[Comprehensive British and American] 280 days of tragedy

The feelings built on lies are too shaky, and the exquisite ivory tower standing in the barrenness is just the illusion of a mirage.

Ye An knew that it was useless to argue with him, Harry couldn't listen to anything now, so he simply closed his eyes, and let him carry himself into the bathroom after he had vented completely.

He had been quiet, eerily quiet.Ye An didn't even understand why he could be so calm, all emotions were put away, as if nothing had happened.His fingers brushed her body with water droplets, and occasionally brushed her hair away, and dropped a cold kiss on her lips or kissed her shoulder.

The heavy atmosphere made her almost suffocate, unable to control her body, and even the touch of her skin gradually became numb.She fell into an endless dark tunnel, nothing but sharp spikes that could easily pierce the skin.She doubted whether she would be able to escape from this cage of thorns. Outside the cage, there was an abyss, and she couldn't find a way to escape.

Finally, the suffocation caused by the suffocation of the sultry air instantly broke away, and she suddenly woke up from hell to the world, and her five internal organs, which had been sleeping for a long time, even felt stuffy and painful because of this precious air.

Harry lifted her out of the water.She can't move freely, no matter how the manipulator pulls up the silk string, she can only swing her stiff body as he wishes.

It's like it was programmed from the start.

Ye An knew that her thoughts were wrong, but she couldn't stop her turbulent thoughts.

All are lies, he had many opportunities to tell her all the truth, but he chose to conceal it.Up to now, she still can't confirm whether her so-called feelings are just a link in many calculations.Or, as Remy said, all this is just an illusion caused by chemistry.She clearly realized that this idea was different from the education she received.

Can't stop, can't resist, can't bear my dark and ugly thoughts, can't bear my bottomless anger and grief.

She could feel Harry move away a little bit, and soon, he came back to her and hugged her.The soft fabric passed through her wrists, and the close-fitting clothing gave her the illusion of warmth. Judging from the scent from the collar, it was not her clothes.

The man's slender fingers buttoned the buttons carefully, and the sound of the clothes colliding was like snowflakes, and the whole body became cold. Outside of himself was a cold ice field, white and transparent.She trembled all over in this fantasy space, and even her breathing became sluggish, her ankles shattered piece by piece, her tears turned into ice cubes, and fell to the ground with weak breathing.

Harry pulled her wrist, as if to set the function of the restraining bracelet, and breathed lightly through the hair on her neck, Ye An was leaning on his chest, behind him he was slowly rising and falling heart.

Hitting her again and again.

"Are you going to trap me forever?" she asked.

"Hmm." Unexpectedly, Harry responded, with a soft smile in his voice.He straightened Ye An's body, let her lean on his shoulder and said, "Of course I won't keep you trapped."

As he said, he grabbed her wrist and kissed it between his lips, his fingers pressed against her wrist intimately, leaving no gaps.

"You can go wherever you want. Cairo? Bordeaux? Or do you want to go to China? I can satisfy you. Maybe we can go to Tekapo first. I remember you always want to see the starry sky there." Orthodox British accent It was supposed to be in a very reserved tone, but he said it in a weird way, "I will always be with you."

"I..." With the movement of speaking, there was a slight tingling pain from the corner of the lips.It was the wound bitten by Harry just now, showing her sense of existence, not only the corners of her lips, but also the deep pain in her body, she tried to ignore those as much as possible.

She has never been good at dealing with emotional problems, otherwise she must not be facing this situation at this moment.Maybe she will find something is wrong from the very beginning, instead of naturally indulging in it, and only slowly discover the truth when everything is irreparable.

It also pushes things in the worst possible direction.

"I'm sorry I hurt you just now." Harry also noticed the small wound on the corner of her lips, and a guilty expression appeared on his face, "I won't do it next time."

Ye An opened his mouth, not knowing what to say.Who will tell her how she should treat him after going through this obsessive bed affair?

Sensing her somewhat resistant attitude, the light in Harry's eyes dimmed.It was clear that he was the one who committed the violence, but now he was vulnerable like a helpless child, and could only gain a sense of security by tightly trapping her in his arms.

This kind of fragile emotion flashed in his eyes, which made her soften almost instantly.

"Let me go."

After hesitating for a long time, she finally said so.Even if she is temporarily trapped by such means, how long can she be trapped?She will never let such distorted emotions continue. This is not love at all. Loving someone is not like this. At least she will not choose to hurt the person she loves, nor will she hide anything from him.Harry behaved more like a child who got his first toy, full of possessiveness that didn't allow anyone to pry.

"No." Harry quickly refused, and he lowered his eyes to look at Ye An.The light only illuminated his delicate face on the left side, while the other half fell into the shadows. The bright red lips were slightly opened, revealing an arc that was almost a smile, cold and temperatureless, "I should have told you , I won't let you leave me. Ever."

"How long can you trap me like this..."

Unbelievable, at this moment.After a rough treatment, she calmed down strangely, or the exhaustion paralyzed the pain deep in her heart, so that she felt more cold now.

The uncontrollable cold, even the side of Harry's body that was close to him, couldn't feel any warmth, like leaning on a block of ice.

"Maybe it's longer than you think." He said calmly, brushing against her face with trembling fingers, the coldness flashed across her face.

Ye An was silent for a few seconds, "What did you do?"

"Are you aware of it?" He didn't deny it, but let out a low laugh with an unknown meaning.The face is full of the attitude of not caring about tearing the camouflage. Anyway, the prey has been tightly trapped. Even if the fangs are exposed, the poor prey can't turn around and run away. "It's just a small trick to make Professor X leave temporarily School."

So he didn't let her go out this morning.

"Calculating the time, my father should be here soon." He said without emotion, his tone so cold that it lost the most basic sense of flatness, as if the venom in his mouth was not his father, "I know him too well. I'm afraid I thought you were also at the scene, leading a group of supernatural beings to the guard."

Realizing what Harry was saying, her eyes glazed over.

"Surprised?" He wrapped his hands around Ye An's black hair hanging aside, his light blue eyes never left her for a moment, "Look, I still remember that you hate death, so I asked Professor X to come over here. For one thing, even a villain like him can survive this struggle and never hurt you again."

"So, you just need to leave with me, to a place where it's just the two of us."

His fingers were entangled with the black hair, and the broken whiteness was mixed in it, and he said in a low voice, completely unaware of his kidnapping, and only wanted to plan a future with only two people happily.

"I won't leave here." Ye An refused.

"Ann." Harry sighed softly, as if facing an ignorant child, his attitude was surprisingly gentle, so gentle that it was almost cruel.He didn't care about the knotted hair wrapped around his fingers. His cold fingers touched her artery, and he stroked the hickey back and forth on it: "Don't you understand? You are Belongs to me, as long as I don't let go, you will never escape."

His eyes are like molten sapphires, but they are deep and terrifying, and they are full of paranoid to morbid emotions.He lowered his head to kiss the corner of her lips, full of restraint and aggression, and the whispering breath poured into her lips compulsively, "Why don't you understand, my feelings for you."

"It's not love at all." She couldn't understand such feelings at all. As long as she got extreme emotions that she would rather destroy than let go, there was no reason to say, "To truly love someone is to have complete trust in him, I hope he can be happy. I will do everything in my power to protect him, satisfy his wishes, respect his choice, and have the fear of fighting against the unknown because of him. Sad. I will feel that he is the best gift God has given me, and I have the courage to live with him for the rest of my life."

She had experienced all these feelings in Harry.In the past, she looked forward to such a future so much, how much she looked forward to, how painful it was when she saw the truth at this moment, it was not just Harry's deception.She lowered her eyes and murmured, "You are just possessive for a while."

I don't know which sentence touched his nerves, and his eyes became horrified for no reason, as if she said something terrible.

"Possessive, possessive." The same words were chewed between his lips and teeth, and he threw Ye An on the bed, holding her wrist tightly with both hands, as if this would give him a sense of security, condescending Stare at her.The calm mask was broken, finally revealing the deep madness, "You don't understand, you don't understand at all."

A storm was brewing in his eyes, wishing to destroy the world, "You are so innocent, Ann. Isn't it you who made me fall into this situation? You are so innocent, it was you who broke into my world first and acted recklessly. Do you think I'll give you hope and then end up destroying it all? No, I won't."

The emotion that had been suppressed to the extreme finally exploded into madness. He recklessly presented the most selfish and terrifying side of his heart in front of her eyes. His eyes were filled with intense emotions, as if blue tears would drop in the next second. It is dark and lustrous in the depths of hell, despicable and gloomy.Light and darkness merged in his eyes, burning thrillingly, "Since you can no longer get your love, then learn to hate me. Ann, even if I love you to the bone, you probably don't care, then Just hate me."

His body was close to hers, and his wrists felt pain after being clenched.He was already on the verge of collapse, his voice was hoarse and harsh, and finally he almost roared with hatred: "Learn to hate me, imprint me on your heart, hate me deeply, and then, never leave me. "

"It's really hopeless." He kept talking, and didn't care about her bewildered eyes. Ye An's refusal tortured him like a sharp knife, which was unbearable. He was the only one who could feel the pain. , and she ignorantly denied everything about him, "At this point, my heart is still full of feelings for you."

Then there was the sound of something cracking, blooming at the corners of her eyes, the temperature was so cold that it could condense everything, and it was hot enough to burn her skin.

Silently, it fell from Harry's eye sockets.

It fell into her eyes again.

The author has something to say: ah, I don’t know what I’m writing anymore, this chapter took me three days to write OTZ with [-] words in an hour... While there’s still time, let’s see if I can write an OTZ Second watch.