[Our Boyhood] So Me

☆、chapter87

"Don't you know about Xing Shanshan? Wu Tong, look, I'm not the only one who hides it from you. Why do you want to hate the whole world? Do you know why she and your mother often get along with each other?" Is your father willing to hide it from you rather than tell you the truth?" Du Tang looked at him, his eyes began to dodge, and he began to back away slowly: "Be more mature."

Xing Shanshan lowered her head, tightly holding the edge of the lunch box, and did not answer Du Tang's question.She thought that Wu Tong knew these things, or that Gu Wo had passed away, so Wu Tong was willing to come to the United States.It turned out not to be, he didn't know anything, if he knew he would definitely not come to America, she didn't even think of these things.

He didn't believe it, but felt that Du Tang didn't need to lie to himself like this.There must be something wrong, why it suddenly became like this, slowly recalling bits and pieces of the conversation with Gu Wo in the past, she said, "If you are going to die soon, you would rather the person you like know Or hope she doesn't know." Looking back now, she chose the latter.

So did she lie to herself that day, that she actually likes herself?

He turned around and ran back to the dormitory, he wanted to go back.He must go back.

There is an American brother in the dormitory after dinner, his name is Jasper.When Wu Tong ran back to the dormitory, he was on the phone trying to redeem the relationship he had been talking about for three months, but his girlfriend told him that she did not have the confidence to fall in love with him.

Of course he knew it must be a lie.Hanging up the phone angrily, punching the wall of the upper bunk, the next second the door of his dormitory was pushed open vigorously, and the door was pushed against the wall heavily, Jasper was wondering who else would be with him at this time I'm not in the same mood as myself.

In the end, it was Wu Tong who entered the door. He sighed and looked at Wu Tong, who was overturning the wall below: "Oh? What are you looking for? My girlfriend just broke up with me. I'm free now and need help." ?"

He is an American, but he has lived in France for several years since he was a child. He always thinks that he has the unique gentlemanly demeanor of French men.But Wu Tong didn't pay attention to him, he just looked through the suitcase and his schoolbag, throwing everything on the ground casually, Jasper felt that there was something wrong with him: "Are you okay? What are you looking for?" ?”

Wu Tong was talking about passports, but Jasper couldn't understand Chinese at all. He was a little angry but also curious: "Please speak English with me."

"Passport!" Wu Tong yelled at him, feeling that he was in the way, pushed him aside, and searched again, but still nothing.

He threw the thing on the ground angrily, then kicked it again with his feet, clutching his hair tightly, he couldn't find his passport, where did he put the things.

Jasper seemed to think that he was too irritable, so he walked over to help him pick up the things he threw on the ground with a little comfort. He saw a small white handkerchief on the ground, and when he picked it up, he found that there were small words written in water pen on it: "Tong, don't you even wash your handkerchiefs? Or is it because you cheated in the exam?"

Wu Tong is full of passports now, and he doesn't want to talk to him: "Don't talk to me now, okay?"

"What's written on it?" Jasper was still talking to himself: "Chinese characters are really difficult."

Wu Tong really didn't want to tell his roommate to shut up, but if Jasper said one more word, he would use Jasper's own stinky socks to gag his mouth.

"Tong, do you need me to wash your handkerchief for you? I swear I won't wash it with my socks."

Wu Tong took a deep breath, the only way now is to take back the handkerchief, and then Jasper will have no nonsense to continue entangled in the handkerchief.Taking the handkerchief back from Jasper's hand, his eyes sank.

In the middle of the handkerchief is a line of small characters written in black pen, the handwriting is very elegant, of course he can recognize whose handwriting it is.

——"In life, you should come back, and in death, you should love longing."

If I am lucky enough to survive then I will definitely return to you, and if I die unfortunately, then I will miss you forever.

Every beat of the heart began to become heavy and painful, the eyes began to become more and more watery, the nose was sore, and the tears fell on the handkerchief, blurring the writing on it.

Jasper was taken aback, looking at Du Tang who was standing at the door at some time, he should be a new roommate, Jasper pointed to Wu Tong, and silently shouted: "Why?"

Du Tang shook his head, walked in and came out holding Jasper's collar, and finally closed the door for Wu Tong.

**

After signing the last document, it was already midnight, and the lights in the secretary's room came on.He sighed and looked at the scenery outside the floor-to-ceiling windows of the office. The secretary walked in and seemed to ask if he needed help.

"Where did you say Wu Tong lived?"

"If the chairman is worried, go and visit him secretly."

He shook his head: "By the way, is my health better now?"

"Hmm... It seems that I'm still not optimistic. I had a high fever for several days and had my bone marrow pumped. I heard that a team of experts has been hired. It should be fine."

"That's good, it's fine..." He waved his hand, signaling the secretary to back off.Just as the secretary responded and was about to leave, the cell phone in his coat pocket rang, and the caller was Wu Tong.

"Turn on the speakerphone."

The secretary nodded and connected the phone.The other end of the phone spoke first, with a rushing and low tone: "Did you take my passport?"

The secretary didn't dare to answer, and glanced at the man in front of him, who nodded before he said, "I'm sorry, Wu Tong..."

In the dormitory of the American Baseball Club, Wu Tong's hand holding the handkerchief was still shaking: "Give me the passport back, I want to go back."

"I have already given the passport to the owner of your club. Without my consent, you will not return the passport. You can stay in the United States..."

The answer was no surprise, since he took away his passport, he didn't want him to go back, so he hung up the phone directly.

The two people standing guard outside the door did not expect Wu Tong to come out directly. Jasper watched him walk towards the outside of the dormitory building: "What is he doing here?"

Du Tang shrugged: "He's here to make up for his apology and guilt for someone being late."

In the office building, he took the elevator to the highest floor and walked to the innermost office. Before the secretary could react, he pushed open the door of the office, locked the secretary outside, and looked at the office sitting in the office. The black-haired middle-aged man on the sofa chair: "Give me my passport."

"No."

"Uncle Xing, please. Give me back my passport. I really want to go back." He smashed everything on his desk: "Can I terminate the contract? I can't play baseball either, so give me my passport back, okay?"

"No." The person in front of him repeated again: "People are constantly moving forward. Since you chose to come to the United States, of course you have abandoned everything in the country, so you have no regrets or bargaining."

No regrets, no counter-offer?

But does everyone have the right to be forgiven once?He really regretted it, he regretted it.

He didn't go to the training in the afternoon, he was sitting on the balcony of the dormitory with his mobile phone, Ban Xiaosong didn't answer the call, Yin Ke turned off the phone, he had to wait until it was dark, counting the time when Ban Xiaosong woke up and called.

Ban Xiaosong was also very surprised to receive a call from Wu Tong. After all, when I had an accident, I couldn’t get in touch with him no matter what: "Wu Tong?"

"Has Ban Xiaosong been to the hospital? Have you seen her?"

Ban Xiaosong thought, didn't they break up?So who is she in Wu Tong's mouth?But when I think about it, it seems that I have to go to the hospital.

"I've been there..." Ban Xiaosong replied truthfully, pausing for a few seconds, thinking of the day when he saw Brother Du Tang coming out of the operating room with blood on his hands, and thinking of the day when Gu Wo was wearing blue and white stripes and smiled and said he was fine, but his face was pale Terrible, he heard that Gu Wo had a high fever and couldn't get it back: "She's not good, she's very bad."

On the other side, Wu Tong slowly sat down on the ground along the sliding door of the balcony. It was already dark in the United States, and the stars had come out. The sky that wasn’t so dark seemed beautiful, but he didn’t have the mood to appreciate it.Ban Xiaosong was going to school, so he could only hold his mobile phone and wait for Ban Xiaosong to go to the hospital after school to tell him the latest news.

He didn't have the courage to call Gu me, so he could only stare at the name in a daze until midnight.

**

Sitting in the office, Du Ze was flipping through Gu's father's book. He had to say that the subject matter, writing style, and narrative style really suited his taste.Holding the melon seeds from the nurse's station in his hand, he began to nibble, and casually replied to the message from his wife.

All this was broken until the nurse who was in charge of taking care of me came and broke it: "Dr. Du is not well, and the patient in bed 1017 went into shock..."

In the ward, Mother Gu was covering her mouth and crying, while Father Gu was helping his wife who was about to faint. He knew that at this time, the doctor should not be in the way of rescue.

"What should I do? It's clear that I'm fine during the day today... what should I do?" The family members were invited outside the ward, and Mother Gu stood in front of the window outside the ward, looking at her daughter lying on the hospital bed.

There was a boy's voice next to his ear. He was holding a cake in his hand. It was Gu's favorite cake from the North District. The scene in the hospital bed: "Yin Ke, Yin Ke..."

Ban Xiaosong looked at the heartbeat device on the bedside, he didn't know what was going on, he could only see the heartbeat index slowly dropping.

Wu Tong, yes, and Wu Tong...

Ban Xiaosong took out his mobile phone and didn't know what to say to Wu Tong, so he started a video call and pointed the camera at the ward.

The picture was transmitted to the other side halfway around the world through the network. Wu Tong looked at the person on the hospital bed wearing a ventilator. Her complexion was much worse than what she had seen before. She seemed to have lost weight, and her heart rate continued to drop. , he knew what that meant.

He regretted it, he shouldn't have said such a serious thing that day, he shouldn't have said "people like you who ruin other people's feelings should die", he didn't want this to be the last sentence between them.

——"Wu Tong, if one day the things that originally existed in your life disappear, can you promise me to pretend that she never existed and live a happy life? As long as you remember her once in a while, remember it Just download it."

no, impossible...

How can he pretend to live easily after knowing everything and her departure?He's not strong, he can't pretend nothing happened, he can't pretend nothing happened, he can't pull her out of his life.

The network signal was not good, and the video call was cut off at some point. He buried his face in his arms: Gu me, how can you be so selfish?You can leave me alone like this, you can't leave me alone like my mother, how can you be so cruel.

He wanted to go back to the first year of high school, the only year in his life when he missed her in his memory, and tell everything about it.

Hearing the crying sound from the balcony, Jasper put his head on the lower bunk: "Should we go to comfort?"

Du Tang didn't answer.

"I think we should comfort him, what if he can't think about it?"

Du Tang: "..."

"Why is he crying like this?"

"You don't know?" Du Tang saw that the person on the upper bunk shook his head, stretched out his foot and kicked the upper bunk: "Let me tell you that if you talk too much, Wu Tong won't let you go. He used to be very good at fighting. people. Hurry up and go to sleep—"

"I'm curious."

Du Tang didn't intend to answer him, he watched the screen of his phone light up, and when he clicked on it, it was a text message.

It was from his brother.

The author has something to say: no update tomorrow!school starts the day after tomorrow

I swear!The last shard of glass

☆、chapter88

Jasper was lying on his bed and heard the sound of the lower bunk. Du Tang had already sat down on the bed. He dragged out a suitcase from under the bed and took out two bottles of beer from it.Jasper was a little surprised: "I didn't expect you to hide alcohol behind such a serious surface."

Du Tang ignored him, took two cans of beer and opened the sliding door of the balcony, looked at the person sitting on the ground in front of him, and handed the beer over: "Let's chat?"

Wu Tong leaned against the sliding door on the other side, looked up at the nebula and waning moon in the dark sky, the tear stains were a little obvious, he took the beer lazily, Du Tang found that his screen was black and he didn't want to take it When he heard the message, he paused for a while, and then sat on the ground: "My brother sent a message, take care of her..."

Du Tang didn't continue to speak, but he could guess what happened next, if it was safe, he could say it directly, but now he hesitated to speak, and the result was self-evident.Du Tang didn't expect Wu Tong to be very calm, he didn't drink any beer with the can.

Du Tang spoke first: "The first time I saw her in China Canada, her math homework was found to be completely copied. The math teacher was helpless and angry. She took the math homework that the math teacher threw on the ground. , with a face of indifference. Later, when I transferred to another school, I took your seat. Once in a self-study class, she stretched out her hand and patted in my direction without raising her head. She said it was Wu Tong. This happened many times. Then I know from people on the baseball team that she and you were childhood sweethearts, and you used to be a pitcher on the baseball team. I think it’s really a fate. I’m curious about what kind of person you are, and I will help her with math The homework helped her chase away the butterflies, and in return she needed to tell me about you. Ummm...a lot of negative comments."

Wu Tong still didn't speak, Du Tang sighed and patted him on the shoulder: "Xing Shanshan seems to be right, everything will pass."

"The first time I saw her was when I was very young. We were neighbors at that time. She and I both went to the same school. Since I was a child, she threatened to smash the windows of my house more times than I have eaten more salt. Of course, the number of fights she has fought since she was a child is higher than her math score. Every time in the middle of class, I hear someone come to me, saying that she is fighting with so-and-so again, I used to always tell her to stop fighting and study hard." He shook the beer in his hand while talking, and didn't take a sip at the end, he seemed a little tired, leaning against the sliding door, his eyes closed Looking at the dark sky, the tears on his face under the moonlight were particularly obvious: "I shouldn't have said that about her, I shouldn't have said that..."

Du Tang took out his mobile phone and clicked on the video recorded when he went to take care of my ward last time. On the mobile phone screen, she first covered half of her face with a book, then smiled and waved towards the camera: "how is your day?"

The sleeves of the hospital gown were broken, and the indwelling needle was stuck on the back of her hand. It was a little shocking, and she said, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have kept it from you."

He is the one who should say sorry, he is the one who is wrong, he is the one who is self-willed, and he is the one who is wrong.

Seeing that the video on the phone has been played again, his mouth somehow smelled of blood, and he lowered his eyes: "She is dead, what should I do?"

What will he do?

Leave him alone to live the days without her for the rest of his life.

Some of his sadness and sadness were written all over his body. Du Tang stood up from the side and pushed the sliding door open: "I didn't say she was dead."

Wu Tong: "Huh?"

Du Tang clicked on the text message on his phone.

[Successful rescue, waiting for suitable organs, waiting for transplantation. 】

"Since you know that you regret it, please explain it to her. The god of death never knows when it will come quietly."

**

A week after the rescue, a suitable organ donor appeared. She was about the same age as Gu Wo, she still had dimples when she smiled, and she was not very good-looking.But at least there is a layer of taste more than ordinary, which makes people remember ordinary.

Gu Wo was lying in the intensive care unit with tubes of various instruments inserted all over his body.She didn't know how long she had slept or woken up in the past few days, her consciousness was always in a daze, and sometimes she felt as if she hadn't slept for a long time, but she seemed to have fallen asleep.

Her complexion was not very pretty, but she was lying on the bed so quietly, giving people the illusion that she was just tired, and then lay on the bed and fell asleep obediently.

The sound of the instrument was particularly loud in the quiet intensive care unit, and her eyelids were heavy, and she fell asleep again just after waking up.

She dreamed that when she was a child, she wore a skirt and beat the boy who threw mud at her and Wu Tong on the ground. At that time, it was still a little Wu Tong who pulled Gu me to tell her not to be angry. The child who persuaded the fight came One wave after another was beaten away.

She was so young that she was covered in mud in the end and was scolded by her father when she was taken home. She looked away with a straight face, but father Gu punished her to stand at the door facing the wall and think about it. She didn't quibble or respond to her father , If you say that you are punished to stand, you will be punished.The boy she beat up during the day looked at her with a lollipop in his hand. Gu I looked at the boy with messy hair, and just raised my fist towards him, and the boy ran away without a trace.

Things in childhood are the purest things in memory, but they have no shape, and everyone is different.

For me, when she was young, it was the sweat of staying in the Taekwondo gym with her mother, the books in her father's study, the small cakes from Wu Tong's mother, and Wu Tong's handkerchief every time she made a mistake.

Or move a small bench with Wu Tong and look at the grandfather doing Tai Chi in the park, and the grandma dancing in the square dance. The world used to be big, but they are all small.Every day, even if it is a community, it is like thousands of miles apart. One day they have to wash off the mud on their bodies, hands, and faces, and go to see the outside world.

When I was a child, the little him was an indispensable part.When he grows up, he is still there, fulfilling a small fantasy.

But now that he's gone, she pushed him away with her own hands.

She woke up, looking at the white ceiling, tears flowed down her cheeks into her hair and disappeared without a trace.

When she was young, she looked at her hands full of mud, and the little him in front of her became more and more blurred. A child's voice: "Gu Wo, will you go to the park with me tomorrow to play?"

She wanted to speak, but when she opened her mouth, she heard an unfamiliar voice, extremely immature: "Of course."

From that time on, there was a little person living in her little heart.

——Wu Tong, is it still useful if I apologize now?

The author has something to say: I want to end it by force!sorry! ! !

☆、chapter89

After the friendly game on the baseball field, I originally decided to celebrate together, but Jasper refused in the end. He meant to be proud no matter what, and to perform well in the test for promotion from the youth training team next month and enter the second team. Or if he was lucky, he might directly enter the first team. He must let the girlfriend who broke up with him eleven times in just four years know how good he is.

Jasper decided to go to the training by himself, but Wu Tong felt too tired and refused immediately.

Du Tang also felt too tired, and really didn't want to increase his burden.

"Didn't you sit on the bench all day? Are you still tired?" In the locker room, Wu Tong took off his shirt and threw it into the storage basket for dirty clothes next to him, and headed towards the locker room with a towel, shampoo and shower gel Go inside the bathroom.

Du Tang followed behind: "The opponent is an ordinary amateur university club, of course the main force like me doesn't need to play."

"Still the main force? Don't you have any points in your mind?" Wu Tong flinched at the person in the cubicle next to him. As soon as Jasper entered the bathroom, he heard two people bickering, and stretched his hand under the shower head to test the water temperature.

"Did someone say that you two have a different relationship?" Jasper took Wu Tong's shampoo unceremoniously.Of course, the two people got a negative answer: "Oh, don't worry, I think love has no age or gender."

At this time, the worker in charge of cleaning the bathroom came in and saw that he had just finished taking a shower and put on his team uniform. When he found out that it was a member of the club, he went out again, followed by a child holding a baseball.

Jasper rubbed his hair roughly with a towel: "You two really don't think about each other?"

Du Tang beckoned to the kid, who seemed to be slightly older than his niece: "How old are you?"

"Almost five years old." His answer was also childish.

Wu Tong closed the cabinet and looked at Jasper next to him: "Look at how sensible he is five years old, and then look at you."

"I may come out of the closet, but Wu Tong is definitely not the one who can make me cheat."

Jasper looked at the two people who repeatedly denied it, and had no choice but to give up: "By the way, I heard that you both signed up to participate in the British University League. The boss's daughter heard that she will be one of the team leaders. She really wants to Want to go to the UK together? The water quality in the UK is really bad, and I heard that the food is not good? It’s just a college league, and it won’t help you get promoted to the first team. I really don’t understand you.”

Du Tang nodded: "I'm going to England to see my niece."

See niece?

Well, Jasper accepts this reason. Most of the clubs are for closed training. In the four years since he came here, he has seen his parents the number of times he can count on one hand. I heard that Du Tang’s niece is already three years old. , but Du Tang has been training and has never even seen him.He looked at Wu Tong who was choosing skin care products: "What about you? Why did you go to England?"

Wu Tong chose a bottle and looked at the dense English words on it: "I'm going to see my girlfriend."

After dabbing some on his face casually, he picked up his backpack and looked at the two people who were still chattering in the locker room: "I'm going back to the dormitory first."

Jasper watched Wu Tong walk out of the locker room: "Does he have a girlfriend?"

"Of course. Four years ago, Wu Tong smashed up the boss's office because of her, and he was crying on the balcony, didn't you see?"

Jasper was silent for a few seconds: "I always thought it was a product of his imagination. Does he have a good temper? Does he have a good personality? Will he have a girlfriend?"

"But they do have them."

"Are you pretty? Is your personality good? Is she good? What kind of girl is she?" Jasper wanted to make Wu Tong smash the boss's office, risking a serious demerit or even being hidden, and dare to risk the world without violating it. At this level, this girl is either so beautiful that it makes Wu Tong fascinated, or she is so good that she is simply perfect, otherwise she can make Wu Tong achieve this level?

Du Tang looked at Jasper's expectant face, and sighed: "Don't fantasize about it. She is quite beautiful, but there are many others who are more beautiful than her. In terms of personality, if you can solve it with your hands, you will be fine." Willing to talk nonsense with others, if you mess with her, you will be blocked by her and a group of hooligans to talk about life after an hour. If you are excellent, I heard that you have never passed math. It is probably such a girl... um."

"Then what does Wu Tong like about her?"

"Well... isn't this the reason why people yearn for feelings? Love doesn't know where it starts and goes deep."

Jasper didn't understand the meaning of the second half of the sentence. Looking at Du Tang's sad expression, he thought he was sad because Wu Tong had a girlfriend: "I've decided, I'm going to England too, I'm going to see Wu Tong The person in the heart of a child."

**

When she woke up in the morning, a little foot was unceremoniously raised on her chest.Gu I removed that foot from my body, reached out to pick up the mobile phone on the table, and realized that it was not too early, so I patted the little girl who was sleeping extremely poorly: "Xiao Tiantian, wake up."

She ignored herself, but wrapped the quilt tightly and turned over, humming in a whining voice.

Gu I went straight to the bathroom by myself, stretched out my hand to scratch it, the skin around my waist was exposed by the hem of my clothes, and a long scar crawled there like a terrifying centipede.

After she finished changing her clothes, the child on the bed finally got up by himself, and stood awkwardly on the small bench in front of the sink, brushing his teeth with a child's toothbrush.Gu I simply heated up the sandwich I bought in the supermarket and cooked a bowl of porridge.Looking at the child who was still in pajamas, her eyes were red as if she had cried a lot.

one day ago.

Gu I just finished the homework assigned by the teacher of the professional class, and the table is full of her materials, handwritten and typed, in short, all of them are the results of her fortunate research.

As a result, the old sister-in-law next door asked Xiao Tiantian to bring over a bowl of dumplings. She was busy at the time, so she didn't want to talk to her, so she let her eat by herself.

As a result, Xiao Tiantian grabbed a dumpling with her bare hands and was about to feed it to her. When she thought that this little hand had pinched her nose, touched her feet, and might have played with plasticine, she didn't want to eat it before the old sister-in-law washed her hands.

"You eat."

Gu me: "I don't eat."

"You have to eat."

Gu me: "I don't want to eat, you take it away."

So he watched helplessly as she put the dumplings on the information book next to her.Of course, Xiao Tiantian's fate was that she picked her up and taught her a lesson.

"I'll tell you, I'll take you to your dad tomorrow. I'll tell you that he'll be back from a business trip soon, and I'll let him clean you up."

Xiaotiantian's face collapsed in an instant, and she said NO in a childish voice, which of course was ignored by Gu Wo.

……

Seeing the person in front of me holding a spoon and slowly eating fruit cereal soaked in powdered milk, Gu I wanted to urge her to hurry up, thinking that she did it on purpose and didn't want to say more, so she must have done it on purpose.

"Can't I really be with you all the time? I want to be with you. I like you."

Gu I looked at her looking at me eagerly, her eyes seemed to be filled with tears, and she was about to cry when she curled her mouth: "But I'm not your mother, you have your own parents, they are busy, You have to go on a business trip and study a project to get rid of me taking care of you. Now that their project is over, you need to go back to them."

Xiao Tiantian's father is of course Du Ze. Two weeks ago, he looked at his daughter sleeping on the lounge chair in the research room, and Gu Wo, who brought him coffee generously and mercifully: "I am your lifesaver. , you have to repay me anyway.”

In return for Gu me, he helped him take care of his daughter, and he also lent Gu me his car.Said it was convenient for me to take care of Britney.

Xiao Tiantian looked at Gu Wo who was determined to send her back: "Is that why you refused to pick up the daughter of your savior?"

Gu me: "..."

Gu I looked into her eyes, looked at each other for a few seconds, and then lost the battle: "Your little uncle is coming, are you happy?"

Xiao Tiantian snorted: "Your ex-boyfriend is coming, are you happy?"

"Ah, brat, if you flip through my diary to take pictures and use the text-to-text monologue software to read it out, I'll beat you up."

The author has something to say: the update has slowed down, sorry.

emmmmm... we are going to meet

☆、chapter90

The medical school is at the northernmost part of the whole school, and its geographical location is not particularly good, but it is surrounded by evergreen trees, giving it a feeling that other schools do not have.Parked the car firmly in the parking space, the child in the back seat pouted with reluctance.

Gu I pretended to ignore all of this, picked up the phone and found the message Yin Ke sent me, saying that he had already gotten up, stuffed the phone into the bag, and looked at the child in the back seat from the rearview mirror: "Get out of the car?"

She didn't answer, she unbuckled her seat belt reluctantly and got out of the car with the pink bunny.

Gu Wo replied to Yin Ke's message and got out of the car: On the second floor of the third library, Mocha or iced coffee?

A short reply was quickly received: Mocha.

Gu I opened the car door after class, and she walked towards the medical school with her pink bear in her arms. She walked slowly towards the third floor with her short legs. Gu I followed behind her, fearing that she might fall.Walking slowly to the third floor, pushing away the lab staff, a blond lady in a white coat saw that it was Gu I drinking Britney, took off her mask and smiled at the two of them: "Professor Du, today is noon. to come back."

"Okay, I asked my classmates to review, and I have to go now, is it okay to leave it to you?" Gu Wo patted Xiao Tiantian's head.

"no problem."

Gu I ignored her resentful eyes, walked downstairs after falling off her, drove away, and drove towards the coffee shop near the third library.

When I came to the UK to study with Yin Ke, I never thought of it before. After the operation that year, she couldn’t walk normally because of heart problems. After the organ transplant, she underwent heart surgery. Too much homework left behind, she did not expect that she would lie in bed for more than half a year, reviewing by herself with textbooks every week, or let her father's students be her tutors during the period, Yin Ke's usual notes It also helped her a lot.She began to learn to let go of the past and slowly live again, like a normal person.

That year, the Moon Island baseball team stopped at the top eight in the country. In that year, Xunchuan High School won the national championship trophy for the seventh time.That year, Wu Tong passed a year of practical training and was selected into the youth training team.

When Gu I came to the second floor with two cups of coffee, it seemed that Yin Ke had just arrived. Ban Xiaosong was still clinging to the baseball, but Yin Ke seemed to have given up, but it was rare that he would pick up the catcher’s protective gear to play with. is of interest.Gu I entered the fencing department of the university, and things went well.

Yin Ke took the Mocha from her hand: "What are you reviewing today?"

Gu I took out the tutoring book from my bag: "I knew the law was so difficult, I would have chosen to major in history. It's hard for you, a major in international politics, to teach me a major in law."

Yin Ke sighed, and took her note, as if thinking of something: "I heard that he is coming to England."

"Yeah." Gu I was turning the pen in my hand. Although my eyes fell on the book, I didn't see any knowledge points. It's not that I haven't thought about contacting for so long, but she can choose to escape. Everyone thought she had already chosen. Giving up at this point, even she herself began to think that she had blocked Wu Tong from her own world. She could think that she saw the posters posted by the baseball club on the school bulletin board, or posted on the campus newspaper that their club was coming. The message, she thought, had such a deep meaning that it was unforgettable, and she couldn't forget it even if she wanted to.

After the anesthesia for that operation, she didn't expect to receive a call from Wu Tong. At that time, she was lying on the bed in pain and didn't even have the strength to move. When she received his call, she thought she was hallucinating from the pain.

He said he was sorry, and he asked her if she would forgive herself.

But she was the one who kept it from him, she was the one who lied to him with his parents, she was the one who didn't tell his father to get married, and she was the one who pushed him to the United States. He asked her to forgive him, but for Gu me To forgive him is to forgive yourself.She forgave Wu Tong, but she couldn't forgive herself. Maybe she went back to the beginning, so if she chose to confess, it wouldn't be the end now?But after thinking about it, what if the ending is worse?

"Aren't you going to escape this time?" Yin Ke asked.

Gu I rested my chin on my hand, my eyes were a little lazy, and I cast my eyes out of the window. It was an artificial lake, which was very beautiful: "Yin Ke, does everyone have the right to be forgiven once?"

"Ok?"

Gu I shifted my gaze to his face: "I want to ask Wu Tong if he will forgive me."

Yin Ke didn't speak, as if he was waiting for her to speak again.

For a person like her who has stepped half a foot into the coffin countless times, people will die, and she will have a lot of regrets after people die.There are only a few tens of years in life, and one day she and he will not be younger again, and if we keep waiting, will the time of parting be too long?Use it to like him, use it to love him, use it to leave no regrets.

"Looks like you want to understand?"

As soon as Yin Ke opened his mouth, Gu Wo was stunned: "It's all about thinking about it. It takes too much mana to speak. I may need to slow down."

**

It was just after noon when the plane landed, and the club's bus was already waiting at the gate of the airport. Wu Tong turned on his mobile phone and clicked on the mailbox. It was an email from Yin Ke. It was a photo of fencing training, and there was a sentence attached to it: Yesterday