Baby

Time flows fast, but it takes a long time.Every day that is neither salty nor salty, the end of the day can be seen at a glance, so long has passed without knowing it.Tang Li worked in a seafood factory until he was 18 years old.

On his coming-of-age birthday, Li Ruxue made himself a bowl of delicious longevity noodles, and even invited him a day off.

After watching Tang Li finish eating the longevity noodles, Li Ruxue announced the good news with a smile: "Xiao Li, my aunt is going to remarry."

Actually not surprised.In the past few months, Li Ruxue would always bring a man from the factory next door to meet him, intentionally or unintentionally testing Tang Li's thoughts.Tang Li was not as opposed as Li Ruxue imagined, and even supported it.

On a fine day, Li Ruxue happily went to get a certificate with the man and set up her new home.After Tang Li became an adult, in order to avoid suspicion, he no longer lived in the same dormitory with Li Ruxue, but moved to another dormitory.In this way, there is a lot of personal space.

After Li Ruxue remarried, she was busy with the wedding affairs, so she rarely had time to come to Tang Li.After more than a month without knowing it, when they met again, Tang Li was surprised to find that Li Ruxue's face was no longer full of worries about gains and losses, but was filled with the sweetness of newlyweds.

It was a rest day, Li Ruxue invited Tang Li over for lunch.When Tang Li arrived at her dormitory, she was making dumplings for her new husband in the kitchen, and her husband was still working outside and hadn't come back yet.

Seeing him coming, Li Ruxue smiled and pulled a chair for Tang Li to sit down.As soon as Tang Li sat down, Li Ruxue said with a smile while making dumplings, "Little Li, let's eat dumplings at noon today. The ones filled with leeks and pork are your uncle's favorite. These days, the more the better..."

Eight of Li Ruxue's ten sentences are inseparable from her husband. It seems that forming her own small family is a very important thing for her.

Of course Tang Li discovered the changes in Li Ruxue's time.This small ten-square-meter dormitory is already full of traces of the lives of the two of them.Neatly folded coats, side by side towels and toothbrushes.

Tang Li hesitated for a long time, and finally said: "I have something to tell you."

At this time, he proposed to his aunt and new uncle the idea of ​​going to the big city for a break.

It wasn't just a whim, he'd been saving money for this day over the years.This idea had already sprouted in his mind.

After finding out that Jiang Ye had moved, Tang Li was almost devastated by the blow.But after several nights of insomnia, Tang Li slowly figured it out again.Although he still couldn't let go of the fact that he was abandoned by his family, he found that he couldn't hate the person he loved no matter what.Jiang Ye broke his cherished hat, and he forgave his brother for hurting him on the spur of the moment.He was abandoned by his brother and his parents, but he still loved them from the bottom of his heart.

So Tang Li worked hard in the factory from then on, and got promoted very quickly.Later, he can already have a basic salary of more than 2000 yuan per month, plus occasional bonuses and subsidies.In addition to handing over a part to Li Ruxue, he would secretly keep a few hundred yuan for himself, and finally allocate 1000 yuan for living expenses, but in fact it was to be sent back to the bank card of Jiang Shaohui at home.He has a very good mathematical talent since he was a child, and he can remember even complex numbers, so he can firmly remember Jiang Shaohui's bank card account number in his heart.Tang Li also missed his family very much when he was away from home.Apart from sending some money home regularly every month, he doesn't know how to express his emotions anymore.

After countless days and nights like this, Tang Li finally waited for this day.You can leave this unchanging remote town and go to a distant and bustling city to see the outside world—maybe you can get closer to them in this way.

As expected, Li Ruxue hesitated, but Tang Li could no longer hold back his restless heart, and said to Li Ruxue seriously and seriously: "Auntie, we have already arrived three years ago. Let me go, I grow up, and I can Take good care of yourself."

At the dining table, after hearing Tang Li's words, Li Ruxue and the other man looked at each other, unable to make up their minds for a moment.But when my uncle sent Tang Li away, he quietly grabbed him on the first floor of the dormitory, "Xiao Li."

Tang Li turned his head, and his uncle smiled and said to him: "I will help persuade your aunt. I also understand. After all, children nowadays are high-spirited, so they should go out and see more."

Tang Li was stunned for a while, and then slowly smirked, with some incomprehension in the smile.Tang Li returned to the dormitory alone, staring out the window in a daze all night.It seems that now he has become the redundant one.

In the end, Li Ruxue finally compromised, and Tang Li embarked on a long journey of wandering.

Tang Li bought a train ticket, and the destination was a busy city.That beautiful city has always been buried in Tang Li's deepest distant memory.It was the place where his family traveled during the summer vacation when Jiang Shaohui took him home; it was also the place where Jiang Ye gave him his first gift, the plush cap.Tang Li was fascinated by this city, and was finally attracted to come here.

It's a pity that this bustling metropolis is not as beautiful as it appears on the surface.As soon as he got off the train, Tang Li was stolen by a pickpocket.Although he found it quickly, because the flow of people was too crowded, he could only watch with his own eyes the running figure of the thief gradually disappearing from his sight.Tang Li yelled for help several times, but the people who passed by all left in a hurry with expressions on their faces.

In the end, the policeman on duty helped Tang Li.But everyone knows that even though they have registered and reported the crime, the chances of getting the wallet back are extremely small.Fortunately, the police on duty quickly reapplied for Tang Li's ID card, and gave Tang Li a bag of snacks for him to eat on the way.

Fortunately, Tang Li carefully sewed a pocket on the inside of the shirt, which contained an emergency 500 yuan.In the days that followed, Tang Li wandered the streets aimlessly looking for a job.The most important thing right now is to find a place to stay.

Fortunately, a week later, Tang Li found a job delivering goods in a hotel.The daily task is to load the changed towels and other daily sundries from the laundry at the other end of the city into the car, and then deliver the goods to the hotel with the driver.

Although this job is simple and monotonous, it is a test of physical strength, and the salary is not high, only two thousand, and various miscellaneous mandatory fees must be deducted.But Tang Li mainly took a fancy to his package of meals and lodging, so he signed up without hesitation.At first, the supervisor saw that Tang Libai was thin and young, but later he didn't expect that he could carry four big boxes without panting, so he readily hired him.

In this way, Tang Li settled down in this city for the time being.

Sometimes when he couldn't sleep at night, Tang Li would come out of the staff dormitory and stand on the roof to watch the stars.

Although he started working outside early, the feeling is really different now.For so long, he really felt that he was living for himself.In the days when he was in the seafood factory, he lived like a working machine, without emotion and vitality.Although he lives alone now, every day is very difficult and hard, but Tang Li's heart is full of hope.

On special days, Tang Li would occasionally think of that distant shadow in his memory.But he never dared to think about it, fearing that after recalling that person's complete voice, appearance and appearance, he would fall into loneliness and longing again and couldn't extricate himself.Knowing that there is no fruit to miss will only make people more lonely.

However, Tang Li has developed a habit since then. Whenever he passes a stray dog, he can't help but buy a ham sausage and feed it to the dog.Seeing the puppy wagging its tail cheerfully at him, it seemed like yesterday when I was a child playing with my brother and the dog.

On this day, the truck driver who had been partnering with Tang Li had a bad cold and asked for leave, so the supervisor temporarily changed Tang Li's partner driver.It was raining heavily that night, Tang Li planned to finish today's work and go back to the dormitory to rest after transporting the last batch of goods.

Tang Li and the new driver never spoke a few words along the way.Tang Li couldn't get rid of his fearful habit, so he simply kept his mouth shut and did things in a muffled voice.The driver didn't intend to talk to him either. While Tang Li was moving the boxes, he was on the phone, and it took half an hour to make a dozen.

At seven o'clock in the evening, it was slowly getting dark.The new driver insisted on taking a shortcut, but turned into a small road, which was very muddy and difficult to cross.Just bumping and bumping on the road, when the goods were successfully delivered to the hotel, it was 10:30 in the evening.

As expected, the supervisor scolded the two of them.The new driver does not live in the dormitory, and goes home after get off work.But Tang Li trotted back to the dormitory building, and found that he had passed the dormitory's access control, and now the dormitory door was locked, so he couldn't get in.

Tang Li struggled in his heart for a long time. Now that it was pouring rain outside, he had no choice but to hastily hide in the dirty and damp warehouse at the back door of the hotel for a while.

There was an unpleasant musty smell in the warehouse, but after a while I got used to it.Tang Li's clothes were soaked to the point of sticking to his body, and there was a chill.He wanted to go back to the dormitory to dry his shirts with the second-hand grill left by the previous tenants, after all he only had two sets of clothes to change, but now it seemed impossible.You can only hang up your clothes and pray that when you wake up the next day, your clothes will be dry by themselves.

After taking off his clothes, Tang Li hugged himself and sat in the corner of the warehouse.This warehouse is small, more like a utility room than a warehouse.Unlocked, covered in cobwebs and dust, hadn't been used in ages.As soon as the door was closed, only a little moonlight leaked in from the window.

Tang Li rubbed his palms tremblingly, hoping to warm them up.He had just been exposed to the rain and was still uncomfortable.Tang Li has always disliked dark environments, which made him feel very insecure, and it was his heart disease since he was a child.But this time, he really had nowhere to go, and his head was a little dizzy, and he could hardly keep his eyes open.

In a daze, Tang Li slowly lay down on the ground and closed his eyes.Crash, clatter.The sound of pouring rain still lingers in my ears.Tang Li unconsciously hugged himself a little tighter.

He hated rainy days and drowning in the dark, as if he was about to be out of breath and couldn't see a ray of light.

In the half-struggle and half-compromise, Tang Li still tossed and turned into a light sleep.In the dream, he was sitting by the stove, his body was warm, and there was a golden puppy nestled at his feet.

Boom!A muffled thunder streaked across the sky, and the lightning turned the sky into a terrifying purple-black color, instantly illuminating the entire dark room, and also illuminating the shivering boy in the corner who was startled awake.

boom!boom--

Tang Li clasped his ears tightly, but Lei Yu's mournful cry was deafening and he was not allowed to escape.The image in his mind suddenly turned into a dark hell. He was naked, and there was a figure in front of him, like a black wall.

"You bastard! Damn it, you still dare to hide from me—bitch, get out!"

"Mom, mother...it's blood..."

"Go away, don't bother me! Your face is really annoying. Get out!"

Deafening auditory hallucinations exploded in my ears, like a long nightmare that I couldn't wake up from.

"Finally found you, hehehe..."

Tang Li woke up suddenly, drenched in cold sweat, and wiped the ashes on the ground on his back.Tang Li panted heavily, like a fish on the verge of drowning.He hadn't dreamed about the past for a long, long time.

At that time, he was still too young, he was afraid of a man's club, and he was also afraid of a woman's scolding.He had a face so much like his mother's that he hated himself for it and lived in fear and self-loathing every day.

But this face was praised by another boy in the future.The big brother would kiss him tenderly on the forehead, tell him "you're so cute," and chase the bad guys away like his savior in golden armor.His ideal person not only redeemed him from the darkness by stepping on colorful auspicious clouds, but also gave him hope and light like the sun.His love gave him a layer of bright light in the end.

Although the two of them haven't seen each other for a long, long time.But Tang Li always had a very close feeling, as if Jiang Ye was still by his side and never left.

Tang Li's mood slowly calmed down.He closed his eyes again, and there was another face in front of him.He remembered lovingly kissing his face when they slept in the same bed as a child.He still remembers the first time they went out for a ride by bike, and he bought him sweet red bean pudding milk tea on the way home.

Tang Li thought of that hot summer night again, he rushed to the toilet and took a cold shower while Jiang Ye gently closed the door...

The temperature of the air slowly rose, and the body began to warm up.

Tang Li curled his body into a ball, slipped his palms carefully into his clothes, and comforted himself clumsily in the way Jiang Ye taught him long ago.But he has no experience, and he can't get the point.In the end, it just increased the sense of trouble for no reason.Tang Li sighed and simply gave up.He closed his eyes reassuringly, concentrating on Jiang Ye's gentle sleeping face, and fell asleep unknowingly.

Jiang Ye in the dream was still as gentle as before, but he did something he had never done before.Tang Li dreamed that Jiang Ye, who was already an adult, was lying side by side with him on the soft and comfortable big bed. Jiang Ye looked into his eyes full of love, and the atmosphere became a little more charming.Like pushing a boat with the current, the warm and lingering kiss fell on Tang Li's earlobe, and then gradually moved to the corner of his mouth.Tang Li blushed with embarrassment, but Jiang Ye gently bit his lower lip and interlocked his fingers.The blending and licking of the lips is like a kitten scratching at the tip of the heart, leaving a burst of sweetness in the end.

The beautiful dream lasted until dawn.

Tang Li rubbed his eyes in a daze, secretly swearing in his heart.If we can meet again... If we can meet again, he must tell his brother how important and special he is to him.

It's so special that maybe there will never be such a person again in this life, who makes him dream, makes him forget about food and drink, and makes him full of hope.