Mrs. Darcy's daily life

In the early morning, a thin mist filled the air like a veil, shrouding the entire Pemberley Manor, with a hint of coldness.The branches in the garden swayed and trembled with chirping birds, and occasionally one or two drops of dew could not bear it, and fell from above, like a bouncy ball, bouncing from the leaves to the petals, and then bouncing from the petals to the ground. On the flowers and leaves, it finally fell to the ground mischievously.

Quietly watching the scenery outside the window, Caroline lay on the bed, staring at a tall oak tree with lush branches and leaves, verdant and full of vitality.

After waking up from the nightmare in the middle of the night, Caroline never fell asleep again, staring at the oak tree outside the window for an unknown amount of time.

"Dong dong dong~", a knock on the door woke up Caroline, and before she could turn around, she heard Georgiana's cheerful voice.

"Caroline, Caroline, are you still sleeping? It's time to wake up, it's late, you should have breakfast", Georgiana jumped to Caroline's side, looking at Carlo with excited big eyes Lin's stomach was gently covered with soft hands, and he said without blinking: "If you don't get up for breakfast, you will starve my little nephew or niece."

Just as she was speaking, when she raised her eyes, Caroline's pale face came into view, causing her to frown. She stretched out her hand to touch Caroline's forehead, and said worriedly: "Oh my god, Carol Lin, why are you so pale? Are you feeling unwell? I'll send someone to find Dr. Allen right away."

As a result, Georgiana was held down by Caroline before she got up: "It's okay, Georgiana, I'm not uncomfortable, it's just that I just had a nightmare and was frightened, don't worry, I'll be fine in a while."

"Really?" Georgiana still said worriedly.

"Well," Caroline agreed, and then changed the subject: "Okay, I'm a little hungry when you say breakfast."

As she spoke, Caroline sat up from the bed, and at this moment, Angel came in with breakfast, and when she was about to set the food, Georgiana immediately yelled: "Angele, you wash Caroline first, and I will set it up. "

"Okay, Miss Darcy," Angel nodded obediently, and then stepped forward to serve Caroline first.After everything was taken care of, Caroline sat down at the small table covered with food, and Georgiana began to explain her reason for coming.

"Caroline, Claire and I are going to the racetrack today, do you want to go with us?"

"I won't go." Caroline took a sip of the milk in the cup, smiled and said, "I hope you two have a good time. By the way, when will you be back?"

"I'll be back in the evening, but there is one more thing. Yesterday Emily invited me to go to Yorkshire for a while, and my brother has already agreed," she said, looking regretfully at Caroline's stomach: "Maybe I will go to Yorkshire after a while." I can't be with you and the baby anymore."

Caroline smiled and jokingly said, "You stay with your Claire all day long, and I don't really see you coming to accompany me and the baby in my stomach."

Georgiana's delicate face was immediately stained with a layer of blush, stood up and said coquettishly: "You know how to tease me, Caroline. I won't tell you, Claire is still waiting for me below."As soon as he finished speaking, the person ran away.

After Georgiana's back disappeared, the smile on Caroline's face slowly disappeared, and she drank the milk in the glass one mouthful at a time.

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"Brother, let's go," Georgiana said, holding Claire's hand.

"Oh, that's right." Just as Georgiana was about to get into the carriage, she suddenly remembered something, and immediately ran to Darcy's side and said, "Brother, I saw Caroline's face was pale just now, pay attention later Some, if it's not good, you can ask Dr. Allen to come."

"Pale?" Darcy's heart tightened, "Why are you pale?"

"Caroline seems to have just had a nightmare. She said that it will be fine after a while, but you should pay attention, understand?"

Darcy breathed a sigh of relief, stretched out his hand and patted Georgiana tenderly, nodded and said, "Well, I will, go quickly."

"Well, then I'm leaving."

After Georgiana and Claire got into the carriage and left, Darcy turned around and walked upstairs. After taking a few steps, he stopped again. Thinking of what happened yesterday, he was still annoyed for a while, and finally he only told Reynolds The wife kept an eye on Caroline's situation and went straight to the study.

Upstairs, in the room, after Caroline finished her meal, she went downstairs and asked Angel to accompany her for a walk in the garden. Although she was walking, she was in a daze.

This state lasted for several days. Every time Caroline sat on the sofa or stayed alone in the room, she always fell into this state unconsciously. The dream that day still left a deep impression on her. Deep psychological shadow, even though she knew it was just a dream.

"Ma'am, ma'am?" Angel called several times before Caroline came back to her senses.

"what happened?"

"Today, madam, are you going to eat in the restaurant or in the room?"

"Just in the room." Caroline stood up and said, "By the way, where is Fitzwilliam?"

"Mr. just came back, it seems to have gone to the study."

"Then go prepare breakfast, I'll go to the study first."

"okay".

After Angel agreed, Caroline went straight out of the room and walked down the aisle.The orange marble is as clean and smooth as a mirror, reflecting a faint and warm light, and there is no sound at all when your feet step on it lightly.

But the more silent it was, the more restless Caroline felt.

In the past few days, she has been tortured by that dream and has trouble sleeping and eating. It is like a huge shackle, which locks her whole body inside and cannot walk out. She is extremely anxious.

If this goes on like this, Caroline feels that she is going to become crazy, so instead of doing this, she might as well ask to clarify.

But now the closer she got to the study, the more anxious she felt inside, and with some fear, she didn't know what the final result would be?

Pushing open the door, Caroline's gaze first fell on the tall and straight figure sitting behind the large desk.

Hearing the sound, Darcy raised his head and looked at Caroline who came in. His black pupils narrowed, and then he immediately returned to a calm expression, pursed his dry lips, and asked, "What's the matter?"

Georgiana left Pemberley Manor for Yorkshire a long time ago. Over the past few days, because of the overseas trade incident, the two have really fallen into a cold war, but if it is necessary to define it accurately, it is actually Darcy alone. It was just a cold war, and because of the nightmare that night, Caroline has been in a daze for the past few days, and she is out of shape. Except for the usual necessary walks, she only goes downstairs, and spends most of her time in her room. It wasn't until this morning that I got up and made a decision that I cheered up.

She must ask clearly what's on her mind.

But seeing Darcy's indifferent attitude, Caroline felt a chill in her heart.If she asks about this matter in her heart, it is very likely that she will be completely disappointed.

Are she and the child so unimportant to him?

Thinking of this, Caroline couldn't help but turn cold.

"Fitzwilliam, do you think I'm not worthy to be the mistress of the Darcy family now? Just because of overseas trade, just because I might endanger your family, don't you?"

"What exactly are you going to say?" Darcy looked sternly, frowning at Caroline.

"What do I want to say?" Caroline lowered her eyes, and after a while, she raised her head to stare into those deep black eyes: "Fitzwilliam, didn't you ask me about the Darcy family, the Bingley family and you that day?" , what is it in my heart, then I also want to ask you now, what are me and the child in your heart?"

Darcy's frown deepened in an instant: "Caroline, I don't have the heart to mess around with you."

"Nonsense", Caroline muttered softly, chuckled, and then took a deep breath, the color in her eyes became colder and colder: "Okay, I won't mess with you, then you answer me, I am with the child Which is more important in your heart than your duty to Pemberley Park?"After speaking, Caroline's eyes were full of waves, and she still had a little expectation in her heart.

"What do you mean?" Darcy glanced at Caroline lightly.

Caroline lowered her head slightly, thinking of everything in the original book. If the accident hadn't happened, Darcy would have married Elizabeth.

Her thoughts stopped here, she raised her head again, looked at Darcy and said: "If one day, you go back to the past and find that you married Elizabeth instead of me, then you are willing to divorce her at the price of Pemberley Manor, Then marry me again?." Caroline slowed down her voice, said cautiously, then suddenly remembered something, and said urgently: "As long as you marry me again, the child will come back, just like now, we still a family of three."

"Caroline, this kind of thing is impossible, don't make trouble here!" Looking at Caroline's face, Darcy said in a deep voice impatiently, then picked up the book next to him and didn't plan to talk to Card again. Lorraine is gone.

"I'm not powerless to make trouble, I just want to ask you, is the responsibility to a wife with no feelings and the Pemberley Manor more important to you, or me and the children are more important to you," Caroline stood up and said loudly Said.

At this time, she desperately wants to know the weight she holds in Darcy's heart, and the reason why he fell in love with her in the first place.

As long as Darcy answers that she is willing to take out Pemberley Manor, she can be sure that he did not fall in love with her because of responsibility, but fell in love with her because of her, and he will not easily fall in love with her because of the so-called responsibility. to abandon her.

Darcy stared at her calmly, stood up and was about to leave, apparently ignoring her.

"Stop, Fitzwilliam! You still haven't answered my question."

Darcy stopped and stood for a while before turning around, looking at Caroline with dark eyes: "Do you really want to know?"

Caroline just stared closely at the indifferent man standing three meters away from her, without speaking.

"No!" Darcy pursed his lips and said firmly, "I won't!"

The voice came to Caroline's ears, it was so decisive, it was like a thunderbolt blasting in her mind, making her face instantly pale as paper.

Clenching her fists fiercely, Caroline took a deep breath, and when she looked up again, the eyes that were originally full of pain had become calm. She looked at Darcy and said lightly: "I see." After finishing speaking, he passed him directly and left the study.

Darcy suddenly started to panic. Seeing Caroline walking past him calmly, he thought she would be as angry and angry as before, and even tell him to get out, but she didn't.

Such a calm demeanor made him feel very uneasy, but he couldn't lie to her, he really couldn't, just like before.He has his own responsibilities, and he can't do whatever he wants regardless.

So he won't.

In the corridor, Caroline stretched out her hand to support the round and exquisitely carved handrails, and moved slowly step by step.

At this moment, she felt that she was extremely ridiculous. In the heart of her beloved husband, she and her children were not as important as a manor!

It's just a manor, if you don't have it, you can buy it again, and she doesn't want his entire family!

If Caroline admired this quality in Darcy before, how much she hated it now!

Caroline laughed at herself and walked slowly. If this multiple-choice question was for her, let her go back to the past and return to her previous life.

Then

Even if she lost everything she had worked so hard for over the years, or even experienced the death that made her horrified, as long as she could become his wife again, she would be willing!

But what she didn't expect was that in the heart of her beloved husband, she was so worthless.

Clutching the armrest tightly, as if trying to pinch her fingers in, her knuckles were all white with force. Caroline's face became calmer and calmer, but her face became paler.

All along, what she cares about is always the most important thing in her heart, and everything else is just irrelevant.

In her last life, she cared most about her interests, so she could do everything she could to plan painstakingly, just to get what she wanted. In this life, what she cared most about was Darcy, her child, so even if she abandoned everything she had, she Also willing.

And everything else has nothing to do with her.

The Bingley family, the Darcy family, hehehe... Caroline chuckled, it's none of her business.

But now it seems that all this is not worth it at all, she is too stupid!