[Comprehensive Yingmei] Very good, this is very Tom Su

episode56

Upright, kind, gentle, honest, with some innocuous idealism and stubbornness, Steve Rogers is an immortal hero in people's minds.

How lucky she was to be cared by this hero, but she didn't know if she deserved it.

She has never been the good girl in Steve's heart, worthy of the expectation and determination in his eyes now.

"I never let go."

She finally stopped smiling, her cold face seemed to be covered with a layer of frost, and she spoke fiercely.

"I hate them, I hate them. As much as I have been hurt, my hatred will only increase! I wish I could kill them, but here you have to pay for your life, ah... Sometimes I really envy magic This is what I think in my heart, what Luna is trying to persuade me to face is not the fear of them but the outright hatred, do you understand?"

The successive hysterics exhausted all her strength, she panted heavily, raised her glass tremblingly, poured a large glass of wine into it, and quietly waited for Steve's shock, Steve's disgust, and Steve's shock. disappointment.

However, out of the blue, Steve was surprisingly calm, even more deliberate than before, and it frightened her.

Tong En panicked, was he playing some trick with himself?

For a while she couldn't help herself.

"Are you finished?"

With doubts, she nodded honestly.

"I've been waiting for this day, waiting for you to say it yourself."

She couldn't believe her eyes, because the man in front of her seemed... Laughing?

"What are you laughing at?" She glared with a smile on her face.

"I want to know more about you, Tong En, you are too heavy-hearted, this kind of burden is not suitable for you. I hoped that you would confide in your heart several times, but it always seems... just a little bit less," Steve stared blankly Strabismus made her even more flustered, "You say they don't understand, it's because no one else knows about these things, so I've been waiting for you to tell me."

After a pause, his tone softened, with some imperceptible relief.

"Well, it's not that difficult to look at it directly and say it, right?"

"you you……"

She was so dumbfounded that she couldn't say a word.

"It's better to speak out than to hold back, Tong En, I know you've never said these things to others, thank you for believing in me."

After a while, she managed to squeeze out a word between her teeth. "Aren't you angry? There should be disappointment or... being hated..."

"Oh, I'm angry, of course I am, why do you always torture yourself. If you don't face up to your own problems, who can help you?"

Hearing this, Tong En felt a little joy in his heart, like flowers blooming from the cracks in the rock, quietly, in clusters, unobtrusive but real.

However, what came up more was guilt and undiminished heaviness.

"I... have you finished eating? How about we get here today, Luna is not here..."

There was no sign of Tong En's getting up, and she quickly stacked the dishes and wanted to turn around and sneak into the kitchen. Steve was stunned for a few seconds, then stopped her with strides, grabbed the dishes, and put them aside.

His hands were strong, his arms were tightly restrained, his lips were tightly lined, and his blue eyes finally had waves.

Tong En was like a fish desperately trying to get out of the net, he seemed to have emotional ups and downs when he saw him, but he couldn't care less.She just wanted to leave, and just wanted to find a small corner to stay quietly by herself.

"Run, run, you know run away, run away can't solve any problem. I've already said it, what are you running away this time?"

She didn't dare to act rashly, because Steve was really angry.

Tong En swears that the last thing she wants to do in this world is to make Steve angry and sad, after all he is so good, but this is what happened, because of herself, she feels even more unpleasant.

"Say it," Steve's voice is unmistakably serious, "look at me."

She raised her head slowly, looked at him with those sapphire-like, clear, sparkling big eyes, and said softly: "I'm afraid you will never like me like this."

She sensed the surprise in Steve's eyes, but it was enough.Such unexpectedness was reasonable, she lowered her eyes and remained silent.

"Of course I like you, why would you think that, silly girl."

Her eyes regained their spirits again, full of surprise: "Really?"

"Of course, it's because I like you that I try to make you happy. Stop doubting yourself. You have to open up and see around you. I'm not the only one working hard. Tony, Wanda, Luna, we are all very happy." I love you, I hope you cheer up," he smiled warmly, almost burning Tong En's eyes, he stroked her cheek with his hand, wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and asked softly, "You can do it, yes ?"

Such tenderness didn't help at all, Tong En could even hear the chattering of her own bones and teeth, and the suppressed sound from her throat, but Steve's movements made her eyes even more sore.

But she had to answer, she had to lift her head and smile, she had to reassure Steve, she had to respond to his conviction because she simply didn't have the courage to accept another choice.

After all, she's still a coward.

What Steve most wanted her to change was now the only straw she was holding on to.

"Yes," she took a deep breath, forcing herself to smile, "I can."

The fumes and busyness in the kitchen could not erase her well-prepared makeup, and her bright face with a rippling smile almost hooked up all the belated drinking.Steve looked at Tong En's face, and felt an indescribable feeling in his chest. It was obvious that her smile was sincere and beautiful, but he always felt that something was wrong.

While he was thinking carefully, Tong En had already broken free from the shackles of his arms, picked up the dishes and walked into the kitchen again, the smile on Tong En's face with his back to Steve collapsed completely, his steps were fast, trying to restrain his emotions , but didn't want to be stopped by Steve again.

"Hey, did you just say..."

Steve grabbed her arm, and with a little force, he turned her body around. The terrified, depressed, and beautiful face, which was very different from just now, broke into his line of sight unexpectedly, blocking his unpreparedness. finished words.

Tong En was obviously taken aback by his actions, and stared at Steve with wide eyes.

"It's nothing, do you have any other arrangements? I'll wait for you in...the living room?" He finished hastily, changed the subject, and prevaricated.

Tong En responded indiscriminately, and rushed into the kitchen as if fleeing.

Steve could not help frowning as he felt the remaining touch and temperature in his hands.

Damn, how did it become like this?

Tong En calmed down and took a few deep breaths. Actually, it took quite a long time. During this period, Steve tried not to guess what she was doing in hiding there. Red wine, bored, staring at the oil painting lost in thought.

Also out of love for painting, Steve couldn't help but look at it a few more times from the moment he entered the door, and when he took a closer look, he felt that the painting was exquisite.It was a huge and complex group portrait, with a total of eight people, the colors, light and shadows were perfectly harmonized, and everyone's expressions were lifelike.Surrounded in the middle, Sepheus rarely showed a very kind smile, which almost covered the weather marks carved on the corners of his mouth and eyes by the years.

Steve saw the Tong En brothers and sisters at a glance. They were sitting at the bottom of the picture, separated by a young man with black hair and blue eyes, looking shy.

Aiden looked grown-up, the oldest of them all, and he was still smiling, just like his father.

And the teenager Tong En still had her signature warm smile, but her eyes were definitely not like that.Those are a pair of calm eyes that can't be noticed unless you look carefully, filled with the deepest and fullest blue compared to other people, almost indigo, slightly inconsistent, but quite realistic.

He had seen Tong En show such a look before, which made him feel familiar, but a little uncomfortable.The painter himself does not shy away from his smirk, which is an obvious realism.

In a daze, Steve seemed to see indigo eyes blinking at him.

Startled, he jumped out of his thoughts.

"Did I scare you?"

Tong En half turned her body in front of her, poked her head out, and winked playfully.

"No, no, I just lost my mind accidentally." He smiled, took the cheese plate in Tong En's hand, smelled it, and made a relaxed tone, "Thank God."

"It seems that the big plate of blue cheese last time left a lot of shadows on you... What are you looking at?"

He pointed it out.

"Is this your whole family?"

"Yes, it's the blood relatives I've seen, my aunt, cousin, Aiden, parents, you see there's even Laila on it, that's Aiden's mother, these are my family members," Tong En said in the history Tiff sat down beside him, shrugged his shoulders, and explained with a wry smile, "I've always dreamed of getting together like that one day, but unfortunately, I never had such an opportunity, and the meetings were scattered. The gathering only exists in my imagination, like this painting."

"But you all look happy." Steve tilted his head and smiled at her reassuringly.

"Yes, we are very happy."

"You... are you okay?"

As soon as the words came out of his mouth, Steve wanted to punch himself.

Tong En's eyes changed, and his smile remained the same: "It's okay, why can't it be bad, I feel very honored and happy to hear your encouragement to me and... your preference, and you really don't have to care about me."

"But your behavior at the time was a bit strange, which worried me. Listen, if I say something wrong, you don't have to take it to heart. Sometimes I don't know how to speak well and show emotion in front of women." Steve no matter Everything she said was convincing, even if it was the hasty explanation afterwards, Tong En didn't say much, but she relaxed a lot in her heart.

"Of course not, I can understand everything you said, although you did have to work harder on your words. Thank you for everything, including encouraging me to look directly at my weaknesses."

Her direct gaze was too frank, which made Steve a little embarrassed. He coughed dryly and lowered his eyes: "Actually, rather than talking about shortcomings, it's better to let you overcome the shadow of inferiority in your heart. Each of us has something we don't want What I have to admit is that the problem that really affects the mood is not something to be ashamed of, the most important thing is..."

"Don't let it hold you back from a future of infinite possibilities."

"Don't let it hold you back from a future of infinite possibilities."

The moment the two spoke in unison, they both saw the incredible in each other's eyes. Steve looked at Tong En in surprise, but found that the latter was both surprised and happy. He couldn't help laughing, and couldn't help asking:

"Wait, what are you...you...you do understand me, don't you?"

"Of course, God! I guessed subconsciously that you would say something similar." Tong En smiled and rolled his eyes, as if he had won the jackpot, and his body language was in chaos. "I've heard it, I've definitely heard it !Steve I... really..."

Immediately, Tong En's language expression function also fell into chaos, and Steve watched her cute appearance about to go crazy, not as anxious as she was, on the contrary, he had full patience, and he definitely contained her in his own lake. In the similar eyes, the smile on the lips unconsciously expanded.

"I think I... you... oh! Fuck it!"

She opened her mouth, she desperately changed her hand movements, she got stuck on a word several times and couldn't continue, the stagnant emotions in her chest were stuck there wave after wave, but she never uttered a word from beginning to end, she couldn't stand it anymore, It felt like killing her.

So actions were more convincing than words, she simply threw herself into Steve's arms, held him down, and kissed him hard.

It was an inexplicable, crazy, jerky kiss, both sides didn't even know how to continue, but the rubbing of soft lips was more convincing than expected, Steve's bewilderment was gradually submerged in the sudden burst in the mood.

I don't know who stuck out his tongue first, who grabbed the other first, it happened so indistinctly that neither of the two people noticed the stunned Luna at the door.

"The one on the sofa...is Tong En?"

Fiddled with her hair in a panic, the girl got up and poked her head out, looked around in panic, looked at Luna, and forced a smile.

Before it was over, another familiar man got up, showed his side face, and coughed a few times.

"...Oh, and the captain," Luna narrowed her eyes slightly, "is it too late for me to rewind it now?"

Tong En and Luna looked at each other.

"I think he should go."

"It's time for me to go."

Steve got up quickly, grabbed the coat that was draped over the back of the sofa, took out the speed of the Avengers' emergency assembly, and looked around to make sure that nothing was missing. Finally, he came back and turned his attention to Tong En again.

"Thank you for the treat, it was delicious."

"You're welcome, I'm glad you can say that, too."

The two paused again, with complicated expressions.

Damn, they just wanted to have a good chat!