[Comprehensive] The family has waste wood and is beginning to grow

On the hospital bed, Laura sat up with some difficulty.Although the body seems to be a little stiff, but the consciousness has basically recovered.

Seeing this, Enzo also naturally stepped forward to help her, but unexpectedly, Laura made a sudden and obvious resistance movement, which made Enzo startled.

After so many years of tacit understanding between the two, she shouldn't make such a move, it's not normal.

Laura, who sat up on the pillow, was still a little pale, but looked aggressively at the man sitting by the bed, "I have a hereditary mental illness, what's going on?"

"How much have you heard?"

"All."

Enzo didn't know whether Laura's words were true or not, but he knew Laura's character, and she wouldn't stop until she had a thorough understanding of this kind of thing.

Since confirming this matter in Denmark that year, he has been reluctant to tell Laura about it, and he does not want her to bear this kind of psychological pressure.After all, this kind of thing is like a timed bomb. Even normal people may be driven crazy by the constant suspicion and pressure.So he prefers to take care of her carefully all the time. Even after the divorce, even after she went to the United States, he has always sent professionals to secretly watch over her mental state. He has personally checked the results of every physical examination she has had over the years. Take a look.

But now he is really shaken, because he knows that his time is running out, and his life is being consumed little by little.So, after he's gone, what should she do who is completely ignorant of this?Dino is still too weak, and it won't take a while to fully grow up, not to mention that what he wants to throw to Dino is still a chaotic mess.

"You're shaken, you actually want to tell me the truth, right?" Laura, who had been staring at Enzo, said suddenly.

She didn't know when she became so sensitive to everything about him.He is a person whose true heart is difficult to see, but as long as there is even a slight change in his eyes, she can feel it.

Enzo smiled wryly and shook his head, then covered Laura's hand with a big palm, full of comfort, and found that his voice was a little hoarse after speaking:

"Okay, I'll tell you... But, Laura, you have to promise me that you won't be emotional after listening to it. You have to believe that you are normal and you will always be you."

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Tell all the things about her family's hereditary mental illness, including the real reason for her parents' "car accident" back then.

Every time he said a word, Enzo carefully observed Laura's emotional changes, and kept stroking her hand, trying to calm her mood that might be turbulent at any time.

And after finishing everything that should be said, to his surprise, Laura was very calm, so calm that it made him feel even more uneasy.She didn't speak either, and kept silent all the time, and all he could do was to accompany her in silence.

After a while, Laura finally spoke slowly, but the words she broke the silence were not about herself, "Will this disease... be passed on to Dino?"

In fact, it was not an unexpected reaction, after all, he knew how important Dino was to her.No matter what happened, Dino was always the first thing in her mind.

"Don't worry, Dino is healthy and normal." After finishing speaking, Enzo hurriedly added, afraid that Laura would think too much, "You don't have to feel guilty, you gave him his life, mother I never owe my children anything."

"Then what if... one day this disease breaks out, and my mental state really has a problem?" Maybe it's the limit of calmness, and I can't hold it anymore, when Laura said these words slowly Her voice was choked with sobs, and her eye sockets became wet uncontrollably, "By that time, have I hurt him?"

"Don't think about it!" Enzo's voice couldn't help raising his voice a few degrees, even with a bit of anger that came from nowhere, "You're normal, there won't be such a day, the probability of that kind of thing is very low. "

"It's not like it didn't happen before!" Laura suddenly shouted a little irritable, as if she wanted to vent and vent something.

Enzo was taken aback, and subconsciously tightened his grip on Laura's hand, with a rare expression of panic and loss, "You... what are you talking about? What was it before?"

Laura threw away his hand abruptly, with a sad smile on the corner of her mouth, "Enzo, do you know that when I just fell into a coma, I had a not-so-short 'dream' , the 'dream'...is our past, or, for me, the past that has been lost all these years."

"You..." His whole body froze, with a feeling of blood flowing backwards, Enzo lost his mind for a moment, "You, all, remember?"

He has always been unwilling to let her know about those things in the past.Because that was really not a good memory, it could even be called pain, and he didn't want her to indulge in this pain any longer.But in fact, he is also selfish, he is afraid, he is afraid of reminding her of him in the past, he does not want those pasts to destroy the bond between him and her now.

Sometimes he was even worthless and deluded himself thinking that if he could keep it from her until he left this world, then he would never have the chance to see the hateful eyes she cast on him, so that after going to hell, he would Probably could be more comfortable.

He clearly remembered that he once told her that there were many people who hated him, and she was the only one who hated him.But now... everyone in this world can hate him, he doesn't care, but he doesn't want her to hate him too, oh, and probably Dino.

But, at this juncture, she just remembered all of this.

After adjusting these emotions, Enzo looked back at Laura again, and said in a calm tone against his will: "If you want to hate me, then hate me."

Quietly looking at the man in front of her, Laura was a little bit dumbfounded about herself.

Did he think she couldn't see that he was not as light-hearted as he said?Yes, in the past, she had a thousand and 1 reasons to hate him, but seeing him like this now, she couldn't help feeling sorry for him... She is really crazy.

She couldn't help but think of that year in Denmark, when she held Dino in her arms and looked at the bronze statue of the Little Mermaid in Long Causeway Park, discussing the story of "The Daughter of the Sea".Probably because she came from the country where the little mermaid-style love was born, and her view of love is also like the little mermaid.When you really love someone, what you care about is never what you can get in return, and you don't even consider whether the other party will give you the same amount of love.As long as it can make that person a little happier, I will be willing to do anything. It is a dedication from the heart.

But at any rate, the little mermaid fell in love with the prince, and she fell in love... with the devil.

So, does she hate the devil more, or does her love for the devil surpass everything else?

She didn't know, she couldn't figure it out now, and at the same time, she didn't want to see him look like this, it would only make her more uncomfortable.

"You go back first, you are here... There are some things I can't think about well." Laura lowered her eyes and said in a low voice.

Respecting her wishes, Enzo felt that this was the only thing he could do for her now, "Okay, I understand. You have a good rest, and I will let Dino accompany you later."

After hearing the answer, Laura also lay down again, covered the quilt tightly, and turned her back at the same time, not looking at him anymore.

Enzo didn't say much anymore, but there was a bit of imperceptible bitterness in his eyes, an emotion that he thought would never appear in his eyes again.

He just walked to the door of the ward and was about to leave——

"Maybe... I don't hate you that much..."

Laura, who was wrapped in a quilt and turned her back to him, said suddenly.

After hearing these words, Enzo's footsteps suddenly froze, as if some inexplicable hope had been ignited in his heart.I wanted to say something, but I didn't know what to say, so after I opened my mouth, I just said:

"Thank you."

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On the seat next to the hospital bed, Dino held his cheeks that had almost lost the baby fat and asked depressedly and puzzled: "Mommy, have you quarreled with Dad again? Actually... Dad is also very difficult." , Sometimes it is inevitable that you will have a bad temper."

Although his parents have been divorced for many years, and he has grown up to the age where he can fully understand what "divorce" means, he doesn't feel that the three of them have less affection for each other.Even though they are not together all the year round, he still feels that they are a happy family, because it is enough as long as they are seriously thinking about each other in their hearts every day.

"No, we didn't quarrel, we just need to give each other ample and free space to think about some things." Laura smiled faintly, and fed the peeled citrus to her son.

Italy, which has a Mediterranean climate, is rich in citrus. Dino, who was born and raised here, has been fond of this fruit since he was a child.

It has been many years since he was fed by his mother, and Dino felt a little embarrassed for a while.Originally he wanted to peel it himself, but his mother said let her find something to do.

These oranges were sent by Enzo, because he knew that she was not picky about fruits and could eat anything, but his son had a soft spot for Italian oranges.

"Hey, Dino, in fact, you...have deeper feelings for Dad..." For some reason, she suddenly said such childish words.

It's like when an adult is teasing a very young child, he always asks "Do you like your father or your mother?"

Just think about it sometimes, although Dino was the closest to her when she was young, Enzo has been taking care of him all these years after the divorce.So, perhaps for the current Dino, his father is the person he is most attached to.

"I like Dad very much, no, I admire him very much... But, but, Mommy is different." Dino was so anxious that he didn't know how to express it.

"Different? Why is it different?" Laura asked with a smile.

"Well... because Dad is so powerful, there is nothing he can't handle. But Mommy needs to be protected, so Mommy is more important!"

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