A respectful thought

Many years later, Qingsheng is still sitting on the swing, kicking off the swing and flying high, but she is no longer dressed in bright red, but she doesn't stay in the courtyard of Hong's house.

After changing the place, she just misses the people, things and things in the past with all her heart.She likes the yellow clothes more and more, the bright yellow ground is like the light yellow flowers, hanging in clusters on the branches.

Year after year, summer flowers bloom and autumn leaves fall.Qing Sheng is almost thirty years old, she is still unmarried, and Miu Li Ying is still standing outside the courtyard wall in a different place, and the vines beside the wall are becoming more and more lush.

I could hear the people in the wall still singing that old song——

Flower faded red green apricot small

When the swallows, green water around people

There are few willows blowing on the branches

Where there is no grass in the world

swing inside the wall outside the wall

Pedestrians outside the wall laugh beautiful women inside the wall

Laughter fades away

Passionate but ruthless

After all, it was not peaceful after all these years. In the winter of the second year of Shangzhi, Zi Liuhui decided that women would participate in the national examination system.Xiuli took part in the national examination and undoubtedly became No.3. Xiuli wanted to see Qingsheng many times, but the answer she got was——does anyone know where she is?

But Qingsheng always knew where Xiuli was?doing what?It was the boy standing outside the wall, no matter how far he hid, he could stand outside and tell her the news outside the yard from time to time.

It is said that in the spring of the third year of Shangzhi, Du Yingyue was appointed as the prefect of Chazhou.It is said that in the summer of the third year of Shangzhi, Xiuli took office, because of Xiuli's hard work, a new candidate for the head of the tea family was decided.Talking about where Xiuli was sent to be an official, talking about Xiuli also mentioned Shao Ke, Li Shen, and many people whom Qingsheng recognized.

It wasn't until the spring of Shangzhi 15, when the peach blossoms were in full bloom, that the young man stood outside the wall for a long time before saying, "Hong Xiuli resigns from office, accepts Zi Liuhui's marriage proposal, and enters the palace as queen. I'm going to be the state shepherd of Zizhou, you... Will you come out and walk with me?"

Qing Sheng stood in the yard without speaking. She twirled a string of Buddhist beads in her hands, and said quietly and peacefully: "I have envied people who are as tall as thousands of poles and cultivated bamboo, and I also entrusted a ray of love to the guy who is beyond the unrestrained form, Qian Fan. Even though I’m done, I just want to reminisce about the past, if I can save myself, it’s considered a merit.”

Piaoli Ying stood outside the wall, but she also knew what the people inside the wall meant. She just had someone in her heart, and she didn't want to live up to her sincerity.

"I'm going on a long journey, give me something to keep as a souvenir!" It was rare for Piaoli Ying to experience such a big mood swing.

The sound of the chime plucked a Buddhist bead, took out Shu Nian from his sleeve, and handed it to Piaoliying from the side of the wall, saying: "I don't have any good things, I just give this to you for self-defense!"

After Piaoliying took over, she hadn't been here for a year until the winter of the 16th year of Shangji, when dripping water turned into ice in that winter, Piaoliying seemed to know that the people in the wall must be by the swing frame, standing on the The original location said: "Mother Xiuli gave birth to a little princess, and Zi Liuhui named her Zi Chonghua, but... she is not in good health, she can't last long, she saw the sword on my body, and said that if I saw You, I will convey it to you—she misses you very much, father misses you very much, second uncle and the others miss you very much..."

Qing Sheng stood by the wall, eyes blurred.

Piaoli Ying stood by the wall, suddenly heard the sound of wind passing by her ears, looked up, and saw the sound of a chime in a yellow shirt, coming out of the wall.After landing, he stood up in the heavy snow and turned his back to him and said, "I'll go see my sister!" When he was young, he walked away lightly, without any worries.

The chime sounds like flying, passing through layers of palaces, yellow tiles and red walls, and winding corridors.A baby's cry could be heard from a distance away.Accompanied by the snowstorm is even more desolate.Qing Sheng stood in front of the beautiful palace, but she didn't go in for a long time. She was always in Zizhou, Guiyang, and never left her family.

It's just that Qing Sheng didn't want to appear again. When she walked out of the high season's mansion confidently, she understood what it meant—bleeding and drifting. Those eyes, which were originally as quiet as a pool of water, seemed to become full of bloody killings because of this civil strife.

Qingsheng couldn't believe that behind this big event, she actually had her help.She was so cowardly - she could only run away.

When everyone was cleaning up the mess outside, when even the children in Xiuli School were helping to clean the streets, Qing Sheng hid in the small courtyard that An Shi found for her, hiding in a small corner. Month after month, when everything was peaceful, she couldn't get out of that yard anymore.

She could only stay in the yard, reading Buddhist scriptures over and over again to repay the sins she thought she had carried.

And just like today, the sound of the chime still couldn't enter the palace where Xiuli was, and left lonely outside the door after listening to the people inside the door.

And Xiuli did not spend the winter of the 16th year of Shangji.Many years later, in the 30th year of Shangzhi, Hong Shaoke passed away and was buried with his wife Qiangjun in Longshan.In the 31st year of Shangzhi, Chime is still the same as before, but his body is not as good as before, and he always doesn't get enough sleep.That year she heard that Li Jiangyou's youngest son became Tanhua.

In the winter of the 31st year of Shangzhi, the sound of the chime became more and more sleepy, and I vaguely heard someone whispering in my ear: "The stupid emperor has passed away, and your niece Chonghua will inherit the throne. I resigned from the position of prime minister and came to accompany you. It's a pity that you seem to be more tired than me. Don't sleep, I will sing with you——

When the swallows, green water around people

There are few willows blowing on the branches

Where there is no grass in the world

swing inside the wall outside the wall

Pedestrians outside the wall laugh beautiful women inside the wall

Laughter fades away

Passionate but ruthless

That year, the sound of the chime was breathing slightly, and it stopped together with the heavy snow falling in the yard.

Many years later, when Zi Chonghua was renovating a palace, she found the skeleton of a man in brocade clothes, buried under an osmanthus tree, with a hair knot on his body, which she had never seen before. It has been too long to know who the corpse is, so Chonghua had no choice but to bury the corpse back in order to prevent the situation from expanding.

For a long time, Zi Chonghua also forgot about it, but there is an osmanthus tree in the palace that blooms gorgeously every year.

The author has something to say: Ugh!It's the finale, bow, thank you readers for your company, I will open a chapter to write reflections, I want to make a brick quickly, and your criticism can make my next article a success.

☆、Reflection on this article

Reflections on "The Tale of Caiyun Country: Nian Gong"

In fact, from the very beginning, I made it clear that I want to integrate Buddhist thought into the whole text, including the title of this fanfic and the name of the main character, which are all related to Buddha.And this kind of epiphany, insight, and the connotation of nothingness run through the whole article.

But the fatal flaw of this article is that there are too many things I want to write and too many foreshadowings, which leads to too slow progress in the end, and because of work reasons, this article is interrupted in the middle, and it also makes the good thing of ambush pens become suffered a fatal wound.

I still need to reflect deeply on the issue of grasping the rhythm of the article, and there are some bugs in the article that are not fatal, but they will also affect the readers' viewing mood. Here I would like to solemnly say sorry.

One of the biggest problems with this novel is that the rhythm of the novel is really poorly grasped. The wonderful chapters are very eye-catching, but the dull procrastination in the first half cannot be ignored. Although the author tries to speed up the rhythm, as I reviewed it before, I want to write too many things o(╥﹏╥)o

The second biggest problem in this novel is that the characters in the novel are serious about swimming, and soy sauce abounds everywhere, such as: Bi Xunshi, Huang Qiren, Jing Youli, the three elders of the Hong family, etc., and so on. They all turned into soy sauce.The only one written from the beginning to the end, the portrayal is relatively in place - Cha Shuo Xun.However, I wrote him to death o(╥﹏╥)o

As the author, I obviously can't control so many characters, and under the premise of trying not to write down the character of the collapsed characters, it became——ah~!Then I won't draw it!Such o(╥﹏╥)o

Due to the lack of portrayal of the characters, readers of many characters may not want to understand at all, because-the author has too many soy sauce characters o(╥﹏╥)o and, have you noticed that the characters in the author's pen are always ——It’s gone o(╥﹏╥)o For example——Hei Yaoshi, Bai Leiyan.

The third biggest problem of this novel is that among the several novels written by the author except "Old Years", the biggest problem is that the portrayal of the protagonist's character, or the foothold of a world view, is not done well at all.Because the author has been in a swinging stage.

The author wants to show a heroine who has just entered this world and has not yet found her own position, definition, and what to do to be happy.But I failed, so the character creation of the heroine was actually established after writing this article with [-] words. Of course, this is what I wanted to do, because I wanted to show a person who lost two ignorant feelings in a row ( Miao Le, Cha Shuo Xun) the growth of girls, but it is undeniable that my first [-] words failed to portray the heroine.

All right!This is the end of the self-examination, if you have to make a quick move, your criticism is the driving force for my persistence.