[Douluo] Tang Yuke can't laugh

"haven't seen you for a long time."

"Well, long time no see." Xu Xian patted his stupid deer to let it play by itself, and answered Tang Yuke with his hands down.

The fox poked its head out from the pile of tails, its two ears perfectly reflected the mood of its owner, and fell back trembling: "Ling Lun... so... you just... why didn't you let me let you go?" It's over ... and "It's so fierce when I glanced at me ... ah ah ah ah, don't stare, don't stare at me, I counsel! ! !

The tail is perfectly blown into a ball fox.

Staring at a certain crying fox with her eyes, Tang Yuke sat cross-legged on the tree and smiled: "Didn't you say that I wouldn't let you finish playing just now? Continue playing now."

"Eh? Eh!"

"Quickly let go."

"Ah? Ah! Yes!!!"

Tang Yuke looked at the scene in front of her with a blank expression.

Just now... She forced the fox to stop, something she didn't want Tang San to know.

She remembered that person, he was Li Shandong's big disciple, even under Li Shandong's group of demons, he was an exceptionally crazy one. It was unexpected that he had met him in several lifetimes of reincarnation.

The last time she met him, she was the princess of Penglai.

At that time... in fact, Tang San's name had been forgotten, and why... he continued to exist.

Without the meaning of existence, I just live every day, watching my soul dissipate little by little, and I don't have any desire to save...

The so-called traveling all over the rivers and mountains is just to see more before disappearing, the so-called making friends is just to live a more self-willed life for the rest of the day, the so-called kindness and gentleness... just because it doesn't matter anymore.

Because, it doesn't matter anymore... so the offense can be just displeasure without other actions, so the evil can be easily exposed as a joke... so except for the absolutely intolerable betrayal... everything can be ignored.

In the end...it's just selfishness...except for things that really offend me...don't care about anything, don't want to struggle.

The self who can give everything...it is the self who regards friends as extremely important...the only thing that can care about is the self who is friends and relatives...

The so-called tenderness is probably the cruelest thing, right?That kind of praise, in the final analysis, is actually a matter of making the most suitable choice regardless of the price paid... That is, it is tragic that all the edges and corners have been worn away by everything in this world.

So after picking up the miserable guy back then, I left it alone...

Later, when Penglai's punishment came...I was...actually very happy.

Tang Yuke twitched at the corner of her mouth as she watched the woman in Chinese costume in her memory facing the Nine Heavens Thunder alone with a long sword in her hand.

It turned out that I forgot too.

Thoughts at the time...

The memory is almost fading.

"You... don't you think this is what he saw?" Xu Xian walked to her side, looking at the woman who fell like a white bird with a complicated expression.

"Yes." Tang Yuke supported her chin, she watched herself fall into the sea, sinking deeply, deeply, into the bottomless darkness, without any expression, as if it was just another thing that had nothing to do with her same as a person.

No, how can that be said of another person?

That... it's just one person.

At that time, I understood the greatness of human beings, and also understood the darkness of human beings, recognized the evil of human beings, and also recognized the goodness of human beings, and recognized everything about human beings, and I was willing to watch all of this and bear all of it... And the "concept" of reaching out to a self-destructive self.

There's no need to tell him about this kind of thing.

Anyway, no matter what, the ending is nothing more than that.

No matter how hard you try...you can't influence it, can you?

Someone picked up his collar.

With tears rolling in the corners of Fox's eyes, biting his lower lip, he looked at her almost collapsed.

Tang Yuke stretched out her hand and wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes: "Hey, why are you crying? Do you think of Dayu, that scum again? At this time, I have to think about the day I beat him into a dog..."

"I ask you, have you ever thought about what you will become in the end!!!!" She interrupted Tang Yuke, roaring angrily, with the sharp howling of a fox.

"Of course I thought about it," Tang Yuke smiled.

It's strange that she can laugh quite naturally now.

No more stiff, no more twisted, no more affected by everything before that.

But it's so close, so close, so close that you can see the pupil-shaped fox in Tang Yuke's squinted eyes clearly!

Although he was smiling, although his eyes were full of smiles.

But... Her eyes, like glass beads, are thin and lifeless.

The light that belongs to Tang Yuke, the individual ta, has disappeared.

"You and I know very well... don't you..." The fox's hands began to tremble violently, "The last time you came to Tushan! It wasn't two lives ago at all!!! Those memories are not your two lives ago either!! You only made a wish once under the tree!!! At that time, it was not Hong Hong but me!!! That child Hong Hong...you only met once at Wang Quan's house..."

"The number of times you have reincarnated is not as small as you remember...you just remember the bits and pieces and count them..." She looked like she was about to cry.

"Your memory... how much is left..." Finally, he knelt down in front of Tang Yuke weakly. And on the branches that have not changed for thousands of years.

"Not much more." Tang Yuke smiled, "It will be soon."

Pulling the fox behind him, Xu Xian frowned, with anger in his eyes: "Memory... Forget it... Your emotions are not right anymore... How much of your own emotions do you have left!!!"

"Well..." Tang Yuke smiled and touched the deer that came up worriedly, "I will still be happy, I will still be happy, the remaining sadness, anger, and displeasure are enough for me to spend the rest of my life It’s been a while... I’ve recently regained my joy, so there’s no need for the others, right?”

"...Your so-called...joy..." Xu Xian squeezed out the words through his teeth, "Is this the ghost???"

"What's wrong? I live very comfortably... I cried a lot last night, and it seems that even the sadness will disappear... In this way, only happiness, displeasure, and anger are left... In this way, I Every day of my life is no longer sad, shouldn't I be happy?"

The man smiled.

Eyebrows curved, creepy.

Like a... martyr.

"Shut up." Xu Xian looked at the 'thing' smiling like a puppet.

"Tell me, what on earth do you want to do!!! Do you know that you will end up in ruins in the end!!!"

"I know." Tang Yuke, who was suddenly expressionless, did not fluctuate at all.

All the laughing and scolding came from happiness and the only slight displeasure left... So, it seems that in the eyes of others, she has always been a positive energy, likes to make trouble, and is an old and disrespectful guy.

Well, who knows.

"..." Xu Xian took a deep breath and looked at Tang Yuke's piercing eyes.

"Tell me, do you...do you want to..."

"Correct."

"I'm just tired of living."

"I want to die...ah no, I just want my existence to disappear completely, to be free, and to have no self-awareness anymore."

"It's that simple, so don't let Tang San bother me anymore, no matter how hard you try, you won't change my mind."

"Let me rot alone."

"after all."

"I'm completely tired of living."

The author has something to say:

Worldview Deconstruction II.

The 'concept' is the one that is 'chosen'.

Subtly different from the real "concept".

Hmm... the current situation of old Ke'er... it can be said that she did it herself... as for why... I'll talk about it next time...

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In the end, it was really past the early morning hahahaha...

Handicapped...ORZ

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