Red House Spring Fiber

Dai Yusu and her have a good relationship, they often come and go, and they share similar temperaments, so their relationship is naturally unusual.Seeing her like this at this time, I don't want to urge her any more, I just sit there with her and accompany her silently, but I feel more and more in my heart that she is different from the other ones, because I think to myself: I often think about my fate, my parents One after another, there is no brother or sister, and when the uncle's family lives under the fence, there are many persecutions, and the family is weak, unable to do anything, and it is like a lonely ghost.Looking at it now, it is self-deprecating and self-deprecating. No matter what, my parents love me deeply and plan for me in every possible way; no matter what, I still have something to rely on...

Thinking of this, Daiyu gradually felt cheered up.

But Miaoyu sat for a long time, thinking about all kinds of things in the past, her eyes were reddish, and she said in a low voice after a long time: "I also thought of this. My parents have a rich family and I am alone. Daddy resigned." The officials left, visited famous doctors, and searched for medicinal materials. One day, they traveled far to the north of Ping'an Prefecture, but they were killed by villains. Among the three thousand people in the world, I was the only one left..."

The following words are already speechless, only a few choked sobs.

Daiyu still doesn't understand.Her father, could it be that he had a normal mind?At that moment, she felt sad in her heart, and the tears couldn't help rolling down. She also felt that she had a deep grief of blaming herself. Thinking about her old thoughts, she immediately stretched out both hands to hold Miaoyu's hand, and said with tears : "The heart of parents in the world is better than that. Why wasn't my father like this back then? In order to help me in the future, he worked hard and spared no effort! Even before the sick bed, he still worried about me! However, we are children Yes, seeing this, how can you relax? I only hate that this body is useless, and it will only exhaust the elders!"

Hearing this, Miaoyu was startled suddenly, and seeing Daiyu's sincerity, she felt that her heart seemed to be tightly clenched, she opened her mouth to speak, but she could only cry, and the others couldn't say a word. Words come.

Daiyu suffered a lot here, and she was advised by Ruhai, Chunxian Zijuan and other close people to comfort her. Here, she is different from Miaoyu, she already knows what is important, so she is hurt at this moment, but I can also force myself to hold back, seeing her grief is even worse, finally turned around, and said: "However, this is the case, if I can't pull myself together, even if my parents and elders are under the nine springs, they will not be able to live in peace! I, I, How can I make them worry so much during their lifetime? How can I let them die in peace? You and I should also cherish ourselves so that we can be worthy of the spirit of our parents."

Hearing this series of words, Miaoyu was like a wooden chicken for a moment, and even her breathing was light.

Beside them, there was only Chunxian, and Miaoyu's nanny, Mother Cao.Hearing their words, Chunxian couldn't help being sad, and sighed secretly, but she couldn't say anything here, but Mother Cao couldn't help crying, choked up and said: "My girl, the master and wife are watching in the sky. What about you. You only look at this one, and you should live a good life!"

Miaoyu was shocked, her beautiful eyes were already red, after being stiff for a while, she just lowered her head and said in a low voice: "Mother Cui, you go down." After saying that, she raised her head again, straightened her back, Like a pure and tall swan, even with tears on its face, it has a fragile stubbornness, but the words in its mouth are peaceful, saying: "I have been a monk for many years, but I still can't see through it, but it makes you laugh."

Seeing the opportunity, Chunxian hurriedly helped Cui's mother out, and comforted her in a low voice.Unexpectedly, Mother Cui was so excited that she wept and told another story, but it was a later story, so I won't mention it for the time being.

Daiyu in this room still comforted Miaoyu, because she said softly: "Although you are outside the world of mortals, after all, your parents are very kind, so naturally you can't be indifferent." "It's a pity that birth, old age, sickness and death can't be replaced by one's body."

The voice was faint, and it could only dissipate slowly in this quiet room.

But Miaoyu gradually calmed down, and only said softly and slowly: "The things in the world are like this, but it is no different from the speaker. I have been working on this matter in my heart for several years. There is resentment and grief. I have it, I have guilt, I want to have it, although I often want to see through it, I can’t let go of it in the end. Now when I say it, I can’t be indifferent. If I want to come to this life, I can’t get out.”

"The kindness of parents should be reciprocated. Don't say anything now, don't make them lose all their efforts and worry about you and me, but it's the same thing. Everything else can only be said to be the fate of the people." It’s just that they don’t agree and change.” Daiyu has also experienced the loss of her parents, especially her father, Ruhai, who has worked hard with her, and she can appreciate Miaoyu’s half-dozen thoughts, but it’s just that now, so what can I say? However, he still advised her to cherish herself.

From this, she said such a passage.

Miaoyu sighed quietly, how could she not know this, but she may not be completely convinced in her heart.As a result, she didn't speak for a long time, and she didn't know how long it was before she opened her mouth to divert this section, because she said something else.Daiyu saw that her expression was getting more and more peaceful, because when she thought about these things, she always had to think about them carefully, and others didn't want to talk about them, so she put them down and talked with Miaoyu about some poems and essays about Buddhism and Taoism. meaning.Seeing that it was getting late, Fang said goodbye and left.

I don't want to, when I got back to the house and saw that there was no one else around, Chunxian and Daiyu sighed, and said: "It turns out that Master Miaoyu is just like a girl, but he has nothing to live with. It's strange that she is like a girl." They are in the same heart, and they can be in the same place when talking about it. If you think about it, you will be similar to each other, and you will feel close to each other." After finishing speaking, she detailed what Mama Cui had said earlier, and added a few words of her own.

It turned out that Miaoyu's real name was Su Yi, and she was a descendant of the eldest son of the Su family in Suzhou. Her father was originally a Beijing official, and he was also a wealthy family. His family was rich and wealthy, almost rivaling the enemy's country, but she had only one daughter.Later, her parents passed away, and she became a monk, and all her family property was taken away by the clan, how could she be allowed to return to vulgarity!From then on, only by staying away from home and the ancient Buddha with the green lamp can we be safe.

When Daiyu heard this, she also thought about the situation she was in now, she was getting deeper and deeper, she sobbed loudly, and couldn't restrain herself for a long time.That sound was extremely weak and weeping, which really made people's hearts tremble and gave off a sense of desolation.

"Girl..." Chunxian understood what she was thinking, and couldn't bear it, so she tried to persuade her in a low voice, "Don't say that the girl feels the same way, even I feel desolate when I hear it. Poor Master Miaoyu, her parents are underground Seeing her like this, I don’t know why my heart bleeds. It’s just that this world is like this, the weak prey on the strong. If you want to let those wolves let go, even the Buddha can’t!”

Other words, but did not say any more.

Daiyu also knew that what she said was true, and she had thought about it in her heart long ago, but because she was always sentimental and loved to cry, she cried silently for a long time before she gradually stopped crying.

When Zicuckoo came back with the soup, seeing her like this, she just sighed together, because the waiter ate half a cup of lotus seed soup, Fang said: "Why is the girl sad again?"

"This kind of wind knife snow sword, how can we survive?" Daiyu regarded Zijuan as her confidant, and did not hide it from her, so she roughly mentioned the matter of Miaoyu, and repeatedly told her not to reveal it: "But It's about wealth and life, so I can't say a word."

Zijuan was also uncomfortable, and sighed for Miaoyu for a long time, but didn't want to make Daiyu feel sad again, so she turned back and asked about today's garden visit: "Why is the old lady so interested today, but why not?" ?”

Chunxian glanced at Daiyu, said nothing, only winked with Zijuan.Daiyu said indifferently: "It's just a trivial matter. Grandma is interested, we will take care of it."

"Girl, although this matter is small, I'm afraid that others will see it, but they will think about it in their hearts." Seeing that Daiyu just said this, Chunxian thought over and over again in her heart, and finally said in a low voice: "I'm afraid there will be more things in the future." Son, but it’s hard to say.”

"I didn't have any intentions, so it doesn't matter much." Daiyu took off the handkerchief to wipe away the tears, her face was already calm, her expression was indifferent, she only raised her head to look at Zijuan and Chunxian, her eyes were deep and deep, as if different from usual, Yin said: "As for the others, even if you have a great heart, they are different. We chose the Xiaoxiang Pavilion earlier, which is an example."

Chunxian was startled slightly, seeing Daiyu's eyes were deep, like a pool of deep water, although there were waves, but inside was calm, she couldn't help sighing in her heart: the meaning in her words was already clear, and she didn't feel that it was different from Baoyu's. The marriage can be done—Mother Jia couldn't resist before, so she had to retreat against her will and let Daiyu live in the Xiaoxiang Pavilion.If you have this one, you will have the second and the third in the future. What will happen in the end? If you want to see Jia Mu when she is old, when will she see it?The words "husband dies obedience to son" are not just a sentence, but the truth.

However, although this kind of situation is good for Daiyu, it is also really embarrassing.

Chunxian moved her lips, and finally swallowed the words that reached her throat, but Zijuan was loyal. Looking at Daiyu's deep eyebrows and calm expression, she felt more desolate than the old sobbing state. Although she was always steady, At this time, I couldn't help but get red eyes, and I couldn't help but choked up, and said: "Girl, if this is the case, it's a dilemma, needless to say, that villain outside, doesn't talk about anything? From now on, how can I do it?" where?"

Daiyu couldn't complain about it, she just kept silent, but her eyes fell on the window screen.Half a day later, he said: "This window screen is old, and it will be replaced tomorrow. It doesn't matter what others do. We are what we should be, and we are always easy to take care of. "

Zijuan still wanted to say a few words, but Chunxian pulled her. When her eyes met, she had to quietly wipe her eyes with a handkerchief, and smiled, and said, "This window screen looks good when it is freshly pasted. It’s not emerald now, but I look at it every day and don’t notice it, it’s still a girl who is careful. I’ll change it now. Girl, is it still the same color?”

"Let's do it as usual. It will save trouble." Daiyu said a few words, and she felt a little tired.

But Chunxian held back Zijuan, smiled and said to Daiyu, "Girl, this room is all clean and clean. It's not suitable after all. It's better to change it to a hazy color and add a bit of beauty, but it's appropriate?"