[Bungo Stray Dogs] Attempted suicide is a disease that can be cured

Chapter 33 Disqualification in the Human World

Edmonto is good at all kinds of mechanisms, and I have always admired him for this.

Even now that I'm trapped in a web of tempered steel wire, and I'm about to be torn apart if I move, I still appreciate his specialty.

"Why don't you die...Xiao Qiao..." Edmonto hugged his body in pain, tremblingly said: "You are still alive, but I am dead..."

"You're not dead." I said lightly, "I can still tell if it's a ghost or not."

"Ah, thanks to those experiments, I seem to have temporarily lost my heartbeat and returned to normal." Eddiemonto tore his clothes vigorously: "But I no longer grow, and my organs are gradually failing."

"It's great to finally meet you...Xiao Qiao..." Edmonto's eyes welled up with tears, "Would you like to die with me?"

"Don't reject me again, I love you so deeply, Xiaoqiao!"

"This is not the same as what you said back then..." I felt the tightening of the steel line, and said with difficulty: "Back then you...cough...but you cried and said, 'It's okay to be rejected, but I have to say it again I love you. Where's your little angel..."

"I'm sorry for leaving you alone in that kind of ruin." Eddie Monto said softly: "It's hard work that you escaped secretly without being discovered by others. Those people have been buried with everything at that time, and I also There is no plan to start a new one. Xiao Qiao, all I have left now is really only the idea of ​​killing you."

"You die quickly, and I will be free."

"...Freedom?" I struggled a little, and blood began to flow out from all parts of my body.

Eddie Monto happily grabbed the tempered wire and stained his palm with blood red: "Yes, freedom. I can finally be free from my obsession with you. If you die, I don't have to do anything." Even if I don’t live long, for the rest of my life, I’m finally free!”

I looked at him fixedly, and couldn't help laughing: "I admit it, 'Edimonto' is dead."

Edmonto's supernatural ability was well hidden, so the lab didn't take advantage of it.But because of this ability, Edmonto's mental power is very good, so the main experiments on him back then were all related to mental drugs.

Hence the split personality.

I have seen this personality of Edmonto.Although he didn't say a word, I found the incongruity in his character.

Edmonto, who saved me, is not the man in front of me.

"...In other words, he is really dead." I watched his changing expression and continued, "Only you are left."

"Yeah, you all abandoned me!" Edmonto finally lost control and roared: "Since you have already abandoned me, why do you still leave me with such obsession! If you die to accompany him, I can be free!"

"Is that his obsession?" I squinted my eyes: "How are you sure it's not your obsession?"

"You love me, because you are 'Edimonto'. No matter what kind of person you become, you still love me. That's what he said before he died, sticking to my evil branch hanged from a crooked neck tree."

"You want me to accompany you to die?"

"No! I want to be free!" Edmonto denied frantically: "You are all restraining me!"

Pill, this is a brat whose mental age has stopped at [-] years old.I thought sorely.

"Xiao Qiao!" Dazai ran out of the building, followed by Aoba and others who broke the mechanism.

I eagerly stopped and said, "Don't come here, I have to settle the peach blossom debt myself."

Cheng Zi: "...just as long as you are happy."

Eddie Monto tightened the tempered wire: "Go to hell! Xiao Qiao, go to hell!"

"No." The forging hammer appeared in his hand, and the high temperature of thousands of degrees made the ground slightly soft: "Take a step back, even if you want to be free, you shouldn't kill me and cut off the last connection."

After breaking free from the blown tempered wire, I slammed the hammer on the ground.The metal in the factory area within the range of the pattern keeps flying over, gathering around me, dissolving and re-transforming: "No one belongs to himself alone, everyone is connected with others and shares something with others."

Edmonto's gradually shrinking pupils reflected the scene of countless guns around Baili about to take shape.

"This is why man is never free, why man has joy, sorrow, and love."

『"It's the last..." Eddiemonto lay in my arms, rubbing against me lightly: "Sure enough... I still love you very much, Xiaoqiao."

"Don't say any more!" The tears on my face mixed with mud and blood continued to flow down my cheeks: "I really have no way to promise, Eddiemonto!"

In the sea of ​​flames, I hugged him tightly and couldn't stop crying: "I'm sorry...why did this happen...Eddiemonto, you clearly...but I just, don't have that kind of emotion."

"So you rejected me. There's nothing wrong with that, Xiaoqiao." Eddie Monto smiled softly: "Leave quickly. You didn't step into this world voluntarily, and you don't need to worry too much about it .Although I have always hoped to bring you everything, but at this time...there is only one thing I can do."

"Will you marry me? Xiaoqiao."

I was silent and shook my head firmly.

Edmonto showed a relieved expression, and slowly closed his eyes: "That's it. This is very good, Xiao Qiao. I can hear the voice from the bottom of your heart until the end. There is nothing happier than this."

I hugged Edmonto's lifeless body and stood up.Under the feet, the bright red pattern rises for the first time.

"Thank you, Edmonto."』

"So I cherish the 'fate' that has been established very much, and rely on them to go on step by step."

""Man lives to save himself. He understands this before he dies."

"Baili, I know someone loves me, but I seem to lack the ability to love."

"The path of man is uninterrupted, and it is something that is always connected - no matter how small the event. For example, no matter how short a time it is, no record is left if it does not remain in the memory , but as long as it is a fate that has been established, it will not disappear.”』

"If you pursue freedom like you," I raised the forging hammer above my head, and the already formed guns around me were also filled with metal ammunition: "I will be 'disqualified'!"

The flame-wrapped barrage completely enveloped Edmonto.

Dazai stared at Baili in a daze, without saying a word.

"So far... Although I really want to say this, but my marksmanship is really bad to the point where people and gods are angry." I watched the smoke gradually dissipate, and approached Eddiemonto step by step: "How, I It’s still growing well, right? So it’s a big disadvantage for you not to grow up~”

"...Physiological matters can't be forced upon others..." Eddie Monto knelt on the ground with a wry smile: "The gentleman who was played by me for a long time over there should have a deep understanding, right?"

Zhong Yuan, who was also shot while lying down: "...Believe it or not, I'll fix the knife for you right away?!"

The high-temperature metal penetrated Edmonto's body, and some dark blood kept pouring out from the scorched wound.I half-kneeled in front of him and sighed: "So, I really can't promise you—I like Azhi."

The expression on Edmonto's face faded away, and he returned to the look he had when he was a child more than ten years ago: "I'm really not reconciled...he looks very useless, Xiao Qiao, don't you feel bad?"

I smiled helplessly: "No matter how many times I mention it, I will still reject you. There is no gain or loss—in fact, the grace of saving life should be promised by your body. Not yet."

Everyone looked at Dazai with the same eyes.

Dazai: "..."

Edmonto continued to ask without giving up: "But he should be the kind of guy who doesn't even prepare a wedding ring! Does he really not consider marrying me?"

"Ah...About this question..." I scratched my face in embarrassment: "I don't like any of the rings sold outside. So..."

"I made a pair of rings myself."

I took out the small red velvet box from the hidden pocket at my waist, opened it and showed it to him: "It was prepared four years ago, so you don't have to worry about it."

All: This mouthful of dog food was really caught off guard.

Dazai: "(*/ω╲*)"

Zhong Yuan: "...You are enough, mackerel! Put away that disgusting look!!"

Eddie Monte pouted: "It's too much~ Xiao Qiao."

"But it's fine."

Edmonto's skin quickly turned gray.He stretched out his arms and hugged me, and sighed, "I love you, Xiaoqiao."

"...Thank you, Edmonto."

『"Thank you, Edmonto."』

"Ah... ah... this is it..."

Eddiemonto closed his eyes contentedly, his body disintegrated into ashes, scattered in the small cemetery that belonged to him where the coffin was uncovered.

"Grateful."

I manipulated the fire and metal to restore the tomb to its original state.

It's time to go back.

The president didn't say anything about it, but just repeated the rules in the club——

"The most important thing is that the members are reunited, and there is nothing to hide from each other, that's all."

After finishing speaking, he walked away gracefully.

Take Luanbu and Chengzi out for a walk.

You are so biased.

...Sorry, I was wrong.Please don't look at me like that and lose ten years of my life.

Speaking of which, Sakunosuke chose to fight Gide because the "fate" with the children was cut off at that time.

"Even if there is pain like getting it and then losing it, it should be tasted as a person. Find a way to go on and become stronger. I have always been taught that way." I put my hands behind my head , to Dazai, "So how about we go eat chocolate now? It's just down the block."

The two sentences before and after did not make sense... Dazai shed a drop of cold sweat, and smiled self-deprecatingly: "Really... I am a human being like me, I am really sorry..."

I blinked my eyes and kissed his cheek: "What's the matter? Azhi, you can look for it slowly, and then keep walking~"

On the bustling streets of Italy, I grabbed Dazai's hand and quickly rushed out of the crowd.

……

what.

And one more thing.

"Edimonto slipped a key to the vault in my shirt pocket when he was dying." I shook the bright silver object in my hand: "Who will share the spoils with me?"

"Miss Qiao, what are you talking about!!!" Dun was frightened: "This is illegal!"

"...Silly boy, who told you that all the detectives are legal citizens?" I patted his shoulder sympathetically: "At least I am not."

"...The plot is even worse! President, why don't you take a look?!"

President: "...the tea is so hot..."

"President ah ah!"

Sitting on the big bed in the hotel, I looked at the two Hong Kong gangsters with dark faces like the bottom of the pot: "This time the pot is mine. It is not good to continue to intensify the conflict between the port mafia and the armed detective agency." , so which one of you will go with me? Take everything you want."

Akutagawa covered his mouth and coughed: "...then leave it alone..."

"Ah, it's decided, Zhong Yuan will come with me."

Akutagawa: "..."

I stretched out my paw and smoothed his fur: "Don't be angry, Ryunosuke."

Akutagawa turned and left.

I smiled and explained to the crowd: "Because Qingye has to go, it is better for Zhongyuan to go with me. Moreover, Zhongyuan is not that familiar with me. From this point of view, he is more suitable."

"Plus, Azhi, don't make trouble."

The author has something to say:

The next chapter is over.

I didn’t expect the collection of this article to break through [-] in the end... I’ll see how many I can get in the end (laughs)

I took the train yesterday so I didn't update, please forgive me... (Escape

Dazai: You actually want to die in love with Xiao Qiao!It's me who wants to die in love with her!

Baili probably wanted to slap him.

Many things were said by Miss Yuko.

It was at that time that Baili inherited Wen'an and truly became a foundry master.

Baili's personality is very direct, and his words and actions are very simple and straightforward, so even in that situation, he still resolutely rejected Edmonto.And Baili thinks that it is very rude to respond to Eddiemonto not out of the mood of love - how much she cares about Eddiemonto, she will tell the truth, no matter how much it hurts herself.

Human beings live to save themselves.Know this before you die. ——Oda Work

Baili, I know that someone loves me, but I seem to lack the ability to love. —— Dazai

Man's path is uninterrupted and is something that is always connected - no matter how small the incident.For example, no matter how short a time it is, even if it does not remain in the memory, and there is no record left, as long as it is a fate that has been established, it will not disappear. ——Miss Yuko

Disqualification in the world - loss of qualifications as a human being.What Baili means is that if she pursues a life without any fetters, she will lose the meaning of being a human being.

The president is really cute when drinking tea hhhhh

Thank you for the nutrient solution irrigated by "Rainfall Trees and Trees That Don't Extinguish"~

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