Ten years after the completion of the Raiders! [Manga]

"Natsume, you love me so much, I can't help but want to dye you black!" I whispered while touching Natsume Takashi's cheek.Such a pure and kind person really doesn't want him to see such a bad and dirty side of me. It's like pushing an angel into hell alive, letting the boundless darkness blacken those white and flawless wings, and then Let him fall into a fallen angel and completely separate from heaven.

"Na-chan..." Takashi Natsume looked at me with blank eyes, murmuring my name all the time.

"You are in a worse state than me!" I sighed, and then I couldn't control my emotions, leaned forward and kissed Takashi Natsume.This is the first time I've willingly kissed a guy since I left the system, not because of a bad reason such as forced or task.

Natsume Takashi's gentle golden-brown eyes were half opened because of my sudden action, and he looked at me in shock.

"Do you think I'm dirty like this?" I kissed Natsume Takashi superficially, and then asked him with a small arc at the corner of my mouth.

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Takashi Natsume seemed afraid that I would recall the unbearable things again, he held my arm tightly with both hands, and didn't even care about my obviously overstepping behavior just now.

"Then how do you prove that you don't think I'm dirty?" I tilted my head and asked Natsume Takashi.In fact, I know that I am just messing around, but I really don't want to stop my current words and deeds from the bottom of my heart.I just want to indulge myself, otherwise I will not be able to restrain the dark thoughts that grow in my heart, maybe I will do some shameless things to such a gentle and considerate, innocent and kind Natsume Takashi.And kissing him was just the beginning.

"I..." Natsume Takashi was obviously at a loss, he didn't know what to do to calm my restless heart.But he didn't flinch at all, he kept sticking to my side, trying to dispel some bad things for me.

"I understand that you love me and worry about me. Although this kind of thing happened to me is very bad, but I'm used to it, you don't have to blame yourself so much." The golden-brown eyes looked at each other, holding his cheeks with both hands, because they were talking at a close distance, their breaths were intertwined, and I took pleasure in comforting Natsume Takashi, whose reaction was more intense than mine: "It was just having sex with someone once. , In fact, it’s really nothing, not to mention that the other party is a popular model, after all, I took advantage of it.”

"You can't belittle yourself like this. If this kind of thing is consensual, I have nothing to say. The problem is that you are forced now. This nature is completely different. This is simply a very bad crime. No one can forgive it. .” Natsume Takashi’s tone was slightly hysterical.

"Then what should we do? Call the police?" I touched Natsume Takashi's face and asked hoarsely.

Most women would knock out their teeth and swallow it in their stomachs when encountering such a thing. Not many people would choose to call the police, and they would cover up as soon as they could.Because this kind of thing happens, no matter right or wrong, everyone will question the victim, such as whether you are wearing too revealing clothes, or whether you have behaved improperly and deliberately attracted others' attention.In the end, it is always the fault of the victim, and everyone looks at the victim with colored eyes.Some even bluntly satirized the victim as what they deserved.I can't understand what's in the heart of those who say these insulting things, but I, like most people, don't want to make such disgraceful things public.

What's more, Kise Ryota is a popular model, a public figure, and has so many fans.If this matter gets out, I think most people will point at my nose and scold me, saying it is my fault, and they will not look at what I look like, just based on my appearance, Kise Ryota will follow I fuck the sheets?What a joke.I must have done something to Kise Ryota, so he fell into this deep pit of mine, and then I changed from being a victim to a perpetrator, and even if I had ten mouths, I couldn't explain it clearly .

"..." Natsume Takashi's eyes were filled with unspeakable sadness.

"Will you despise me, look down on me, and alienate me?" I asked a bunch of questions one after another.With Natsume Takashi's character, he shouldn't do such a superficial thing. I was just changing the subject, and I don't want him to take it too seriously because of my matter.

"How come, no matter what happens, I will never leave you." Natsume Takashi hurriedly hugged me, but I knew that the reason why he said that was just to comfort me.After all, I have just experienced a nightmare, although I don't feel too big.But in the eyes of Natsume Takashi, it is tantamount to the sky falling.

"Remember what you said yourself! If you lie to me, I will curse you that you will never be able to eat the food you like." I laughed out loud, trying to revive the overly depressing atmosphere.

"I won't let myself break my promise." Takashi Natsume's promise was slammed into my ear, like a pledge of eternal love, which made me feel at ease like never before.

"Let's go back! Auntie Toko will be very worried if she knows you're gone." I patted Natsume Takashi's back and opened my lips.

"Yeah." Takashi Natsume squatted and turned his back to me: "I'll carry you."

"No need." I'm only wearing a long windbreaker now, and there's a vacuum under the clothes. I didn't realize it at first and didn't feel anything. Now that the effect of the medicine has faded, I just feel uncomfortable. How uncomfortable I felt, it was okay to walk back, so I refused Natsume Takashi's obviously considerate behavior.

"Or do you want me to carry you back?" Natsume Takashi didn't stand up, but asked me stubbornly. I had no choice but to compromise.

Natsume Takashi became stubborn, and he probably couldn't even bring back a cow.

I didn't refuse any more, I obediently lay on Natsume Takashi's back, and asked him to carry me back.

Natsume Takashi is such a healing boy, how can I bear it, how can I be willing to let him be dyed with colorful colors?He is not suitable to stay in a dark place, he should live in the bright sun.I hugged Natsume Takashi's shoulders tightly, and then buried my head in the hollow of his neck.Just let me secretly covet the warmth that does not belong to me, just for a while...

"Na-chan, let me help you resign with Natori-san!"

"You don't need to resign, I'm fine, I'm still very satisfied with this job." I rejected Natsume Takashi's suggestion.I know he doesn't want me to face Kise Ryota who hurt me again, but it's actually not that bad, because Kise Ryota may have been my target of attacking, thinking about it like this, the feeling of shock in my heart dissipates immediately few.

"No." Natsume Takashi's tone was very tough.

"I know you are worried that I will see Kise Ryota, but my relationship with him is not that bad. Although what happened today is beyond my expectations, it is just a small thing for me. Than Compared with the experience of being hacked to death by a monster, this incident is really nothing." I relieved Natsume Takashi, who was more brooding than me, in a relaxed tone.

"Na-chan..." Natsume Takashi hesitated to speak.

"Okay, don't worry about it anymore, you will become bald if you think too much." I teased Natsume Takashi with a light smile.

After that, we were silent all the way.By the time we got back to Fujiwara House, the willows were already on the moon.Aunt Tazi and Uncle Zi had already gone to bed, and they just lit a small night lamp at the door for illumination.

Natsume Takashi opened the door lightly, and then carefully carried me to the bathroom: "You take a shower first, and I'll find you some clothes."

"Okay." I nodded.

When I was completely immersed in the warm water like spring breeze, I let out a long sigh of relief.

When I took off my coat, I checked my body and found that except for the obvious artificial marks on the neck, collarbone, and chest, I didn't see any more eye-catching marks on other places.But there was a cut at the corner of my mouth, and anyone with a discerning eye could see what was going on.Kise Ryota bastard, did he make it so obvious on purpose to tell the world?

"Na-chan." Natsume Takashi's knock on the door interrupted my contemplation.

"Well, you can just put your clothes outside, and I'll be fine in a while."

"Okay, don't wash for too long, it's easy to catch cold, I'll make milk for you, drink it while it's hot." Natsume Takashi's voice came into my ears through the glass door, making my eyes suddenly wet.

Hmm, it's really strange, obviously I don't feel anything in my heart!Why are you crying all of a sudden?I quickly wiped my eyes with the back of my hand, but unexpectedly, the tears fell like broken pearls.

"Na-chan." Natsume Takashi's worried voice came non-stop.

"Go to sleep first! I'll be fine in a while." I lowered my voice and said to Natsume Takashi, then splashed a handful of water on my face, trying to wash away the tears on my face, so that I wouldn't be so embarrassed .

"I'll stay here until you come out." Takashi Natsume insisted.

"Then you wait for me for 10 minutes." As a last resort, I took a shower in a hurry and saw in the mirror that my condition was not that bad, so I wrapped myself in a clean towel and walked out of the bathroom.

As soon as I got out of the bathroom, Natsume Takashi, who was sitting on the side, stood up, holding the spare clothes I had left here before.

"Let me change my clothes first!" I reached out and took the clothes Natsume Takashi handed me, then turned around and walked into the bathroom, and came out after getting dressed.

"Have a glass of milk to warm your stomach." Takashi Natsume handed me a glass of milk.

"Yeah." I nodded meekly, and after taking a sip of milk, I whispered to Natsume Takashi: "Natsume, I want to sleep in the same room with you at night, is that okay?"

"Okay." Natsume Takashi stretched out his hand and pulled me into his arms.

"Natsume." I hugged Natsume Takashi tightly and whispered in his arms.On this kind of night, only Natsume Takashi can give me some comfort.

"I will never let anyone bully you again." The promise Natsume Takashi made to me made my eyes wet again.

"Natsume, thank you." I buried my face in his chest, which was not so broad, but very solid.

"Everything will pass." Takashi Natsume patted my back gently and whispered.

The author has something to say: Natsume lifted the blackened state →_→

Just like what the heroine thinks in her heart, she is still reluctant to turn Natsume black. If he turns black, he won't be the beautiful and unparalleled young Natsume

As for other characters, let's skip it first. 2333333

The heroine will still be in contact with Kise Ryota, in fact, Kise is in the same position as Akashi, the heroine may not be able to resist

I'm double-updating today, how do the girls reward the shadow╭(╯ε╰)╮