[Comprehensive Yingmei] Very good, this is very Tom Su

The author has something to say: The electricity bill in the dormitory is all gone today, and it feels super embarrassing to have no electricity at night!

My mechanical keyboard is the kind with a backlight, and it is actually quite clear when it is adjusted to pure white light, and it is the only little light in the whole dormitory.Under such difficult conditions, I used a mechanical keyboard to feel like stealing light from the wall, and wrote two thousand.

I'm really sorry that this chapter is short and short that doesn't fit my thick and long style. It's too uncomfortable for the eyes to walk back and forth between the bright screen and the flashing buttons. Due to the limited conditions, I can only get so much first.

Thank you for your understanding.

Don't say anything else, just say one thing, today's chapter should be regarded as the horn of the end.

Probably because the night before dawn is extraordinarily dark, my house...is also very dark QAQ! !

Episode 93

"Escaped?!" Her mood suddenly became a little unstable.

"That's right, this is also beyond our expectations. Obviously, she still has the benefits she promised to others and hasn't been able to fulfill them. It's still useful to keep them." Steve was a little puzzled by Tong En's excited reaction, "You and her Is there something in between?"

She didn't answer, her empty eyes looked listless, as if she was thinking about something.

Steve vaguely felt a little uneasy: "Tong En, she will definitely pay the price for what she did. If you feel compassion because of the delicate relationship between the two of you, it's best to dispel such thoughts. You The two are different people, no matter before or now. I hope that in the future, you will continue to be like this."

"Like you once told me, right?"

He didn't expect Tong En to ask such a question, and he was obviously a little caught off guard. Facing a 14-year-old girl who was still quite a big brother, he felt embarrassed to say it when the girl grew up a day later.

"I'm just... telling the truth."

"I like your honesty, and I also like the way you decided to travel back to the past without hesitation," Tong En giggled, the haze on his face disappeared without a trace, and he became extraordinarily peaceful, An Ran , "Thank you Steve, I never thought before, that person turned out to be you all along."

"Even I wouldn't believe it myself if I hadn't experienced it myself."

"But why can't I remember clearly?" She muttered in a low voice, a little puzzled, "Even now, the memory in my mind is not very clear."

Steve watched her silently.He suddenly thought of what Tony had said before, and a gleam of unknown meaning flashed across his eyes.Whether it is the arrival of the doppelganger, being trapped in the time bridge and nightmare before, or the current actions on the timeline, these can more or less affect a person in the world of his subjective existence and this node, and even more so. What's more, the superposition of multiple situations is equivalent to distortion plus distortion.

He couldn't guarantee when Tong En's building block tower would be pulled out the most deadly one, and this thought terrified him.Participating in the daily life dominated by superheroes, magic, and terrorists is bound to encounter disasters. Although the two made an agreement and compromise with each other at the beginning, he still couldn't accept it from the bottom of his heart.

Because the situation happened to Tong En again and again, right in front of his eyes.

"You have nothing to do."

"what?"

Steve wrapped her hands with his big palms and placed them gently on her forehead, covering her entire face in deep shadows.

"Father, Peggy, the brothers who enlisted together, Howard, old Fury... They are all gone. I have lived for too long. The longer I live, the more I experience, the more I look down on life and death. If it is necessary , that death is just a rest note in the movement of life, the rest of the bars actually exist, but the living people can’t hear them. But I want to hear all your movements, until the end, until the ending note disappears.

"So, let it go. I can guess what you want to do, and it won't end well. Lindsay has another purpose for you, you don't know, after what she did to you, I don't want you to still Wrong decision."

Tong En's eyes were as calm as water, and the azure blue that could be seen to the bottom occupied his mind.

"Wrong? Correct? Is it a bit far-fetched to judge now? Time will tell whether it is right or wrong."

"Oh, fool, there's no way of knowing that."

"I just don't want to think about it now because it's hard. It's easier to hurt than to forgive. The victim is always the one who suffers the most."

Tong En's side face is well-defined, with deep-set eye sockets, a high nose, drooping corners of the mouth, and a face that has become thinner and haggard recently. When the face is expressionless, it is all exhausted, which makes people feel distressed.

"I have to forgive the people who hurt me, forgive the consequences of other people's kindness, forgive Barbara and Aiden who made me no longer me, why do I have to smile and say it's okay? Why do hurt people It has always been me? I have never done anything to hurt others, and I have always encouraged and supported others’ deeds and beliefs, but why should the person who got hurt in the end have to forgive easily? Just because they are not bad people, Doing everything for me? Don't you think that sounds selfish?"

"One day you will understand what I mean. Forgiving others is also a process of liberating yourself and getting rid of pain. Otherwise, once you do something, you will not forgive yourself. This is much harder than forgiving others. .”

Steve's eyes are full of unbearable, he can understand everything that happened to Tong En, he can't comment on the right or wrong of the two parties' actions, because home is not a place to reason, and what they talk about is one. Affection.

He knew that with Tong En's current state, he still couldn't understand it well, and that he was lucky that he hadn't been dazed and turned into another person completely, but he still couldn't let her go.

Because he knew she could do better, 14-year-old Tong En did it, and 23-year-old Tong En could do the same.

He never doubted it.

"Really? Forgiving others is not the most difficult step to take. If one day I do something wrong, will you forgive me as selflessly and tolerantly as you teach me now?"

"There are some things that cannot be stopped, and there is no room for redemption." His tone could not help softening, and he hesitated to speak.

The only response to him was Tong En's wry smile, which was pale and weak, not sharp, but also too difficult to hear.

"You all leave first."

After a long while, she said sullenly, and casually picked up the basic spelling textbook that Aiden sent by the bed, and flipped through it quickly with a straight face.

"It's not peaceful out there, is it? No need to waste time on me who is stubborn. Leave me alone."

Steve nodded silently.

"I will go home with Aiden at night, and you can go to punish the criminals without worrying about me. I don't want to be a distraction burden for you in times of crisis."

"You've never been, silly girl." He got up, lowered his head and kissed Tong En's forehead, and fiddled with her bangs casually, with a touch of love in his smile, "You don't know how much is hidden in your body?" Possibly, how much energy. Someday you will use it to do the right thing and do it impressively, but right now, you need to rest."

"I understand." She said, clutching the corner of the quilt tightly.

"Go to sleep."