Ten years after the completion of the Raiders! [Manga]

"Do you still remember the first time you blocked me in the men's restroom of Youth Academy?" Echizen Ryoma leaned over and whispered in my ear.

Why bring that up!Looking back on it now, it was full of unscrupulousness.At that time, under the oppression of the system, I wanted to block the beautiful boy Echizen Ryoma, who was still in his youth, in the toilet and have a shameful play with him in a public place.Looking back now, I still feel that I was full and had no lower limit at that time. It is really too unbearable to look back.

"At that time, if the conditions did not allow it, do you think I would let you go?" Echizen Ryoma slowly described my facial features with his bony right fingers, from the brow bone to the corner of the eye, from the nose to the lips, just like a sculptor , carefully depicting the model that is about to be cut.

"..." I only know now that Echizen Ryoma was already annoyed by what I did at that time, and he was just suppressing himself deliberately.If Echizen Ryoma was the age he is now, I might be eaten by him directly.So now comes the problem, according to his current every move, I think the current situation is 90.00% doomed.

"Then it's only natural for me to give back to you what you've done to me now, isn't it?" Echizen Ryoma rubbed my lower lip with his thumb instead. The distance between the eyes is getting closer and closer to me, until the inside of my mouth tastes the slippery touch again that makes my heart palpitate.

Where did Echizen Ryoma learn the technique?I actually felt that I was seduced, and I just wanted to indulge in this kind of desire like being burned by fire with him. This is a feeling I have never felt in other people.

Is Echizen Ryoma really my ex?Why do you think it makes me feel better than the so-called incumbent?

"Kego Atobe didn't make you feel this kind of limit, did he?"

I never thought that Echizen Ryoma would say such a sentence to me afterwards. It was simply inexplicable, and it completely ruined my high mood.At this moment, I feel very embarrassed.

"Do you have to say such things?" I hugged the quilt and sat on the head of the bed, and gave Echizen Ryoma beside me a very cold look.

Why did Echizen Ryoma suddenly say such annoying things after having such an intimate relationship?Is this common to all men?

"I and Keigo Atobe, who makes you feel better?" Echizen Ryoma's unrelenting words made me angry, so you want to know how I feel?OK, then I'll satisfy your competiveness.

I sorted out my increasingly irritable and depressed mood, forced myself to calm down, then stretched out my hand to brush the long hair scattered around the collarbone, and finally raised the corners of my mouth and smiled lightly at Echizen Ryoma: "Aren't all men the same?" ?” Although this is the first time I consciously feel this kind of thing, why should I assume that Echizen Ryoma is completely unreasonable to me?Although I am very upset about Echizen Ryoma's inexplicable fight, I don't want to directly express my feelings.Irony or something, although I didn't make it casually, I can still say a few words casually, do you like to fight each other so much?Then I will accompany you to the end.

"Your mouth is still so cheap." Echizen Ryoma reached out and pinched my cheek to make me face him, with a suppressed and slightly distorted expression on his face, where there was no mad tugging in my impression.

I broke away Echizen Ryoma's hand that made my cheek ache, then raised my chin and responded with a cocky smile: "Yeah! I have such a cheap mouth, don't you like it the most?" My heart suddenly felt a burst of soreness, which is really strange, I have never felt this way before, what's wrong with me?Could it be because Echizen Ryoma treated me like this?It shouldn't be!It's just the so-called ex-boyfriend, the former target of the strategy, and now the object of temporary satisfaction of physiological needs. Why do I feel this way?It's ridiculous.I forced myself to ignore the panic in my heart, and then forced myself to face Echizen Ryoma with a smile on my face.I don't want to show my vulnerable side in front of Echizen Ryoma.

"Shut up." Echizen Ryoma suddenly grabbed my hair, pressed me on the wooden board at the head of the bed, and hit my back directly on the wooden board, which made me feel a burst of pain.Men are prone to violence, but I didn't expect Echizen Ryoma to do such a thing, what a hell.

"Why, do you want to hit me?" Facing Echizen Ryoma, who was provoked by me and lost his temper, instead of being afraid, I raised my eyebrows, raised my neck, and looked directly at Echizen Ryoma with a half-smile.

"..." Echizen Ryoma's face was very ugly, as if someone had done all kinds of disgusting things on his head.

Echizen Ryoma, with this expression, keep your loathing for me!In this way, you can force yourself to let go. A woman like me is not worthy to stand with you.

I reached out and pulled Echizen Ryoma's hand that was holding my hair, got up and put on my clothes, tied my hair, then turned around and smiled at Echizen Ryoma who was always silent: "Since you have achieved your goal, then I won't bother you." Let’s not meet again in the future, let’s get together and get away.” When I said this, my heart began to throb, if I didn’t force myself to keep smiling and not embarrass myself, I might not be able to bear it Want to cry out loud.

A person with such a chaotic private life like me is really not qualified to be with Echizen Ryoma. He can find a better girl than me. I am not worthy of him. Being with me is simply the greatest irony to him.

When I walked out of Echizen Ryoma's room, the tears I had been holding back finally fell down my cheeks. I quickly wiped them off with my hand, and then quickly ran out of the house where I had been lucky enough to live for several days.

I don't know where I should go, so I can only walk aimlessly along the street. The office workers, students, and housewives who come and go around me have nothing to do with me.

Only then did I realize that the world is so big, but there is no room for me at all?

Obviously I promised Natsume Takashi that I would live a good life, but now I started to back down again.

I walked through a zebra crossing along with the crowded crowd with blank eyes. Suddenly, my wrist was grabbed. Before I recovered, I fell into a familiar embrace: "Don't go...don't go..." Echizen Ryoma hoarse His voice rang in my ears, this time I didn't respond to him again, are all men so capricious?I don't want to put myself in this inexplicable situation again.

"Good together, good scattered, don't you understand?" I whispered in Echizen Ryoma's ear, reminding him not to forget what happened half an hour ago.

"I won't say any more embarrassing things for you, let's start again!" Echizen Ryoma hugged me tightly, completely ignoring the curious scrutiny of the people around me, until a sentence burst out from the crowd: "It's Echizen Ryoma..."

When the crowd of onlookers took out their mobile phones to take pictures of me and Echizen Ryoma, I broke free from Echizen Ryoma's embrace.

"Let's go." Echizen Ryoma took my hand and walked back away from the gossiping onlookers.

When we got rid of those troublemakers, Echizen Ryoma and I walked to a park unknowingly, and then we sat down in a chair at random. During this time, Echizen Ryoma kept holding my hand, no matter how hard I struggled. Willing to let me go.

"Nana..." Echizen Ryoma pulled me into his arms again, his hoarse voice was full of regret: "I won't say those words anymore, let's start over!"

"I'm so tired, don't toss around like this anymore." I'm really tired, physically and mentally exhausted, and I really don't have the energy to talk about things with you.

"Let's let each other go, okay? Don't torture each other anymore." I leaned on Echizen Ryoma's shoulder and looked at the children playing in the sand in the distance.It would be great if I was just a child, so I don't have to worry about these messy things anymore, right?

"Even torture is better than strangers. Do you know how I got here in the past three years? Playing basketball every day, constantly immersing myself in high-intensity training, only in this way can I feel alive." Echizen Ryoma's attachment was more serious than I imagined, he grabbed my hand and put it on his chest: "There is a big hole here, only you can fill it."

"All of you asked me to repay the debt, who ever thought about my feelings? I am also suffering here, can you let me go?" I patted my chest with the other hand and asked Echizen Ryoma.My heart is very small and narrow, how can it be divided into many portions like a cake?

Echizen Ryoma whispered against my lips, his eyes fixed on me: "I can't let go, and I can't forget, I love you! I love you so much that you lose yourself, you can't just throw your hands away after capturing me."

This is the first time that I have been confessed so directly by a boy. It would be a lie to say that I am not moved. Besides, I am not indifferent to Echizen Ryoma.

"Let's make up!" Echizen Ryoma whispered, kissing my forehead.

"I..." I really didn't know how to answer Echizen Ryoma, and I clearly warned myself to draw a clear line with Echizen Ryoma, but when I faced Echizen Ryoma's every word, my heart began to waver.If I agree to Echizen Ryoma now, will I be able to put an end to some unnecessary things?

"Miyamoto Nana, do you want to break the contract?" Keigo Atobe's gorgeous and low voice suddenly hit our ears.

Keigo Atobe, why did he appear here?I looked at Keigo Atobe who was standing a few meters away from us in surprise.

Since he dumped me in the street that time, I haven't seen him again. I thought his behavior was to draw a line with me in a disguised form, so now he suddenly appeared again, what was he trying to do?

"Atobe Keigo!"

The author has something to say:

There is really no logic in the matter of feelings. One second they were torn apart, and the next second they were reconciled (Shadow has experienced this kind of thing a lot, and I am really tired-_-||)

Echizen Ryoma collapsed so much that I didn't even see it→_→

The legendary ex and present meet at last

I modified it in the middle, and the girls who bought it can rewatch it, it’s not a problem→_→