Carpe Diem

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Under an unspeakable worry, Lele touched a small clinic that was only open at night. She wanted to ask the doctor to buy some contraceptives, but this idea was almost dissuaded by the clinic's "medical conditions". It is narrow, with only one completely open space without privacy. When she went, the doctor was using something to "diagnose" people. The girl was sitting on a dirty mottled recliner with her legs spread. Lele saw that the doctor was not wearing medical masks at all. Gloves, the black mud in the long nails were stained dark red by the blood he fiddled with.

The girl was afraid of being fired by her master because of her big belly, so she came to have an abortion when she was off work. She kept urging the doctor, "It's too late! Are you ready!", because she had to go back quickly, or she would be deducted for taking a rest without authorization. She was still bleeding when she came off the "operating table"... No wonder Xia Ke and Kuroro are so casual about their bodies. Growing up in such an environment, how could they cherish their bodies?

It was Lele's turn, and Lele explained to the doctor why she came here, "Delay your menstrual period to prepare for an important exam?" The doctor couldn't help laughing at this good boy's "excuse". He looked at him maliciously and said, "I want to go to a university outside and pass the exam."

The doctor, who was still smiling strangely a second ago, suddenly became embarrassed after hearing the girl's words, and his eyes dodged, as if he couldn't look directly at the female student in front of him. He knocked on the table fiercely as if avoiding something and said: "Form Did you fill it up? What medicine did you say you want?" People who dismissed reading, deep down in their hearts, faintly know the power of "knowledge" to change fate.

The doctor is about 50 to [-] years old. When he stood up, Lele realized that the other party's legs were a little limp, and the white coat was full of stains. The doctor dug out the medicine from the cabinet. There are many women who usually come to see him for gynecological diseases. They couldn't explain how they got infected, and they came to see a doctor only when the bottom was rotten.

The doctor put the medicine on the table. He looked at the fair girl, narrowed his eyes and put the medicine bottle into his pocket again. He proposed to have sex with Lele to pay for the medicine. Lele shook his head and refused, lamely. The middle-aged man with legs would not allow the duck to fly away from his mouth. He took the medicine bottle out of his pocket and stuffed it obscenely into his pants, forming a bulge there, "This is the last bottle, come on Take it, I'll give it to you, come and get it!" He stared at the girl's tender white hand, breathing more and more heavily, like a bull in heat, the man's appearance scared Lele away.

Not long after, the man who Lele thought was the only "person" here was taken away by the police with live ammunition. They escorted the man and deliberately passed the main street, which was equivalent to "parading the street". Lele didn't know Are those policemen? They are dressed more like special forces in blockbuster movies. Lele has been holding on to the iron bars of the window, and her whole body is about to lean out.

"Justice has been done, so you're so excited?" Ku Luoluo didn't like to join in the fun like Lele, he glanced down, the people's servants punish the evil and promote the good, and the villains punish the law. People like this kind of bright and stalwart ending, What's more, the death of a drug dealer can save the lives of thousands of people.

"Bastard! This time you are finished, let me see who can save you, the adult you mentioned has been detained for investigation!" The anti-drug special police thought of the teammate who was tortured and killed by this rampant drug lord and sent back the body parts.

The man raised his head, and his eyes met the little girl lying in front of the window. The girl stared at him boldly, and he smiled at the girl.For some people who live here, the man is a mystery. Many people only know his name and his wrist. It is only this day that they really see his appearance. It turns out that the man is really good-looking. He was about to be imprisoned and even executed.

"No, no..." Hearing Kuroro's words, Lele murmured, following the man with his eyes, "The ones they took away were not drug dealers, but, it was... the Kaputi people. Proud..." She felt emotional, as if she had become a member of this place. She understood this, but Kurolo said childish words, "He is their hero, the person the children want to be ..."

"Just like you." Lele gave an example casually without turning her head.

"Drugs can be exchanged for bread, can fill the stomach, are good things, and are gifts from God... You can't stop people who only want food and clothing to think so."

Kuroro remained silent, and said after a while, "So you want me to save him?" When will the girl be willing to put her mind on him instead of thinking about these cats and dogs.He hadn't seen her for nearly a week.

"No... There will always be someone to do what he did, and the demand will not disappear because of one less person, but these policemen...these policemen are really risking their lives to catch criminals, they..."

He was the one who brought her here, but he couldn't see through the girl's thoughts more and more.Kuroro took the girl leaning out into his arms like a cat, put his lips on the girl's neck, and kissed her, "Are you paying too much attention to these things? What do these people have to do with you?" Relationship? They don't deserve to be compared with you, wake up, Lele, you don't belong here...you shouldn't belong here." Ku Luoluo finally admitted his views on this place, which is equivalent to admitting in disguise that he brought Lele here intentionally abused her.Although it is a hundred times stronger than Meteor Street here, it is enough for girls to suffer. Kuroro is not so cruel, he will not throw the girl to Meteor Street.

But Kelele went further and further away, deviated from Kuroro's ideas, she neither cried nor made trouble, neither surrendered nor struggled to survive, even a few complaints were hard to hear, nothing of her fits Kuroro expectations.

He couldn't accuse the girl, because almost everything she said was related to him, as if she was thinking about him all the time, wanting to know more about him... But the kind of concern she showed could be placed on anyone Personally, he didn't feel that he was special in her heart.

Lele was always thinking about some messy things in her head. One day, she saw a mentally disturbed homeless man sleeping in the corridor, and she was stunned. She knew that someone must have secretly left the door for him and let him go. Come in to escape the cold of the night.

Maybe one day this place will be included in the urban planning, "Kulolo..." This gave her a new understanding, "This place will be developed one day, it will become a new look, the living environment will be improved, and the land price will skyrocket , the current traces of life will disappear completely, but in that way, its uniqueness will also be erased..."

"Before I said that there is desperation in every breath here, people are insensitive, even a little bit stupid ... that is not true."

Lele turned around and said: "It is indeed poor and backward, and alienated from human relationships, but no other big city can be as vibrant as this place. When the hood of lifelessness is lifted, every life below is full of vigor and enthusiasm. Here, 24 hours a day Thrilling changes are taking place, it is chaotic and has no order, and all the different sects, groups, and religions living here are violently kneaded together. It is this chaos that endows it with unparalleled richness..."

Kuroro knew that the girl regarded this place as Meteor Street. Every time she talked about it, she was actually talking about Meteor Street. Although the girl had no right to speak about Meteor Street, she was getting closer to the truth.Sometimes she can even provide a perspective that even Kuroro has not summarized.

No longer superficially trapped by the superficial appearance of the old city, Lele was in a good mood. She said happily: "This is right, so Meteor Street can breed people like you, people like knights! Humanity here Alienated, but it has its own human touch, and the bond established here may be deeper and more precious than outside..."

"People like me? What kind?" Kuroro felt that he couldn't hear too nice words, maybe he just wanted her to scold him?He heard her mention knights, but he never heard her mention her husband Lin Xuan.

"People who can't explain it, people who are interesting, like here, you can never say that you have understood."

"enough!"

The man suddenly became angry.

Lele couldn't help becoming nervous.

But why?Lele didn't know what he didn't say well.

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