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Chapter 61 Something You Can't Learn
Just when Fan Ye couldn't figure it out, a white light suddenly appeared in the sky.
The white light fell quickly, avoiding the rain, and slowly gathered Situ Fengpo's scattered soul.Unfortunately, it failed in the end.
He Li looked at the person under the white light in surprise, "Si, Situ An?"
Fan Ye shook his head, "It's Situ Zhan."
He Li stared at him with wide eyes, "Huh? He is Situ Xingjun? No wonder, I said why I disappeared after looking for Situ An, but I saw Situ Xingjun's magic card in his room. Hey, don't people from the Situ family know about it?"
"If you know him, you won't deliberately conceal it. But everyone in the Situ family must know about Situ Feng's matter." Lan Wuqing said.
Situ Zhan looked around, the water from the West Sea had flooded into the city, and the cries for help in his ears were almost drowned out by the wind and rain.He frowned, picked up the bronze sword on the ground, and wiped it lightly.Then he nodded slightly to Fan Ye and said, "The lover's tears I'm talking about are not actually Situ Feng."
Fan Ye was a little surprised at the moment, and it took a long time to realize it.Turning his head to look at Chong Yao, his face was indifferent. "Situ Xingjun knew these things a long time ago. But in the past 800 years, is this the result that Situ Xingjun has been waiting for? The poor nun doesn't understand. I don't know whether this result is what Situ Xingjun wants, or Situ Feng wants. of?"
Situ Zhan sighed softly, then raised his eyes to look at Chong Yao.The first time I saw her, there was no evil in her heart, but the second time I saw her, there was only hatred left in her heart.Goodbye today, nothing to do with good and evil, nothing to do with love and hate.It's just a reluctance, not reconciled to love so deeply, not reconciled to hate so bitterly, not reconciled to doing good or evil can't go against the heart.
In 800 years, he also spent a full 800 years trying to repair the results of that catastrophe.For Chong Yao, these 800 years were boundless and endless pain, but for Situ Feng, it was an unforgivable self-blame.
He touched the bronze sword, "Back then, your mind became a demon, and Situ Feng didn't intend to kill you with this sword. After you died, he lost his soul because of heartache. The body is immortal, but he also forgets everything. The soul is incomplete , and unable to reincarnate. Later, I knew that you were not dead, so I thought of today's catastrophe. Therefore, when my life was about to end, I had already confessed to the Situ family that Situ Feng's identity must not be outside Vent. Generations of Situ Patriarchs have also followed this method.
After I died, I went to the underworld to be punished for 300 years, because all the people you killed have become lonely ghosts.Sins during life will be repaid after death.Although they are evil, they will not end up in reincarnation forever.Because of this, I got the chance to become a fairy.And he also went to the volcanic hell to atone for your sins of 800 years.But these, you don't know.
There are no living ghosts in the volcano, and the voices of living ghosts mourn.The soul of mourning dissipates, never to return.Do you know the horror of the volcanic hell?It can be seen that every day and every night, I endure the scorching of the sea of fire in hell, alone, no one talks about it, no one understands it.It can be seen that that place is more painful than any other place in the world.So in the end, he drives himself crazy, and he also becomes a hellish demon.He only remembers your name, only you.He too, only you. "
Chong Yao suddenly shuddered, her heart seemed to be pierced severely by a bone-corroding steel nail, and most of her strength had disappeared.But she bowed her head and still smiled coldly. "He killed Grandpa Turtle, he killed me. Oh, and then redeemed for me? What crime did he atone for?"
Situ Zhan knew that it wasn't that she didn't believe it, but that she didn't dare to believe it.
He shook his head and whispered, "You have committed too much crime, and you will not be reincarnated after death. He redeemed you for your chance to be a human being. Because you have redeemed the sins on your body, you will be human in the next life, and there will be more love between you." There are no barriers from transvestites."
Chong Yao's voice was a little choked, and she said, "Who said that if you are a human, you will be able to be together? You lie to me by saying these things, don't you just want me to let them go?"
Situ Zhan didn't shake his head this time, but he was no longer polite, and slapped Chong Yao hard with his hands.
"This slap was for him." Situ Zhan said sadly.
"That's right, I want you to let them go, and I want you to let him go even more. But he, the one who wants you to let go is himself." He paused, then said helplessly, "You are the purest demon, You are kind by nature, and the misery you have experienced is indeed heartbreaking. But his pain has never been less than yours. Today he has given you the heart of revenge, because he does not want you to make mistakes again and again. I also know that if he Knowing that you are still alive and hating you so much, his life cannot be kept. But I did not expect that he would lose the chance to be a new man. You keep saying that he betrayed you, then And you?"
Chong Yao's footsteps trembled, and she swallowed the bitterness in her throat.
Situ Zhan handed her the bronze sword, "The one who loves you infatuatedly suffers, but the one who protects the one who loves you infatuatedly still needs to guard her suffering. Why?"
After he finished speaking, he looked at Fan Ye.Fan Ye saluted him, and he returned the salute, passing through the rain and fog, through the sand wall, through the waves, and through the fruit brewed 800 years ago.
……
As the sun curled up, Heli stretched out, stretching his muscles and bones.
Lan Wuqing yawned, lying in Fanye's arms, raised a jade bead made of tears in her hand and asked, "If Chongyao refuses to give in that day, are you sure you can win her?"
Fan Ye shook his head truthfully, "No."
Lan Ruqing's fox eyes widened, eyes full of horror, "Stinky nun, next time you can't win, can you be honest and don't try to be a hero in everything."
Fan Ye laughed loudly, "Lan'er, the lesson is right."
Lan Wuqing snorted angrily, and asked again, "Then what about the beads?"
Heli leaned forward and also stared at the bead, "Didn't Situ Xingjun say that it would be good for sister Lan'er to carry this bead? I don't think there is any harm in carrying it."
Lan Wuqing hesitated, "But Situ Xingjun also said that this bead may also be a chance for the two of them."
Fan Ye looked at the bead, it was crystal clear, but two entangled red silk threads had grown inside.She thought for a while, then smiled, "Lan'er got the dragon's millennium alchemy for no reason. I think you should keep this thing for yourself, or give them a chance. You already have the answer in your heart!"
Lan ruthlessly nodded, dug a hole casually, and buried the bead in it.
"Everything has a spirit, if this bead also has a spirit, there will be a chance after all."
Fan Ye made a Buddha salute and said seriously, "Amitabha, there will definitely be one."
Suddenly, Lan Wuqing raised her eyes, looked at Fanye again, and said with a puzzled face, "Tell me, is it Chongyao who loves more, or Situ Feng who loves more?"
Fan Ye thought for a while and replied with three words, "Is it important?"
Lan Wuqing also thought about it, and it seemed that it was not important. "Then, why do you think Chong Yao chose to die in the end?"
Heli also looked at Fanye curiously, "That's right! It's fine for her to die, and she beat herself to death, why bother?"
Fan Ye sat down cross-legged and flattened the monk's robe, Lan Wuqing and He Li also sat cross-legged on both sides of her.
Fan Ye closed his eyes for a moment, then took a stone, put it in Lan's ruthless hand, and asked, "Is it heavy?"
Lan ruthlessly shook her head, "It's not heavy at all."
Fan Ye smiled, "Raise your hand, don't move."
Lan ruthlessly followed his advice.
After about half a stick of incense, Lan Wuqing's entire arm was numb, and the stone in his hand seemed to weigh a thousand catties.
Fan Ye asked again, "Can it be repeated now?"
Lan Wuqing nodded this time, "It's so heavy that I can't even lift my hands."
Fan Ye put the stone into Lan Wuqing's arms, put down her hand, and asked, "Is it still heavy now?"
Lan ruthlessly replied, "How can this be heavy?"
Fan Ye nodded, "So, do you understand?"
Lan Wuqing and Heli looked at each other, and shook their heads fiercely with confused faces.
Fan Ye tapped Lan Wuqing's forehead lightly, and then slammed Heli's forehead, "Deadwood!"
She smiled and continued, "This love is like this stone. The more you care about it, the more you want to hold it in your hand. But it took a long time to realize that the more important it is, the more uncontrollable it is. If you change it In this way, you will find that the obsessions in the past were so outrageous. Chongyao became evil because of hatred, and created karma because of hatred, because she had love in her heart. When Situ Feng died, the love in her heart also died. All of her There are no excuses for hate, or excuses for evil.
Bronze sword, eternal life flower, lover's tears, one is the weapon to kill her, the other is the thing to save her, and finally her own heart.Hated, revenged, loved one died.She has nothing to worry about.She gave you the inner alchemy, and the demon body returned to dust. It was Situ Feng who made her finally know how to let go of herself. "
The sun shines on the three of them, Zeyuan City is still safe and peaceful, and the West Sea is also calm.
Fan Ye took a deep breath and let it out slowly.She clasped her hands together and looked at Lan ruthlessly. "So, she also wants to go home."
Lan Wuqing took out the stone from her bosom and looked at it for a long time.
After hearing this, Heli thought for a while, then suddenly shouted, "Stinky nun, did you hit me just now?"
Fan Ye: "The poor nun is not, the poor nun is urging you."
He Li covered his head, feeling a little annoyed, and gestured in front of her with his hand, "But you were clearly like this just now, you lightly tapped Sister Lan'er like this, and then beat me hard."
"Well, because you are too stupid, you need to be whipped hard. The poor nun is doing it for your own good." After Fan Ye finished speaking, he got up immediately, "It's getting late, if you don't leave, it's time to sleep in the mountains again tonight .”
Lan ruthlessly returned to her senses, jumped onto her back, and Fan Ye walked away.
After walking a long way, Heli chased after him, "Hey, you nun, don't lie to me. Father Fox said that I'm smart! Sister Lan'er, wait for me..."
Lan Wuqing hugged Fan Ye's neck tightly, put her head on her neck, stared at the bushes on one side, and asked softly, "What did Situ Xingjun tell you after that day?"
Fan Ye's expression froze, thinking of the sentence that Situ Xingjun said to her: from love comes sorrow, from love comes fear, if you are away from your lover, there is no worry and no fear.
It's not a taste in my heart.
She bowed her head and replied softly, "I didn't say anything, but he punished himself and died because he sealed Situ Feng's soul in the underworld without telling the truth. After drinking Po Meng this time, he is just Situ An. Wait After this life and returning to heaven, he has nothing to worry about."
Lan Wuqing hummed with a muffled voice, and hugged Fan Ye even tighter with both hands.
"Little nun, you said that if you hold a stone in your hand, you won't be tired if you put it in your arms. But, let it go at ease. Wouldn't it be better if you put the stone down?"
There was a faint layer of sadness in Fan Ye's eyes. She looked at the road ahead, and she also held on to the people behind her more tightly.
And let go, something she hasn't learned all these years.
The author has something to say: how many people can do it?
The white light fell quickly, avoiding the rain, and slowly gathered Situ Fengpo's scattered soul.Unfortunately, it failed in the end.
He Li looked at the person under the white light in surprise, "Si, Situ An?"
Fan Ye shook his head, "It's Situ Zhan."
He Li stared at him with wide eyes, "Huh? He is Situ Xingjun? No wonder, I said why I disappeared after looking for Situ An, but I saw Situ Xingjun's magic card in his room. Hey, don't people from the Situ family know about it?"
"If you know him, you won't deliberately conceal it. But everyone in the Situ family must know about Situ Feng's matter." Lan Wuqing said.
Situ Zhan looked around, the water from the West Sea had flooded into the city, and the cries for help in his ears were almost drowned out by the wind and rain.He frowned, picked up the bronze sword on the ground, and wiped it lightly.Then he nodded slightly to Fan Ye and said, "The lover's tears I'm talking about are not actually Situ Feng."
Fan Ye was a little surprised at the moment, and it took a long time to realize it.Turning his head to look at Chong Yao, his face was indifferent. "Situ Xingjun knew these things a long time ago. But in the past 800 years, is this the result that Situ Xingjun has been waiting for? The poor nun doesn't understand. I don't know whether this result is what Situ Xingjun wants, or Situ Feng wants. of?"
Situ Zhan sighed softly, then raised his eyes to look at Chong Yao.The first time I saw her, there was no evil in her heart, but the second time I saw her, there was only hatred left in her heart.Goodbye today, nothing to do with good and evil, nothing to do with love and hate.It's just a reluctance, not reconciled to love so deeply, not reconciled to hate so bitterly, not reconciled to doing good or evil can't go against the heart.
In 800 years, he also spent a full 800 years trying to repair the results of that catastrophe.For Chong Yao, these 800 years were boundless and endless pain, but for Situ Feng, it was an unforgivable self-blame.
He touched the bronze sword, "Back then, your mind became a demon, and Situ Feng didn't intend to kill you with this sword. After you died, he lost his soul because of heartache. The body is immortal, but he also forgets everything. The soul is incomplete , and unable to reincarnate. Later, I knew that you were not dead, so I thought of today's catastrophe. Therefore, when my life was about to end, I had already confessed to the Situ family that Situ Feng's identity must not be outside Vent. Generations of Situ Patriarchs have also followed this method.
After I died, I went to the underworld to be punished for 300 years, because all the people you killed have become lonely ghosts.Sins during life will be repaid after death.Although they are evil, they will not end up in reincarnation forever.Because of this, I got the chance to become a fairy.And he also went to the volcanic hell to atone for your sins of 800 years.But these, you don't know.
There are no living ghosts in the volcano, and the voices of living ghosts mourn.The soul of mourning dissipates, never to return.Do you know the horror of the volcanic hell?It can be seen that every day and every night, I endure the scorching of the sea of fire in hell, alone, no one talks about it, no one understands it.It can be seen that that place is more painful than any other place in the world.So in the end, he drives himself crazy, and he also becomes a hellish demon.He only remembers your name, only you.He too, only you. "
Chong Yao suddenly shuddered, her heart seemed to be pierced severely by a bone-corroding steel nail, and most of her strength had disappeared.But she bowed her head and still smiled coldly. "He killed Grandpa Turtle, he killed me. Oh, and then redeemed for me? What crime did he atone for?"
Situ Zhan knew that it wasn't that she didn't believe it, but that she didn't dare to believe it.
He shook his head and whispered, "You have committed too much crime, and you will not be reincarnated after death. He redeemed you for your chance to be a human being. Because you have redeemed the sins on your body, you will be human in the next life, and there will be more love between you." There are no barriers from transvestites."
Chong Yao's voice was a little choked, and she said, "Who said that if you are a human, you will be able to be together? You lie to me by saying these things, don't you just want me to let them go?"
Situ Zhan didn't shake his head this time, but he was no longer polite, and slapped Chong Yao hard with his hands.
"This slap was for him." Situ Zhan said sadly.
"That's right, I want you to let them go, and I want you to let him go even more. But he, the one who wants you to let go is himself." He paused, then said helplessly, "You are the purest demon, You are kind by nature, and the misery you have experienced is indeed heartbreaking. But his pain has never been less than yours. Today he has given you the heart of revenge, because he does not want you to make mistakes again and again. I also know that if he Knowing that you are still alive and hating you so much, his life cannot be kept. But I did not expect that he would lose the chance to be a new man. You keep saying that he betrayed you, then And you?"
Chong Yao's footsteps trembled, and she swallowed the bitterness in her throat.
Situ Zhan handed her the bronze sword, "The one who loves you infatuatedly suffers, but the one who protects the one who loves you infatuatedly still needs to guard her suffering. Why?"
After he finished speaking, he looked at Fan Ye.Fan Ye saluted him, and he returned the salute, passing through the rain and fog, through the sand wall, through the waves, and through the fruit brewed 800 years ago.
……
As the sun curled up, Heli stretched out, stretching his muscles and bones.
Lan Wuqing yawned, lying in Fanye's arms, raised a jade bead made of tears in her hand and asked, "If Chongyao refuses to give in that day, are you sure you can win her?"
Fan Ye shook his head truthfully, "No."
Lan Ruqing's fox eyes widened, eyes full of horror, "Stinky nun, next time you can't win, can you be honest and don't try to be a hero in everything."
Fan Ye laughed loudly, "Lan'er, the lesson is right."
Lan Wuqing snorted angrily, and asked again, "Then what about the beads?"
Heli leaned forward and also stared at the bead, "Didn't Situ Xingjun say that it would be good for sister Lan'er to carry this bead? I don't think there is any harm in carrying it."
Lan Wuqing hesitated, "But Situ Xingjun also said that this bead may also be a chance for the two of them."
Fan Ye looked at the bead, it was crystal clear, but two entangled red silk threads had grown inside.She thought for a while, then smiled, "Lan'er got the dragon's millennium alchemy for no reason. I think you should keep this thing for yourself, or give them a chance. You already have the answer in your heart!"
Lan ruthlessly nodded, dug a hole casually, and buried the bead in it.
"Everything has a spirit, if this bead also has a spirit, there will be a chance after all."
Fan Ye made a Buddha salute and said seriously, "Amitabha, there will definitely be one."
Suddenly, Lan Wuqing raised her eyes, looked at Fanye again, and said with a puzzled face, "Tell me, is it Chongyao who loves more, or Situ Feng who loves more?"
Fan Ye thought for a while and replied with three words, "Is it important?"
Lan Wuqing also thought about it, and it seemed that it was not important. "Then, why do you think Chong Yao chose to die in the end?"
Heli also looked at Fanye curiously, "That's right! It's fine for her to die, and she beat herself to death, why bother?"
Fan Ye sat down cross-legged and flattened the monk's robe, Lan Wuqing and He Li also sat cross-legged on both sides of her.
Fan Ye closed his eyes for a moment, then took a stone, put it in Lan's ruthless hand, and asked, "Is it heavy?"
Lan ruthlessly shook her head, "It's not heavy at all."
Fan Ye smiled, "Raise your hand, don't move."
Lan ruthlessly followed his advice.
After about half a stick of incense, Lan Wuqing's entire arm was numb, and the stone in his hand seemed to weigh a thousand catties.
Fan Ye asked again, "Can it be repeated now?"
Lan Wuqing nodded this time, "It's so heavy that I can't even lift my hands."
Fan Ye put the stone into Lan Wuqing's arms, put down her hand, and asked, "Is it still heavy now?"
Lan ruthlessly replied, "How can this be heavy?"
Fan Ye nodded, "So, do you understand?"
Lan Wuqing and Heli looked at each other, and shook their heads fiercely with confused faces.
Fan Ye tapped Lan Wuqing's forehead lightly, and then slammed Heli's forehead, "Deadwood!"
She smiled and continued, "This love is like this stone. The more you care about it, the more you want to hold it in your hand. But it took a long time to realize that the more important it is, the more uncontrollable it is. If you change it In this way, you will find that the obsessions in the past were so outrageous. Chongyao became evil because of hatred, and created karma because of hatred, because she had love in her heart. When Situ Feng died, the love in her heart also died. All of her There are no excuses for hate, or excuses for evil.
Bronze sword, eternal life flower, lover's tears, one is the weapon to kill her, the other is the thing to save her, and finally her own heart.Hated, revenged, loved one died.She has nothing to worry about.She gave you the inner alchemy, and the demon body returned to dust. It was Situ Feng who made her finally know how to let go of herself. "
The sun shines on the three of them, Zeyuan City is still safe and peaceful, and the West Sea is also calm.
Fan Ye took a deep breath and let it out slowly.She clasped her hands together and looked at Lan ruthlessly. "So, she also wants to go home."
Lan Wuqing took out the stone from her bosom and looked at it for a long time.
After hearing this, Heli thought for a while, then suddenly shouted, "Stinky nun, did you hit me just now?"
Fan Ye: "The poor nun is not, the poor nun is urging you."
He Li covered his head, feeling a little annoyed, and gestured in front of her with his hand, "But you were clearly like this just now, you lightly tapped Sister Lan'er like this, and then beat me hard."
"Well, because you are too stupid, you need to be whipped hard. The poor nun is doing it for your own good." After Fan Ye finished speaking, he got up immediately, "It's getting late, if you don't leave, it's time to sleep in the mountains again tonight .”
Lan ruthlessly returned to her senses, jumped onto her back, and Fan Ye walked away.
After walking a long way, Heli chased after him, "Hey, you nun, don't lie to me. Father Fox said that I'm smart! Sister Lan'er, wait for me..."
Lan Wuqing hugged Fan Ye's neck tightly, put her head on her neck, stared at the bushes on one side, and asked softly, "What did Situ Xingjun tell you after that day?"
Fan Ye's expression froze, thinking of the sentence that Situ Xingjun said to her: from love comes sorrow, from love comes fear, if you are away from your lover, there is no worry and no fear.
It's not a taste in my heart.
She bowed her head and replied softly, "I didn't say anything, but he punished himself and died because he sealed Situ Feng's soul in the underworld without telling the truth. After drinking Po Meng this time, he is just Situ An. Wait After this life and returning to heaven, he has nothing to worry about."
Lan Wuqing hummed with a muffled voice, and hugged Fan Ye even tighter with both hands.
"Little nun, you said that if you hold a stone in your hand, you won't be tired if you put it in your arms. But, let it go at ease. Wouldn't it be better if you put the stone down?"
There was a faint layer of sadness in Fan Ye's eyes. She looked at the road ahead, and she also held on to the people behind her more tightly.
And let go, something she hasn't learned all these years.
The author has something to say: how many people can do it?
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