[Comprehensive Yingmei] Very good, this is very Tom Su

episode66

"You're right, I can do better with magic," she moved her wrist slightly, narrowed her eyes, and there was a faint chill in her eyes, "and now... everything I do now makes no sense to me... …I, I don't get anything and I don't see anything in it."

Steve shook his head, and walked towards Tong En with big strides.

"The point is not what you can get, but how much you have improved. This is the meaning of exercising and digging yourself. Besides, do you really think that what we have just done is meaningless? Magic is not necessarily a better choice , at least for you."

"To me? No offense, Steve, what do you know about magic, and where do you know it wouldn't be a better fit? Is it because it works and disappears on me, or is it because of objective factors, the environment, or who else? Give me some fucking definition!"

Tong En didn't buy it. On the contrary, she gave Steve an unprecedented sense of oppression, like a bat waking up under the strong light, opening its mouth full of fangs, and flapping its wings to make a shrill sound.

"I had Pansy and Blaise Zabini shaking at their feet, begging for mercy! Steve, that doesn't happen every day, do you see the look in their eyes? It's magic, it's power."

"That's not magic, that's torture. You forced them to bend their knees with a vicious curse. What's the difference between them?! You were not that great at the time, a kind and good person would never inflict pain on others body." Steve retorted quickly, feeling a little annoyed.

"Isn't it worth a little bit of torture that they have done so much to me? There are laws to punish the treacherous and evil people. Since this kind of bullying is rarely cared about, we can only impose small punishments on them ourselves."

Tong En admired her nails with downcast eyes. It was obviously Qi Qiran's expression, but because of the overly flamboyant sneer at the corner of her mouth, she seemed quite indifferent.

Her manicure was peeled off, her nails were a little bit broken, her palm was still red and swollen even though it was protected by a bandage, and her index finger was congested and swollen, which made people feel distressed.

However, what Steve loves is not only the physical pain, but Tong En's spirit.

Maybe it's because the relationship between them has become a little rusty since the small escapade, maybe it's because they dodged each other politely before, and the conversation was not as usual, I don't know when, when he didn't notice , Tong En is no longer like before, he can easily put himself in others' shoes and understand others.

Thinking of this, Bise's eyes sank.

"You know what you're talking about? Some nonsense that isn't a hero, and it doesn't ease the pain."

Tong En raised his eyebrows, made an exaggerated nod, and looked at him with an unclear smile: "So now we're talking about the word hero. You think I'm not a hero, of course I'm not a hero! I'm nothing .I'm not a superhero, I'm not a wizard, I'm not a mutant, I'm not even a normal human being who can live in peace! I'm a... freak."

After a little excitement, she suddenly calmed down.

"Freaks," she repeated, "I don't want to admit it, but Pansy is quite right. People who can't fit in anywhere are not freaks. No wonder heroes don't say things like that, heroes. Naturally compassionate, benevolent and powerful, destined to be revered and accomplished, quite different from freaks."

"No, it's not like that, no one is born a hero."

Steve folded her hands and wrapped them with his generous palms, feeling the coldness in his palms, rubbing the wound repeatedly.He lowered his eyes, looked the little person into his eyes, and asked quite seriously:

"Did you learn about Captain America in history class?"

Even Tong En's grievances and resentment accumulated for a long time couldn't help breaking his mark in an atmosphere as serious as a quiz in class, and the upturned corners of his mouth couldn't be concealed no matter what.

"Learned, after Captain America became a super soldier, no one seemed to dare to provoke me again."

"But it was never the serum that made Captain America a hero, it was his heart," he corrects.

"So he was born to be a hero, give me a trick, old man!"

Tong En's smug smile because of his successful refutation fell into Steve's eyes, and he was a little relieved to find that the familiar atmosphere had returned, and his eyes couldn't help becoming gentle.

"You know you're praising me in disguise, right?"

"What? Didn't you mention yourself just to let me praise you, hero?" She rolled her eyes and said angrily, "I know, I'm not a hero, I don't deserve the word, let alone you."

"Belittle yourself, I didn't say that," Steve frowned, and his hands tightened a bit, "You're a good girl, you deserve the best."

"but?"

"No but. God! Where's the but... oh, I get it, you meant to say... well, I really didn't mean that, I said everything from my heart."

Steve probably understood her implication, but he couldn't understand it even more.Tong En was close at hand, raised his brows lightly, said nothing, and looked at him with dark blue eyes, making him at a loss for words, not knowing how to speak.

"I understand too. You like Peggy's strength and selflessness, and Agent Sharon. I really wish I could become such a capable woman. I want to redo the man-made wand, and I try to learn how to protect myself from Natasha. I I am still obsessed with the feeling that magic brings me. It was the first time I could use such a powerful magic, rather than a simple trick. Making them suffer made me really feel the power...

"Maybe it's not good, but I need it. Because of this power, I can feel a little closer to you, and I can feel like I'm one of you all." Maybe you'll see that I can actually stand up , reborn, full of strength, we will be different', I thought so."

Tong En squeezed out a vain smile, and slowly withdrew his hand.

"Unfortunately, that doesn't seem to be the case. You can use your strength to force others to apologize and beg for mercy, but you can't force others to love you."

"Do you think you are smart? Do people around you think you are smart? Well, they are all wrong. Let me tell you how stupid and outrageous you are."

Steve ignored her, walked directly to the control panel, and called Jarvis to open the operation interface to call up the real-time video above the training room.

A huge void projection appeared in the center, and a pair of young men and women were doing fighting exercises, which was the scene just now.Seeing the whole process of fighting with someone for the first time, from a new perspective, Tong En couldn't bear the appearance of his completely uncoordinated and aesthetically pleasing movements, and covered his face with his hands.

"Don't avoid it, keep looking, see clearly."

Steve's words approached an order, so she had to bite the bullet and read on.

The number of falls was less than she imagined. It may be that the pain and numbness gave herself the illusion that she had been beaten for a long time, but in fact it was definitely not the case.

When she stood up again and met Steve's provocation, she really changed every time, in terms of movement, speed, and mental outlook. In the end, Tong En was able to teach Natasha the basics of herself very smoothly. The movements are displayed smoothly.

"this is me?"

She even had a faint conviction in her heart. If she hadn't been unable to stand up in the end, and the backlog of anger had overwhelmed her reason, if she could train herself to be stronger and have more physical fitness, she would definitely be able to do better. .

"Even if you don't use magic to seal their mouths and bring fear, you still have the power to convince others, as long as you believe in yourself and work hard! Now, you still want to say that you didn't get anything from it? From the beginning you Just wrong."

At some point, when she was staring at the video in a daze, Steve had come to her side and said so.

"If that doesn't prove you're being stupid, maybe this will."

With that said, Steve lowered his head slightly, brushed Tong En's bangs aside, and kissed her forehead.

"Be a little more confident, kid, you don't deserve anyone, it's just me... I..."

"I'm too modern, you're too old?"

"Very funny, but I won't deny it," Steve glanced at her, took a deep breath, and laid his hands on her shoulders naturally, "I don't want you to be involved in the life of old-fashioned old stubbornes who risk their lives. Superhero's There are too many dangers and unknowns in the world, bloodshed, death, the destruction of the earth...Look at how you cried when Luna had an accident last time, I can't be so selfish.

"You are still young, and there are more and better boys and choices. You should live the life of an ordinary person you yearn for-I remember that this is not the original intention of your unwillingness to accept the magic school?"

Tong En's eyes dimmed.

"And if I say, that's not what I meant?"

Steve froze.

"What did you say?"

"My intention is to live the life I choose, how I like it, not for others to make decisions for me, Steve, even you, you can't make your own decisions."

She quickly regained her previous look, squinted her eyes sharply, stretched out her index finger, and poked hard at Steve's chest.

"I know that there are many good young men in the world, but they are not you. I know that there is more than one kind of beautiful life style, even if you are like a wandering singer, you can be very comfortable, but there is no you in those ways. Where are you, Do something, and I will do it too.

"You have the universe in your heart, then I will love the whole universe.

"Your little world is my destination."

Tong En's voice was soft and gentle, as if the young girl who said hello to Steve in the elevator and secretly looked at him out of the corner of her eye stood in front of her again.

I don't understand anything, although I am still so young, but I have the softest mature heart, I can see the loneliness of others, and my whole body is full of sweetness and vitality.

A corner of his heart finally collapsed, and he could no longer use any reason to hold it up.

Simply stop making excuses, and embrace all the unease and unknown possibilities calmly, just like embracing a girl who is enough to affect all my emotions, solidly, as if to melt into my chest.

"pleasetellmei'mnottoooldforafreshnewrelationshipwithakiddo." (Please tell me I'm not too old to socialize with kids.)

"You figure it out. you're good learner." (You can figure it out, you're good at learning.)

Steve understands his worries and has always understood them, just as Tong En always has an unshakable obsession and a nervous heart.

Whether it was good or bad to try was anyone's guess, but the only thing that knew was that he felt ready.