Years of love

(Extra by Yin Chen and Bai Yanming)

It was three o'clock at night when Bai Yanming returned home with his luggage.

The moment he opened the door, Bai Yanming felt physically and mentally exhausted. The familiar smell in the room stirred his heart, and then his heart beat faster. With the exhaustion of running around all day, he stood against the door for a while, His feet were soft, and he slid along the door and sat on the ground.

Yin Chen has been out of contact for three days. As a last resort, he rushed back from the field one day in advance, found Yan Qi and asked about the situation before he found out what was going on.

again.This kind of thing happened again, Bai Yanming didn't expect it, let alone Yin Chen's father happened to be in China, how he would treat Yin Chen, Bai Yanming didn't dare to think, sometimes it popped up in his mind. The whole class slapped Yin Chen in the face, and the memory seemed to come out clearly at this time like a provocation.

Bai Yanming closed his eyes for a while, not feeling sleepy, took a breath and managed to stand up again, pulled his luggage to the living room, walked into the bedroom, and lay down on the bed.

He opened his eyes in the dark, feeling the familiar smell surrounding him, causing him to fall into memories briefly.

That child has not spoken for a whole week since the beginning of school, and only does two things every day, looking down at the book, looking up at the window, ignoring the people next to him, and the people next to him are also far away from him, like hiding from the plague.

Because he is wearing a mask.

Bai Yanming has read his medical records. He suffered from tuberculosis in the sixth grade, underwent pleurisy surgery, and had some adverse complications. He has been ill for nearly a year. Although he has been cured now, his health has not been very good and he is very thin. , His face was also very pale.His housekeeper is called Uncle Zhong, who provided him with physical immunity. He usually stays in the classroom and writes when others are having exercises and physical education between classes.

Bai Yanming was very curious about what he wrote, so he sat in the front seat of Yin Chen when the students had physical education class in the second week.

Yin Chen looked up at him, then continued to write on the matt with his head down.

It was the first time for Bai Yanming to see Yin Chen up close, only to find that there was a tear mole under the corner of his eye. The mask blocked most of his face, and those almond eyes were very beautiful.

"Can you tell the teacher what you are writing?" Bai Yanming asked with a smile.

Yin Chen looked up at him again, thought for a while, and then pushed the book forward.

Bai Yanming took it over and carefully flipped through it: "A novel?"

Yin Chen nodded.

"Is this... a doomsday theme?" Bai Yanming was a little surprised.

Yin Chen nodded again.

After reading two pages, Bai Yanming asked, "What about the previous part?"

"I'm giving it away after writing it." Yin Chen looked at him.

Bai Yanming read it carefully, and after reading Yin Chen's latest part, he put the notebook back on the table.

Yin Chen came over and continued to write with a pencil, looking serious and cute, rubbing the little finger of his right hand back and forth on the notebook, rubbing the silver and black of one finger.

Bai Yanming thought for a while: "I have also written two novels, do you want to read them?"

Yin Chen shook his head first, then continued to write with his head down. After a long time, he raised his head again and pulled the mask under his chin with his index finger: "Is it written on a computer?"

"Handwritten." Bai Yanming said, "I just posted the opening part on my blog a few days ago."

"Is typing with a computer faster than handwriting?" Yin Chen asked.

Bai Yanming hesitated for a while. Children at his age already know how to use computers. It surprised Bai Yanming that he would ask such a question: "You...can't use computers?"

Yin Chen pulled back his mask: "No."

Seeing his reaction, Bai Yanming was obviously a little unhappy, so he hurriedly said, "I'll teach you."

Yin Chen ignored him and continued writing after turning over a page.

When school was over in the afternoon, Bai Yanming put three or four lesson preparation textbooks for tomorrow into his backpack, got up and closed the window, watered all the flowers and plants on the window sill, and walked out of the office.

Yin Chen stood at the door.

When Bai Yanming saw him, he was stunned for a moment, then he locked the door with a smile, put on his backpack, pushed his back with his hand, and went downstairs with him.

"Tell your parents, I'll take you home at night." Bai Yanming helped him carry the schoolbag.

"They are all in the United States. I told Uncle Zhong that they live at a friend's house, and he doesn't care about me." Yin Chen jumped up the steps, step by step, and when he jumped to the first floor, his forehead jumped out sweat.

Bai Yanming helped him put the coat and hat on his head, and pulled it over his ears.

Yin Chen raised his hand and scratched his ear.

Bai Yanming's home is not far from the school, and he rents one bedroom and one living room. Although the area is not big, it is more than enough for one person to live in.Usually, it is the sophomore who rides back and forth between two o'clock and one line.

When he dragged the sophomore out of the school carport, Yin Chen finally had some expression on his face.

It's hard to imagine that a contemporary college student who just graduated from a normal school, tall and handsome, should be a mountain bike or a motorcycle...

Yin Chen watched him step onto the sophomore year easily, and when he motioned for him to sit in the back seat, he couldn't say a word.

"Young master, I'm used to riding in luxury cars, but I also ride in the 'luxury cars' of our common people." Bai Yanming said with a smile.

After leaving the campus, Bai Yanming no longer had the majesty of a teacher, but looked like a big brother next door, and his tone of voice made people sound a lot more relaxed.

Yin Chen stood beside him, staring at the beam in front of him, suddenly turned his back and jumped back, Bai Yanming hurriedly fixed the handlebar and took him with one hand, and firmly fixed him on the beam.

Yin Chen sat sideways. Although he felt his butt was a little tight, he still found it very interesting: "Drive."

Bai Yanming: "..."

While Bai Yanming was "driving" the car, Yin Chen shook his legs and shoulders, and almost had several "car accidents".Frightened, he parked the car in the carport behind his building without locking it. After all, even a thief thought the car was worthless.

Yin Chen followed Bai Yanming upstairs, opened the door and sat on the sofa without taking off his shoes, took off his hat and threw it aside.

Bai Yanming put their bags on the shoe cabinet, changed into slippers, took out a stack of manuscripts from the book drawer in the bedroom, and handed them to Yin Chen.

Yin Chen huddled on the sofa, put the manuscript on his knees, first marveled at Bai Yanming's handwriting, it really looked like a man, and it was very eye-catching, and then he slowly read it.

Yin Chen doesn't like the reading speed of ten lines at a glance. He reads very slowly. He doesn't just read the content lightly. forgot time.

Bai Yanming closed the kitchen door. For the rest of the time, he would have to wrestle with a woodcutter. Holding the meat cleaver, he didn't know where to cut the knife. What were you thinking at the time.

After boiling the chicken soup and covering the pot, Bai Yanming glanced at his watch, it took almost an hour.

Opening the kitchen door and walking back to the living room, Yin Chen on the sofa was still watching intently. It wasn't until Bai Yanming sat beside him with the lesson preparation materials that Yin Chen came back to look at him.

"How is it?" Bai Yanming asked with a smile.

Yin Chen didn't speak, and turned to lean on Bai Yanming.

Bai Yanming was stunned.

"It's very beautiful." Yin Chen said, stepped on the sofa with his feet that had taken off his shoes and bowed his knees, put the manuscript on his knees and continued to read.

Bai Yanming lowered his head and saw Yin Chen's thick eyelashes, fanning them like a small brush from time to time, smiled unconsciously, and leaned on the sofa to open the lesson preparation textbook and read it attentively.

The light in the room gradually dimmed.

Bai Yanming opened his eyes slightly, and felt numb all over his body, his neck was a little stiff, and he felt a bit sore when he moved a few times, as if he had a stiff neck.

After gradually regaining consciousness, he suddenly realized that Yin Chen was still beside him. He lowered his head and saw that Yin Chen was already lying on his lesson preparation textbook, holding the manuscript tightly in his hand. Wrinkled by him.

He had been wearing thick clothes, and now his forehead was covered with small beads of sweat. Bai Yanming wiped his forehead with his hand. Yin Chen suddenly opened his eyes and sat up straight.

Bai Yanming's hands were in the air, looking at his back, he didn't know if he was awake or if he should call him.

After Yin Chen sat for a few seconds, he began to lean back. Bai Yanming quickly supported the back of his head and back with his hands, so that he would not fall on his book.

"Yin Chen?" Bai Yanming called him.

no response.

Probably really tired.

Bai Yanming tried to pull out the textbooks from under Yin Chen's head, but found that he couldn't move after two twitches. He sighed, stared at Yin Chen's sleeping face and thought for a long time, then wrapped his hands under his neck and knees, and hugged him horizontally. up.

With this hug, he realized that Yin Chen was thinner than he looked, and his body was basically weightless.

He pushed open the bedroom door, put Yin Chen on the bed, thought for a while, helped him pull his coat open, and covered him with a thin quilt.

Bai Yanming took his pillow to the living room and put it on the sofa, patted it twice, covered his clothes and planned to sleep for a while, but not long after he closed his eyes, he suddenly got up and ran to the kitchen, hurriedly opening the pot Gai smelled it, scooped up a spoonful of soup and tasted it, then heaved a sigh of relief, put some salt, and turned off the fire.

After falling asleep until the next morning, when Bai Yanming woke up, there was already movement in the bedroom. Yin Chen was peeling off the aluminum plate and pouring medicine into his mouth.

"Ancestor." Bai Yanming snatched his medicine and put it on the bedside table: "You can't take medicine on an empty stomach."

Yin Chen looked at him, touched his stomach, and nodded.

After eating a bowl of hot chicken soup, Yin Chen held the bowl and sat on the dining table by the window, staring at the blue sky outside the window in a daze, his slender and white fingers became a little rosy from the heat of the soup bowl, and his face was also a little bloody , looks a lot more lively.

After washing up and taking the medicine, he put on his school uniform and put Bai Yanming's manuscript in his schoolbag.

After school this day, Bai Yanming packed up his things and was the last one to leave the office. After watering the green plants, he habitually picked up his bag and went out.

Yin Chen stood at the door.

Bai Yanming was stunned for a moment, then laughed.

The "drive" of the sophomore year is still unstable. Yin Chen gets inexplicably excited every time he sits on it. Bai Yanming only has to ride twice before he has to stretch his legs to get off the ground, and then continue riding.

When Yin Chen returned to his home on the weekend, Bai Yanming sat on the sofa reading a book, and habitually glanced to the right after reading for a while. He was stunned for a moment at his reaction, and then smiled helplessly.

At the beginning of a new week, the classroom is full of excitement. The junior high school students are always the most energetic, laughing, making noise or fighting.When Bai Yanming walked into the classroom, he saw Yin Chen who was quietly sitting in the seat reading a book in a shuddering little head. He still had only two movements, looking down at the book and looking out the window, but to Bai Yanming's surprise, he stood When watching Yin Chen on the podium, Yin Chen also looked up at him and smiled happily.

Bai Yanming's heart suddenly beat faster, he frowned, lowered his head and opened the textbook in his hand.

After school, water, close the door.

Yin Chen stood at the door. Unlike last week, he had an extra suitcase beside him.

Bai Yanming didn't say anything, carrying the suitcase on the back seat and Yin Chen dangling on the car beam, he moved home with great difficulty.

He pushed the clothes in the closet aside, took out a few empty hangers, and put Yin Chen's clothes in them.

After packing up his things, he turned around and saw Yin Chen standing on a chair and reaching for the guitar on the locker. He was so frightened that Bai Yanming quickly raised his hand to support his waist, for fear that when he pulled the guitar out, there would be no one in his hand. Light and heavy, I didn't step on it firmly...

fell down.

Bai Yanming sighed and hugged his thigh, and then he evacuated him from the chair safely.

"Guitar." Yin Chen looked at him with bright eyes.

Bai Yanming took out a rag from the bathroom, helped him wipe off the dirt on it, took it from his hand and held it in his arms, played a few notes, and saw Yin Chen staring at him.

"Teach you?" Bai Yanming said with a smile.

Yin Chen nodded quickly.

Yin Chen only does two things at home.

Play the guitar and type on the computer.

Bai Yanming posted his short article on his blog, and many people left comments after reading it, amazed at the mind and writing style of a junior high school student.

Yin Chen also tried cooking and cleaning, which became taboo at home after he cut his hands and spilled water on his computer.

On weekends, the two would "drive" the [-]th year to the vegetable market to buy a week's worth of vegetables. Bai Yanming basically only bought at Aunt Zhao's stall. Yin Chen thought that Aunt Zhao was very nice, because she always stuffed a lot of radishes in his pockets, For cucumbers and eggplants, he is not charged more.

When Yin Chen returned to his home during the Chinese New Year, Bai Yanming posted the couplets on the door in a listless manner, and pasted two pictures of door gods on the door, and was about to start pasting blessings on the windows.

He bought two blessings, one for the bedroom and one for the living room.

Bai Yanming pulled out the transparent blessing character from the white bag, tore off the plastic paper stuck on the back, pasted it on the window, stood far away to check the position, and moved it up again.

The phone on the bedside table vibrated twice, it was Yin Chen, Bai Yanming picked it up and put it to his ear.

"Click to the right, it's crooked." Yin Chen said.

Bai Yanming was taken aback for a moment, then quickly ran to the window and opened it. Yin Chen was standing downstairs waving at him.

If Yin Chen hadn't taken the initiative to wave to him, he wouldn't have dared to recognize him. He was dressed like a ball, and the woolen cap and mask basically covered his entire face, and it took a little effort to find his eyes.

When Bai Yanming opened the door, he didn't know why he felt a little excited, rubbed his hands twice unconsciously, hopped his feet, saw Yin Chen climbing upstairs with a red plastic bag in his hand, and hurried out to take it.

"If you don't enter the house, you don't enter the house." Yin Chen waved his hand, pointed to the red bag and said, "Fire the cannon."

After speaking, he coughed for a long time, and took two sips of water to get his breath back.

Bai Yanming took the key and locked the door, and pulled Yin Chen to go downstairs, but he didn't.

"Tired." Yin Chen said.

Bai Yanming looked at him for a while, then went down two steps and squatted slightly, Yin Chen lay on his back and hugged his neck, Bai Yanming supported his buttocks with both hands, and ran downstairs quickly.

Yin Chen pulled the woolen cap over his ears.

Although this is an area where setting off fireworks is strictly prohibited, Bai Yanming and him hid in the open space behind the carport. There were basically no people here, and there was a wall separating it from the road outside the courtyard.After lighting a small section of firecrackers with a lighter, they ran to the carport holding hands.

Crackling, Yin Chen had a great time listening to it, and after listening to it, he walked home with his head down and walked home.Bai Yanming looked at his desolate back, held back his laughter, hugged him onto the sophomore, and kicked his foot firmly to "drive" out.

They asked several shops that they didn't sell firecrackers, and finally bought a large piece of firecrackers and two fireworks sticks from a small vendor's van who was very wary of city management.

After riding with Yin Chen for more than half an hour, the tires were more than half deflated before riding to a deserted building near a deserted building.Bai Yanming parked the car, hung the firecrackers on the railing, ignited them, and dragged Yin Chen to the outside of the wall next to him, covering his ears while laughing and screaming, like two idiots who just entered the city and couldn't find the north.

There were red crumbs all over the floor, Yin Chen ran to stand in the middle and wanted Bai Yanming to take a photo of him, but there was another sound at his feet, which scared Yin Chen into Bai Yanming's arms.

Bai Yanming patted him on the back with a smile, and held him still after the pat.

Yin Chen didn't move either.

After the two of them hugged for a while, Yin Chen pulled back the hat that was about to fall off his head, hopped and took the fireworks stick from the side, and asked Bai Yanming to light it for him.

Bai Yanming came back to his senses and took the lighter, and when the flames burst out, his heart also jumped.

He sat on the curb next to him, looked at Yin Chen running around in front of him, and smiled at him very gently.Yin Chen held a firework stick and stood in a field of red firecrackers not far from him. Looking at it from Bai Yanming's perspective, Yin Chen's smiling face in the firelight gave him a kind of peace of mind that he had never had in this noisy city.

Bai Yanming looked at the flickering light in front of him, and seriously thought about his feelings for Yin Chen.

Before he came to the city from the countryside, he kept small animals at home. He likes all kinds of small animals. When he reads homework at home, there are either kittens or puppies at his feet. Bai Yanming feels very comfortable when he sees their fluff. I also feel that I am dependent.He is very good at taking care of people and enjoys the feeling that his brothers and sisters depend on him. That's why he was admitted to a normal school and became a teacher.

Yin Chen is like a kitten, with his own personality and temper, and at the same time showing extreme dependence on him, gradually getting used to life with Yin Chen, enjoying the stable time with him.

In the second semester of the second year of junior high school, Yin Chen had another minor operation on his lungs. Although it was not serious, he was still hospitalized for more than a month.During the day, Uncle Zhong and the nurse were watching, and at eight o'clock in the evening, Bai Yanming would come to stay with him for a while while the nurse was changing shifts.

"Are you awake?" Bai Yanming put the thermos on the bedside table.

Yin Chen opened his eyes after hearing his voice, Bai Yanming finally spent more than a year to make his face look a little bloody, and now he has returned to the paleness when he first met: "I slept all day, just wait for this moment Woolen cloth."

Bai Yanming looked at the needle in his hand and frowned. After hesitating for a long time, he still carefully picked up his battered hand and put it in his palm to hold it gently.

"Are you hungry?" When the voice came out, Bai Yanming was a little surprised, his own voice trembled a bit.

"Well, the food in the hospital is not very tasty." Yin Chen smiled weakly, then frowned and hissed.

"What's wrong?" Bai Yanming anxiously reached out his hand to do something, but he didn't dare to touch anything, and the outstretched hand stopped in the air.

Yin Chen looked at him and smiled: "Touch your forehead."

"What?" Bai Yanming didn't react.

"I stretched out my hands, I don't want to let you waste your energy." Yin Chen said: "My forehead is sweating because of the pain, please wipe it off for me."

Bai Yanming slowly wiped away the sweat with the palm of his hand, and wiped it again with the back of his hand.

"Hey." Yin Chen sighed: "I still don't want to die."

"What are you talking about?" Bai Yanming's eyes turned red, "It's not dead."

"It hurts so much, it hurts to breathe." Yin Chen shook Bai Yanming's hand lightly: "But when you think about going to get off work and sleeping alone, you feel that it's okay to be hurt."

Bai Yanming tilted his head and closed his eyes.

"When I was in elementary school, I had a good friend named Yan Qi, and the last thing I said to him was 'don't forget me'." Yin Chen looked at Bai Yanming: "Do you think he will forget me now? "

"No." Bai Yanming smiled perfunctorily at him: "Have you lost contact with him?"

Yin Chen shook his head, and gently scratched his palm with his fingers.

"Teacher, apart from grandpa, I don't think I have any relatives in this world." Yin Chen looked at his hanging bottle and said to him in a low voice: "Can you be my relatives?"

"It's always been." Bai Yanming looked at him with a smile.

"Do you think I'm not a man at all?" Yin Chen laughed "hehe" twice: "So fragile, so troublesome, and so many things."

"How about a man, can he fight against the disease for so long?" Bai Yanming saw a few more beads of sweat appearing on his forehead, and wiped them off with his hand: "If you are not fragile, troublesome, or troublesome, what use will I be? "

Yin Chen frowned: "Come here and let me kiss you."

Bai Yanming was stunned, he never thought that Yin Chen would make such a request, but he still quickly leaned over and put his face against it.

Yin Chen rubbed his dry lips against his skin: "Your reward."

"Thank you." Bai Yanming smiled, took the thermos, unscrewed the lid, scooped up a spoonful of chicken soup, and put it into Yin Chen's mouth.

Yin Chen can't eat meat, he can only eat liquid food. Bai Yanming boiled the chicken soup for a long time, took out the chicken and continued to boil the radish and wax gourd in it, and boiled them all in the soup, so that Yin Chen could also eat some tonic Nutrition.

"I'm homesick." Yin Chen said softly with drooping eyelashes after taking two sips of soup, "I want to curl up in the quilt and type words, I want to hear you play the guitar for me, I want to post blessing characters with you, I want to rely on you ...relying on you..."

Yin Chen's voice gradually weakened, replaced by regular breathing.

After boiling the soup for more than three hours, Yin Chen only drank five or six spoonfuls.

He felt he had earned it.

After all, Yin Chen was reluctant to wake up all day just to look at him.

Bai Yanming covered the thermos, looked at him, planted a long kiss on his forehead when he got up, stood beside his bed for a while, and left in a hurry when the nurse came back.

Yin Chen sat in the classroom and turned his head sideways, squinting his eyes to face the sunlight.

His face showed a little warmth under the warm light.

In the midsummer, the cicadas were singing, and the cicadas on campus kept calling.At the beginning of the summer vacation, the entire campus was empty, except for him and Bai Yanming.

Bai Yanming was leaning against the window sill, sitting sideways on the seat with his long legs crossed and reading a book.

The looming black diamond earrings in his hair were shining brightly in front of Yin Chen's eyes.

"Give me one." Yin Chen said.

Bai Yanming turned to look at him, and after a while, he understood what he said: "Piercing hurts."

"I am the least afraid of pain." Yin Chen smiled: "I have you."

Bai Yanming looked at this boy, his smile was so clean and beautiful.This was their second summer together, but it seemed like years had passed.

I have you.

The author has something to say: Thanks for reading.

Although my work is very poorly written and no one will read it, I still feel sad for a long time because of Yin Chen.

I really like Yin Chen.