I was a child then, and I couldn't protect her.Now that I have grown up, not only did I fail to protect her, but I became a victim of her.I'm a piece of trash, scum, trash.But when I realized I was done, everything was over, she was crying under me, she said, "Kill me." I always remember that voice, that voice is in my head every day .

I didn't do anything and she ran to the kitchen with nothing on and got the knife and stabbed herself in the heart.I saw her bleeding profusely, but I couldn't move.I am very calm, I know the ins and outs of this incident, and I can still hold a pencil and rationally describe what happened.Ah, I have a normal heart rate and I just watch her disappear, forever.

- June 1, Xxxx:

I am a sinner, beyond salvation, and the only thing I can do is remember my sin.I'm not strong at all, and the puppy knows how long I've been secretly crying.It's okay, it's okay, I promise this is the last time, I will never cry like this again, I will be a heartless bad person, and I deserve to live and suffer.

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【Out of Control Record】

Since then, Mark's state has been getting worse and worse, he is extremely disgusted with sex, I have no more pheromones to give him, he can only maintain this crazy state.It turned out that when I came home that day, I saw a dead body, it was an old omega homeless man, killed by Mark.I quickly pulled out the pheromone from the homeless man and injected Mark with it before he regained his sanity.He doesn't know what he's done, I don't know what's going on, his libido has turned into a bloodlust.I dispose of the body, but I can't dispose of Mark, I feel lost, just suddenly discovering that I don't know anything about my subject.At that time he called me "Dad", and it was at that moment that I remembered what the name "Dad" represented.

Afterwards, I contacted hospitals and funeral homes to buy dead bodies and terminally ill patients to extract pheromones.However, if the death exceeds 12 hours, the effective pheromone that can be used by the mark cannot be collected from the corpse. There are not many such corpses, and the quicker way is to kill people directly.

Mark is a genius killer. He collects information without a teacher and creates false suicide cases.At one point, he brought a girl home and suffocated her after she overdosed.

I asked him, "Aren't you afraid?"

He said: "No, actually I am helping them escape the misery of life, and they die happily."

I asked him, "Are you happy?"

"I don't deserve happiness," he said.

The child and I were trying to figure out the reason for the change in desire, I didn't know what was wrong with the glands, his glands were different from normal people.But I don't find the problem. Mark hates sex, and he hates himself. He even takes bicalutamide for a long time to reduce his libido. Unfortunately, when pheromones are lacking, his dark desires will surface.

Sometimes I really don't want to bother with him, but he carries the results of my research with him, and he is my son.I hoped to control him through the glands, but I've squandered my assets over the years and I didn't want to go down the drain, I contacted my mentor.My supervisor Mr. Fang Wuju wanted me to tell him my research results.How can this be?I concealed Mark's existence and tried to make a deal with him using the "bio-controller" as bait.Although Mark is a failure, he has research value.

Before I had to hide Mark, I contacted my brother and put Mark in foster care with him.

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Hua Changle put down the book and the diary.He slumped on the bed, his mind empty.People always look for the cause of self in childhood. Hua Changle had sunshine and flower fragrance in his childhood, but Yue Wuyuan didn't.Yue Wuyuan's life was controlled by a distorted will. His father wanted to create a perfect creature, but he only created a living monster.Children who are experimental products are always innocent, but unfortunately, Yue Wuyuan, a sad finished product, has murdered too many innocent people.

Hua Changle fell asleep from exhaustion, and was awakened by a nightmare again.

The next day he took the book for a walk in the park, reading while walking, he thought he could feel nature and freedom in "free walking", but unfortunately, as long as he reads these crazy words, he will never be able to read. to peace and freedom.

The weather is fine today, the water reflects the sparkling sun, Hua Changle is lying on the railing, staring at the glare of the sun.He turned and looked at the page again, when he saw some black dots.Visual residue, densely packed.Something fluctuated on his retina, lingering.

He loved that person, so he had to face the cruel past that belonged to that soul.He sniffed the remaining fragrance in the diary, and was madly obsessed with those smells that did not belong to him——Yue Wuyuan's pain, Yue Wuyuan's injury.

When he was in a daze, his legs and feet gave way and he almost fell.After standing up and leaning against the railing, he looked at the pages of the book again, but suddenly he was illiterate, and what he saw was a wasteland.