Best Actor [Entertainment]

A burst of bone-piercing sadness slowly spread from the bone marrow to the skin.Chu Xun's chest rose and fell sharply, and his breathing was almost frozen under the layers of chill.

In his short life, he has experienced despair many times.He was even familiar with the heart-wrenching pain.Falling down again and again, struggling to get up again.Tell yourself that as long as you are strong enough and brave enough, everything will be fine.He always believed so.Even if you lose your parents, even if your appearance is ruined.

But this time...

Chu Xun was short of breath.Stretch out one palm and rub it back and forth on the thigh of the left leg.After several times, he suddenly grabbed it hard.The muscles under the palms were constricted and deformed.But he still didn't feel the slightest bit of sensation in his left leg.

A strange laugh rolled out of Chu Xun's throat.Then the laughter grew louder and louder.Chu Xun was like a madman out of control, with his long hair loose, leaning back on the bedside and laughing.

Rong Hua stared round her cat's eyes in horror, scratched and struggled with her limbs, and fled from Chu Xun's arms.Surprised, Ronghua stretched out her claws, drawing a bloodstain on the back of Chu Xun's hand.

Chu Xun seemed to have no feeling at all, he clenched his fist and beat his chest, laughing until he was breathing intermittently and coughing.It took a long time for the laughter to stop gradually.Chu Xun suddenly seemed to be drained of all his strength, staring at the ceiling with his eyes wide open, his eyes were empty and numb.

Blood flowed from the wound on the back of the hand, staining a small piece of pajamas red.Chu Xun ignored it, and only vaguely thought that even cats dislike him with his crazy appearance.

It's a pity that it wasn't crazy enough.If he was really crazy to the point of insanity, he would be done.Even if I see my parents underground in the future, I am not afraid that they will blame me for being too cowardly.

The velvet flower circled around the room.When Chu Xun calmed down, the little thing hesitated again, and jumped back on the bed.

Chu Xun gently hugged it, and sighed: "...I scared you."

Ronghua cried twice, and lay on Chu Xun's chest to lick his chin.

Chu Xun smiled very faintly, with a tired look on his face, and turned his head to look out the French windows.With just one glance, he saw Fu Jingchen's car driving into the community.

His eyes followed the silver car and saw it driving all the way and parked under the apartment building.The co-pilot's door opened first, and Fu Jingchen stepped out of the car.Chu Xun was slightly puzzled.Unless there are special circumstances, Fu Jingchen usually drives by himself.The driver's door was also pushed open, and a young man came out.

The floor of the apartment is not very high, and the man's clothing and hairstyle can be clearly seen.He stood in front of the car and talked with Fu Jingchen, his behavior was reserved and restrained, which showed that he had an excellent upbringing.

Chu Xun frowned unconsciously.He tried his best to support his upper body with his arms, and leaned towards the window as much as possible.It happened that the man raised his face, as if he was looking upstairs.The eyes of the two seemed to meet for an instant.Chu Xun finally saw his face clearly.Fair face, delicate eyebrows and eyes.Regardless of appearance and temperament, they are extremely clean and light.

Just right, the type that Fu Jingchen would love.

There was a sudden coldness in the heart, and it burned like wildfire for a moment, and then it was hot again.After several cycles of hot and cold, there was only a huge hole left in the chest cavity.empty.How many wishful thinking, all burnt clean.

Chu Xun's arm fell away, and his body fell back to the mattress.

That's fine.Really good.

To him, Fu Jingchen was a thorn that pierced deeply into his heart and almost melted into his flesh and blood.Pulling it out will feel empty and cold, leaving it behind will cause burning and pain.

Chu Xun is always hesitating.Repeatedly, broke his promise several times.If Fu Jingchen could start a new relationship with someone else, he would cut out that thorn, along with the surrounding flesh and blood.

Such a result really couldn't be better.

After waiting for a while, there was a knock on the door.Fu Jingchen asked outside: "Rong Rong, can I go in?"

He and that young man should have many topics to talk about.That's why the time to go upstairs was delayed.

Chu Xun thought he had guessed everything.Unconsciously hug the velvet flower even tighter.

Fu Jingchen couldn't wait for an answer, so he pushed the door lightly and came in.When he walked to the bed, Chu Xunfang looked up at him in a daze as if he had just woken up from a dream.

Seeing that Chu Xun was not as repulsive to him as he was two days ago.Fu Jingchen bent down, smoothed Chu Xun's long hair, and asked him, "What did Rong Rong eat for breakfast? Did you sleep well at night?"

While talking, I saw fresh scars on Chu Xun's hands.Fu Jingchen's complexion changed suddenly, "How could you be injured?" He hurriedly grabbed Chu Xun's hand, recognizing the scratches of a cat.Fu Jingchen hugged Ronghua directly, and patted the cat's butt twice, "Fast for three days of canned food." After releasing Ronghua out of the bedroom, he walked back immediately, washed his hands and bandaged Chu Xun's wound.

During this period of time, Fu Jingchen took care of Chu Xun personally.He is very proficient in simple nursing and bandaging techniques.While disinfecting Chu Xun's wound, he explained in detail why he did not return.Fu Jingchen's eyes were lowered, and the line from the brow bone to the bridge of the nose was smooth and gorgeous.But since two days ago, he began to wear a pair of thick-rimmed plain glasses, which cut off the beautiful arc halfway.

"Does it still hurt?" Chu Xun said suddenly, interrupting Fu Jingchen's chatter.

Fu Jingchen's men stopped.It seemed unexpected that Chu Xun would end the cold war so easily.He raised his head, narrowed his eyes and smiled, "It didn't hurt in the first place."

Chu Xun pursed his lips and reached out to take off his glasses.Without the cover of the lenses and the wide frame, Fu Jingchen's eyes were clearly revealed.The fundus of his left eye was congested, and there were several obvious blood spots on the eyeball.

Chu Xun gasped, as if he had never expected the injury to be so long.Suddenly the whole heart suddenly tightened.After a while, Chu Xunfu raised his hand again, timidly touching the corner of Fu Jingchen's eye.Trembling asked: "Have you been to the hospital? What did the doctor say?"

"It's okay." Fu Jingchen was still smiling, held Chu Xun's hand, and put his glasses back on. "It just so happens that I haven't rested well these two days, and my eyeballs are a little bloodshot. It has nothing to do with Rongrong."

Chu Xun lowered his head, with a sob in his throat.Two days ago, Fu Jingchen massaged himself to urinate because he resisted.Then he had a hysterical attack, grabbed the glass bottle and threw it at it.

How could he be willing to do so?Once or twice, he personally injured Fu Jingchen so badly.It can be seen that he is indeed crazy.Can still try to restrain in front of others.Every time he faced Fu Jingchen, he turned into a giant snake full of venom, spraying poison unscrupulously, and he would not stop until he seriously injured people.

Distorted so far, only hatred remains.Whether he loves or not, he is not qualified to think about it.

Fu Jingchen carefully wrapped Chu Xun in gauze.Chu Xun's eyes were attached, and he reluctantly lingered on his face.After a long time, he finally said softly: "Brother Xiaochen, from now on, don't come here again."

Fu Jingchen was taken aback again, and after a moment of silence, he said, "Rongrong, are you still angry with me? I will..."

"No. I'm not angry." Chu Xun shook his head, then raised his eyes to look at Fu Jingchen's injured eyes, "I just think...that it's good for each other if we don't meet often. And...we will always be separated in the future Yes. It’s better to get used to it earlier.”

Fu Jingchen looked serious, looked directly at Chu Xun and said seriously: "Why should we separate in the future? From now on, we will be together every day. We will never be separated again."

Although I understand that this has nothing to do with love.Hearing Fu Jingchen say this sentence, I still can't help feeling sweet.There is sourness and bitterness in the sweetness.Rolling it on the tip of the tongue and landing it in the chest cavity is already extremely satisfying.

Chu Xun raised the corners of his lips a little, as if smiling: "Thank you, Brother Xiaochen... But, that's not acceptable." He stayed, and when Fu Jingchen fell in love with others again, his resentment would only grow stronger. Rampant.When that day comes, I'm afraid it won't be as simple as just hurting Fu Jingchen.For example, Xue Rui six years ago...

Chu Xun shivered unconsciously and kept shaking his head, "I can't stay. I really can't..."

"Why not?" Fu Jingchen seemed slightly annoyed. He pressed his hand on the head of the bed and looked down at Chu Xun, "I want to stay with the one I love every day. Why can't I? Rongrong still misses him until now. ..."

Like a thunderbolt from the blue, it suddenly exploded above his head.Chu Xun's whole body stiffened and his ears screamed.He didn't hear a word of what Fu Jingchen said next.He seemed to be thrown into a distorted space.The strange absurdity almost frightened him.This made him unable to believe everything Fu Jingchen said.Chu Xun shook his voice and shouted: "What are you talking about? Fu Jingchen, what are you talking about?!"

lover.Fu Jingchen would actually say these four words to himself.How can it be?How could this be!

Chu Xun felt no joy when he heard the confession suddenly.His lips trembled and his face was pale, as if he had seen a ghost.

Fu Jingchen showed pity in his eyes, hugged the trembling man in his arms, and solemnly said again: "I love you, Rong Rong. From now on, I will never leave you again."