Best Actor [Entertainment]

When Aunt Pei heard what he said, tears welled up in her eyes.Fu Jingchen woke up and tried his best to stabilize his emotions.Aunt Pei lost her husband in her early years and raised Joey alone.Joey's death, no one is more painful than Aunt Pei.Fu Jingchen hugged Aunt Pei's shoulders to comfort her.Aunt Xu Jiupei held back her tears and apologized: "I lost my temper again... It's getting late. I'll go get you bath water. You can take a hot bath and go to bed early." After finishing speaking, she hurriedly got up and walked away. It seems to be avoiding that memory.

Fu Jingchen leaned back on the sofa, raised his arms and pressed his eyes.His mind was chaotic, it was Joey at one moment, and Chu Rong at another, and his tangled temples ached again.

Not long after, Aunt Pei came back and called him.Fu Jingchen walked into the bathroom, took off his clothes and soaked in the bathtub, still in a daze.Rest your head against the wall of the tub.There was a sudden rumble of thunder in my ears, almost without a break, and dense raindrops knocked loudly on the glass window.

Fu Jingchen turned his head away.It was dark outside the window, only the crackling of raindrops.He stared blankly, remembering the day Joey left.

It rained heavily that day.Dark clouds piled up over the entire city, dyeing the sky and the earth in thick gray.

Flight delays in rainy weather.The plane was delayed for more than two hours before Fang landed at the airport with difficulty.Fu Jingchen rushed to the hospital in a mess, but Joey's eyes were closed.

Those eyes are so gentle, when they look at themselves, they always have a warm smile like spring.After that rainy day, those beautiful eyes could no longer open to look at him, and could no longer bend into smiling crescents, so that those clear pupils could be imprinted with their own figure.

Fu Jingchen knelt beside the hospital bed, firmly holding Joey's hand.The palm of that hand also became icy cold, the skin was pale and pale, and under the thin epidermis, there was a faint light purple glow.

Fu Jingchen buried his face in Joey's palm, letting the bone-piercing cold penetrate into his flesh and blood.His chest felt like it was burning, like being stabbed by ice, his eye sockets were swollen and painful, but he couldn't shed a single tear.

Aunt Pei shook her hands, put a silver cross necklace in Fu Jingchen's palm, and told him that when Joey was dying, he confessed to leave this necklace to him.

"Chenchen, Joey, he...has...always...missed you. Until the end...he was also saying your name." Aunt Pei was heartbroken, and she broke down in tears at the end.

Fu Jingchen opened his mouth, and only uttered a short and meaningless syllable.The tears broke through the siege at this moment, leaving behind the face in a turbulent surge.

The chest hurts as if it is churning, and the heart seems to be crushed.When Fu Jingchen was crying, he couldn't make a sound.Wait until Joey's body has to be pushed out of the ward.Supporting the bed, Fu Jingchen stood up staggeringly, leaned down and kissed Joey's lips, then stood up straight, staring at Joey's sleepy face that would never wake up again through a layer of damp and salty water film, gently Said: "Goodbye...Brother." That was the only sentence Fu Jingchen said in the next week.

On that rainy day, Joey really left Fu Jingchen.The little brother who has been by his side since he was born; the best friend who grew up with him and talked about his ideals in a deviant way;On the same day, they all left him.

It seemed that from that day, a huge hole was opened in Fu Jingchen's chest, something was gouged out of his body, and he abandoned him along with Joey.And the meaning of his existence seems to be to continue to search for traces of Joey in this world to fill the cold void in his chest.After that, every one of his lovers, including Xue Rui, has more or less a certain quality similar to Joey.

Fu Jingchen never avoided this in his heart.To him, Joy is not as simple as "an ex-lover".Their relationship is too close.From childhood, childhood, teenager, to youth, Fu Jingchen and Joey have almost never been separated.In a way, Joey is even close to half of his life and soul.And Fu Jingchen never doubted that his mind can only get real peace when it stops in Joey's spiritual world.Joey left, so he could only look for the shadow cast by Joey.

Over the years, there was only one exception.

The sound of thunder is faint, rolling continuously from afar.The water in the bathtub turns cold.Fu Jingchen stood up from the water and casually put a bathrobe on his body.He was reflected in the mirror, with broad shoulders and narrow hips, and his logo was like a model.Her hair was jet-black and moist, her face was covered with water droplets, and she was as white as ice and snow.

Fu Jingchen raised his hand, and gently stroked his left cheek with his fingertips, as if there was a scar there.With just such a movement, he felt a tearing pain in his chest again.Fu Jingchen lowered his eyes, looked at the cross pendant on his chest, and moved it with his fingers.

Chu Rong is not at all similar to Joey.Looks, voices, personalities, preferences, all very different.It can be said that they are two people who are completely opposite to each other.

Fu Jingchen was used to Joey's gentle temperament, and was suddenly surrounded and chased by Chu Rong's fiery fire. Surprised, he just wanted to get away.However, it was unavoidable, he was surrounded by the warm and bright flames, and in addition to being distressed, he gradually became aware of a different kind of comfort and joy.It seemed that the ice layer accumulated in the bottom of my heart was melting quietly in the flames.

It's a pity that he was hesitant and obsessed too much, so he refused to open his heart easily to try another possibility.In the end, he still chose to escape from the flame.Now that they meet again, even if the fire can be ignited again, it seems that it is no longer exclusive to him.

Just as this thought flashed by, Fu Jingchen frowned suddenly.Ever since I met Chu Rong by accident tonight, besides pity, I felt a strange sense of dullness in my heart.Sourness, depression, mixed with endless anxiety, tangled and wandering in his body, unwilling to dissipate for a long time.

He is no stranger to this taste.When he was young, he was in love for the first time, and he suspected that Joey didn't love him, so anxious and hasty, it was nothing more than that.

Fu Jingchen opened the faucet and splashed cold water on his face.There are many things that you may not be able to understand at that moment, but when time passes, you can feel it more thoroughly.Ten years ago, he missed seeing Joey for the last time because of his stubbornness.Today, ten years later, is he going to miss it again?

Fu Jingchen looked up at the mirror again.The face of the figure in the mirror was cold and white, as cold as an unpopular ice sculpture.But deep in the eyes of the ice sculpture, there is a deep loneliness and reluctance, clenched and struggling with each other.It was so obvious that even he himself could no longer ignore it.

Fu Jingchen turned off the faucet, turned and walked out.He went into the bedroom, found the mobile phone and called Yu Huaiyuan, and simply ordered: "Help me find someone. It should be Chu Rong's friend in Nancheng, and now he has also arrived in C City, staying with Chu Rong at the Four Seasons Hotel."

Yu Huaiyuan was puzzled, "Since you are Chu Rong's friend, why do you need to investigate?"

Fu Jingchen said: "Chu Rong said that that person is now his boyfriend."

Yu Huaiyuan choked for a moment, and suddenly stopped speaking.

"But I don't believe it," Fu Jingchen said in a stern voice, with a faint impatient expression on his face, "Go and investigate immediately. From the day they met, we will find out everything!"