A Thousand Mountains and Evening Snow: Searching for Love and Leaving Traces

It's like this every time, every time I run behind him, and now it's no exception four years later, seeing Shao Qian who is about to walk out, I followed out in a panic, maybe because I was anxious, but also Perhaps it was because the painful nerves in my feet were provoked. Even though I had applied ice water to my ankles, I was still limping when I walked.

"Wait for me, hey, Shaoqian, wait for me!" I was so anxious that I didn't even notice that I had changed my address, although I immediately regretted it when I finished shouting.But maybe he heard it, and his big strides slowed down a lot, as if he was waiting for me to catch up.

I followed him silently, taking small steps. Even the secretary at the door kindly asked me if I wanted to help, but he didn't even look back. He just told the secretary that he would not return to the office. I stood behind him and watched the conversation between him and the secretary, I felt like when I watched Xiao Shan and Lin Zixian together a long time ago, I felt a stagnation in my chest.Out of anger, I prepared to leave from his side without waiting for him to finish his confession. I forgot that my feet were still swollen because I walked too fast. His arms wrapped around me, and I knew who it was without turning around. I tried to break free, but his hand was too strong.

"If you don't want to fall and sprain again, just stay there." His usual imperative sentence came from my ear, and the hot air he sprayed on my neck when he spoke.

I couldn't break free, so I stayed in his arms as he wished. Looking back over his shoulder, I could see the ambiguous smile on the lips of Miss Secretary. He even made a cheering gesture at me, which completely confused me.

"Abscond, let's go! If you play tricks again, you will be sent back to Zhenfei." Shaoqian took me into the elevator like a hostage, but said the last sentence to the secretary standing at the door of the elevator winking at me.

We stood side by side in the elevator like this, silent, only the slightly heavy breathing of the two of us, I could feel his body temperature rising from the back against his chest, in order to break the more and more ambiguous Atmosphere, I asked the question I just had in mind

"What did you mean by what you said to your secretary just now?"

"Why are you so curious? It's because of Mu Zhenfei." The arm around me seemed to be tightened, although it was very subtle, but I still felt it.

"It's because of you..." The words popped out without passing through the brain, but this sentence made the whole elevator fall silent again.The atmosphere was more ambiguous and awkward than before.

"Hallen is my secretary, but he ran over from Zhenfei. As the girlfriend and fiancee of the CEO of Mu Zhenfei, he has to bear too much gossip at work, so he came to me to take care of my affairs. The secretary is working." After a moment of silence, Mo Shaoqian didn't seem to hear anything just now, but he answered the question I just asked with helplessness, "Although she is no longer in the gossip center, she is here with me for nothing. Create some gossip."

I peeked at Shaoqian's slightly furrowed eyebrows, and it was rare to see his helpless and tangled expression. I couldn't help but chuckled, and my depressed mood suddenly became clear because he and Hallen were just a simple boss-subordinate relationship.He didn't even realize that he walked out of the whole building in his arms.

Shaoqian put me in the co-pilot seat. He just closed the car door, but I suddenly remembered that I left the design draft in his office. I wanted to go up to get it, but he stopped me.

"Do you think it's unsafe there?" he asked, looking sideways at me

I shook my head.

"Then why are you in such a hurry to get it?" After he finished speaking, he stepped on the accelerator and let the car slide. Since he is not in a hurry, why should I care, anyway, it seems that Mr. Wen is planning to let me give him the design draft .

After driving for a while, I remembered to ask him where he was going to take me.

"Don't you live in Liu Yueying's house? Or do you live somewhere else now!" He glanced at me from the frame of his glasses, but I was startled by his eyes, I felt his There was a faint coldness in his eyes.

"Yes, I live at Yueying's house. However, my feet are swollen like this. If I go back, I don't know how long I will be read by her. I'm afraid she will worry, so why don't you send me back there!" I said more and more The quieter the voice was, I buried my head down, afraid that I would see the thorn in his eye again.

"Then are you sure you have somewhere else to go?" He was controlling the steering wheel with one hand, but he stretched out the other hand and gently lifted my chin, making me face him, "Or are you going to do it again?" Who to go to for help? Zhen Fei? But he has a fiancée, so it's probably inconvenient. Let me think about it, ah...there is another first love. Are you going to find him! "

I could feel the turbulence behind his increasingly calm tone, and I could feel his hand tightening on my chin suddenly.

"No, Xiao Shan and I haven't seen each other four years ago." I looked straight into his eyes, put my hand on the back of his hand and clenched it tightly, "I want to ask, can I live in the previous house for a few minutes first?" God, isn't there a guest room there!"

I didn't come up with this idea on a whim, nor did I think of this method out of desperation. In fact, when I knew that Mo Shaoqian was waiting for me, I had already decided that I would go back to that house, I would go back to his side, his life to go, and now, I finally said it out of the mouth.

The car slammed on the brakes amidst my words, and just stopped on the side of the road.Mo Shaoqian turned sideways, just like this, and looked at me very carefully, his eyes were fixed on mine through the non-prescription lenses, the corners of his mouth were tightly pursed, and I did not avoid his inquiry eyes.His eyebrows became tighter and tighter, and finally I couldn't help but caressed his face with my hands.

"No one can take me in except you, just a few days, okay!"

In fact, I discovered a long time ago, when I was living with him, that he never refused me who begged him in a low voice, and when he was out of temper, he was not so kind to me. At that time, I didn't understand why his mood was so volatile, but later I realized that he had such a love-hate relationship with me, and his feelings for me were so complicated.

And now I am betting that his waiting is still valid, betting that he still loves me, betting that he will let me stay by his side.

We were deadlocked in the car like this, and just when I thought my request would be rejected and I would lose the chance to return to him, he suddenly turned the car around.I found that this was such a familiar road, and he and I sat in the car without saying a word, and the car drove back to the place I had left for four years in silence.

I could see Mo Shaoqian's hand holding the steering wheel so tightly that his knuckles turned glaring white.

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