Chang'an fruit is not sweet

Ling Guo sat in the booth in the back, and Huo Lan sat opposite him, stirring a rose-colored drink with a slender metal straw.

Huo Lan stared at the cup, "Honey, don't be too pessimistic. To be honest, it's pretty irresponsible for you to shoot someone to death with such a stick. How do you know that they are not equal to you?"

Lin Guo's gaze was attracted by Huo Lan's white hands. He watched Huo Lan's stirring movements, shook his head, and took a sip of his drink, "It's not pessimism, it's... Anyway, I just know."

After a while, Huo Lan sighed, "Don't talk about it, you want to take the postgraduate entrance examination?"

"Correct."

Huo Lan's lipstick was left on the straw, which was a color very similar to the drink, a gentle and delicate rose color.

"Take this school?"

Lingo shook her head, "No."

Huo Lan nodded clearly, "That's great, I'll resign next year, so I shouldn't be here anymore."

"Where are you going?" Lin Guo asked.

Huo Lan brushed her hair and propped her chin with the back of her hand, "She didn't want me to be a teacher here for a long time, and the salary is not high. It's not interesting. I thought it was quite comfortable here before, and I don't want to change places. But after thinking about it I think, I am in my early thirties, if I stay in school all my life, the feeling of not being able to see anything new is too scary, so I want to go to other places with her to do something interesting."

"What counts as interesting?"

"Well... I don't know yet, maybe it's to open a store, open it if you want to open it, close the door if you want to rest, and go out for a trip or something." Huo Lan said with her head tilted.

Linguo nodded, sighing in her heart how nice it is to have money.

"Where have you been then we can visit you often~"

Lin Guo smiled gratefully, feeling that someone cared about her really well.

"I hope it's time for us to see you." Huo Lan said.

Lin Guo suddenly felt that his nose was a little sore, "I hope you are happy and have a good life. Every day has a lot of love, don't live a bitter and salty life, but you and Sister Luo Sheng are such good people, God will not Let you live a life like that, you and Sister Luo Sheng should enjoy it.”

Huo Lan knew what he meant by bitter and salty. When they were chatting before, Lin Guo said, I don’t know what kind of people can live a life where the air they breathe is sweet. Most people live It must be a bitter and salty life.

She asked, bitter I understand, what is salty?

Lingo said, aren't tears salty?

Huo Lan put on very delicate eye makeup today. Compared with the usual elegance in school, today it seems that it is more appropriate to describe it as sexy and charming.

She raised her head, fanned her with her hand, took a deep breath and said, "Honey, that's why I have to resign next year. I really can't worry about you. You're such a good kid, but there's only one problem. You always make trouble for yourself." .”

Looking at the tears in Huo Lan's eyes, Lin Guo bit her lower lip, "Miss Xiaolan, I really like you, I wish I could meet you sooner."

If I had a sister like you sooner, I wouldn't always make trouble for myself.

"It's not too late now." Huo Lan beckoned the waiter, ordered a drink with a high alcohol content, and when the drink was served, she picked up the cup and took a big sip, "Baby, tell me the truth, Is Chang An the right person, has he lived in your heart?"

Lin Guo originally turned his head to perform with the people in the stands after Huo Lan ordered a drink. What kind of combination was that? It seemed to be artists from Ye Xu Company. They were four boys. They were pretty good-looking and very good on stage enthusiasm.

When he turned his head, he saw Huo Lan frowning slightly, tears continuously falling from his beautiful eyes.

When Huo Lan just got along with Lin Guo, he asked Lin Guo what kind of person he wanted to find as his partner.

Without thinking about it, Lin Guo said, I don't have any requirements, as long as he is willing to live in my heart, he can live in my heart.

Huo Lan asked, how many people can live in your heart?

Lin Guo said with a smile, my heart is too small, it is just a small thatched cottage, it will collapse when the wind blows, and it will leak when it rains, so there can only be one person living in it, one person who can love and cherish it.

Is Chang An this person?

Of course he is.

Lin Guo didn't wipe Huo Lan's tears, or even hand her a tissue, "Yes, he is."

"Then did you live in his heart?"

"I guess I went in, it's still a VIP."

Huo Lan nodded and drank the remaining half, "Baby, then you should stay with Chang'an properly, don't push him away, and don't leave by yourself."

"Have you walked by?"

Under the light, Huo Lan's eyes were shining brightly, "I walked by and pushed away, but she lived in," she pointed to her chest, "If I push her away, or go far away, she will be homesick, so No matter how far she goes, she will catch up."

Huo Lan smiled, the corners of her mouth curved sweetly.It was only then that Lin Guo realized that Huo Lan's smile not only had dimples, but also pear dimples.

Huo Lan said: "You are over 20, you have to be responsible, don't give yourself the death penalty, he is yours."

Lingo stared at Huo Lan's face, as if she saw Huo Lan who said the year before last that he was a bit like Frankie in the first half.

At that time, Lingo asked, Frankie?

Huo Lan said, well, do you know Carson McCullers?

Linguo nodded. Is the heart a lonely hunter?

Huo Lan said, yes, she also has a copy of "The Members of the Wedding".

Lingo asked, then what?

Huo Lan smiled, how about we talk after you read it?

On the same day, Lin Guo found this book in a bookstore outside the school. It was quite thin. He read things quickly, so he planned to read it in the bookstore before leaving.

In just two hours, he gently closed the book, all his emotions turned into a sigh, and he took it to pay the bill.

"They are my us."

When he saw this sentence, he felt a touch.

Alone, out of place, with no sense of belonging.

we.

Everything can be resolved when encountering these two words.

These two words seem so common, everyone says them every day, but do they agree with us from the bottom of their hearts?

Is it the only and certain us?

So beautiful, full of trust and affection.

Has anyone ever looked into "we"?

Great, with a sense of security and belonging.

Lin Guo has always had no expectations for relationships, let alone family relationships, friendship and love, who can guarantee that the other party has the same feelings for each other as he does?

For example, friendship, you are a close friend in my heart, am I also a close friend in your heart?

Another example is love, I have [-]% love for you, what about you for me?

So he hates talking about feelings, it's hard to be sure, it's hard to maintain.

Unequal feelings are not fair.

After reading many cases on the Internet, he realized that family affection may not necessarily be equal.

What is certain is that all relationships have a price.

Forget it, in fact, I don't really want feelings that much.

Chang'an is ours, but the reason and purpose of our relationship are different from the beginning. We love each other, but is the degree of love the same?

He is happier because of me.

And me?

"Yes, I know," Lin Guo tilted his head, "He is mine, yours, mine, yes, and Ye Qing's, it's ours."

Huo Lan wiped away the dry tears on his face with his fingers, and said with a smile, "If I didn't study philosophy, I would hardly be able to get around it."