[Comprehensive Yingmei] Very good, this is very Tom Su
Chapter 77 Your world, my terminus. Your world is my destination.
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It has been a whole day since Steve rescued Tong En. During this period, she has been carefully placed in a spare room in the building and has not been moved. The doctor who came to see her suggested that no measures should be taken for the time being. Drip, prohibit excessive activities, just rest.Who knows that she has been raised for so long, as if she doesn't want to wake up.
Therefore, it is not difficult to imagine how happy everyone was when Jarvis brought the news of Tong En's awakening. If there were not so many people in the room, all relatives and friends might have to gather together.
Aiden was sitting by the bed peeling apples when Tan Bing’s group of relatives and friends came in. Hearing the sound, he stopped and turned his head. Seeing their cautious expressions, he shook his head: “Come in, she’s very moisturised.” .”
As if they were pardoned, they breathed a sigh of relief and swarmed in.
Tong En was half leaning on the bedside reading a book, her mouth kept moving, but her pale face showed everyone that despite her idleness, she was actually an overworked patient.
"Read a book just after waking up, and you won't be afraid of a headache," Tony snorted, pulled the book away involuntarily, and glared at Aiden by the way, "You don't care about her, she's sick."
"I'm a brother, not a mother." He retorted.
Seeing that the two of them were about to quarrel again, she hurriedly stopped and changed the subject: "Hey, hurry up and line up to give me a hug one by one, I miss you all!"
"Oh, what a child you are."
Tony said so, but he still hugged her honestly, muttering and standing aside, followed by the twins and Natasha, they came over one after another, giving Tong En a gentle or firm hug.
Steve stood and watched with a smile, God knows why his friends are always so energetic, even a little farewell greeting can make a fuss.I don’t know who stretched out his evil little hand to him, and then he was constantly pushed and pushed to the front, but he was sure that the powerful last kick was definitely done by Sol, damn it, he almost fell into the whole body Pressed on the delicate patient.
"You have a share too." Wanda did not forget to add.
"I know, naughty boy," he glanced at her, then turned to Tong En, touched the back of his head, smiled shyly, and put out a gesture of opening his arms, but his eyes were full of mischief, "little girl, You can't knock someone down this time."
"I didn't mean to."
She muttered, buried her face in Steve's arms with peace of mind, and sniffed vigorously. The smell of lavender softener made her feel that long-lost sense of fullness had returned.
Luna and Draco stood at the end, but this did not prevent them from communicating. When the people in front gradually moved aside, they finally had the opportunity to sit in front of Tong En's bed. Of course, hugs were indispensable.
Different from the eager and firm hug in response to Luna, when Tong En made eye contact with Draco, a flash of panic flashed across her calm and peaceful face. The panic almost suffocated her in Draco's hug. more obvious in .
"I almost thought you were dead! Is it fun? One more time I... I'll just... I'll turn you into a bird and put you in a cage!"
Draco has always been good at driving others crazy, because he never knew how to communicate and confide his heart. In the past, Tong En would be too angry to ignore it, but now she doesn't think so. On the contrary, because she What he saw made Tong En have a different decision in his heart.
"I see, thanks, Draco."
Her body was stiff, her arms wrapped around nothingness, she patted his back, and then she lowered her eyes, not looking at him.
Draco seemed to sense something, stood up, and looked at her back and forth with strange eyes.
"Why don't you tell us what happened to you? We only know that the man in the cloak dragged you into the blue vortex of the space-time bridge, disappeared, and the whole machine was paralyzed. After that, what happened to you?" Tony asked.
Steve nodded and added: "When Sisko and I found you, you were in a black wind, and people couldn't get close. What's worse, no matter how you shouted, you couldn't get an answer. We want to go over and forcefully rescue you, but the internal vibrations created by the strong wind and unstable external interference signals always block our way."
"Fortunately, you woke up in time and responded to us, otherwise, Barry would have abused the Speed Force to perforate time and space."
Sisko's half-joking words drew good-natured smiles from everyone. Tong En looked at Barry in surprise when she heard the words, and couldn't believe it. A word of reproach.
"It's too dangerous, Barry, you shouldn't be doing this." In the end she just shook her head and said the same sentence over and over again.
"That's what friends should do, right? You're in danger, and I can't ignore it."
Originally, he wanted to reassure Tong En, but he found that Tong En's face became paler and paler amidst everyone's supplementary words.Seeing this, Barry was a little worried: "Tong En? What's wrong with you?"
Steve also looked at Tong En and couldn't help frowning.
"No, nothing, I was thinking, why can't I hear Steve's voice, because I was in a coma at the time, not conscious or anything, and I can't remember what happened at that time," she said. He pretended to be trying to remember, but ended up in dejection, "But the cloaked man hit me with some white energy wave, and then disappeared. I fainted. I remember that."
"But where can he escape in those twisted vortexes? It doesn't make sense at all."
"Unless he goes to another vortex, like Sol did, or uses some device that instantly moves the coordinates and transfers to somewhere outside, if the device is good and the anti-interference is strong enough, it can be done Yes." Tony thought for a moment and came to a conclusion.
Obviously, this is a relatively reliable presumption. Considering that the cloaked man seems to have some relationship with the aim, it would be understandable if a machine with excellent performance can be used.
The Avengers were lost in thought.
"Fortunately, you don't have any skin trauma, you are just unconscious." Luna smiled at her with relief, convinced of this.
Tong En reached out to hold hers, with such force, it seemed that the young girl would slip away as soon as she let go.
"Thank you Luna."
"I... I didn't do anything."
"No, you have done a lot," her voice choked unconsciously, "Thank you for always being by my side and giving me confidence."
Luna looked stunned and didn't know what to say. She looked at the others with doubts, as if she wanted to find an answer, but they also had no clue about Tong En's sudden sensibility, and shook their heads slightly.
"We'll always be good friends, right?"
Although not very clear, Luna's answer did not disappoint: "Of course, now and in the future, always."
Tony stood up, looked around, and winked.
"Okay guys, we still have a meeting, have you forgotten? Enemies will show up at any time, we'd better prepare... Oh, Luna and Draco, you better find something to do, Tong En still needs to rest .”
Everyone got up and left one after another, and Steve and Aiden were no exception. They told the sick patients to rest in peace and rest, and then followed the big team and walked out. The crowded room was suddenly empty, which made people uncomfortable. Tong En He took a long breath and closed his eyes tiredly.
Steve closed the door, walked to the corner, and was suddenly pressed on the shoulder, and he understood.
"Tony, what's the matter with you?"
"Steve, you need to ask her what's going on, why she seems to be hiding it from us."
"You sent them away on purpose just for this?" He couldn't help but sighed while holding his forehead.
"Of course, you have also seen that our questions are useless to her. I hope you, the great hero who rescued her, can play a role. Don't tell me, you didn't find that she was in a bad mood."
"Of course I found out, but knowing that she doesn't want to talk about it, is it inappropriate to deliberately delve into her bad mood?"
"I don't have the time to care about whether it's appropriate or not. Do you still remember that interference signal?" Tony turned his head and gave him a meaningful look. "The last time this similar wavelength appeared was when we saw the Rocky Scepter. When you get the Mind Stone."
As expected, Steve's perennially calm face finally showed waves.
When Tong En heard the knock on the door, he quickly hid the ipad under the quilt, pretended to close his eyes and meditate, and answered the door lazily. He was relieved to see that it was Steve.
"I thought it was Tony and Natasha who came to supervise my rest."
"Shouldn't you rest? You're disappointed to see it's me?" Steve muttered, frowning.
"Of course not," she curled her lips, took out her iPad again, and checked Facebook, "You are easier to talk to, my captain."
He reached out and snatched the tablet without any explanation: "Then you haven't seen me angry."
Tong En looked at him anxiously, wanting to snatch it back, but he didn't have the courage, so he could only smile and pretend to be good: "But I won't make you angry, I'm a good girl."
On the thin and pale face, the big sparkling eyes are blue and clear, the small nose, the pouting mouth, and the obedient appearance, which is very pleasing, but because of the sickness that cannot be concealed, it makes people feel distressed.Steve stared at such a face with no temper, his eyes moved away from her moist lips and looked at the sheets.
"Then tell me the truth, did you see something? Someone was manipulating you at that time."
Tong En's eyes flickered fiercely: "It was just a hallucination when I was in a coma, I can't remember clearly, why are you asking this?"
"It's just a hallucination? Not necessarily, your eyes, I have often seen soldiers show such eyes in the army before, full of deep despair and doubt, as if gradually becoming another person. What's more frightening is , they themselves realized it.”
"Another... someone else?"
Steve sat down next to her and nodded, not missing any expression on her face.She seemed to be hesitating, and was thinking about where to start. The confusion and entanglement in her heart were all expected, but what Steve didn't expect was Tong En's answer.
"I... I have really become another person."
She paused and explained: "When I woke up—or I thought I woke up, it was actually just the beginning of that dream. There, everything now is a dream, but there it is extremely real, but Of course it’s not a lie that the dream is reality, but I can’t remember it... No, no, here I also..."
"It's okay, take your time, don't be afraid."
Steve held her hand, visibly feeling her trembling uncontrollably, trembling, gradually calming down.
What needs the most courage is actually the beginning, and the rest of the story seems to be a matter of course.Encouraged by Steve's eyes, she told all the indistinguishable things she had experienced. Looking back now, it seemed like a lifetime ago. Even she herself felt quite incredible, and even felt vaguely afraid.But she looked back at Steve, he was only a little surprised when he heard her open his eyes and found that he was only thirteen or fourteen years old, and then he didn't have much emotional fluctuations, so he couldn't help feeling surprised.
"Because it's just a story, or a dream if you like," he replied with a shrug.
"No, I am actually able to connect the cause and effect when I am in it, that kind of truth..."
"No matter how real you feel, it's not real. Look, you're awake, aren't you?" He interrupted Tong En's incoherent speech, "I ask you, will you be with Draco Malfoy since childhood?" Are you engaged, can you really leave Luna, can you do something so cruel to Pansy, even though you have a deep hatred for her?"
"Absolutely not, I mean... it's outrageous. But, we have experienced different things, and I can't tell if I really spent my teenage years in that state and then grew up smoothly, what would happen to me like that? , could it be the real me?"
Tong En's gaze was erratic, shining with a light that Steve had never seen before, complex and weird, she turned her head to face herself, the sunlight that came in from the gap in the curtain behind her hit her face, and the The azure blue eyeballs are too transparent, and the look is even more obvious.
Steve stared at her, his voice suddenly sank: "Would you like to be that kind of person?"
Chapter 78 [End of inverted V, 34-78] Youbelongtomealone. You belong to me.
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Tong En lowered his head and didn't answer, and Steve didn't force him, just waited quietly.
The atmosphere of silence didn't last long, and he heard Tong En's negative answer.
"You're right, I can't do it, and I don't want to. It's really good there, but my life is not so good. I don't know how it became like this, but when I was pulled from the depths of the dream by you When it came back to reality, even I almost believed it. I think that what a person goes through may indeed change him fundamentally, but in any case, that is not what happened to make me who I am now."
Steve stared at her, a soft smile playing on his lips.
"That's why you were wrong when you faced Draco and Luna before, right? You don't need to blame yourself, these are not your fault, if you are not satisfied with the status quo, go to change the status quo, if you are not satisfied with the status quo in your dream If the situation is not satisfactory, avoid it and never let it happen.”
As he spoke, he exerted a little force and tightened the right hand that was holding Tong En, as if calling back her wandering thoughts.
"Tell yourself you can do it. I believe you can."
The girl's body trembled slightly, and her trembling fingertips slowly clenched back, holding tightly. If Steve's skin and senses were not beyond ordinary, he might have already been stung by her nails.
"Yes, I can." She turned her head and looked at him steadfastly. "Self-control and persuasion are things I have been insisting on since I was a child."
"But you don't need to force it this time, because I will be with you, and we will all be with you."
"why?"
"what?"
"Why are you always willing to stand by my side unconditionally, enlighten me, and give me strength...I mean, you clearly know that I am different from what you imagined."
"You're always asking stupid questions, girl."
"No, that's because I'm different from a good woman like Miss Carter..."
"No one is absolutely excellent, including me. You don't need to be a well-behaved girl who is loved by everyone in order to have everything. Do you know what attracts me the most about you? Your heart is always considerate of others and better than yourself heart of.
"You didn't follow Dr. Wilson to the opportunity you dreamed of. Although I am not so weak that I will feel sad because of loneliness, I don't need to be accompanied, but I have to say——When you turn around and smile at me Suddenly, I don’t want to sit there alone.”
Tong En listened blankly, not daring to miss every word, every expression and emotion of Steve, this tension even made her forget to breathe.
"After all, who wants to be alone when someone needs it? I'm needed by you, Tong En, even if I can't help, even if there are things I seem like an outsider. That kind of need is not a call to 911 or the base , the need for 'The Avengers Assemble', but the feeling of being brought into life. I'm not a statue that lives in someone else's memory at a critical moment, I'm Steve Rogers.
"At least in front of you, with the mask off, I'm still needed and loved, and even though I don't say it often, it feels good."
He winked at Tong En.
"So it's a secret?" Tong En's eyes flashed with teasing light.It was rare to hear Steve make a wisecrack, and she couldn't help but squint her eyes and said, "It's so interesting. I like keeping secrets with you."
"I like to do a lot of things with you, I..."
"what?"
"I'm used to busyness and crisis, used to worrying about the planet and other major human issues, unhappy, almost forgetting that life can be so interesting."
"Me too," her voice was slow and soft, trembling slightly, "Being by your side is the best thing that has ever happened to me."
Steve's hand caressed her cheek, and she closed her eyes, reached out to cover his big palm, and rubbed it lightly.The cold and creamy touch, the eyelashes trembling like butterfly wings, and the azure blue eyes that opened slits in the mist revealed a little tear. Steve stared at Tong En like this, and felt his heart almost melted.
Without further words or unnecessary movements, he leaned forward slightly and kissed the pale thin lips.
The girl's whimper gave him the courage to continue, and he couldn't help deepening the kiss, wrapping his other hand around Tong En's waist, preventing her from leaving his sight again.After a while, the lingering lips slowly parted, and Tong En blushed, panting, meeting his clear blue eyes, with a weak voice.
"Is this a secret too?"
"No, I want to be as frank as you. In fact, I should have done pretty well today." Steve said with a smile, but he didn't expect the girl to slap her mouth, tilt her head in thought, and showed a embarrassed expression.
"It can be considered."
"Who taught you to beat a beginner's confidence?"
"You," she replied confidently, poking her index finger at Steve's chest, with a resolute attitude that was really troublesome, "I remember when I first came, you contributed a lot of objections. "
"Holding grudges is not good, kid. But then I was definitely the one who firmly supported you, right? No matter how you mess around, I am willing to stand by your side. Because you let me admit your ability, people always get Don’t you also have a sense of belonging anxiety?” Steve raised his eyebrows, carefully put her hair back behind her ears, and looked at her lovingly.
Her smile was clouded with dust, looking helpless and bitter.
"Every time I go home...that home, my aunt's house in Birmingham, standing on the pier where the sirens are roaring, overlooking the coastline, and following my aunt with my luggage, I feel like I am the sea, and my father's world is in front of me. It's my mother's world in the back, and I don't know where I belong. If this is what you call belonging anxiety, I think it's killing me."
"Not anymore."
A pang of sadness welled up in Steve's heart. He knew better than anyone the feeling of being unable to blend in, and because of this feeling, he couldn't let Tong En go on by himself, even though he had told himself many times in his heart that maybe two Intercourse between people is an unrealistic mistake, but I still can't help getting closer until they are shoulder to shoulder and there is no more distance.
"youbelongtomealone. (You belong to me.)"
The sparkle in her eyes finally filled her eyes, but it was only for a moment, and was quickly wiped away by the girl with the back of her hand, leaving only the red corners of the eyes with water stains.
"Remember I told you that there was someone who changed me once, like you, but I never saw him again. I want to stay here, in New York, where I met him, even if it is He was the first person I wanted to be better and live up to his expectations. Until now, this feeling has become stronger because I met you."
Seeing him nodding, Tong En continued to recall.
"During the winter vacation when I was 14 years old, people from the Malfoy family and the Black family came to our house for a party. The adults were talking about adults, and the children gathered to play. They said it was fun, but they were just fooling me. Draco said to I looked at his new fuchsia, and dropped me on the clock tower in the city. No one expected that the rope would snap and I would fall from the top of the tall tower. Afterwards, I guess it must be Draco Pansy, who insisted on coming, did something while we were not paying attention, but I was just guessing. Later, Draco saved me with magic, but I still hurt my wrist.
"My lord, no one cares about me. My father is talking about business. I can't disturb him. This will make the relationship between them bad. At that time, I was afraid that Malfoy would say something, so I could only digest the bitter fruit alone. But suddenly I realized that no one cares about the life and death of the weak at all. Could it be that my father always thought I was dispensable? Could it be that Aiden was ashamed of a sister like me at school, just Just show me, no matter what they say, my life hasn't changed at all..."
"Stop talking, Tong En, of course they don't think so..."
"But I didn't know that at the time. I wandered around the central garden for a long time, my wrists were dripping with blood, and I was carrying boundless anger in my heart that I didn't want to continue. When I finally came home, when I opened the bedroom door, I saw a book lying quietly on the bed. It had a black background with dark flowers and a hard book cover. It contained a lot of strange knowledge and dense notes. I recognized it was Aiden’s handwriting, and when I knew it was his life and death One of the things that people don't touch. So I made a wrong decision, I started to teach myself the contents of the book. I hope to become stronger, not to be bullied, not to be controlled."
Steve listened quietly, still unable to figure out what went wrong. Seeing her lowered her eyes, as if relieved, he couldn't help asking: "Isn't this very good? You can also use some Magic, self-defense or whatever, like you do every once in a while."
"That's right, until the boy I met told me what kind of research Aiden's research was, and what the book in my hand was. Although he told me that black magic is not a good thing, I can't control it anymore Too much, it took me a while to realize the seriousness of my behavior, but fortunately the result was good, I was scared, he was satisfied, the book was burned, and it returned to its original state. If Aiden finds the book It's gone, if the little episode that almost burned me is not counted."
"So your brother didn't lend you the book?"
Tong En rolled his eyes: "Of course he won't, he has always cherished his collection, and he has always insisted that my self-control is too poor. After all, we are brother and sister, how could he throw dangerous things to me? "
"Who the hell is that? If no one stops..." Steve suddenly felt a little scared, and shook his head mutteringly, "This is simply pushing you into the fire pit!"
"I thought about it for a long time, but I couldn't guess who it was. After a long time, my memory gradually faded, and many things became less persistent. Time is really a terrible thing. It can change a person, and it can also bring Walking around a lot. Like I thought I would always remember that boy’s face, so even if I was walking on the street, I could recognize him from the crowd, thank him, and even make friends with him, It's not just that they become strangers after meeting each other.
"But in fact, I have long forgotten, from his voice, to his appearance, to his figure. There are no photos, no audio memory, and people who don't meet often will be slowly uprooted and erased from my life."
Tong En's words touched the deep sorrow in Steve's heart. He smiled bitterly and said, "Even if something remains, it won't be felt anymore after the passage of time, and then it will be slowly forgotten."
"I thought about it for a long time during the two days of recuperation. Why can I still have such a clear feeling in a completely different environment? In fact, it is not necessarily that different. For example, I still have hatred for those who hurt me, and I still have feelings for the change. There is a strong interest in ascension."
She shrugged her shoulders, her tone was calm and clear, as if what she remembered now had nothing to do with her.
However, the trembling knuckles betrayed her, and so did the gaze she deliberately kept away. In Steve's eyes, she was always like an ostrich willing to bury her head in the sand, preferring to be controlled both by her breathing and her movements. It was pitch black, and he refused to open his eyes to face the truth.
"When I seriously injured Pansy in my dream, it was that book that I was fighting with her for."
It has been a whole day since Steve rescued Tong En. During this period, she has been carefully placed in a spare room in the building and has not been moved. The doctor who came to see her suggested that no measures should be taken for the time being. Drip, prohibit excessive activities, just rest.Who knows that she has been raised for so long, as if she doesn't want to wake up.
Therefore, it is not difficult to imagine how happy everyone was when Jarvis brought the news of Tong En's awakening. If there were not so many people in the room, all relatives and friends might have to gather together.
Aiden was sitting by the bed peeling apples when Tan Bing’s group of relatives and friends came in. Hearing the sound, he stopped and turned his head. Seeing their cautious expressions, he shook his head: “Come in, she’s very moisturised.” .”
As if they were pardoned, they breathed a sigh of relief and swarmed in.
Tong En was half leaning on the bedside reading a book, her mouth kept moving, but her pale face showed everyone that despite her idleness, she was actually an overworked patient.
"Read a book just after waking up, and you won't be afraid of a headache," Tony snorted, pulled the book away involuntarily, and glared at Aiden by the way, "You don't care about her, she's sick."
"I'm a brother, not a mother." He retorted.
Seeing that the two of them were about to quarrel again, she hurriedly stopped and changed the subject: "Hey, hurry up and line up to give me a hug one by one, I miss you all!"
"Oh, what a child you are."
Tony said so, but he still hugged her honestly, muttering and standing aside, followed by the twins and Natasha, they came over one after another, giving Tong En a gentle or firm hug.
Steve stood and watched with a smile, God knows why his friends are always so energetic, even a little farewell greeting can make a fuss.I don’t know who stretched out his evil little hand to him, and then he was constantly pushed and pushed to the front, but he was sure that the powerful last kick was definitely done by Sol, damn it, he almost fell into the whole body Pressed on the delicate patient.
"You have a share too." Wanda did not forget to add.
"I know, naughty boy," he glanced at her, then turned to Tong En, touched the back of his head, smiled shyly, and put out a gesture of opening his arms, but his eyes were full of mischief, "little girl, You can't knock someone down this time."
"I didn't mean to."
She muttered, buried her face in Steve's arms with peace of mind, and sniffed vigorously. The smell of lavender softener made her feel that long-lost sense of fullness had returned.
Luna and Draco stood at the end, but this did not prevent them from communicating. When the people in front gradually moved aside, they finally had the opportunity to sit in front of Tong En's bed. Of course, hugs were indispensable.
Different from the eager and firm hug in response to Luna, when Tong En made eye contact with Draco, a flash of panic flashed across her calm and peaceful face. The panic almost suffocated her in Draco's hug. more obvious in .
"I almost thought you were dead! Is it fun? One more time I... I'll just... I'll turn you into a bird and put you in a cage!"
Draco has always been good at driving others crazy, because he never knew how to communicate and confide his heart. In the past, Tong En would be too angry to ignore it, but now she doesn't think so. On the contrary, because she What he saw made Tong En have a different decision in his heart.
"I see, thanks, Draco."
Her body was stiff, her arms wrapped around nothingness, she patted his back, and then she lowered her eyes, not looking at him.
Draco seemed to sense something, stood up, and looked at her back and forth with strange eyes.
"Why don't you tell us what happened to you? We only know that the man in the cloak dragged you into the blue vortex of the space-time bridge, disappeared, and the whole machine was paralyzed. After that, what happened to you?" Tony asked.
Steve nodded and added: "When Sisko and I found you, you were in a black wind, and people couldn't get close. What's worse, no matter how you shouted, you couldn't get an answer. We want to go over and forcefully rescue you, but the internal vibrations created by the strong wind and unstable external interference signals always block our way."
"Fortunately, you woke up in time and responded to us, otherwise, Barry would have abused the Speed Force to perforate time and space."
Sisko's half-joking words drew good-natured smiles from everyone. Tong En looked at Barry in surprise when she heard the words, and couldn't believe it. A word of reproach.
"It's too dangerous, Barry, you shouldn't be doing this." In the end she just shook her head and said the same sentence over and over again.
"That's what friends should do, right? You're in danger, and I can't ignore it."
Originally, he wanted to reassure Tong En, but he found that Tong En's face became paler and paler amidst everyone's supplementary words.Seeing this, Barry was a little worried: "Tong En? What's wrong with you?"
Steve also looked at Tong En and couldn't help frowning.
"No, nothing, I was thinking, why can't I hear Steve's voice, because I was in a coma at the time, not conscious or anything, and I can't remember what happened at that time," she said. He pretended to be trying to remember, but ended up in dejection, "But the cloaked man hit me with some white energy wave, and then disappeared. I fainted. I remember that."
"But where can he escape in those twisted vortexes? It doesn't make sense at all."
"Unless he goes to another vortex, like Sol did, or uses some device that instantly moves the coordinates and transfers to somewhere outside, if the device is good and the anti-interference is strong enough, it can be done Yes." Tony thought for a moment and came to a conclusion.
Obviously, this is a relatively reliable presumption. Considering that the cloaked man seems to have some relationship with the aim, it would be understandable if a machine with excellent performance can be used.
The Avengers were lost in thought.
"Fortunately, you don't have any skin trauma, you are just unconscious." Luna smiled at her with relief, convinced of this.
Tong En reached out to hold hers, with such force, it seemed that the young girl would slip away as soon as she let go.
"Thank you Luna."
"I... I didn't do anything."
"No, you have done a lot," her voice choked unconsciously, "Thank you for always being by my side and giving me confidence."
Luna looked stunned and didn't know what to say. She looked at the others with doubts, as if she wanted to find an answer, but they also had no clue about Tong En's sudden sensibility, and shook their heads slightly.
"We'll always be good friends, right?"
Although not very clear, Luna's answer did not disappoint: "Of course, now and in the future, always."
Tony stood up, looked around, and winked.
"Okay guys, we still have a meeting, have you forgotten? Enemies will show up at any time, we'd better prepare... Oh, Luna and Draco, you better find something to do, Tong En still needs to rest .”
Everyone got up and left one after another, and Steve and Aiden were no exception. They told the sick patients to rest in peace and rest, and then followed the big team and walked out. The crowded room was suddenly empty, which made people uncomfortable. Tong En He took a long breath and closed his eyes tiredly.
Steve closed the door, walked to the corner, and was suddenly pressed on the shoulder, and he understood.
"Tony, what's the matter with you?"
"Steve, you need to ask her what's going on, why she seems to be hiding it from us."
"You sent them away on purpose just for this?" He couldn't help but sighed while holding his forehead.
"Of course, you have also seen that our questions are useless to her. I hope you, the great hero who rescued her, can play a role. Don't tell me, you didn't find that she was in a bad mood."
"Of course I found out, but knowing that she doesn't want to talk about it, is it inappropriate to deliberately delve into her bad mood?"
"I don't have the time to care about whether it's appropriate or not. Do you still remember that interference signal?" Tony turned his head and gave him a meaningful look. "The last time this similar wavelength appeared was when we saw the Rocky Scepter. When you get the Mind Stone."
As expected, Steve's perennially calm face finally showed waves.
When Tong En heard the knock on the door, he quickly hid the ipad under the quilt, pretended to close his eyes and meditate, and answered the door lazily. He was relieved to see that it was Steve.
"I thought it was Tony and Natasha who came to supervise my rest."
"Shouldn't you rest? You're disappointed to see it's me?" Steve muttered, frowning.
"Of course not," she curled her lips, took out her iPad again, and checked Facebook, "You are easier to talk to, my captain."
He reached out and snatched the tablet without any explanation: "Then you haven't seen me angry."
Tong En looked at him anxiously, wanting to snatch it back, but he didn't have the courage, so he could only smile and pretend to be good: "But I won't make you angry, I'm a good girl."
On the thin and pale face, the big sparkling eyes are blue and clear, the small nose, the pouting mouth, and the obedient appearance, which is very pleasing, but because of the sickness that cannot be concealed, it makes people feel distressed.Steve stared at such a face with no temper, his eyes moved away from her moist lips and looked at the sheets.
"Then tell me the truth, did you see something? Someone was manipulating you at that time."
Tong En's eyes flickered fiercely: "It was just a hallucination when I was in a coma, I can't remember clearly, why are you asking this?"
"It's just a hallucination? Not necessarily, your eyes, I have often seen soldiers show such eyes in the army before, full of deep despair and doubt, as if gradually becoming another person. What's more frightening is , they themselves realized it.”
"Another... someone else?"
Steve sat down next to her and nodded, not missing any expression on her face.She seemed to be hesitating, and was thinking about where to start. The confusion and entanglement in her heart were all expected, but what Steve didn't expect was Tong En's answer.
"I... I have really become another person."
She paused and explained: "When I woke up—or I thought I woke up, it was actually just the beginning of that dream. There, everything now is a dream, but there it is extremely real, but Of course it’s not a lie that the dream is reality, but I can’t remember it... No, no, here I also..."
"It's okay, take your time, don't be afraid."
Steve held her hand, visibly feeling her trembling uncontrollably, trembling, gradually calming down.
What needs the most courage is actually the beginning, and the rest of the story seems to be a matter of course.Encouraged by Steve's eyes, she told all the indistinguishable things she had experienced. Looking back now, it seemed like a lifetime ago. Even she herself felt quite incredible, and even felt vaguely afraid.But she looked back at Steve, he was only a little surprised when he heard her open his eyes and found that he was only thirteen or fourteen years old, and then he didn't have much emotional fluctuations, so he couldn't help feeling surprised.
"Because it's just a story, or a dream if you like," he replied with a shrug.
"No, I am actually able to connect the cause and effect when I am in it, that kind of truth..."
"No matter how real you feel, it's not real. Look, you're awake, aren't you?" He interrupted Tong En's incoherent speech, "I ask you, will you be with Draco Malfoy since childhood?" Are you engaged, can you really leave Luna, can you do something so cruel to Pansy, even though you have a deep hatred for her?"
"Absolutely not, I mean... it's outrageous. But, we have experienced different things, and I can't tell if I really spent my teenage years in that state and then grew up smoothly, what would happen to me like that? , could it be the real me?"
Tong En's gaze was erratic, shining with a light that Steve had never seen before, complex and weird, she turned her head to face herself, the sunlight that came in from the gap in the curtain behind her hit her face, and the The azure blue eyeballs are too transparent, and the look is even more obvious.
Steve stared at her, his voice suddenly sank: "Would you like to be that kind of person?"
Chapter 78 [End of inverted V, 34-78] Youbelongtomealone. You belong to me.
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Tong En lowered his head and didn't answer, and Steve didn't force him, just waited quietly.
The atmosphere of silence didn't last long, and he heard Tong En's negative answer.
"You're right, I can't do it, and I don't want to. It's really good there, but my life is not so good. I don't know how it became like this, but when I was pulled from the depths of the dream by you When it came back to reality, even I almost believed it. I think that what a person goes through may indeed change him fundamentally, but in any case, that is not what happened to make me who I am now."
Steve stared at her, a soft smile playing on his lips.
"That's why you were wrong when you faced Draco and Luna before, right? You don't need to blame yourself, these are not your fault, if you are not satisfied with the status quo, go to change the status quo, if you are not satisfied with the status quo in your dream If the situation is not satisfactory, avoid it and never let it happen.”
As he spoke, he exerted a little force and tightened the right hand that was holding Tong En, as if calling back her wandering thoughts.
"Tell yourself you can do it. I believe you can."
The girl's body trembled slightly, and her trembling fingertips slowly clenched back, holding tightly. If Steve's skin and senses were not beyond ordinary, he might have already been stung by her nails.
"Yes, I can." She turned her head and looked at him steadfastly. "Self-control and persuasion are things I have been insisting on since I was a child."
"But you don't need to force it this time, because I will be with you, and we will all be with you."
"why?"
"what?"
"Why are you always willing to stand by my side unconditionally, enlighten me, and give me strength...I mean, you clearly know that I am different from what you imagined."
"You're always asking stupid questions, girl."
"No, that's because I'm different from a good woman like Miss Carter..."
"No one is absolutely excellent, including me. You don't need to be a well-behaved girl who is loved by everyone in order to have everything. Do you know what attracts me the most about you? Your heart is always considerate of others and better than yourself heart of.
"You didn't follow Dr. Wilson to the opportunity you dreamed of. Although I am not so weak that I will feel sad because of loneliness, I don't need to be accompanied, but I have to say——When you turn around and smile at me Suddenly, I don’t want to sit there alone.”
Tong En listened blankly, not daring to miss every word, every expression and emotion of Steve, this tension even made her forget to breathe.
"After all, who wants to be alone when someone needs it? I'm needed by you, Tong En, even if I can't help, even if there are things I seem like an outsider. That kind of need is not a call to 911 or the base , the need for 'The Avengers Assemble', but the feeling of being brought into life. I'm not a statue that lives in someone else's memory at a critical moment, I'm Steve Rogers.
"At least in front of you, with the mask off, I'm still needed and loved, and even though I don't say it often, it feels good."
He winked at Tong En.
"So it's a secret?" Tong En's eyes flashed with teasing light.It was rare to hear Steve make a wisecrack, and she couldn't help but squint her eyes and said, "It's so interesting. I like keeping secrets with you."
"I like to do a lot of things with you, I..."
"what?"
"I'm used to busyness and crisis, used to worrying about the planet and other major human issues, unhappy, almost forgetting that life can be so interesting."
"Me too," her voice was slow and soft, trembling slightly, "Being by your side is the best thing that has ever happened to me."
Steve's hand caressed her cheek, and she closed her eyes, reached out to cover his big palm, and rubbed it lightly.The cold and creamy touch, the eyelashes trembling like butterfly wings, and the azure blue eyes that opened slits in the mist revealed a little tear. Steve stared at Tong En like this, and felt his heart almost melted.
Without further words or unnecessary movements, he leaned forward slightly and kissed the pale thin lips.
The girl's whimper gave him the courage to continue, and he couldn't help deepening the kiss, wrapping his other hand around Tong En's waist, preventing her from leaving his sight again.After a while, the lingering lips slowly parted, and Tong En blushed, panting, meeting his clear blue eyes, with a weak voice.
"Is this a secret too?"
"No, I want to be as frank as you. In fact, I should have done pretty well today." Steve said with a smile, but he didn't expect the girl to slap her mouth, tilt her head in thought, and showed a embarrassed expression.
"It can be considered."
"Who taught you to beat a beginner's confidence?"
"You," she replied confidently, poking her index finger at Steve's chest, with a resolute attitude that was really troublesome, "I remember when I first came, you contributed a lot of objections. "
"Holding grudges is not good, kid. But then I was definitely the one who firmly supported you, right? No matter how you mess around, I am willing to stand by your side. Because you let me admit your ability, people always get Don’t you also have a sense of belonging anxiety?” Steve raised his eyebrows, carefully put her hair back behind her ears, and looked at her lovingly.
Her smile was clouded with dust, looking helpless and bitter.
"Every time I go home...that home, my aunt's house in Birmingham, standing on the pier where the sirens are roaring, overlooking the coastline, and following my aunt with my luggage, I feel like I am the sea, and my father's world is in front of me. It's my mother's world in the back, and I don't know where I belong. If this is what you call belonging anxiety, I think it's killing me."
"Not anymore."
A pang of sadness welled up in Steve's heart. He knew better than anyone the feeling of being unable to blend in, and because of this feeling, he couldn't let Tong En go on by himself, even though he had told himself many times in his heart that maybe two Intercourse between people is an unrealistic mistake, but I still can't help getting closer until they are shoulder to shoulder and there is no more distance.
"youbelongtomealone. (You belong to me.)"
The sparkle in her eyes finally filled her eyes, but it was only for a moment, and was quickly wiped away by the girl with the back of her hand, leaving only the red corners of the eyes with water stains.
"Remember I told you that there was someone who changed me once, like you, but I never saw him again. I want to stay here, in New York, where I met him, even if it is He was the first person I wanted to be better and live up to his expectations. Until now, this feeling has become stronger because I met you."
Seeing him nodding, Tong En continued to recall.
"During the winter vacation when I was 14 years old, people from the Malfoy family and the Black family came to our house for a party. The adults were talking about adults, and the children gathered to play. They said it was fun, but they were just fooling me. Draco said to I looked at his new fuchsia, and dropped me on the clock tower in the city. No one expected that the rope would snap and I would fall from the top of the tall tower. Afterwards, I guess it must be Draco Pansy, who insisted on coming, did something while we were not paying attention, but I was just guessing. Later, Draco saved me with magic, but I still hurt my wrist.
"My lord, no one cares about me. My father is talking about business. I can't disturb him. This will make the relationship between them bad. At that time, I was afraid that Malfoy would say something, so I could only digest the bitter fruit alone. But suddenly I realized that no one cares about the life and death of the weak at all. Could it be that my father always thought I was dispensable? Could it be that Aiden was ashamed of a sister like me at school, just Just show me, no matter what they say, my life hasn't changed at all..."
"Stop talking, Tong En, of course they don't think so..."
"But I didn't know that at the time. I wandered around the central garden for a long time, my wrists were dripping with blood, and I was carrying boundless anger in my heart that I didn't want to continue. When I finally came home, when I opened the bedroom door, I saw a book lying quietly on the bed. It had a black background with dark flowers and a hard book cover. It contained a lot of strange knowledge and dense notes. I recognized it was Aiden’s handwriting, and when I knew it was his life and death One of the things that people don't touch. So I made a wrong decision, I started to teach myself the contents of the book. I hope to become stronger, not to be bullied, not to be controlled."
Steve listened quietly, still unable to figure out what went wrong. Seeing her lowered her eyes, as if relieved, he couldn't help asking: "Isn't this very good? You can also use some Magic, self-defense or whatever, like you do every once in a while."
"That's right, until the boy I met told me what kind of research Aiden's research was, and what the book in my hand was. Although he told me that black magic is not a good thing, I can't control it anymore Too much, it took me a while to realize the seriousness of my behavior, but fortunately the result was good, I was scared, he was satisfied, the book was burned, and it returned to its original state. If Aiden finds the book It's gone, if the little episode that almost burned me is not counted."
"So your brother didn't lend you the book?"
Tong En rolled his eyes: "Of course he won't, he has always cherished his collection, and he has always insisted that my self-control is too poor. After all, we are brother and sister, how could he throw dangerous things to me? "
"Who the hell is that? If no one stops..." Steve suddenly felt a little scared, and shook his head mutteringly, "This is simply pushing you into the fire pit!"
"I thought about it for a long time, but I couldn't guess who it was. After a long time, my memory gradually faded, and many things became less persistent. Time is really a terrible thing. It can change a person, and it can also bring Walking around a lot. Like I thought I would always remember that boy’s face, so even if I was walking on the street, I could recognize him from the crowd, thank him, and even make friends with him, It's not just that they become strangers after meeting each other.
"But in fact, I have long forgotten, from his voice, to his appearance, to his figure. There are no photos, no audio memory, and people who don't meet often will be slowly uprooted and erased from my life."
Tong En's words touched the deep sorrow in Steve's heart. He smiled bitterly and said, "Even if something remains, it won't be felt anymore after the passage of time, and then it will be slowly forgotten."
"I thought about it for a long time during the two days of recuperation. Why can I still have such a clear feeling in a completely different environment? In fact, it is not necessarily that different. For example, I still have hatred for those who hurt me, and I still have feelings for the change. There is a strong interest in ascension."
She shrugged her shoulders, her tone was calm and clear, as if what she remembered now had nothing to do with her.
However, the trembling knuckles betrayed her, and so did the gaze she deliberately kept away. In Steve's eyes, she was always like an ostrich willing to bury her head in the sand, preferring to be controlled both by her breathing and her movements. It was pitch black, and he refused to open his eyes to face the truth.
"When I seriously injured Pansy in my dream, it was that book that I was fighting with her for."
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