Years of love

After hanging up the phone, Yan Qi felt that his whole body was a little weak. He made himself so tired that night that he couldn't stop, just to keep himself from thinking wildly and wondering what Zhou Luo would do after seeing everything he had done. What a reaction.

It wasn't until Zhou Luo called that he started to get nervous, and now he was a little untenable, his heart was beating very fast like a drum.

"Ha." Gu Fan yelled behind Yan Qi's back.

Yan Qi subconsciously turned around and punched him directly, the force of the punch was a bit strong, the fist brought a gust of wind and stopped in front of Gu Fan.

"Damn it, I was so scared that I almost died." Gu Fan covered his chest, and carefully moved Yan Qi's fist away with his index finger: "This punch must not give me a hard punch in the face."

"It's okay, don't scare me." Yan Qi glanced at him, "When did you two come here?"

"When you said good night." Xie Yi said, "Is your brother okay?"

"It's okay." Yan Qi bypassed them and walked to the dormitory without saying a single extra word.

The playground at night is empty and quiet, the vast campus is surrounded by night, only a few upright street lamps on both sides of the trees reveal a little vitality, the light passes through the glass of the dormitory and climbs silently onto Yan Qi's thin quilt, the light in the quilt People toss and turn and can't find a comfortable position.

It's not that he never slept in the school dormitory, but Yan Qi still suffered from insomnia without warning.

"You have dark circles under your eyes." Gu Fan hissed, "It's quite sexy."

Yan Qi rubbed his slightly red eyes, then laid his head down on the table sullenly: "I have to sleep for a while, Qi Qi comes in and you call me."

After saying this, Yan Qi soon lost his voice.

However, he heard the movement around him again, it was Gu Fan who was pushing his arm trying to shake him awake.

"What's wrong?" Yan Qi didn't open his eyes, but turned his head and asked vaguely.

"The transfer student is here." Xie Yi patted his face.

Yan Qimi stared, his vision was a bit blurry, he raised his head to face the bright lights in the classroom, glanced at the young man standing in front of the podium, and smashed his head back on the table without interest.

Gu Fan really had no choice but to leave him alone.

Teacher Qi spoke two words of welcome on the stage, and the class burst into applause. There were some discussions in the applause, and Yan Qi vaguely heard a few words.

"It's so thin, it's almost out of shape." Someone whispered.

"It looks so good, but it's too thin." Another person whispered.

"Hey, did he wear an earring? Why only one ear?" someone else said.

"It's been a long time and you haven't even looked at us, are you taking the high-cold route?" This was the last sentence Yan Qi heard.

He opened his eyes and blinked hard twice, so that his vision could recover clearer faster.

When Teacher Qi on the podium asked the transfer students to introduce themselves, he turned to the blackboard and wrote the names of the new students with chalk.

Class monitor Meng Xin opened her eyes wide when she saw these two words on the blackboard.

"My name is Yin Chen, please take care of me." The transfer student said.

There was another burst of applause in the class at the right time.

"The name sounds nice." Xie Yi said.

Um.Yan Qi subconsciously nodded.

Yin Chen.

I seem to have heard this name somewhere.

Yin Chen.

Yin Chen?

Yin Chen! !

"Fuck!" Yan Qi blurted out a dirty word, his voice was not low, he jumped up from his seat, his heart beat faster, and he stared straight at the man, Gu Fan and Xie Yi were taken aback by him Jump, Yan Qi's movement was so loud that the whole class averted their eyes from the transfer student and looked at him in unison.

Only the transfer student named Yin Chen was unmoved and did not raise his eyes to see the movement. He obeyed Teacher Qi's instructions and sat in the seat in the fifth row and fourth row.

He hung the schoolbag on the back of the chair, took out the textbooks and pencil case inside, and never looked elsewhere.

Yan Qi stared at him until his eyes turned red and didn't recover. It was Teacher Qi who came to him and pressed his shoulders to make him react and sit back in his seat.

Yan Qi didn't do anything between classes, just stared at Yin Chen's back in a daze, very focused and persevering.

Gu Fan followed his gaze, sighed and said, "You are so attached to this transfer student, you must have taken a liking to him, right?"

Yan Qi didn't answer his teasing, there was always an unbelievable voice in his mind guessing whether Yin Chen who appeared in front of him at this time, and his elementary school classmate Yin Chen were the same person, thinking that he never looked back at himself The information disappeared without a sound. Yan Qi, who was so angry, really wanted to grab him by the neckline and ask him what happened. Without realizing it, he had already walked in front of Yin Chen.

Yan Qi looked at him gloomyly, the light was blocked behind him, and a large shadow fell on the book.Yin Chen frowned and looked up at Yan Qi, then lowered his head and continued to read seriously.

Just a glance is enough.

The tear mole under the corner of Yin Chen's eyes is too thin, although it is a little less obvious than when he was chubby when he was a child, but it can still be seen at a glance.

It's really you.

Yan Qi was hanging on the horizontal bar, looking ahead, Yin Chen was squatting on the open space not far from him, stretching his arms and looking for something.

When Yin Chen shrunk his body into a ball, he could see the protruding spine on his back even through the school uniform jacket, which made Yan Qi feel uncomfortable.

Yan Qi rubbed his brows helplessly, and after staring at it for a long time, he became a little impatient.He jumped off the horizontal bar, stood there with his hands in his pockets, and waited for a while, but Yin Chen didn't see him leaving, so he whistled at his back.

At the first sound, Yin Chen didn't respond.

At the second sound, Yin Chen just raised his head and had no other reaction.

At the third sound, Yin Chen finally realized that someone was whistling at him, turned around and glanced at Yan Qi, and wrote the words "Crazy" all over his face, then turned around and continued to lower his head.

How times have changed.

It's almost like a different person from when I was a child.

"Yin Chen." Yan Qi called him.

Yin Chen ignored him.

"Little Fatty." After Yan Qi called out, he was actually a little nervous, because he saw Yin Chen's shoulders visibly shaking.

"Do you know a man named Big Eye?" Yan Qi's voice was loud, and he was sure Yin Chen could hear his words clearly.

After waiting for a long time, seeing that Yin Chen didn't make any moves, Yan Qi's patience was exhausted, and he was about to walk towards Yin Chen.Suddenly, Yin Chen stood up abruptly, looked back at him, paused for only two or three seconds, and ran in the direction of Yan Qifan, as if fleeing for his life.

"Fuck." Yan Qi reacted quickly, stretched his legs and ran after Yin Chen at a speed of a [-]-meter sprint. What shocked him was that although Yin Chen looked sick, he ran quite fast.

He is running thin, right?

"Da Fan! Xie Yi!" Yan Qi Chong shouted to the two figures playing football on the lawn not far away: "Stop him!"

As soon as Gu Fan and Xie heard this sentence, they immediately gave up grabbing the ball and stood out from the team. They rushed towards Yin Chen. Before they could reach out to stop him, Yin Chen straightened up and knelt on the ground. .

"Oh, what a great gift." Xie Yi hurriedly reached out and stood behind him, hugged his armpit and raised it up: "What's the matter?"

Gu Fan wanted to laugh but was too embarrassed to do so, and helped Xie Yi put him flat on the ground: "This kid is quite interesting."

Yan Qi rushed up out of breath: "What's going on?"

"It should be violent." Xie Yi pointed to his pale face and bloodless lips: "Did you scare him just now?"

"It's hard to say." Yan Qi squatted down to help Yin Chen's upper body, and touched the skinny hand: "Hey, wake up."

After a few seconds, Yin Chen's complexion finally eased. He slowly opened his eyes, pulled the corners of his mouth helplessly, and it took a long time for him to utter four words with difficulty: "Long time no see."

"Yin Chen." Yan Qi held back for a long time when he heard his strange but pleasant voice due to the change of voice, his face turned red before he forced out a sentence through his teeth: "Fuck/Your uncle."

"Junior high school students can't swear." Yin Chen smiled.

"Yeah." Yan Qi nodded: "Fuck/Your uncle."

Gu Fan and Xie Yi sat cross-legged on the bed one by one, with their hands folded in front of their chests, as if they were elders about to lecture.

"You two are...elementary schoolmates?" After a long while, Gu Fan recovered from his astonishment: "So...coincidence?"

"No contact all this time?" Xie Yi asked.

"Ask him." Yan Qi became a little annoyed when he mentioned this matter: "I disappeared while playing with me."

Yin Chen smiled and said nothing, took out the mask from under the pillow and put it on his face.

"Why do you wear a mask?" Gu Fan looked at him and asked.

"I'm used to it, I've been sick before." Yin Chen sounded a little far away through the mask.

Yan Qi remembered that when he saw Yin Chen for the last time, he had been coughing non-stop, and immediately wanted to ask him a lot of questions, and these words stuck in his chest made him very irritable, so he stood up and put the cigarettes on the table into his pocket , got up and knocked on Yin Chen's bed: "Come down, I have something to tell you."

Yan Qi took Yin Chen up to the roof of the teaching building. The weather was getting warmer, and the spring breeze didn't feel cold on his face. Yan Qi chose a shelter from the wind, first glanced at Yin Chen, and signaled him to go to his right. side, and then quickly lit a cigarette.

Yan Qi's action of lighting a cigarette is quite handsome, with his cigarette in his mouth and his head tilted, his long eyelashes covered and his eyes slightly open, the lighter "snapped" a ball of flames shot up in his dark brown pupils.

"When did you start smoking?" Yin Chen looked at him.

"I refuse to answer your question." The smoke from Yan Qi's spit drifted to his left rear along the wind on the roof, and when he felt that his chest was not so congested, he looked at Yin Chen seriously: "Speak. "

Yin Chen was quiet for a while with drooping eyelids, thought for a while, and then opened his mouth with difficulty after organizing his words.

"I got tuberculosis when I was in the sixth grade." Yin Chen lifted the mask to his chin with his index finger, and Yan Qi looked at him closely and found that he was really thin and thin: "The physical condition has not been very good. After getting better, my grandfather fell ill again, and he is still lying in the intensive care unit on a ventilator."

Yan Qi listened to Yin Chen's words quietly, sat cross-legged on the stone platform, and smoked a cigarette from time to time.

"My mother divorced my father shortly after I was born. My father...has been remarried for a long time. He has been living in the United States, and only occasionally returns to China to handle domestic company business. He has no chance to see me." Yin Chen said very In a low voice, but enough for Yan Qi to hear clearly: "My body has always been like this, and it's not getting better. The teacher said that I was too sick before, and the roots of my body were damaged."

"Teacher?" Yan Qi asked with a cigarette in his mouth, "What teacher?"

Yin Chen frowned, didn't answer, and continued, "It's not that I don't want to talk, it's that talking takes too much effort and I always feel tired."

"I didn't notice it when I was 'running for my life' just now." Yan Qi said.

"I was really scared." Yin Chen smiled: "I didn't expect to meet you here."

"If you're sick, you don't have to reply to my messages." Yan Qi took a breath of cigarettes, then paused: "I'm so worried."

Yin Chen narrowed his eyes slightly, and Yan Qi saw that the corners of his eyes were a little red, so he heard him say again: "I thought... I had nothing to live for."

Yin Chen took a deep breath and spit it out slowly: "The cough is very uncomfortable, from the throat directly to the collarbone to the whole back, it hurts like a pinprick, and it hurts to breathe, the pleura is cracked by coughing, and I even did it." Surgery, at that time I really thought I would never see you again, it was...depressing."

Yan Qi was silent for a few minutes: "Be honest and tell me one thing."

Yin Chen looked at him: "What's the matter?"

It took Yan Qi a long time to keep himself from laughing: "Did you get sick from eating magnifying glass roasted ants?"

Yin Chen was stunned for almost half an hour before he clenched his fists and said solemnly, "Really not."

Yan Qi smiled and waved his hands, stretched his neck to his right, raised his hand to touch his earrings: "Is your ear pierced?"

"Well, in the second half of last year." Yin Chen said.

"Why do you only wear one earring?" Yan Qi asked.

"Be different." Yin Chen looked at Yan Qi and said, "If you can't wear both ears, no one will ask you?"

"Scheming." Yan Qi withdrew his hand, put out the cigarette on the concrete pillar beside him, and took a deep breath: "Yin Chen."

Yin Chen let out a "huh".

"Hug me." Although Yan Qi's voice was steady, Yin Chen could still hear that he was a little excited.

Yin Chen was also a little excited, no, he was even more excited, even excited, so he turned around and gave Yan Qi a hug.

"Why are you so thin?" Yan Qi frowned, wrapped his arms around his waist and tightened his arms.

"I don't like to eat very much." Yin Chen hugged his neck hard, and then let go: "Sometimes I can't eat."

Yan Qi sighed: "I did what I promised you."

Yin Chen looked at him: "What?"

"I haven't forgotten you." Yan Qi said, "Now you promise me one thing."

"Tell me." Yin Chen looked very gentle.

"Don't disappear again." Yan Qi passed him, turned his eyes away, he got up and walked to the fence, leaning on the railing to look at the row upon row of buildings from a height and said: "I am also quite messy, don't distract me anymore It's your business."

Yin Chen really wanted to ask him if he was doing well, but seeing Yan Qi's expression, he didn't want to say much now, he just nodded vigorously, immersed in the joy of being back by Yan Qi's side again, finally relaxed, and smiled without any worries out.

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