Chu Xun blinked quickly, his Adam's apple rolled slightly.

Fu Jingchen's eyes were glued to Chu Xun's body, moving from the top of his hair to the whole body of the young man little by little.Can't help it, showing a little joy of reunion after a long absence, "... Rong Rong has grown taller."

Chu Xun started to follow him, and he was less than twenty when he left.At that time, the young man was not tall enough, his height was only at the level of his eyebrows.It is not as tall and straight as it is now, but has grown into green bamboos and pines.

A sense of astringency seemed to well up in his nostrils, and thinking of the ugly scars on his face, Chu Xun hurriedly pursed his lips and lowered his head.

The air between the two was almost frozen.

It was Fu Jingchen who broke the silence again.He seemed to be coaxing a timid child, his tone softened to the point of being cautious, "Where are you going? I'll see you off."

Chu Xun shook his head quickly.His vocal cords were dry and tight, and he coughed a few times before he managed to make a sound, "No...no need. The bus will be here in a while..."

Fu Jingchen has an indifferent personality, and his appearance is also clear and cold.Pleasant enough, but hard to get close to.But when he laughed, it was as if the ice melted and the snow melted, and the soft water in his eyes seemed to be affectionate.

He just smiled like this, ignored Chu Xun's refusal, walked to a silver Bentley parked nearby, opened the passenger door, and said to Chu Xun, "Come on. I'll see you off."

Chu Xun stared blankly at him, unable to think of a word.Wait for him to call out "Rong Rong" again.Chu Xun's hands and feet seemed to be manipulated by strings, and he obediently walked over and got into the car.

Fu Jingchen closed the car door, walked around to the other side and sat in the driver's seat.While starting the car, he asked Chu Xun where he was going.

Chu Xun named the clothing store.Fu Jingchen turned the steering wheel, looking a little confused.It just occurred to Chu Xun that with Fu Jingchen's spending habits, he should have no chance to know the existence of that shopping mall.

Chu Xun immediately turned on his mobile phone to check, and told Fu Jingchen the route.

Fu Jingchen nodded, "Understood." After he finished speaking, he didn't speak again, and his face seemed no longer as warm as before.

Chu Xun put away the phone, tried to hide the left side of his face behind his long hair, and turned his head to look out the car window.

Driving through the first intersection, Fu Jingchen relaxed his tightly pursed lips, hesitated for a moment, and tentatively said: "I know there is a men's clothing store suitable for young people nearby. Why don't we go there..."

Chu Xun came back to his senses in astonishment, and shook his head reflexively to refuse, "No, no need...don't bother..." His gaze swept across the faded denim jacket on his body, and he was taken aback for a moment, slowly comprehending Fu Jingchen's intentions—he Maybe I still care a little bit about myself, and I don't want to see my old friends too embarrassed.Although he hated himself that much.But those intense emotions may also fade a little after time has passed.

Fingers clasped into palm.Chu Xun tried his best to suppress the slightly trembling ending, and said softly: "...Actually, I am doing well. Really."

Once the first sentence is spoken, the rest becomes easy.

"I have been outside all these years, and I have not been wronged."

"I opened a tattoo shop with someone. The income is good, and the work is not tiring."

"I have made a group of friends who take good care of me."

"I travel and take pictures in my spare time. The films I'm shooting now are quite good."

"I also have good clothes to wear... It's just that I came in a hurry and didn't bring them here."

"So..." Chu Xun reluctantly twitched the corners of her lips, as if it was a smile, "So, I'm really fine. Xiaochen...no, I mean, Fu, Mr. Fu...don't really worry I."

Chu Xun stumbled as he spoke.He is not good at comforting others.It was the first time for Fu Jingchen.He never thought before that one day he could meet Fu Jingchen again.Now that we meet again, we must formally step out of those pasts.It's better to be the two of them, a pair of friends who once knew each other but drifted away.No more resentment, let alone worry.This result may be the most appropriate.

Silence returned in the carriage.Fu Jingchen concentrated on driving the car, his face remained motionless, and he did not respond to Chu Xun's words all the way.

Chu Xun stared out of the window again.Dazedly thinking: Maybe Fu Jingchen's words were just a polite way; maybe...he was acting affectionate again.

He always seems to think too much, embarrassing himself and making Fu Jingchen distressed.

Just like six years ago, he was obviously only one of Fu Jingchen's lovers, but he thought he was his life partner.Majestic, not arrogant.Until later, Fu Jingchen met the person he really loved.He suddenly realized that he was no different from Fu Jingchen's past lovers.

It's too ugly.Chu Xun thought.In the past, I could tell that I was young.Now, how can I make the same mistake again.

Fu Jingchen was lucky if he didn't hate himself, how could he care about what clothes he was going to wear?

His face seemed to have been severely slapped.The scar on the left cheek was burning hot.Chu sat on pins and needles, just wanted to jump out of the car immediately.

The car didn't know how long it had been driving, and finally stopped outside the mall.Chu Xun hurriedly thanked him, and hurriedly opened the car door.He stepped out with one foot, but his left arm was suddenly grabbed.Chu Xun turned around in surprise.Fu Jingchen lowered his eyes halfway, and tightly grasped Chu Xun's forearm with his right hand, as if he was afraid that he would escape, so hard that Chu Xun's arm ached.

Fu Jingchen refused to speak for a long time, and refused to let go.Chu Xun had no choice but to remind him, "Fu... President Fu..."

"Rong Rong..." As if waking up from a dream, Fu Jingchen raised his head.The corners of the eyes, like those drawn by ink and wash, reflected a little water.Little stars, like tears.

But Chu Xun couldn't believe that he would cry in front of himself.Fu Jingchen's tears will only be given to those he really cares about.

Chu Xun moved his arm and reminded Fu Jingchen: "President Fu, I should get out of the car..."

"Rong Rong," Fu Jingchen interrupted Chu Xun.This time he looked straight at him, and said clearly, "Brother Xiaochen did something wrong before, I'm sorry. It doesn't matter if you don't forgive me. But..." Fu Jingchen's eyes were bleak, almost pleading: "Don't have sex with me. Divided. Is that okay?"

His heart beat violently, and his chest was pulled together by Fu Jingchen's words.Chu Xun shook his head in a panic, "No, no, I didn't...I'm not..." He spoke incoherently, trying to maintain his composure, but his vision gradually blurred, "You, you are not wrong... It is obviously my fault, it is all my fault... Don't say that..." Chu Xun's throat choked up, and his eyes blinked rapidly.Fu Jingchen still had to speak to him.Chu Xun hurriedly said "I'm leaving", broke free from him vigorously, jumped out of the car and ran to the mall.

The wind wrapped Fu Jingchen's shouts and chased after him.Chu Xun closed his ears and rushed into the mall in one go.He stopped at the entrance, bending over his knees and breathing heavily.After being bumped several times by customers entering and leaving, Chu Xun remembered to avoid the door.He walked upstairs in a daze.The arm grabbed by Fu Jingchen was scorching hot, as if being scorched by flames.Fu Jingchen's "I'm sorry" sounded like a curse, and it kept circling in his ears.

Chu Xun shook his head vigorously.Fu Jingchen really shouldn't say sorry to himself.Chu Xun had already thought clearly about that incident back then.No matter how painful he was, he shouldn't humiliate Xue Rui like that.Fu Jingchen snubbed him and wanted to make a clean break with him, just to protect his lover.Not too much from his point of view.

No fault, no need to apologize.Chu Xun didn't dare to bear that "I'm sorry".

Resting in the rest area for a while, after the palpitations calmed down, Chu Xun went upstairs to buy clothes.He chose two coats, one short and one long. The fabrics and workmanship were not bad, and the price was right.Go to the cashier to pay.Seeing him, the cashier shouted "Sir..." in surprise, and immediately lowered his head in embarrassment.

Chu Xun was puzzled.When opening the wallet, two drops of water landed on the cuff.He paused for a moment, raising his hand to touch his face.It turned out that his face was full of tears.

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