Spend well

When the car started, Hua Changle hesitated.He shouldn't go, and it's useless to go, but the anxiety of collapse hit him hard, and he didn't want to turn back.He looked out of the window, people and scenery were drifting away in the gray air, only the floodlights were particularly eye-catching.Perhaps it was because of vertigo, he felt that the neon and traffic lights in the distance were wiped away by a finger, dizzy and scattered.He asked the female forensic doctor sitting in the driver's seat: "Is that girl also in the library?"

The female forensic doctor nodded, then continued to focus on the gloomy front.The weather looks like it's going to rain.

Hua Changle thought about finding a topic to relieve the psychological pressure. He didn't want to be immersed in anxiety, so he asked casually, "Can you tell me, why?"

——Why, this sentence is asking the female forensic doctor, but also asking himself.

He didn't know why he was willing to risk everything to get close to Yue Wuyuan whose life was hanging by a thread, even for this reason he was willing to abandon his own future.As a policeman, his rationality told him that this was a manifestation of childish impulsiveness, that is, his psychological quality was not up to standard.Just like what his teacher said to him many years ago - an emotional kid like him is not suitable to be a policeman.

The so-called righteous law enforcers are not the lofty heroism in the eyes of naive teenagers. There are many invisible ups and downs behind that majesty, the first of which is that law enforcers need strong emotional control.As for Hua Changle, he didn't realize the reality until he was sitting in the female forensic doctor's car—he was completely defeated in the game between himself and his profession.

The female forensic doctor still looked ahead, as if she hadn't heard anything.

The car in front is getting closer and closer to their window, and finally close to their front.The traffic jam made it impossible for them to move forward. At this time, the female forensic doctor answered the question directly: "The parents of the child died in a car accident. The bus overturned on the expressway, and all the passengers in the car survived."

Hua Changle asked: "Is that child your relative?"

"She has nothing to do with me." She said: "At that time, I was in charge of the case in other provinces. She was waiting for his parents outside. In fact, her parents were dead and there was no possibility of her coming back, but she had nowhere to go. Go. I still remember that day, it was very similar to today, it was foggy, it looked like it was going to rain, she brought her homework to do, homework owed for a week, a stack of math papers, she sat in the lobby, put the draft The paper was drawn in a mess, but I couldn't write a single figure. Later, I adopted her."

"Do you treat her as a daughter?" Hua Changle wanted to say "instead of a daughter", but in the end she didn't dare to say it.

The female forensic doctor didn't nod or shake her head. She was stunned for a moment before saying, "I don't know."

At this moment, the car in front moved.

The female forensic doctor continued to drive, but she was no longer silent. Perhaps the word "daughter" evoked her memories, and she began to narrate a past event: "I became a forensic doctor more than ten years ago. I focused on my work and worked hard. Then one day, My daughter was kidnapped. I thought my husband was going to get her out, I believed him, I believed him at the time - I was a fool. Maybe then... If I quit my job then, although I can't rescue My daughter, but at least I was able to work hard for her as a mother. But I didn't. Neither did that bastard."

Hua Changle whispered, "I can understand."

The female forensic doctor did not look at her audience, she looked at the road ahead, stopping at the traffic lights at the intersection.

The wet ground reflects the water, and it can be seen that there has been heavy rain in this area before, and now it is uncertain what the weather will be like, because the dark clouds are still above their heads.There were people coming and going in front, which had nothing to do with them. Pedestrians stepped on the zebra crossing, and mud hit faded jeans.

The female forensic doctor said: "Verbal comprehension is not real comprehension, and I don't need to comprehend. I just thought, if there is a chance, I will not make that choice again. Now there is just a chance, I say so, I do it , I admit that I am an idiot. I want to save that child, not because I am her 'mother', the reasons are very complicated, I don't want to know, I don't want to think about it, I just want to do it."

The pedestrians had finished walking, but the red light hadn't turned green yet, so she stepped on the accelerator without hesitation.And this act of knowing and breaking the law was photographed by the flickering monitor in front of him.

Hua Changle wanted to remind her, but he couldn't get the words out of his mouth. He knew, and she knew, that the situation was urgent.At this moment, he wished that he was thinking about Yue Wuyuan—only about Yue Wuyuan—and not thinking about other things.The extra information confuses him, and his consciousness is like a dark cloud above his head.

Hua Changle leaned against the window, and said to the shops and residential buildings passing by outside, "I don't know."

——He really didn't know who this sentence was addressed to, maybe it was someone else, maybe it was himself.

"I don't know either." The female forensic doctor said.After finishing speaking, a faint wry smile appeared on her face.

This awkward state lasted until they got out of the car.

They were not bad luck, and just escaped the traffic control when they arrived.Now the surrounding lanes are all within the control range, and the road conditions in the outer ring are in a mess.The incident happened suddenly, and the police had to reduce the crowd here, but even though they were trying to evacuate, there were still many people at the scene.

The onlookers were stopped outside the cordon, crowded with people, as if they were trying to squeeze out meat.The family members of the hostages rushed to the front. There were even a few old people inside.Their loved ones were in the library, but now they have a hard time even describing their painful state of mind.The pain is like an airtight plastic film, wrapping their hearts, lungs and throats. Those desperate words have been repeated thousands of times, like a malignant tumor under a heavy load.

The female forensic doctor dragged Hua Changle to squeeze in, and asked Hua Changle to hand over her documents while walking through the crowd.When she reached the front of the cordon, she took out their IDs and lied that they were here for reinforcements.Hua Changle felt guilty. He didn't know if Fang Zhengyi and the others had investigated and monitored and discovered that they left without authorization and came to the scene. He was afraid that the other party had already called here.

Fortunately, the law enforcement officers at the scene did not doubt their identities, and Hua Changle was relieved.

After entering the control area, Hua Changle discovered that the meticulous female forensic doctor in the past was in a mess.But she didn't care about her image, and she scratched her hair casually while walking.

When she arrived at the front desk, she calmly asked, "How is the situation now? Has the negotiator arrived?"

The police officer standing guard at the front desk said: "We are still discussing. The situation is more complicated. The kidnappers are a group of unemployed people. They hijacked the readers of the library to retaliate against the society. They feel that they can't survive and want to drag others to die together, and they want to die." It was tragic. They still have explosives in their hands, let alone where they got these things, we have to confirm the safety of the hostages first."

The female forensic doctor asked: "Okay, where is the negotiator?"

The officer pointed to the stairs and said, "Over there. The elevator has stopped."

The female forensic doctor was about to go directly to the second floor to negotiate with the negotiators, but Hua Changle stopped her when she reached the empty stairs.

"What do you want to do?" Hua Changle panicked.

"Save people," said the female forensic doctor, "I'll go talk to the negotiators over there and ask them to accommodate me and let me replace the child. High school students have value. They'll agree, they'll agree."

At this time, Hua Changle could clearly feel her hands shaking.

"But what's the point of this? You calm down first. Let's think about how to rescue them. My brother is also inside."

Her lips were dry and pale, her haggard face and disheveled hair had taken away her former glory, but her voice was like a silver skeleton of steel."I don't know, I don't care, I just think ... I've lived 30-plus years and that kid is a few months away," she said.

Hua Changle didn't know what to do, so he could only follow her up, and he silently recited Yue Wuyuan's name.From the time he got in the car, he lost the possibility of turning back.

On the second floor, the professional police officers gathered together and waited for the negotiators to think about countermeasures. In a critical moment, they should not panic. Everyone's nerves were tense, but they could not panic.Hua Changle and the female forensic doctor walked over, and at that moment, something fell from the courtyard next to them.

It was a bloody finger.