Chang'an fruit is not sweet

Recently, Gu Chang'an felt that something was wrong with Lin Guo, and the atmosphere between them was also not right.

He always finds that something is wrong with Linguo when he is alone, so he stays very quietly. He can't tell what it feels like, but it feels like Lin Guo is separated from the world.

Moreover, Lin Guo's occasional two words made him very uncomfortable, it felt like... It seemed like he was very sure that the two of them would soon be separated, and Gu Changan had to be mentally prepared in advance.

Gu Chang'an went to the bed lightly and saw that the child was really asleep.

He stared at Linguo for a while, then stretched out his hand to touch the kid's face.

The child always sleeps curled up, holding tightly to a corner of the quilt or pillow.

Fearing that Lin Guo would be hot, he turned on the air conditioner, but the temperature was not adjusted too low, and he covered the child's waist again, and then he went out and closed the door lightly.

He nestled on the sofa, clutching his phone and had nothing to look at.

The feeling of uneasiness is getting stronger and stronger.

After Lingo said those words today, he was more sure of his premonition, and also more afraid.

He didn't want to be separated from Linguo, but he could calm down and think about it. If his parents disagreed, he could survive death, but what if Linguo's family disagreed?

To be honest, he would probably let it go.

He couldn't see that Linguo was suffering, nor could he see that Linguo was injured.

If Linguo's family doesn't get along well, will the children still be happy?

So... let it go.

But too reluctant, and too unwilling.

Lingo said that he feels uncomfortable when he thinks that he will marry someone else, so why not himself?Not to mention getting married, when he thinks that one day Lin Guo will no longer be his little friend, he will hold someone else's hand, hug and kiss belong to another person alone, and walk a long road with that lucky person.

Children can always hold their hearts tightly.

What if you hold on tightly and don't let go?

The better result is that the parents will let go after a few years, and the worse?

"Death and together, which one do you choose?"

He thought of Lingo's words, and felt a little panicked.

That's right, Lin Guo never considered the good situation, he must have considered the worst outcome from the very beginning.

Death and being together, which one should I choose?

Tch, do you think I can't understand what you mean?

If you die, we can be together forever.

If we are together, we will die sooner or later.

The question is, do you choose me or choose to live.

Thinking of this, Gu Chang'an finally figured out what Linguo meant.

I long for you, but more than anything I want you to live.

If you are gone...

No, I'll let it go.

I choose you to live.

But don't be mad, we'll still be together.

Just live well, see the world you have never seen, and don't treat yourself badly.If you are still willing to be with me after looking around, you have to wait for me, until I have the ability to let you live freely without looking at anyone.

You just don't cry, don't be afraid, don't go with others.

After three o'clock, Gu Changan took out the frozen yogurt again, poked it with chopsticks, and after confirming that it was frozen solid, he picked up the knife and took a deep breath. Success or failure is at stake!

Hands up and down with a knife, hey, it's done!

He picked up a piece and tasted it, and thought it tasted good, but it was too cold, so he cut up a plate, put it in a large bowl and put it in the refrigerator.

Gu Changan went upstairs to see that Lin Guo was still asleep.

He was sitting by the bed, purring the child's hair, maybe it was still hot, Linguo was sweating a little.

"Baby, get up, sleep a little." He called softly.

After coaxing for a while, Lin Guo rubbed his hand, and asked in a daze, "What time is it?"

Gu Changan said, "It's almost 03:30."

Ling Guo sat up and asked, "Have they returned yet?"

Gu Changan played with Lin Guo's hand, "No, I said I met a friend, and I will go directly to find them later."

Linguo's hands are beautiful, with long and slender fingers and round nails.He pressed Lin Guo's fingertips and found it extremely cute.

"Be sober, change your clothes, and let's go to see the sea later." Gu Chang'an said.

Lin Guo got tired of hugging Gu Chang'an for a while, then pushed him away when he regained consciousness, "I'm going to take a shower, I'm sweating from sleep."

"Well, then I'll wait for you downstairs."

It was almost six o'clock when the two arrived at Ye Qingfa's address.

"Hey, it's already this hour and there's still a traffic jam." Gu Changan picked up the mineral water in front of him and took a big sip, "Isn't it a long time to wait?"

Ye Qing waved his hand, "It's okay, anyway, it's pretty cool here, playing with the phone for a while will kill the time."

Lin Guo also took two sips of water, "Let's go~"

Ye Qing smiled, "Let's go, let's go," he stood up, "Hello, everyone, thank you for choosing me as the tour guide for today's half-day sea tour, I'm Xiaoye, you can also call me Brother Qing, next I want to tell you a few things to pay attention to.”

Gu Chang'an scratched his hair, and whispered to Xi Lin, "Is there still this extra work? Is this what you two discussed, or did he just become addicted to drama?"

Before Xi Lin could speak, Ye Qing bent his fingers and tapped on the table, "This passenger, please stop whispering, and pay attention to me who is shining, okay?"

OK, it's a temporary play.

"First of all, the sea looks beautiful but is actually very dangerous. Everyone is an adult. Don't make trouble for Xiaoye, so don't get too close to the sea. If you feel something is wrong, run to a higher place. Don't be shy, Xiaoye still wants to earn a few more years, thank you."

The three of them nodded, and Ye Qing continued: "Although the atmosphere is very good at night, we won't stay for too long, that is, we will go on to the next trip after an hour or so? Don't ask why, the sea breeze is very hard, blowing After a long time, my delicate skin can't bear it, so if there are any romantic flowers, don't make the atmosphere, what should you do, don't procrastinate, understand?"

The three nodded again.

Fortunately, you only need a card to enter this teahouse. They are still a private room. If they are in the lobby, they may not know how others will think about them.

"Next, it is very important. In order to let everyone have a good travel experience and spend a romantic and unforgettable night, the beach we will go to later, our boss Ye has reserved the place today, so no matter what shameless things happen You don’t have to be shy if you want to do it, and you don’t have to worry about being seen, because this Mr. Xi has purchased other items separately, you two can do whatever you want, as long as you arrive at the designated place before eight o’clock, understand?”

The three blushed and nodded.

Ye Qing clapped his hands in satisfaction, "Okay then, let's report the number, and we'll set off when there are all the people!"

"one!"

"two!"

"three!"

"Very good, let's go!"

The distance from the teahouse to the beach is only a few hundred meters, but Tour Guide Ye insisted on letting everyone save energy, so he just borrowed a small car from the owner of the teahouse and drove for a while.

Before his butt was hot, Ye Qing pulled out the key, "Oh, I'm afraid the tires will get stuck in the sand, let's walk over here."

The three followed Tour Guide Ye for a while, Ye Qing patted Gu Changan, "Hey, you two, let's play, let's go over there."

Ye Qing carried Xi Lin's arm and went in another direction, before walking away, he turned his head and gave an ambiguous wink.

What's embarrassing is that Ye Qing and Xi Lin fell into silence after they couldn't see them.

They sat on a big rock and didn't speak for a long time.

Gu Chang'an wanted to say something, but he didn't know what to say that could break the awkward atmosphere and not lead their conversation in a bad direction.

"It's really comfortable." Lingo said.

"Yes."

Lin Guo stood up and opened his arms. After a while, he turned around and hugged Gu Changan, "Do you know what's in my arms?"

"I?"

Linguo raised her head and kissed his chin, "Fenghe first love."

Suddenly, Gu Changan hugged Ling Guo back, and bit Ling Guo's lip.

After a kiss, Linguo walked a few steps towards the beach, "Beach, in the wind, in your eyes."

Gu Changan approached him, but he said mischievously, "Only at this distance can I be completely in your eyes, stop and don't move."

"it is good."

"Chang'an, have you heard that the sea is a mirror, you can't lie to the sea." Lin Guo said.

Gu Changan said: "Even if I'm not facing the sea, I'm not lying."

Lingo looked at him seriously, "You didn't lie, you just didn't say it."

It was getting dark, and the light was still behind him, so Gu Changan couldn't see Lin Guo's expression clearly, "What?"

Lin Guo said: "Your eyes are both the sea and the mirror. I can't lie to your eyes, but as long as we are still together, it doesn't matter if you don't say a word."

"I will not lie to you, I will tell you everything." Gu Changan said.

Lin Guo shook his head, "We both know that we will break up, this is what you didn't say, you will let me go, this is what you didn't say."

"As long as you are willing to give me some time to wait for me, we will still be together. This is something I didn't say." Gu Changan said.

"Waiting for what?" Linguo asked.

Gu Changan said: "When I become financially independent, I don't need to ask my family for money, and I can live a good life."

Linguo shook his head.

"Believe me, it won't be long, as long as you can wait for me, up to three years."

Lingo still shook her head.

Gu Changan was a little distressed: "What do you mean by shaking your head? You don't want to?"

"I am willing, but there are some things that I can't wait for if I want to."

Gu Changan asked: "Then you don't believe me?"

"I believe in you, as long as you want, you can get it in the end."

"Why then?"

"Chang'an, it's an unreasonable request for a fish out of water to let it live on land for three days." Lingo said.

"Do not……"

"Changan, if I leave you, am I still me?" Lin Guo asked.

In the wind, his voice was a little trance, and there was a sense of desolation in Gu Changan's ears.

"Baby, whoever can't do without can live..."

"Everyone's situation is different, Chang'an, do you really know what kind of person I am, do you really understand me?"

"Baby……"

"I don't want to make it difficult for you," Lin Guo smiled, "I just want to tell you not to think too much, don't worry, I will live a good life no matter what, don't worry about it, graduate Breaking up is for sure, let's live one day at a time, okay?"

"Ah."

"Live well, don't make too much trouble when we break up, I will give you three years, counting from the day of graduation, if you are still willing to live with me at that time, of course, if I live among thousands of flowers, I still love you the most If there is a big narcissus, we will continue to be together, okay?"

"it is good."

Lin Guo opened his arms, "Then you can come and hug me, Boss Ye spent a lot of money on the market, how can we live up to Boss Ye's wishes~"

The author has something to say:

I, my own mother, couldn’t even write about the breakup, and finally changed the way. The next breakup should be much gentler than I originally thought.