Years of love

When Tan Yingying returned to host the stage, Gu Fan and Xie Yi had already sat in their seats and leaned their heads back, their eyelids began to fight.

Because their show was at the end, they had to last the whole show. After watching the whole show, the solo with no characteristics was very hypnotic. After finally waiting for their showtime, they tried their best to sway on the stage. At this moment, although I feel that my strength is still there, my body is still tired.

When Yan Qi put the drum stick into the leather case, he found that Yin Chen's expression was still not quite right.

He raised his hand and touched his face with the back of his hand, it was surprisingly hot.

"What's wrong?" Yan Qi asked.

Yin Chen didn't speak, his eyes sometimes dodged and sometimes lost, and he didn't know what he was looking at.

Yan Qi followed his gaze to Cheng Ye's table not far away: "Are there any acquaintances here?"

Yin Chen nodded.

Yan Qi frowned, he was quite surprised, he could recognize almost everyone in the publishing house, and Yin Chen could meet an acquaintance here, he really couldn't imagine who it would be.

Yan Qi watched for a while, then opened his eyes wide, turned his head and quickly grabbed his hand: "Teacher?"

Yin Chen didn't speak.

"Which one?" Yan Qi asked quickly again.

"His name is Bai Yanming." Yin Chen looked over there and whispered.

Yan Qi took a deep breath, and when he looked at Bai Yanming, he was so nervous that Yin Chen infected him, feeling like he was peeping.He saw Bai Yanming sitting on the seat next to Cheng Ye in a daze. No one spoke to him, and he didn't respond. He just sat there dumbly. If it wasn't for the equipment in the club to help carry it when the show ended, Bai Yanming would probably have been sitting there forever. in the seat.

"I want to see him." Yin Chen put the guitar on his back and said, "I can't wait."

"He lives in the staff dormitory on the first floor of the publishing house, and he will definitely go back with the bus in a while." After Yan Qi finished speaking, he glanced at Zhou Luo: "My brother and I will also take the bus, you and us together .”

Yin Chen's expression was a bit painful. After today's tossing, his physical strength was obviously exhausted. Yan Qi asked him to rest on the chair for a while, and confirmed the return time of the bus with Zhou Luo. After a few minutes, he told Gu Fan and Xie Yi said hello, motioned for Gu Fan to take Meng Xin around the shopping mall near the hotel, and then pulled Yin Chen out of the banquet hall first.

When walking into the elevator, there were too many people, Yin Chen leaned back to the back, closing his eyes a little weakly.

"Hold on a little longer." Yan Qi helped him carry the guitar, and said softly to him, in order to ease his tension, he raised his hand and pinched his face.

Yin Chen tugged at the corner of his mouth, but didn't move again.

The bus had already stopped at the entrance of the hotel, and the front half of the carriage was almost full of people.

When Yan Qi and Yin Chen got into the car, many people greeted them, Yan Qi smiled back one by one, thanked them for their compliments, and walked with Yin Chen to the back seat.Yan Qi put the guitar in the last row and set it up. When he turned around, Yin Chen was already sitting by the window, weakly looking out of the window and not moving.

There was a lot of discussion in the car, but Yin Chen remained motionless with his eyes slightly open, even his breathing became very thin, and his chest hardly rose and fell.

He closed his eyes for a while, then slowly opened them again, and finally closed them slowly.

His slender hands were hanging lazily on his lap, and his fingertips were a little white.

Bai Yanming got into the car with several colleagues.

He first saw Yan Qi sitting in the middle of the back row at a glance, his heart sank, his eyes moved to the right and he saw Yin Chen sleeping soundly in the seat.

Yan Qi didn't care about Bai Yanming, and sat side by side with Zhou Luo in the back row. He was also a little tired, and fell asleep peacefully leaning against Zhou Luo.

Bai Yanming walked up to Yin Chen, stared at him for a long time, and then slowly sat down on the seat next to him.

The round inch he had just cut was a little longer, but compared with the length of his hair before, it was still difficult to recognize the same person at a glance.

But Yin Chen recognized it at a glance.

Bai Yanming turned his head and looked at Yin Chen's face carefully. He was still as thin as before, his lips were still bloodless, and his fingers were also dry and thin, which made people feel distressed.

At this time, Yin Chen was huddled in the down jacket, breathing slightly, his slender eyelashes trembled from time to time, and the tear mole at the corner of his eye became more and more conspicuous, making Bai Yanming want to reach out and touch it.

The car left U-Town Hotel slowly, and drove into the downtown area after a while.

The huge glass windows isolate the people inside the car from the strong smoke and fire outside the car. Looking from the car, the noisy street should be full of people, lively and prosperous.However, Yin Chen and Bai Yanming on the side of the glass did not speak first. Yin Chen seemed to be angry, but Bai Yanming was full of guilt towards him, so guilty that he dared not open his mouth.

During the evening rush hour, the bus gambled on the necessary loop. The driver played a little soft violin music to relieve fatigue, and Yin Chen slowly opened his eyes.

Bai Yanming's profile became clearer before his eyes.

That person who has dreamed about it countless times in dreams, but wakes up but doesn't remember anything, but can feel extremely firmly that it must be related to this person in front of him.Bai Yanming's face was very handsome, with thick eyebrows, his high nose bridge was cast in a shadow by the roadside lights, but his pupils shone brightly under the shadows.

as well as.

And the unique and chic black diamond stud earring on the left earlobe.

It is exactly the same as the one on my right ear.

When he was about to reach the gate of the publishing house, Yin Chen moved his body.

He wanted to sit upright, but his spine was aching from sitting for a long time. He had maintained this posture since he got in the car until now, and a normal person would not be able to hold it up.

Just as Yin Chen was about to stand up with the help of the front seat and lift up the long gray down jacket, Bai Yanming instinctively turned sideways to help him straighten the clothes, gently hugged his waist and let him lean back on the back of the chair.

When Bai Yanming's side face swayed in front of Yin Chen's eyes, he could already smell the familiar smell from Bai Yanming's body.

This smell was like a switch of a valve, which pierced into Yin Chen's heart fiercely, and the heart-piercing sadness spread out in an instant, tightly wrapping his whole heart.

Suddenly I couldn't stop, and suddenly wanted to ask loudly, why did you leave, why did you leave.

Yin Chen glanced out of the window, bit his trembling lips, and his eyes quickly turned red.

Bai Yanming saw it all.

He shook his raised hand and paused in the air for a long time before finally covering Yin Chen's palm.

His palm revealed a bone-chilling coldness, as if no one could hold him warm, the coldness crawled up Bai Yanming's arm.He carefully clasped the fingers of this hand that was much smaller and thinner than his own, warming it up little by little, and warming it hard.

"I miss you very much." Yin Chen said softly.He was still looking out the window, his voice a little hoarse.

Bai Yanming frowned, and blinked vigorously.

When getting out of the car, Yan Qi took the guitar in the back row and handed it to Bai Yanming, and gave Yin Chen a worried look.

Yin Chen smiled at him.

After the people in the car left one after another, Bai Yanming put on the guitar, and gently lifted Yin Chen from the seat with one arm skillfully.

Yin Chen followed his strength and slowly stood up, and got out of the car with him.

This is the first time he came to Yuanli Publishing House. When he was very young, he and Yan Qi went to Yuanli's book fair. That was the only memory he was willing to keep in his mind when he was a child. Only Yuanli was vaguely remembered. These two words, I only remember him saying "Don't forget me" in Yan Qi's ear.

And now, he found the person he most wanted to meet here.

The staff dormitory is much smaller than Bai Yanming's home in the past, and the corridor lights on the first floor are also a bit dim. They don't work very hard, but the surrounding walls and roads are clean.

The entire first floor is like a hodgepodge. The stairs at the entrance of the corridor on the left lead to the underground library, and next to the right are two huge iron doors. All sample books.On the opposite side are two duty rooms and a public toilet.

Bai Yanming's room is on the innermost side on the left, and the simple beige wooden door isolates the private space from the outside world.Yin Chen walked into this strange dormitory, but what he smelled was not so strange.

Bai Yanming's usual body wash and shampoo have not been changed, so even in an unfamiliar environment, these smells about him can make Yin Chen relax quickly.

Bai Yanming put the guitar on the desk, gently closed the door, and locked it.

Yin Chen glanced around, the pure white walls, dark gray furniture, less than one meter away from the single bed is the desk where Bai Yanming puts the guitar, it is brick red, it looks like it should be made of some kind of wood, the side A little chipped paint.Although the space in the room is small, it has an independent bathroom, which is more than enough for a bachelor.

Yin Chen sat on the edge of the bed and stared at the ground for a while. When he felt Bai Yanming sitting next to him, he finally raised his head and glanced at him.

"Do you think I'm too troublesome?" Yin Chen asked him with a smile.

Bai Yanming frowned with a painful expression.

"I always need someone to take care of me. I have four or five housekeepers around me at home, and they also surround me at school. I'm a big trouble, so you left because you bothered me?" Yin Chen continued to ask.

"You know that's not the case." Bai Yanming's deep voice slid into Yin Chen's ear, he lowered his head, trying not to let Bai Yanming see his fragility.

"I don't care about your father scolding me and accusing me like that, but I can't help caring about you. When I saw him beat you out of anger, when I heard the foul language that shouldn't have appeared on you, I was ashamed and proud. You are responsible for everything you have suffered because of me." After Bai Yanming finished speaking, he raised his hand and wiped his face.

After these words fell, Yin Chen paused for a long time before speaking.

"I don't care if others scold me, and I don't feel pain if others beat me." Yin Chen's voice was very low and he spoke slowly: "Because no matter what happens, you support me, and I can always go on."

"But..." Yin Chen's vision blurred a little bit: "But when I ran back to your house, looked at the empty house, and knew that a new tenant would live here tomorrow, do you know what I was thinking?"

Bai Yanming took his hand and shook it in his generous palm.

Yin Chen said, "You are finally free."

Yin Chen stood in front of the mirror and pulled his neckline, the few scalpel marks on his chest were shocking.

That was the mark left by his pleural tear due to tuberculosis coughing too violently, and he had to undergo surgery.

He rearranged the neckline, turned on the faucet, waited for a while for the hot water, held it in the palm of his hand and splashed it on his face.When he bent down, he frowned, and felt a slight tearing pain in his chest. He wanted to get up again and feel if there was any new abnormality in his body, but when he got up, he got up faster, and there was a burst of darkness in front of his eyes. As soon as his chest hurt, he didn't lift it up in one breath, and coughed it out suddenly.

Bai Yanming rushed into the bathroom in two steps, and saw Yin Chen holding onto the edge of the sink, squatting on the ground and coughing non-stop.He embraced Yin Chen in his arms, turned on the faucet sideways, and kept patting his coughing back, patiently patting little by little, neither too fast nor too slow.

Yin Chen coughed for a long time, buried his face in his arms, grabbed the hem of his clothes with both hands, and said to him with some difficulty in a muffled voice: "Without you, I will definitely die."

"Take care of me a little more, no matter how troublesome it is, ahem... no matter how troublesome it is, bear with it." Yin Chen continued to cough, and the coughing voice became a little rough.

"Don't you like me, ahem...Didn't you say that you can't leave me?" Yin Chen said weakly, "I can't, you teach me, why, are you impatient?"

After Yin Chen finished speaking, he coughed twice, and punched himself twice fiercely. He looked at Bai Yanming with red eyes, but his voice was not loud, but he roared: "I have given up on my broken body. Even you Do you want to give up too?"

Bai Yanming raised his head and closed his eyes. He knew that he no longer had the strength to leave the boy in front of him.

The fulfillment he thought, the tolerance he thought, the care he thought, all day long destroyed his will, until on that stage, in that light, he saw the boy he had grown up with again, at that moment, he was the real one. freed.

Meet again, there will be no next time.

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