[Comprehensive] The family has waste wood and is beginning to grow

For Dino, it was a day he will never forget.

After school, I returned home excitedly, thinking that my mother, who hadn't worked for the past two days, would be waiting for me in the living room as usual in her free time.

It's just... no, the living room is deserted.

Confused, he obediently went upstairs and walked into his room, but just as he opened the door——

"Mommy?" He sighed softly.

I saw my mother sitting on the chair in front of his desk, looking at him quietly with a smile.The warm glow of the setting sun shone in through the window and reflected on her face, showing a gentleness and serenity.

The furnishings in the room have not changed, except that there are two large suitcases on the side.

Staring at the two suitcases and blinking his eyes, Dino asked innocently and happily: "Mommy, are we going to travel again? This time, will Dad go with us too?"

The three of them have been to Japan and Denmark together, and that was the happiest time for him. There are still many places they haven't been to, and there is still a long, long way to go together, which he has been looking forward to.

Looking at the innocence and joy in her son's beautiful kite eyes, Laura smiled faintly, and said in a most peaceful tone: "Yes, I'm going to travel again, but... this time it's Mommy It’s a journey alone, and it’s going to be a long, long journey.”

"Mummy, what are you... what do you mean..." Dino's voice trembled slightly, and he even took a few steps back unconsciously.

Just like what Enzo said, although Dino is out-and-out silly and sweet, he is actually an extremely sensitive child because of his childhood experience.

Out of this natural intuition, I already had a faint premonition in my heart, but I just didn't want to face it and wanted to escape.

"Dino, come here." Laura gently waved to Dino.

His whole heart trembled, and Dino walked towards Laura step by step stiffly all over his body, and every step seemed so difficult.

"Mommy..." Feeling the familiar palm stroking the top of his head again, Dino's voice calling his mother trembled even more.

"Dino, where is Mommy... I have my own trip to complete, and your next trip will be accompanied by Dad." Laura tried to use softer words to reduce direct stimulation to the child.

"You... are you divorced?! I know, I know, just like Skuvaro's parents, Skuvaro... was thrown to his father by his mother! Mommy , Mommy, don't you want me too!" But Dino couldn't restrain himself and cried out directly.

In that voice, there was reluctance to believe, as well as helplessness and fear.

If Laura could still be calm and restrained when facing Enzo, then when facing her sobbing son, Laura realized that her psychological defense was not vulnerable at all.

It's just that she can't show her fragility in front of her son, because she is a mother.

Holding his son in his arms, he let the little guy's tears wet his clothes.Like comforting his crying son countless times in the past, he stroked his back again and again.

When the crying stopped, Dino's voice was choked up, and he asked in pain: "Mommy, Mommy... don't you want me?"

He was so scared, so scared to go back to the time before he was five years old.

"No, I love you, I will always love you, baby." Suppressing the tears that would well up in her eyes at any moment, Laura lowered her head and kissed her son's hair gently.

At this time, Dino raised his head and asked with red and swollen eyes: "Love me...then why did you leave me?"

"Dino, do you love Mommy?" Laura suddenly asked such a question in reverse.

As if expressing his determination, Dino kept nodding firmly: "Yes, I love Mommy very much!"

"Dino, at your age, you should already be able to understand... People are born, old, sick and die. One day, Mommy will be one step ahead of you, so after Mommy dies, will you still love Mommy? "

"Love, of course love! No matter what time I will love Mommy!"

"Dino, I am the same. Since even the separation of life and death will not end my love for you, how can just not living together affect my love for you, huh?" Laura tried to force out a little Smiling, he reached out and pinched Dino's chubby little face.

Thinking carefully about his mother's words, Dino slowly lowered his head, and after a long while, he finally raised his head and asked, "Mummy...why did you leave suddenly? Don't you want to be with daddy? You hate Is he there?"

"No, I don't hate him, he is my family member just like you."

"Then, since you don't hate it, why do you want to separate?"

"Dino, sometimes, being together is not because we like it, and we are not apart because we hate it... In the future, when you grow up, you will understand one day. When you understand in the future, remember to tell Mommy. "

After thinking for a while in confusion, Dino finally responded with a small nod: "...OK."

Many years later, when he really wanted to understand and could understand those words... the person who was waiting for him to confide was no longer there.

"Good boy..." Laura rubbed her blond hair, which was the same color as her own, in satisfaction, and continued her instructions, "Although your father is very unreliable, but...he will better guide you in the future You just need to trust him."

"At school, if you encounter any difficult things, you can ask Skuvalo for advice, and the child will be a very reliable partner."

"Although I'm no longer by your side, you can't be lazy because of it... You can't stay up late at night, and you can't stay in bed in the morning. You can relax when you eat, but you must abide by the most basic dining etiquette. When facing someone who treats you sincerely You must also return the other party’s sincerity.”

"And baby, I love you..."

Mingming and secretly told himself that one should not cry, and one should not cry in front of Dino.

However, I still can't control it...

……

Late at night, bars——

There were not too many people, and it looked a little deserted, but it was still a bit sluggish under the dim light.

The melodious music playing in the bar was next to his ears. Enzo, who was sitting at the bar, rested his chin with one hand, while shaking the glass with the other.

The wine gurgled between the ice cubes, taking a few sips from time to time.

His expression looked calm and sober, without the slightest hint of drinking away his worries.This is a place like a bar, but restrained and somewhat out of gregarious.

"Although saying 'Happy Divorce' to other people is simply an insult, but I always feel that it is very appropriate to say this to you."

There was a lazy voice behind him, and Shamar, who had arrived late, said with a mocking face.

Enzo neither turned to look at his old friend nor spoke to him, but just snapped his fingers and called the waiter, asking him to serve another glass filled with ice.

Walking leisurely to the high chair next to Enzo, Shamar naturally picked up the bottle of wine that Enzo had drunk half of after sitting down, and poured it into the glass he had just put on. , "Have all the formalities been completed?"

"Well, it's all over, now... I'm single again." After finishing speaking, Enzo took another sip of the wine in his glass.

After pouring the wine, Shamar just took a sip into his mouth, "Poof!"

The wine was so strong that he almost spit it out on the spot.

After finally slowing down, he picked up the wine bottle again, and carefully looked at the label attached to it——

"John Crow Batty Rum! You dare to drink this Jamaican rum with an alcohol concentration of 80.00%!"

On the other hand, Enzo smiled softly, as if he didn't care about it: "Why wouldn't I dare... Besides, mere liquor can bring me down?"

Looking at the other person's face that was not at all drunk, Shamar also chuckled: "That's right, I heard from Li Baowen that you used to take drugs when you were a high school student...you are a complete lunatic."

Enzo said nothing, just continued to drink the wine in his glass.

Really, he learned to smoke when he was 17 or [-] years old, and he even started to take drugs when he was [-] years old.Until then, standing in front of his father's tombstone on that rainy day, he felt that it was necessary to restrain his madness properly to continue the time of his body before achieving his wish.I quit drugs, and every time I became addicted, I would switch back to cigarettes instead. I thought that even when I became a gray-haired old man, I would never leave my cigarettes, but I didn’t expect...but now I quit, Just because of her few words.

The two big men just drank the wine quietly for a long time——

"Enzo, do you really love her?" Shamar frowned slightly, and finally couldn't stop asking.

Enzo answered calmly, "I don't know."

"I don't know?" Shamar thought the answer was a bit funny, but he had to sigh that it was really suitable for the man beside him: "Do you not know if you love her? Or don't you know what love is?"

"I think... it's probably the latter." Enzo chuckled lightly, and although the look on his face was not serious, it also contained no frivolity, "I've never had such a thing as 'love' in this I got it from the family named Gabrielone I was born in, and I don't know what it feels like to have this kind of feeling called 'love' that is always talked about. So , I don't know if my love for her is the so-called 'love'... I just follow my truest heart and want to treat her well, that's all."

"Oh? Then, when you are still in the process of understanding 'love', you just let her go, don't you feel regret or regret?"

"But I can't bind her with someone like me who doesn't know how to love because of my own factors... She shouldn't be like this..." The corners of the mouth curled up slightly, Eyes drooping slightly: "She is a happy, confident, and healthy girl. She should be smiling, but my heart is full of hatred and distortion."

"Maybe you're right."

There was another moment of silence, until Shamar couldn't bear the high-concentration liquor and turned his head to ask Enzo if he wanted to drink here today——

"Are you... listening to this song?"

Enzo's eyes were lightly closed, and his expression was a serene expression he had never seen before, even with a touch of softness, as if he was completely immersed in the tune that was playing in the bar at the moment.

"Well, what do you think of this song?" Enzo asked.

Shamar listened carefully to the tune again, "Isn't this the song "Yesterday Once More" by the American Carpenter Band? It's an old song from more than 20 years ago."

Enzo still closed his eyes, and smiled lightly: "Yes, it's that old song... I suddenly felt that this song is quite good..."

When they get to the part, where he's breakin' her heart

When the song is performed to a sad place

Itreally make mecry

did make me cry

Just like before, it's yesterday once more

Just like it used to be, like yesterday

Lookin' bahow it was, Inyears gone by

Looking back at these times that have passed

Makestodayseemrathersad

Happy memories make me very sad today

Somuchhasged

so much has changed

……

The author has something to say: "Love can transcend life and death". This kind of statement may sound empty and even derisive nowadays, and it is regarded as illusory by real people, but I do not deny its significance.

This is how I understand it, whether it is the love between parents and children, the love between husband and wife, or the love between lovers, as long as there is such love between each other, then even if one of them leaves first, the person living in the world As long as a person still cherishes that love and misses it in his heart, then that love will not disappear.Therefore, love can transcend life and death.

Perhaps many of you have been very concerned about the possibility that Enzo and Laura will be separated from Dino in my previous article. In fact, this is what I want to use in this article. This point of view expressed by Wen Lai-love can transcend life and death.

Of course, this does not mean that this article will be a be in the end, please continue to support my article~

And, "yesterdayoncemore", a classic English old song, should be heard by many of you~