[Comprehensive] Salted Fish Onmyoji

Lord Arakawa held her hand tightly.

Jiang Xue just mentioned many things in one word, but after thinking about it, she understood that it would not be easy.

The Lord of Arakawa folded Jiang Xue's hands together, and the Time Converter fell on the side of the bed, shining faintly in the sunlight.

He clasped his fingers tightly and fixed his eyes on Jiang Xue, "I was thinking just now, Axue, have you really never seen me?"

The Lord of Arakawa didn't just ask for nothing, he remembered that he appeared beside Jiang Xue and made a contract with her, but the memory was not clear, all the details were blurred, like looking at flowers through fog.Moreover, if it wasn't for what happened later, he wouldn't have wanted to see the flower in the fog at all.

Is it what he read in a book recently... similar to the subconscious mind?

The probability that this situation is a coincidence is too low, and Jiang Xue has come back from the dead twice, once without his knowledge, and the other time, she appeared in front of him the moment she just died.

These two rebirths were both linked to time. The first time she knew nothing about reversing time, but the second time she already understood the rules.She has enough lives to try, and enough worlds to experience, so will one day, she really be able to control the flow of time and space.

Jiang Xue's expression froze slightly.

Of course not.

That's what she meant to say.

however……

"Salted fish, do you want to say, what happened after that, I went back to a long time ago and saw you?"

The Lord of Arakawa nodded, indicating that Jiang Xue was right.

Jiang Xue couldn't help but wanted to smile wryly. The Lord of Arakawa held her hand and keenly noticed that her body was trembling.

He sat up and pressed Jiang Xue's shoulder, "What's wrong?"

Jiang Xue took a deep breath, "Salted fish, at that time... you also realized it? My state is a little bit wrong."

Anyone with a discerning eye could see that Jiang Xue's state at that time was abnormal.

"Back then... it was because of the dementors."

Such a big event will happen that day, and the final blame will fall on the dementor.

Jiang Xue once faced a dementor head-on in the train. At that time, she was only facing one, and Lupine was next to her to attack immediately. She herself was not strong enough.

At that time, she passed out and dreamed of a palpitating darkness.However, the Lord of Arakawa struggled with his own strength, and did not pass out, but confused some things, half awake and half confused.

Her situation this time is more serious than that of Lord Arakawa.

She was... totally lost.

At the very beginning, what she saw was an unfamiliar battlefield, human beings dressed in different shapes, and monsters and humans killing each other.She still had a little self-concept at the beginning, knowing that she was Jiang Xue, and knowing that she had a butterfly spirit that was completely different from the one flying in the sky.

There is still time to think that Yujie, who has a thin waist and long legs, is not the same as her loli butterfly. The awakened state she has complained about many times is more like a butterfly spirit than the butterfly she saw.

Later, I no longer have these thoughts.

She gradually integrated into that battlefield, she didn't remember that she was Jiang Xue, she didn't even remember that she was... a human being.

No...not right either.How should I describe it, in short... It is not the same type as those who fought.

Kill without hesitation, without panic, without intolerance, nothing.She was confused, she felt something was wrong, but she didn't know what was wrong.

At that time, someone threw a piece of tail in front of her.It seemed that that action made her completely lose herself, but it also seemed that that action gave her a little sobriety to connect with reality, but that little sobriety dragged her down the quagmire.

Whether it is good or bad, whether it is fusion or separation, she has not been able to really figure it out until now.

On the one hand, she was going crazy with anger, but on the other hand, she had another thought - it wasn't from salted fish.

The moment she got it in her hand, she knew it wasn't salted fish.But she was still angry, whether it was her in the hallucination or her existence as Jiang Xue.This kind of commonality made her completely integrated into the killing on the battlefield the moment she realized that she was Jiang Xue, and completely lost herself.

No...not right, at that time...was it really lost?Is that person really not her?

Jiang Xue shook her head, remembering what happened at that time, she was still very confused, "I seemed to 'wake up' because I realized that I was Jiang Xue, but I really integrated into it again."

Jiang Xue closed her eyes, "The battlefield is gone. What I see are the stands and the wizards of Hogwarts, but I... feel that they are still on the battlefield, and they are still human beings to be killed."

"I know fireflies, red leaves, and you, but... I don't know them."

"Harry, Ron, Hermione, Neville... I don't know all of them. I don't know who they are and what they have to do with me. If they come up, I will kill them."

"I don't care about their attacks. I dare to jump directly from the highest point of the stands. I know that the death curse will kill me, but I don't want to hide..." Jiang Xue restrained her trembling, but it didn't work, and her body convulsed even worse. , "I... I actually know how I felt at the time."

She nodded her head, "It's not because of time, it has nothing to do with time. It's not because I can die and come back to life. At that time, I didn't have that kind of concept in my mind."

Lord Arakawa instinctively felt that what she was going to say next might not be good news, so he put his arms around her waist, trying to make her feel better.

He even used his tail, but this time, it seemed that even his tail was useless.

Jiang Xue bit her mouth full of bloody smell, and it took a long time to say with difficulty: "At that time, I, I..."

"I don't think I'm going to die. Because..."

Stumble, stop and stop.

"because……"

She grabbed her arm severely, "Because I'm already dead!"

The Lord of Arakawa's face was also blank for a moment.

"That's it..." Jiang Xue shuddered, "Because he is already dead, so there is no need to be afraid of the death curse. After all, people who are already dead cannot die again."

Lord Arakawa held her hand, feeling the icy cold and the slimyness of sweat.He warmed Jiang Xue's hand in his palm, and then pressed her palm against her chest.

"Did you feel it?" Lord Arakawa asked her.

Puff, puff, puff.

It's a heartbeat.

Jiang Xue couldn't help but press a little tighter.

"It's okay." The Lord of Arakawa stroked her cheek with his hands, and held her in his arms, "You are alive."

If he had known this earlier, he shouldn't have asked this question today. In fact, the answer is not really that important.

He hugged Jiang Xue and kissed her on the cheek.

The author has something to say: probably it can clear up some doubts =w=