Best Actor [Entertainment]

No one knows better than you what it means to be saved.

Before hanging up the phone, Shen Weifeng finally said this sentence to Chu Xun.

Chu Xun only revealed a little to Shen Weifeng about the past with Fu Jingchen.Because of this, Shen Weifeng has never been optimistic about the "love" between Chu Xun and Fu Jingchen.With too much kindness mixed in, no matter how sweet the love is, it will become impure and even unequal.Facts have also proved that during the days when they were together with Fu Jingchen, no matter how arrogant and willful Chu Xun was on the surface, in reality, in their relationship, Chu Xun was the weaker party.Even after six years of breaking up, in Shen Weifeng's view, Chu Xun still failed to completely change his mentality of being willing to be subordinate to Fu Jingchen.The reason why he strongly opposed Chu Xun's relationship with Fu Jingchen was also based on these considerations.

Twilight creeps over the window sills.The whole city fell into the embrace of night.

Chu Xun exhaled the foul breath that was pressing on his chest, stood up, and went to the kitchen to continue wrapping the small wontons.

What kind of bond, what kind of grievances Fu Jingchen and Xue Rui have, actually have nothing to do with him.It was beyond his expectation that he would have such a big reaction to Shen Weifeng's words.Could it be that he is really as worried as Shen Weifeng, and has not completely given up on Fu Jingchen?

Thinking of this, Chu Xun couldn't help shaking his head and smiling, the lines on the corners of his lips revealing helplessness and sarcasm.

Where is it necessary now, think about such a problem again. He indeed understands the power contained in the words "life-saving grace" better than anyone else.He and Fu Jingchen fell in love, quarreled, and then separated.Not without resentment in my heart.Every time I think about Fu Jingchen, I can't help feeling soft-hearted.Even heartily hating once has become a luxury that cannot be realized.If it is said that there is no such kindness at work, who can be deceived?

Shen Weifeng knew Chu Xun well enough.And Chu Xun knew Fu Jingchen well enough.Now that things have happened, there is really no need to think about all kinds of things about Fu Jingchen.

Between them, they can stay in the end, but in the end it can only be that period of kindness.

Chu Xun sighed again, seemingly helpless and relieved.Raising his hand and rubbing his eyes, he wrapped all the prepared fillings.

He froze all the wrapped wontons in the refrigerator.Due to lack of appetite, I just cooked a bowl of clear noodle soup for my dinner.

After eleven o'clock, Chu Xun fell asleep on time.I lay on the bed for a long time, but still didn't feel sleepy.Chu Xun opened his eyes and looked out the window.When the pale morning light slowly penetrates into the narrow window sash in the basement.He couldn't bear the exhaustion, so he closed his eyes in confusion.Sometimes it seems to be trapped in a dream, and sometimes it seems to be awake.I don't know if I fell asleep or not.

After more than an hour, I could no longer lie down.Chu Xun got up and got out of bed, walked to the kitchen with a frown, took out a bottle of beer from the refrigerator, bit off the bottle cap with his teeth, and poured it into his belly in one go.

The cold wine glides down the esophagus to the stomach.It feels refreshing and refreshing.Make Chu Xun close his eyes slightly, and involuntarily raise the corners of his lips.

Dukang is the only way to relieve worries.

Alcohol is delicious, sweet, and pleasing, as long as it is done in moderation.It would be a pity not to touch such a good thing.

Woke up too early.After washing up, Chu Xun first read the materials distributed by the remedial class yesterday.When the time is about the same, turn on the fire and cook the wontons.Then put the wontons and soup separately and serve them separately, so as not to lose the strength of the wonton dough after being soaked in the soup for too long.

Before going out, Chu Xun deliberately rinsed his mouth twice with mouthwash.Make sure no one smells of alcohol.Previously, Fu Jingchen seemed to have noticed that he was fond of wine, and reminded him to drink in moderation several times in text messages, intentionally or unintentionally.He was sure he would never fall back into alcoholism.And he didn't want Fu Jingchen to worry about himself anymore.It's just an insignificant little hobby, it's better to hide it from Fu Jingchen as much as possible.

The traffic was smooth today.When Chu Xun rushed to the hospital, Fu Jingchen had just finished taking a shower.Seeing that he brought small wontons as promised, Fu Jingchen's eyes smiled like slightly curved crescents.

Such an indifferent person has always smiled at Chu Xun these days.The cold ice that had been covering his face all year round seemed to have melted a little.

Chu Xun looked at him, and couldn't bear to move his eyes away for a moment.Watch him pick up the small wontons and eat them in small bites.As the food was swallowed down his throat, an undisguised pleasure appeared on his face.With such a vivid expression, Chu Xun felt that Fu Jingchen was exceptionally handsome.

Chu Xun was so engrossed in watching it that he didn't even want to blink.

Those eyes seemed to have substance.Fu Jingchen couldn't help laughing, put down his chopsticks and turned to Chu Xun, "What's the matter? Is something strange growing on my face?"

Chu Xun suddenly regained his sanity and shook his head in a daze.I don't know how to answer the call.He could only bow his head in silence.

Fu Jingchen slowly put away his smile and said, "Did Rong Rong see those rumors on the Internet?"

The two were besieged by gangsters that day.A passerby recognized Chu Xun, took a photo and posted it on the Internet.Because there is only a vague side face, it did not attract the attention of netizens on a large scale at first.Yesterday, someone seemed to be deliberately guiding, and the public opinion was turned upside down in an instant, and Chu Xun was unanimously condemned for misconduct.Looking at the battle, even Chu Xun's many past events may be turned upside down.

Ever since Fu Jingchen was admitted to the hospital, Chu Xun had no intention of caring about anything else.There was a bloody quarrel over him on the Internet, but he, the party involved, didn't hear a single word of it.

Now Fu Jingchen mentioned it.Chu Xun was dumbfounded, only looking into Fu Jingchen's eyes, and responded casually.

Fu Jingchen sighed softly, and took Chu Xun's hand, "Don't worry. The PR department is already dealing with it. Yu Huaiyuan will personally follow up. Now the situation has been brought under control, and in a day at most, the wind of public opinion will be reversed. "

How could Chu Xun care about this.He only felt that Fu Jingchen's palm was warm and soft, wrapping the back of his hand lightly, as if immersing his whole heart in a warm hot spring - such a situation would never happen again.

Chu Xun lowered his eyes, indulged himself for the last time, and lusted after Fu Jingchen's tenderness again.

Doctors expect Fu Jingchen to be discharged in two weeks.In the past two weeks, Chu Xun has done his best to deliver breakfast on time every day, and he will be by Fu Jingchen's side for the whole morning after that.The two of them were chatting in the ward, reading the newspaper, or going for a walk in the garden.Didn't do anything special either.They just get along peacefully, but they feel very harmonious.

The day before you will be discharged from the hospital.The two played chess with the patient in the garden.As noon approached, Chu Xunfang remembered that there was still a tutoring class in the afternoon, so he hurriedly put down the chess pieces and said goodbye.

Fu Jingchen sent him to the entrance of the hospital, stood still and smiled and said, "I'll treat you tomorrow night. Rongrong has worked really hard during this time."

Chu Xun also smiled at Fu Jingchen, shook his head and said, "It's not hard." After a pause, he added, "It should."

When Fu Jingchen heard this, his eyes widened slightly.He seemed to be unable to hold back his emotions. He took a step forward and put his arms around Chu Xun's back: "Little fool..."

Chu Xun looked at him intently, and the smile on his lips gradually widened, "Brother Xiaochen..." He lowered his voice and responded softly.

In the evening of the next day, Fu Jingchen drove Chu Xun to a French restaurant.After taking off the hospital gown, Fu Jingchen wore a black silk shirt.The buttons on the neckline are open, revealing a slender and fair neck.

Chu Xun sat opposite, his eyes glued to Fu Jingchen's body, as if he wanted to draw every line and every strand of his hair into the bottom of his heart with his eyes.

Fu Jingchen really found it funny, hooked the bridge of Chu Xun's nose, and asked with a smile, "I'm watching again...Rongrong, what's wrong with you?"

Chu Xun looked directly into Fu Jingchen's eyes, and replied seriously: "It's nothing. I just think Brother Xiaochen is so pretty."

It was rare for Fu Jingchen to be forced to feel shy.Turning his face slightly, he coughed dryly.The roots of the ears are dyed light pink.

After dinner, go to the Jiangbian Theater to watch the performances of foreign circuses.After that, I was still not happy, so I went to the theater to watch a movie.By the time the movie ended, it was nearly midnight.Chu Xun and Fu Jingchen held hands, each carrying a can of carbonated soda, and walked along the river.

It is rare to see stars in the night sky of the city.Fortunately, there are also neon lights reflected in the river, as if it is also a bright galaxy.The night wind blew from far away, and shattered Yijiang Starry Sky without mercy.

The steamy river wind brushes over the skin.Fu Jingchen's palm became a little cold.Chu Xun stopped, took off his coat and put it on Fu Jingchen's shoulders.

Fu Jingchen laughed dumbfounded, "Rongrong, you are..."

The handsome and picturesque young man in front of him has always been used to being cared for.After years of separation, when we meet again, the youth has fully grown into an adult, mature enough to take care of others and be depended on by others.And all these growths, he failed to accompany the youth through them one by one.

Fu Jingchen felt in his heart, half guilt and half pity, raised his hand to return the coat, "I'm not cold. Rong Rong put it on by herself..."

"Don't move." Chu Xun pressed the back of Fu Jingchen's hand, pulled the front of his coat, and wrapped him tighter, "Brother Xiaochen has just been discharged from the hospital. His body is still weak. Be careful of catching a cold."

Fu Jingchen thought about it, opened his coat, and pulled Chu Xun into his arms, "That's how it is."

Chu Xun was stunned for a moment.He felt Fu Jingchen wrap his arms around his waist.The body temperature belonging to another person permeates through the fabric, ironing against one's own body.My heart suddenly softened into a ball of cotton wool.Chu Xun let out a low "um", relaxed his body, and buried his face in Fu Jingchen's neck.He also raised his arms, hugging Fu Jingchen back tightly.

The chest cavity that had been empty for a long time was filled up in an instant.

Like a treasure lost and found again.Fu Jingchen's eyes were slightly astringent, his lips pressed against the top of Chu Xun's hair, and he called his name over and over again.

Chu Xun didn't respond, but drew his arms tighter and tighter.

The giant clock on the bank of the river struck twelve o'clock.

Chu Xun seemed to have been turned on a mechanism, and slowly raised his head from Fu Jingchen's arms.Those eyes with thick black pupils stared very intently at the person in front of him.

"Brother Xiaochen..." He raised a hand, hesitated again and again, and finally allowed himself to indulge, and gently stroked Fu Jingchen's cheek, "From now on, I will listen to you carefully. Study hard and act hard .I will also take care of myself, try to smoke less and drink less...I will definitely have a good life. You really don't have to worry about me anymore..."

Fu Jingchen was relieved to hear these words at first.When he got to the back, he was faintly startled.He couldn't help but say, "Rong Rong!"

Chu Xun suddenly let go of Fu Jingchen, took a step back, looked at him, and said with a smile, "Brother Xiaochen, after tonight, from now on..." His voice trembled helplessly.Throat choked several times.Clenching his fists tightly, he reluctantly continued, "In the future, let's not meet each other for the time being."

Fu Jingchen turned pale with shock, "What did you say?!"

He hurriedly stepped over to Chu Xun.But it only forced Chu Xun to retreat further.

"Rong Rong... I won't go. You don't want to leave either. Don't say such angry words anymore. Okay?" Fu Jingchen had to stop and begged softly.

Chu Xun shook his head, suppressing the soreness in his nose: "I didn't say anything angry... I just realized clearly that we, you and I... really can't meet again..."

Fu Jingchen frowned, and the anxiety on his face was clearly revealed, "Why?"

Chu Xun closed his lips tightly, but he couldn't say it, the unspeakable thoughts hidden in his heart.

He couldn't give a reason.Fu Jingchen could only think for himself, his face gradually paled for a while, and he said softly: "Is it because of him? Because of Wang Meng..."

When "Erosion" was still being filmed, Chu Xun once told Fu Jingchen that he was already with Wang Meng.The shield that was pulled out casually at that time unexpectedly came in handy at this time.

Well, it saves him the trouble of inventing new excuses.

Chu Xun looked away.There was a wave of bleakness in the eyes, full of river water wrinkled by the wind.

"Let's take it as it is..." Chu Xun took a deep breath, raised his foot while talking, and stepped back and got farther and farther away from Fu Jingchen, "Brother Xiaochen, take care."

"Rongrong!"

Chu Xun turned a deaf ear, turned around and ran quickly, leaving Fu Jingchen's call far behind.The river wind fills the shirt.Her long hair was also ripped into a mess.Chu Xun raised his head, letting the cold wind blow across his cheeks, one by one, like sharp knives.

The heart bursts out with pain like a tear.Chu Xun gritted his teeth, and never stopped or looked back.