"Miyamoto-chan?" Natsume Takashi's tone was obviously embarrassed and at a loss, obviously not knowing what to do at this moment.

"Don't move, just let me lean down like this." I hugged Natsume Takashi's not so strong body tightly, and put my head on his shoulder, and said in a very serious nasal tone whispered in his ear.Just let me be so self-willed and hypocritical, I will really collapse if I don't vent.

"I don't like monsters, I hate monsters. You can see the bloodstains and cuts on my clothes. Before I came to this world, I was hacked by a monster. So I hate monsters... just now So do youkai, I was almost scared to death by them. Why do youkai exist in this world?” I choked up and nagged endlessly in Natsume Takashi’s ear, but he didn’t say a word, just wrapped his arms around Touching my back, patting my back from time to time to give me silent comfort.

"I have seen monsters since I was a child. I have been in contact with them since I was a child, and I have met far more bad monsters than good-hearted monsters. I have also been chased, scared, hurt, and hated by malicious monsters. But now I choose to look at them in a face-to-face way." Takashi Natsume patted my back while telling me what he had experienced.

"Natsume, why don't you hate monsters or be afraid of monsters?" I can feel that Natsume Takashi's very subtle attitude towards monsters is completely different from my feelings of hating monsters.Since I have been treated so badly by monsters, why do I still associate with monsters, and even allow monsters to follow me, such as the cute and soft beckoning cat demon.If it were me, if I didn't kick it to death, it would be considered my temper.

"There are good and bad monsters. I have also met many monsters who were malicious towards me. But relatively, there are also many monsters with good intentions. It is not absolute." Natsume Takashi's warm and jade-like voice It sounded in the dark, although it brought me a lot of comfort, but I still couldn't understand his generosity and kindness towards monsters, maybe I was too narrow-minded!That's why I can't feel that feeling!

"I'm sorry, I really can't understand your feelings for youkai for a while...I'm sorry..." I have always been brooding about the fact that I was slashed by Sesshomaru, which is a thorn in my heart.

"Don't say sorry to me, everyone's thinking mode is different, you don't like monsters have your own thinking, you don't need to change anything because of me, maybe one day you will suddenly see the light?" Natsume Takashi's voice was It sounds like I have some sort of magical nature, and I can easily minimize the boredom and anxiety in my heart.

"There are many youkai in this world, right?" I asked Natsume Takashi anxiously.As long as there is a monster, there will definitely be its kind. I feel that monsters are a social species just like humans.Just thinking about a group of countless monsters under the same sky as me, goosebumps all over my body came out.

"Yes, but there are very few people who can see youkai." Natsume Takashi's affirmative answer made me tremble. At the same time, when he said that only a few people can see youkai, his tone There is an unconcealable loneliness and loneliness in the words.

"Why do you say that?" I was very surprised, because in the previous world, monsters and humans seemed to exist together.Human beings can see monsters and are afraid of them, fearing the arrival of monsters.The monsters appear in front of human beings with great fanfare, and the worse ones are directly feeding on human beings, or wantonly destroying human villages.I have seen these things in the days when I was with Sesshomaru.

"Ordinary people can't see monsters, unless they are demon exorcists, or people like me who are born to see monsters." Natsume Takashi's gentle voice was full of loneliness.

"Ah... then don't you..." Isn't this like in a horror movie, only the protagonist can see those existences that don't belong to the world, and then encounter various horrible events, and finally be viewed with strange eyes by others Is it the main storyline?After experiencing such a strange and sad experience, why can I still maintain such a gentle character and a kind and enthusiastic heart? How much tolerance can I do?

I can't do it by asking myself, I don't have that much tolerance.If my heart is wide enough, I won't be bothered by Sesshomaru all the time, even though it's already happened to me yesterday.Isn't there a saying that says that?Yesterday happened yesterday.But I was determined, no matter what, I couldn't pass the hurdle in my heart.My mind is like a player, playing the scene of Sesshomaru slashing at me with a knife without hesitation, repeatedly. Every time I repeat it, I feel my hands and feet tremble, and I shiver subconsciously.

"I'm used to it, and even made friends with some monsters. In fact, if you understand it with your heart, there are some kind and interesting monsters." Natsume Takashi's hand touched the back of my head at some point, as if to comfort the frightened The small animal kept repeating the action of stroking its hair from top to bottom.

"My mental capacity is not as strong as yours..." I closed my eyes, and what I smelled in my nose was the unique fragrance of laundry detergent. I held Natsume Takashi's hand tightly, and no one could make me so peaceful Ning He, the negative emotions in his heart seemed to be completely washed away.

Natsume Takashi is a warm man, the most reassuring and warm existence among the boys I have met so far. I am a little bit intoxicated in the world he gave me.

"It's okay, we can take our time, don't rush." ​​Natsume Takashi's consolation was like a lullaby in this environment, and my eyes began to feel tired.

"Well, Natsume, you're a good boy. It's completely different from the paranoid control freaks I've met, if only I could have met you sooner..." I whispered in Natsume Takashi's ear.

"It's not too late for us to meet now! Are you tired? Go to sleep! I'm by your side, don't be afraid, I will guard you and won't let any monster hurt you, go to sleep!" Natsume Takashi whispered like a spring breeze It sounded in my ears, and I fell asleep holding Natsume Takashi's slender but unexpectedly reliable shoulders in this warm atmosphere.

When I woke up again, it was already the next morning.

I quickly sat up, looked around, and found that Natsume Takashi was no longer in the room, only the beckoning cat demon was sleeping dimly on the quilt and snoring.

I looked at the wall clock on the wall, and the time pointed to seven twenty. Looking out the window, the sun, its old man’s morning glow, was shining on the earth, casting golden light on the green leaves. From a distance, it seemed like A watercolor painting that immediately catches the eye.I stared blankly at the leaves moving with the wind outside the window, and my mood fluctuated with the leaves shaking from time to time.Finally, when I recalled that last night, when I actually threw myself on Natsume Takashi, who I met for the first time, and hugged him shamelessly and cried, my face became hot.

How can you cry in front of Takashi Natsume?It's a shame to throw it into the Pacific Ocean.I covered my cheek in regret.

Damn, I have to get up quickly, if Aunt Toko sees me sleeping in Natsume Takashi's room, she might think what she will think.

I don't want to leave a bad impression in front of Aunt Tazi who has a good relationship with me in the future.

Just when I was in a hurry and hurriedly folded the quilt, the door was opened.

"Good morning! Miyamoto-chan." Takashi Natsume's clear voice sounded in the room.

"Morning, Natsume." I looked at Natsume Takashi in embarrassment, still clutching the messy quilt.

"I'll just come." Natsume Takashi came to me, reached out to take the quilt I was holding, then knelt down on the floor, and within a few minutes, the quilt was folded neatly like a textbook.

"I can't even fold a quilt, it's really useless!" I sat beside Natsume Takashi and looked at him, feeling very annoyed at my poor hands-on ability.

Natsume Takashi turned around, stretched out his hand to touch my head, and comforted me softly: "Miyamoto-chan, don't always underestimate yourself like this! No one achieves everything overnight, take your time. Let's brush our teeth first Wash your face! Aunt Tazi has already made breakfast."

When I washed my face, brushed my teeth, changed my clothes, and sat down at the dining table, embarrassment was written all over my body.Especially after sleeping in the same room with Natsume Takashi last night, when facing Aunt Toko and Uncle Zi at this moment, I feel extremely guilty.It's like the indescribable nervousness when I came to meet my parents for the first time.

But when I saw that Aunt Toko, Uncle Shi, and Natsume Takashi were all very comfortable arranging food for me, I knew it was just me who was too sensitive.They accepted me sincerely and helped me. After realizing this, I couldn't help but want to cry.

In the world ten years later, among the people I met, Natsume Takashi and the others were the first ones who made me feel so warm and at ease.With Keigo Atobe and Seijuro Akashi, these two people with control freak attributes are people from two worlds.

Natsume Takashi's family is so gentle and kind, which will make me feel nostalgic. Complicated thoughts are like a mess in my mind, constantly interfering with my thoughts.

"Aunt Toko, I have an appointment with Miyamoto-chan to attend a class reunion today, and I may be back later. You and Uncle Zi don't have to wait for us to have dinner tonight." After dinner, Natsume Takashi and I helped Aunt Toko clean up the table , while reporting today's itinerary to her.Although Aunt Tazi was surprised, she didn't object. She just told us to be safe on the road and not to go home too late.

Natsume Takashi and I want to go out and find a temporary job, because I have no money and I can't move an inch. This is what I mentioned to Natsume Takashi.Since I can't live in their house all the time, I have to find a job within a few days, preferably with room and board.In this way, Natsume Takashi's family will not be troubled all the time.

And Natsume Takashi didn't stop me at first, but just mentioned to me inadvertently that he has a friend who is a celebrity exorcist, and it might be a good choice to ask him for help.And his friend the exorcist did not shirk after knowing it, but agreed very enthusiastically, and let us go there today.

The author has something to say: Wow, Natsume is so warm!Have the girls been cute ^O^

Such a gentle and kind male god, I really can't bear him to collapse and become black→_→

Come on, the next chapter, Natori will debut on Monday ^O^

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