What if I have a rotten sister?

The first weekend after the May Day holiday.

F Middle School also has classes on Saturday and Sunday, but it’s just an exam + self-study. Yu Xiaoxiao got a leave slip in advance by applying heat to her forehead.

After pressing her temples out of the teacher's sight, she quickly ran out of school and drove home.

At this moment, Yu's father and mother have confirmed the son's situation.Yu's house, which is usually very lively, is quite deserted today.

Yu Xiaoxiao pushed open the door, squeezed the schoolbag strap on her shoulder, and walked in.

Father Yu was sitting in the yard smoking a cigarette, when he saw her, he was stunned: "Xiaoxiao? Why are you back?"

Yu Xiaoxiao asked, "Where's my mother?"

"Stay in the room."

Yu Xiaoxiao pursed her lips, and moved closer: "Do you know about my brother?"

Father Yu was silent.

The door of the main room was suddenly pushed open, and Mother Yu came out angrily, and said, "Honestly, did you already know about your brother?"

"..." More than that, this matter has nothing to do with her.

Yu Xiaoxiao said: "Is there a difference? Mom, now that things have happened, what are you going to do?"

"How to do it?" Mother Yu laughed and said, "With a man, what are we going to do? We can't afford to lose this man!"

I can't afford to lose this guy...

It's saving face again!

From childhood to adulthood, how many times?

Yu Xiaoxiao took a deep breath and said, "So, you have to force your brother to break up for your own face. In order not to be ashamed of yourself, you want to make your son live a miserable life, right?"

"What are you talking about!" Yu Mu said: "Your brother has gone astray for a while, we parents must correct him."

"Going astray?" Yu Xiaoxiao sneered: "Oh, now it is said that he has gone astray. I would like to ask, have you ever cared whether we have gone astray?"

Yu Xiaoxiao said in one breath: "Mom, besides scolding me and beating me, what else did you do? When I was seven years old, I was in the first grade and was bullied by children in the same class. It was my brother who asked the teacher to help me mediate." seat, and went to look for me in class every recess; when I was ten years old, I had a high fever at home, and my brother applied cold towels to me, and I didn’t sleep almost all night; If I lost it, it was because my brother borrowed money from the teacher in their class, and then paid the students in the class for extra lessons."

"You guys don't even know about this, do you?!"

"As for my brother, let alone, I am all his concern, let alone himself, he has never let you worry about it. You just have to enjoy the neighbors because he envies you!"

"Oh, now that we're all grown up, my brother earns more money than all the people in our town put together. Now you say he's gone astray, and you want to correct him? Isn't it funny?"

"Do you really understand my brother? In your eyes, he is just an excellent son!"

Mother Yu stared, raising her right hand high.

In the past, Yu Xiaoxiao must have bowed her head and admitted her mistake early on. No matter what, she should admit it first, and then wait for her brother to speak for herself.

But now, she knows she can't.She raised her head stubbornly and looked at her mother: "You hit me. Anyway, since I was a child, if it wasn't because of my brother, I wouldn't know how many times I have been beaten by you. My brother is also because he is good enough to make people I can't pick out any flaws, so it's in your eyes..."

Before he could finish speaking, his palm had already fallen.It wasn't a slap in the face, but a push on the shoulder.

Maybe it was because of too much strength, or maybe Yu Xiaoxiao couldn't stand stably because of her emotional agitation. This push directly pushed her to the ground, knocking her chin on the door frame.

Father Yu hurried over to help her up.Mother Yu was also taken aback, as if she didn't expect such a result.

This was the first time Yu Xiaoxiao was really beaten since she could remember. In the past, no matter how unhappy she made her parents, her brother always protected her.

She couldn't hold back her tears.She secretly scolded herself for not being up to date, and wiped her eyes while saying, "What's wrong with being with a man? Yes, anyway, you can ignore these things, just find a way to force brother to submit, force him to become normal, then he will be the perfect son in the eyes of others again, and you can enjoy the envious eyes of others again. However, if my brother regards his own happiness as more important than yours, will he be willing to return to this home in the future if you do this? If he follows your wishes and lives a normal life in your eyes, it means he is willing Giving up your own life for you. Then what did you do to him?"

The more Yu Xiaoxiao talked, the more excited he became.She had prepared a lot to say, but she felt that she was speechless, and she wanted to cry even more when she opened her mouth.

She wiped her eyes again with the back of her hand, stood up from the ground, and ran back to her room.

Yu's mother froze on the spot and didn't speak. She never thought that this daughter who always only knew to hide behind her brother could say these words to herself.Father Yu looked at her, sighed, and walked slowly towards his daughter's room.

"Xiaoxiao."

Yu Xiaoxiao sat on the chair, glanced at her father, sniffed and said nothing.

"Are you angry with us?" Yu's father said, "Your mother has a sharp mouth, and she didn't mean to hit you just now."

My father is more open-minded than my mother.Yu Xiaoxiao thought that she could not only care about her own happiness, she had to help her brother as much as possible.So, she calmed down, and said again: "Can't you guys have a good understanding of homosexuality? Yes, you think women should do housework. I won't say anything. There are no experts who have studied this or written a book." , You don’t need to admit it. But there are many books on homosexuality. You can read it carefully. Those famous scholars will not be talking nonsense, right? Isn’t it shame, face, vanity, etc. Is it more important than your own son?"

Father Yu sighed and said, "Your mother has been understanding for the past few days."

"Ah, ah?" This time it was Yu Xiaoxiao's turn to be stunned.She blinked, obviously not expecting it.

Father Yu stopped talking about it, and asked, "Why are you back today? Is there no school?"

Yu Xiaoxiao stopped talking.

Father Yu understood, and said, "Listen to Dad, don't worry about this, go back to class quickly. We won't be completely unreasonable."

After all, I finally sent my daughter to go back to school by car.Yu's father returned home and looked at Yu's mother without speaking.

Mother Yu said, "I'm going to go to the provincial capital."

Father Yu opened his mouth in surprise: "What are you doing in the provincial capital?"

"Consult." Mother Yu said, "Eat early at noon, and I'll go after dinner."

Yu Cheng is her proudest son. He was smart, sensible and independent since he was a child.Not only did he not let himself worry about it, but he also helped to take good care of his sister.

It is precisely because of this that, just like what her daughter said just now, she has never tried to understand what her son and daughter are thinking in their hearts, and whether they have encountered any difficult things.

She has always firmly believed that her son would not be able to degenerate, and would need to take care of herself. She didn't believe that anyone could bring her son down. She never thought that now——

These days, she clumsily learns to look up information on the Internet.Many netizens said that although it is rare for a man to like a man, it is normal.There are congenital reasons and acquired reasons.

She can't understand.How can two men be together?How to have a baby?Who is inside and who is outside?What will others think?How do the two maintain a relationship?Who will take care of them in the future?

Some people on the Internet say that many homosexuals themselves become gay because they lack a sense of security and cannot give girls a sense of security, so they hope to get a sense of security from another man.And, it is possible for this kind of homosexuality to return to normal.

She was not sure whether the online statement was correct, so she decided to go to a big city and ask an expert in this field.

She searched for a long time and found the location of a psychological counseling room.

The son often sends money home and saves it in the bank.This time, after dinner, she withdrew all the money and went to the provincial capital by car.

"Fucking mother, I'd better go with you." Father Yu said.

Mother Yu sniffed and said, "With your body and bones, what are you going to do? Stay at home, I'm not old yet, I can do it alone!"

She remembered again that her husband had been lying in bed for more than ten years, but her son earned money in the first year of college and took his father to the capital to see a doctor, undergo surgery, and be hospitalized for more than a month. I don’t know how much it cost in total. .All she knew was that her son was really promising, and the family had finally survived so many years of suffering.

"Okay, I'm getting on the train, it's windy outside, you go back quickly." She said to her husband at the station.

Sit in the county seat first, then transfer to the bus to the provincial capital.When she arrived, the studio was already off work, so she found a small hotel nearby to stay.

Early the next morning, she entered the counseling room.

The expert patiently talked to her for a long time, and concluded that it is difficult to become "normal", and there is nothing abnormal about it.Mothers should understand more, and don't let their children bear too much pressure because of themselves.

Experts also said that the biggest pressure on homosexuals in China does not come from the outside world, but from their parents.As long as the parents don't mind and don't cling to the old concept of passing on the family line, there is nothing wrong with it.

She still can't understand.Just like what my son told her before, men and women are the same now, and girls don't necessarily have to learn to do housework.

She couldn't understand it, she couldn't even imagine it.

However, even though she has always refused to admit it verbally, she is more inclined to be like that in her heart, but she is old and can't keep up with the pace of society.Because, that's what her son said, and her son is the most outstanding person in the world, so his words can't be wrong.

But what about this time?

There are a lot of vehicles in the provincial capital, and each place is very different from the one at home.When she came over, it was not difficult to get from the station to the consultation room by looking at the map, but she didn't know how to get on the bus to go back to the station.

A young girl saw her sitting nearby for a long time, and kindly came over to ask her what was wrong.Knowing her plight, the girl pointed to the bus again for her.

She touched the girl's hand and thought, how wonderful it would be if this was her daughter-in-law.

It doesn't matter how good the other party is, as long as she is a gentle girl who is willing to treat him well.

With a man, it's not a big deal for the old couple to be talked about behind their backs, but the son wants to spend his whole life with that man.

Don't others really laugh at your son?Can a family survive without children?

The bus drove her back to her hometown, and she was thinking about these questions along the way.

She wanted to help her son return to "normal", but she was afraid that his son would really be under huge extra pressure because of herself.

It must be difficult for a person to work hard in a big city and like men at the same time.