Chang'an fruit is not sweet

At that time, Gu Changan said that he couldn't come back, Yan Qing was shocked, afraid that his son would be overwhelmed, but fortunately, Gu Changan said that it would take some time to think clearly, and she only let it go when she mentioned it in her throat.

Fortunately, he just wants to be quiet, as long as he doesn't want Guoguo, he can think about whomever he likes.

On the night of New Year's Eve, Gu Changan made a video call to her. This was the first time he contacted his family since he was a graduate student.He behaved quite normally that day, and there was nothing wrong with him at all. He lost a little weight, but he was much more energetic.

Gu Jianping touched Yan Qing's shoulder, "Hey, I just told you that he is fine, you see you are always worrying about it, that's all right, the Spring Festival Gala will start soon."

This year when Gu Changan didn't go home, Gu Jianping and Yan Qing went to Yan Qing's natal home to celebrate New Year's Eve, and Yan Dong also came back. The family was together and the atmosphere was particularly good.

Yan's father was also in a good mood, took out a bottle of white wine that had been sitting for a long time, and said that he wanted to have a few glasses of joy.

More than ten years ago, Yan Qing and Gu Jianping went to the south to do business. They just settled down and planned to call their younger brother. If Yan Dong was willing to do business with her, he would bring her brother along. When she was together, Yan Qing wanted to spend tens of thousands of yuan to set up a small shop for Yan Dong, and he could do whatever he wanted, which was better than staying with his gang of bastards every day.

Yan Qing mentioned it a few times, and Yan Dong said that he was not suitable for business at all, and besides, he had been in the Northeast for more than 20 years, and he was used to it, so he didn't want to move.

Because of this, Yan Qing got angry several times. She wasn't angry because her brother didn't have a job and had to take care of the house and asked for money. She just felt that she was living in a decent state, but her brother still messed around with those little hooligans every day. Together, I heard that some time ago, they followed to collect protection fees.

Gu Jianping always comforts Yan Qing by saying that Yan Dong is still young, and that he was spoiled by his family since he was a child, and it will be fine after two years when Xiao Dong becomes sensible.

Yan Qing had a straight face, he was still young, he was 22, and everyone who was 22 in other families had children.

But for some reason, within two months, Yan Dong took the initiative to call her and said that she would come to the south.

Yan Qing was overjoyed, thinking that her brother had finally enlightened.

In the end, Yan Dong came and stayed at her house for two days. On the third day, Yan Qing was about to discuss with him about opening the store, but found that there was no one there.

I left a note on the dinner table, saying that a friend was doing business in Guangdong and wanted to partner with him.

Although Yan Qing was angry that Yan Dong left without saying goodbye, but thinking about her brother's doing serious things, it's fine.

When I went home during the Chinese New Year and asked, I found out that Yan Dong went to the south a few days before he went to the south to beat people, and even maimed one of them. Yan Dong probably went to the south to avoid the limelight because of this.

Maybe because it was a matter of "on the road", no one went to the police, and they all sought revenge in private.

Yan Qing wanted to ask Yan Dong what was going on, but Yan Dong didn't come back, probably because he was afraid of being caught by the people over there.

However, she did not contact Yan Dong for the next six or seven years.

When Gu Chang'an was in the second grade of elementary school, when the severe winter came back that year, Yan Qing just wanted to blame him for not knowing to call home after being out for so long, but just as the words came to his lips, he felt that it would be fine as long as he came back.

After the New Year's Eve dinner and playing mahjong for another hour, the old man and the child went to bed first.

Gu Jianping knew that Yan Qing must have a lot to say to Yan Dong, so he took the initiative to take over the work, wearing an apron to clean the dishes in the kitchen.

The Spring Festival Gala was broadcast on TV, and when there was a song and dance show, Yan Qing asked, "How have you been these past few years?"

"...It's pretty good." Yan Dong said.

"You are living a good life. I don't ask your parents, your sister, and Chang'an. I haven't seen you once since I was born," Yan Qing said, kicking Yan Dong's stool, Let him sit facing her, "Xiaodong, what have you been doing all these years?"

After he left that year, he actually went to another place to mix with the society, but this time it was different from before. He made a name for himself over there before returning home. In the next few years, he was afraid that people from other gangs would find out about his family's situation and retaliate against his family members.

Yan Dong dared to come back this year because he had slowly withdrawn from the underworld last year, and now the stores he manages are all businesses that can be done on the bright side, so he was relieved, so he decided to go home and take a look at his home people.

Don't look at Yan Dong being a big brother outside, his eyes can make people tremble, but at home he has always been an obedient boy.

But it is good that he and Yan Qing have a good relationship. He dare not tell his sister what happened in these years. He can imagine that if his sister knew that he almost died several times, she would promise to lock him at home and tear him down. Skin.

"Sister, I really went into business with my friend," Yan Dong said with a sigh, "In the beginning, we were deceived by a pyramid scheme, and we stayed there for nearly a year. Damn, let the police take it at the end of the year."

Yan Qing glared at him, "Er Hu Baji can fool you all."

"Sister," Yan Dong said flatteringly, "Really, we are now opening a restaurant. It was a small restaurant at the beginning. The store is very small, only [-] square meters. Now it is fine, and I have opened several branches. !"

Yan Qing's face softened a little, "Really?"

"Really!" Yan Dong hurriedly nodded, "I can still lie to you? When are you going to go and I will show you Boss Yan's villainous big hotel!"

"Cut," Yan Qing chuckled, "Okay, you're tired too, your mother has been cleaning up your room for you, go and have a rest."

"Hey, okay," Yan Dong glanced at the kitchen, "I said sister, don't bully brother-in-law too much, it was the year I left, and it is still the same now, a dignified seven-foot man who spends his days in the kitchen cooking and washing dishes A mop to wipe the floor, it’s too homely.”

"You know what a fart," Yan Qing kicked him, "This is the joy of life. Besides, men who love their wives are lucky. I don't understand if I tell you. The girl in the middle, you are old and young, it is time to find a girl to marry and pass the time..."

Before she finished speaking, Yan Dong had fled back to her room and closed the door.

"Why don't you come back to Chang'an for Chinese New Year? This is a broken school, it's not humane at all." Yan Dong said.

Yan Qing stroked his hair, "What does it have to do with the school? My son is self-motivated and insists on studying there to enrich himself. Can the school stop him from swimming in the ocean of knowledge?"

Yan Dong nodded, "Yes, yes, brother-in-law! Don't be so busy, come and eat!"

Yan Qing glared at him, "Virtue, as soon as you talk to me, you will die of virtue."

Yan Dong smiled meanly, "I don't, I'm always willing to listen to you, oh, what's that called? Like, like a spring breeze! Yes!"

"Stop flattering me, you won't be able to shut your mouth if you eat." Yan Qing said with a smile.

After the New Year's Eve dinner, the old man watched TV for a while before going to bed as usual, leaving the three of them to watch the year.

Yan Dong asked: "Sister, do you have something to hide from me?"

"No." Yan Qing said.

Yan Dong said: "Is it about Chang'an?"

Yan Qing paused and said, "It's nothing."

Yan Dong said: "Sister, we are all one family, you can just open your mouth if you have anything to do, don't...don't think...well, you know what I mean."

"No, it's all right, can I not say anything." Yan Qing said.

Yan Dong thought for a while, "Okay, I have a few friends who are also in City C, if you are worried about Chang'an, I will let them go and have a look, since they are fine anyway, let them go and keep an eye on it , just make sure he's okay."

"Oh, no need," Yan Qing thought of something again, "Yan Dong! Do you know some social idlers again? How many times have I told you, stay away from those people, no one is serious!"

Yan Dong smiled helplessly, "No, they also opened their own shop, hey, look at you, it's always like this...Brother-in-law! Take care of your daughter-in-law! Can you be a little manly!"

Gu Jianping was on the sidelines, as if watching a performance, "Don't, you don't know who cares who, I don't want to get involved with your siblings, I'll go to bed first, hey, I'm not younger, let's do the dishes My waist is a little sore..."

After speaking, Gu Jianping stood up with his back supported, and muttered a few more words to himself.

On the morning of the [-]th day of the first lunar month, Yan Qing called Gu Changan. She thought that Gu Changan had already contacted his family on his own initiative and his mental state seemed to be in good shape. She should have almost recovered, so she wanted to call him to remind him. He went to the cafeteria to buy glutinous rice balls to eat, and then chatted for a while, but when he dialed the number, he said it was an empty number.

She dialed two more times, each time prompting her to say it was an empty number.

Yan Qing comforted himself by saying that maybe Gu Changan changed his cell phone number after arriving there, maybe he forgot to notify them some time ago.

She then sent Gu Chang'an a WeChat message, "Chang'an, why did I call you with an empty number just now? Why didn't you tell mom when you changed your number?"

After a while, the other side replied, "Auntie, Gu Chang'an doesn't use this account anymore."

"you are?"

"Auntie, I'm his classmate. My name is Hu Yu. He gave me this WeChat ID before the holiday. If you have anything to ask him, I'll tell him for you."

"Student Hu, please tell Auntie the number he is using now, thank you."

"Auntie, I can't tell you this. He won't let me tell you. If I tell you, maybe he will change his number again in two days."

"Why didn't he let you tell me?"

"I don't know about this... Auntie, don't worry, he is very good. He said he wanted to publish an article in a journal a while ago. I guess he may be busy writing the paper. Maybe he will finish it after a while." I will contact you immediately."

"Well, okay, I'll trouble you then."

"No trouble, Auntie, if you have something to say in the future, I will tell you everything I can say."

"Okay, thank you, Hu Yu."

Yan Qing suddenly understood that all papers are just excuses, and it was because Gu Changan didn't want him to contact him, he hadn't figured it out yet, and he hadn't let go yet.

If he said he won't come back, he will never come back...

Wait, what did he say that day, as if he was never coming back?

Yes, that's right, what he said that day was that he would never come back again!

Yan Qing opened the browser and searched [What should I do if the child does not come home? ], but the results of the search are all [What should I do if the child is willing to play outside but unwilling to go home? ],【The child seems to be in the rebellious period, he is unwilling to go home after school, and would rather go to a classmate's house than come back, what should I do? 】

She thought about it, and added a few more words, [Child breaks up in love and does not go home]. Then ran away from home and didn’t return home for ten years” news, and there are many posts that should be sent by parents.

After watching a few times, the uneasiness in Yan Qing's heart not only did not calm down, but even worse.In these news and cases, many children chose to run away from home because they did not receive timely and effective psychological counseling. In addition, many parents only chose to run away from home because they blamed and abused their children because of their puppy love. life.

She wasn't worried that Gu Chang'an would do stupid things, but she was afraid that Gu Chang'an wouldn't be able to think about it, and would have some psychological problems again.

When Yan Qing went to City H last year, she felt something was wrong, but at that time, she only wanted to quickly separate the two children, so she didn't take the anxiety seriously.

Although Lin Guo's attitude of contradicting his father is very similar to that of a child who has entered the rebellious period, but when Ling Guo talks to her, he is so polite, and he is so concerned about other people's feelings, it doesn't seem like rebellion.

Thinking about it now, Lin Guo's state seems to be under pressure all the time, and he resisted after reaching the threshold.

It's just that he didn't know why, but he didn't continue the resistance, but chose to compromise again.

"Lin Guo..." Yan Qing sighed.

In fact, she has already felt that Lin Guo's child is not generally pessimistic, and quite insecure. It can be said that this person is obviously by your side, talking to you and laughing at you, but you just feel that you and him are not so close. Being close is like having a glass cover separating you from him.

Yes, she felt it, but she chose to ignore it.

Gu Chang'an has a strong mental capacity since he was a child, and he is especially good at explaining himself. Yan Qing has always been very reassuring to him, but she can also feel that Gu Chang'an should really love Lin Guo.

Thinking of this, she was a little angry again.

It must be very hard to fall in love with someone of Lin Guo's temperament, and he will never be able to figure out his state, what he is thinking, when will he be unbearable and collapse, and will they face each other together? He ran away before facing the world, whether the glass cover is still there, whether he really opened his heart and accepted himself, is not sure, and also can't be sure whether he really loves him, after all, Lin Guo can do to anyone Get close and tender, how do you know if he loves you or acts like he loves you?

Gu Changan must have tried his best to be gentle and patient. If he didn't love him, how could he tolerate a tree fruit like a grove?

After thinking about it, Yan Qing summoned up her courage and posted a post asking for help in the forum she had seen last year.

She was a little nervous and apprehensive after typing. She was afraid of seeing what she didn't want to see in other people's replies.

Soon someone replied to her.

"Auntie, don't worry too much. According to your description, your son is already 23 years old. He will definitely not be as impulsive as a child of sixteen or seventeen. Give him a little more time and maybe he will take the initiative to contact you gone."

--Thank you.Yan Qing replied.

"Excuse me, have you had any positive communication with him before?"

communicate?At that time, Gu Changan behaved as usual, when he broke up, it was like losing a pen that he had used for many years. If he liked it, he would throw it away if he lost it, so she thought Gu Changan had put it down.

"Hello, I am also a parent. My son came home the year before last and told me that he likes men. At that time, I couldn't accept it at all, but he told me that the society is more tolerant than before. He didn't necessarily ask me to accept him. He said that he just hoped that if I wanted to know his sexual orientation, I hoped that I would hear it from him, not from others. My son has never cried since he was a child, and his eyes were red that day Yes, but hold back and don’t cry, I feel so bad! We sat down and talked a few times, and he brought his partner back to meet with us. Now we have fully accepted it, after all, what we as parents have to do The child's backing, you can't put a knife in the child. From your description, I think you probably haven't communicated with the child. I suggest you find a time to have a good chat with the child, or you can go find it together. Get a psychiatrist to clear it up."

tolerate?When has this society truly embraced it?It's always cannibalism, saying to accept you, and sticking a knife in your back as soon as you turn around!You are standing upstairs, and a group of people downstairs are booing and asking you why you don’t dance. I’m going to go to work soon after the dance. I don’t have any last nostalgia for the world. You jump down, but these people are alone Said like a poor man, I didn't expect him to really jump down.

I don't want my child to be hurt by gossip, I want him to be happy all his life, just as sunny and positive as before, nothing can knock him down, but now his eyes are still bright, but he always looks sad , he is as strong as before, and has never shown a little bit of vulnerability, but is this really okay?

Am I really doing this right? Is it really for his own good?Yan Qing couldn't help doubting himself.

Yan Qing hurriedly called Yan Dong, "Hello, Xiao Dong?"

"Ah, what's the matter, sister?"

Yan Qing felt as if his throat was stuffed with chicken feathers, and even his voice became strange, sounding astringent, "Well... I remember you said that you have a few friends in City C... "

"Ah, yes, sister, what's wrong with Chang'an?"

"Hey, it's nothing, I thought he didn't come back this year, I still feel a little uneasy after thinking about it," Yan Qing swallowed and said, "You don't know about his child, he is stubborn and stubborn, I I was afraid that he would have a bad life there, so I insisted on not saying anything, see if I can make your friend..."

"I know, sister. I'll call them in a while. Don't worry."

"Hey, that's right, that, just... don't let Chang An know..."

"Don't worry, sister, I understand. Will you come to the house later? Mom asked just now, saying that San Que will wait for you to come and play mahjong."

Yan Qing cleared his throat, "Well, I'll be there later, you can spread the table first."

Yan Dong's subordinates have always been very efficient in their work. On the third day after Yan Dong's explanation, his subordinates sent the photos to his mobile phone and packed them in a folder. Yan Dong didn't read them and sent them directly to Yan Qing.

He didn't want to ask, and didn't know what to say.

Because in addition to the folder he sent to Yan Qing, he also received another one.

His subordinates didn't know that Gu Chang'an was his nephew, they just thought it was some ignorant child, so they checked all the information about him, and found that this child was different from those who owed repairs before. He is a clean student!

Unwillingly, his subordinates dug again, and found that the boss told him to stare at this person, it was really different, he was actually a rabbit master, he rubbed his hands excitedly, and sent the folder to Yan Dong, feeling a little proud in his heart, thinking that the boss would definitely praise him , he will be able to get promoted and raise his salary, marry Xiaofang from the village next door, become the boss' Zuo protector, and reach the pinnacle of his life.

Yan Dong frowned as he looked at the content on it.

He lit a cigarette in a complicated mood, and then called his subordinates, "Look up the people who live with him in Fanqie, and that guy named Lin Guo."

"Where the hell did this little bastard come from, I should have known earlier that I would have to break his legs to seduce my nephew!" Yan Dong pressed the cigarette butt on the tiles of the balcony, turned half a circle before throwing it into the trash can.

Yan Qing felt relieved when she knew that Gu Changan was fine, but she didn't expect that many times the sea was as calm as a beautiful oil painting, but it was the last calm before the storm.